#because this is what being sapphic is about 😌

[codename-adler]

i would Love to hear abt ur kathea wip :-) -dayurno

thank you @dayurno it’s an honor and thank you @fandomnerd101 i hope this provides what you also asked for <3

Adler’s PiPs ~ Project: Kathea 🌺

Kathea Lore 2:

Their 2nd “meeting” (1st being in therapy and vvv ugly) is when Kate and Aaron mutually break up after her return from the psych ward and his return from Thanksgiving (see dtyfstf); although the fic wouldn’t start there, that is the moment that created this spin-off ship/fic/project/AU.

Having heard how much shit the Foxes are going through, Thea flies in to check in on Kevin who has ghosted her (thus breaking her promise again of no-contact but way, way worse).

In a scene reminiscent of Andreil’s first meeting, Kate and Thea literally run into each other when Kate exits Aaron’s dorm so fast she slams door 317 into Thea and falls into her.

Because Kate is crying so hard and because Thea does not want their therapy group to get on her back any more than they already are, Thea puts her Kevin mission on hold and takes Kate back with her (idk where yet… hotel room? Bar? Diner? Cab?) to “support” her therapy mate.

Thea is the more surprised of the two at her decision to take Kate under her wing (u know like a raven).

Kate starts to believe Thea is not as bad/mean as she projects in group therapy.

Thea doesn’t understand why she went out of her way like that, why she acted so out of character, so she proceeds to /gently/ but firmly kick Kate out, call her an Uber, and the next time they see each other, weeks later, in group, Thea is cold and distant.

That's the main scene to be written at the moment, the thing that’ll start me up and show me the golden path of Kathea.

Miscellaneous thoughts:

To me they're like if a nymph (Katelyn) and a goddess (Thea) fell in love.

While it causes no real impact on Kate’s career (cheer + med) to be queer, Thea’s pro Exy career is highly at risk, what with already being an ex-Raven and a Black woman in a mixed sport; it’s important to me that we’re all aware of that; and thus despite both women being each other’s first sapphic/queer relationship, they have widely different backgrounds and stakes at play in committing (or not) to this new love.

Katelyn doesn’t want to see Thea as a threat, for herself, Aaron and the Vixens/Foxes, but sometimes the way Thea handles her past and present is scary, and Kate doesn’t know if Thea is trustworthy with everything (and Riko) going on; those who have read ‘dance ‘til you find someone to die for’ know why trust and betrayal are big issues in the Katheaverse.

However, Thea doesn’t know anything about the vastness of Riko's evils; her main tormentor has always been Tetsuji Moriyama. 

Riko acted the way all male Ravens (except Jean and Kevin) have always treated her: with misogyny and bigotry. Riko wasn’t special, not with her, not to her; but she doesn’t realize yet the Ravens were a cult, that it wasn’t normal, that she has repressed some things and that what is hurting her inside is also hurting others, whether fellow ex-Ravens like Jean and Kevin, or outsiders like Kate and Aaron who become collateral damage wave after wave Riko creates.

Of course I’m playing with the age gap between Thea (26-28) and Kate (20-22) because I think it’s very sexy and I’m self-projecting what I wish would happen to me love-wise 💅 I also previously thought about bringing up Thea’s trauma with younger partners (i.e., the whole Kevin grooming shitshow that was made-up by a-hole fans) to lay the issue to rest once and for all, but since some of y’all provoked Nora Sakavic into defending Queen Theodora Muldani and blasting y’all to dust, I don’t think I will! But who knows. It was important to me at one point, I’m just saying. More crumbs for you, eh.

Katelyn Young (Mackenzie) Lore:

Full name: Katelyn Beth Mackenzie Young

Height: 5’4”-5’5” to Thea’s 6’0” 😌

Career aspiration: Neonatology (Addison Montgomery did a lot for her)(and not just career wise *wink wink*)(she hasn’t realized that yet)(Thea is a lot like Addison u know *wink wink*)

Relationship history: before Aaron came along, her first real love, she had 2 boyfriends. Number 1 dared slap her twice before she ended things; Number 2 cheated on her with 4 different girls while they dated. Aaron was the first to treat her well, to heal a bit of her trust issues, to be completely devoted to her. They’re very important to me. I love my boyo Aaron and he deserves recognition for the love he gave Katelyn and fought for.

Kate is an only child from a very strict family; the parent she is closest to is her step-mother.

And that's what i got for now. A lot and nothing. But thank you again for enabling me. I love my girls. Again, if any of yous would like to request more of Kathea or more of a particular project, head over to my pinned post to see the list of 'Adler's Projects in Progress (PiPs)' and ask away!

#project: kathea 🌺 #adler's pips #kathea 🌺 #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #katelyn mackenzie #katelyn x thea #thea muldani #theodora muldani #katelyn/thea #aftg katelyn #aftg kathea #katelyn young #dtyfstdf #dance 'til you find someone to die for #aaron minyard #kateaaron #riko moriyama #tetsuji moriyama #kevaaron

[thesecrimsonstrings-if]

As a long-time member of the IF community, thank you for giving us a love triangle which isn't genderlocked. Call me messy but I adore LT and I've probably played the one for TWC a hundred times. Other than that, whenever I see even a mention of a LT, it's always between two men or masculine characters and the PC

"Oh you want a love triangle? Have two men willing to fight over you. What about the women? Don't worry about them, they are too 'mature' to be getting into these kind of feuds." What is that even supposed to mean? Give me feminine folks who are pining over me, give me my daily sapphic dose without the male love interests being the only ones who simultaneously fall for the PC. Why do so many authors always flesh out male characters to make them interesting and appealing and the female characters are written on candy wrappers?

Hearing about Celia and Zoya was such a breath of fresh air because when you mentioned the love triangle, I was sure that it will be a random tall, dark and handsome guy. Not only did you give us two incredibly interesting characters, you also made the twins separate out with particular aspects of their own. I know we're going to break her heart in this book but Zoya has my lesbian heart going giddy and I'm ready to give her all the love in the spinoff

Sorry about the long rant, I just read over a blog with a LT happening between male characters and I just had to vent it out. Please ignore if it's too much

akhfksjfjs okay ouch, do you hate men that much? 😭 alright, jokes aside, this is a lot to unpack. but i gotta say that i actually agree with you, dear bonnie. i don't particularly have a problem when love triangles only involve male LIs but those are the characters that often get very popular in the fandom tho. thankfully, that wasn't the case with TCS since célia is surprisingly popular, probably second to tachibana, and i'm so grateful for that.

majority of the fandom is made up of straight or queer women with a preference for men so it's no surprise that male love interests are actually very popular. it's not something that the author can be blamed for tbh, it just be like that sometimes. however, i do get that it gets really boring and bland when the primary focus is only on men and their character development while female characters get paid with toilet paper from aliexpress.

i'm so happy that zoya is bringing you so much joy 😭 the reception to her and zion's character unveiling as been great and i really did not expect people to simp for the senarath twins so much when they aren't even two of the ROs in this book. while the love triangle arc is more like a one-sided affair on their part, i'm glad to contribute to your messy side because honestly, i love the drama too 😌

here are some book recs with female love interests who are on-par with the male ones (if there are any) which will give some relief to your wlw heart, provided you haven't heard of them yet. i'm not adding games with unbalanced ratio of m:f characters since i don't want to piss you off even more 💀

honour among theives // @leoneliterary

the exile // @exilethegame

a tale of crowns // @ataleofcrowns

wolfwater // @carrs-universe-if

ripper's plague // @ripperplague

a life supreme // @lifesupreme-if

sinners and saints // @sinnersandsaints-linwrites

fell star // @fell-star-if

myrk mire // @catt-nuevenor

from the ashes we rise // @fromtheashesweriseif

requiem // @requiem-if

the royal pretender // @theroyalpretender-if

#asks #i'm lowkey scared of you bonnie 😭 #y'all don't come for my neck #i feel like i'm being held at gunpoint for some reason #although you are allowed to vent here about IFs #these crimson strings #bonnie nonnie #other ifs #other if authors

[wolfpants]

Ginsy for the ship asks!

Hello anon! This one is so easy to answer, because I for sure...

Ship It

What made you ship it? They're just so fun together, aren't they? Both fiesty and outspoken, and fiercely protective of the people they love. I love the idea of them being the sharpest, wittiest couple at the dinner party, outsmarting everyone around them. Plus they look so good together! Have you seen @getawayfox's pirate!Ginsy art?!

What are your favorite things about the ship? See above! I think they make a really dynamic, fun pairing. I've been meaning to write a sapphic fic for a while now, perhaps Ginsy are the way to go...

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship? That Ginny is better off with Pansy than she is with Harry 😌

Ask game - please ask me things about ships and I promise to answer honestly 😅

#ask game #ask #anon #ginsy

[themoontaxi]

🍷I’ve come to you with a glass of wine and some ask games I’m going to torture you with 😌 I’m going to send them all separately but I’ll probably leave out the emoji and context because I’m lazy.

so first: cyma Apps on your phone

fmk: Mozart, Beethoven and Henry Ford

jassss <33 i love being tortured!! especially by you 😏

apps on my phone?? haha wtf. okay here we go:

you as notes. i can tell you anything without being judged for it. you’re so fucking important to me, don’t know what i’d do if i lost you. and our convos are messy af. random thoughts sprinkled in between stuff that’s actually important.

@ropoto as youtube. always there for me when i need them. can either serve as a fountain of endless knowledge or an oasis of comforting escapism. am i wasting my time? maybe, but i am thoroughly enjoying it.

@emforevermore as etsy. could spend hours with you and learn about all kinds of interesting things in the process. diverse set of interests, so they never get boring. creative queen. recommends the coolest things - ahhh take my money already!

@sadgirlml as canva. can make about anything look absolutely stunning. very underrated. literally does all the work for you, but wants no charge for it. deserves more praise, but is too shy to accept compliments.

@temilyrights as duolingo. helps you get all the bitches by making you look good. very cute, but will kick your butt when you ignore them too long. another humble queen who won’t judge you for being broke. can be low-key addictive.

@ssa-sapphic / @forthecultures as notion. where i choose to store all the art that inspires me. lyrics, poems, film quotes; it’s all there. helps me keep track of connections between all of them. master of organization.

and wtf is that fmk?? but hey it’s easier than i initially thought. judge me all you want:

- fuck henry ford

- marry beethoven

- kill mozart

#jas 🥀 #sends the weirdest shit and i’m loving it! #finally got her ass up to send something for my celebration that was months ago #sam 🏔 #em 🎭 #mely 💐 #katie 🌗 #tiana 🧸 #wildcard wine 🍷 #café lounge #300 celebration #inbox #cyma

[1004tyun-archive]

mommy i miss you so much 🥺🩷💎

i’m hoping you’re sleeping well <3 or else i’ll transform into a fairy and will put fairy dust on you so you can have only sweet dreams >3<

i’m done with the smut 🤭🩷 i’m so excited to post it and so excited to read your fic because i know you always write the best fics 🥹🩷

i wish i could hug you right now because i still feel cold but thinking about you makes me warmer 🤗🩷 wow that was gay

i love you so much my crystal gem 💎 >3< i feel so at peace when you’re here all i want is for us to stay like this forever… (well when we are both awake and talking though >\\<)

missing you so much 🥹 i wasn’t lying it only takes me 10 minutes to start missing you… i just only got the opportunity to write it now ;_; <3

my sweetest baby 🥺🩵 i missed you and i literally miss you right now as we’re talking 😭 i wasn’t kidding at all when i said you’re so easy to miss

the dream fairies seemed to forget about me last night but if it means my little cherry fairy gets to visit me instead how could i possibly be sad about that? 🥺

so so hyped for your next fic it’s gonna bring all the sapphics to life and extend their lifespans i just know it!! cherry is single-handedly giving the gay women what they want just weeks before pride month you love to see it 😌 you being excited for my output makes me excited too 🥺🩵🩵 you make me want to be a better writer~

you’re still feeling cold? :( i thought my hugs would’ve reached you by now ;; maybe if i was there to warm you up myself~ oh my god that’s even more gay

i love you so so much my sweet lovely cherry bear 🥺🩵🩵 you bring so much light and happiness to my life everyday i wish timezones weren’t a thing so we wouldn’t have to miss each other so much but missing you is inevitable >< like i said we’re mid convo right now but my brain is still like “i miss cherry :(“ you just have that affect on me! 🥺🩵🩵🩵

my baby is so easy to love~ 🥺🥺

#i love you so much!!! 🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭 #i wish i was keeping you warm rn :( #you make my heart all warm 🥺🥺 #cherry bear 🍒

[smallangstdemon]

Time to hit back: peony (because >:)), sunflower, narcissus, snapdragon

peony - do you put more value in honour or truth?

That'd be such a good theme for a novel, holy.

Truth. I'd rather live in dishonour than in a lie; I'd rather know than being deprived from a knowledge or in a world where ppl's vision of me is deeply twisted, even if it gives me more advantages. I'd also rather know I ruined someone's life by telling the truth than keeping them aboat by lying-- even if it's someone I side with. No truth are completely universal nor good to hear, but unlike honour, I believe in it. Honour is too vague for me, the only one I believe in is the basic honour, decency every human should get, and I don't believe lots of truth can actually deprive someone from the basic human decency. (Hope I make sense 😭)

sunflower - sun or moon?

You: Ahah, tricked you back with the honour/truth question!

Me: No, the tricky one is THIS ONE.

I'm just so divided.

I'm a queer pal, sapphic, was insomniac, so of course I love the moon. She's here at my favourite time of the day, she's the discrete little hand behind all the times I cried and she certainly saw most of the things I wanna hide. She's the calm figure, the motherly comfort, she's just the thing that hugs you.

But I feel like the sun is so underrated. I mean, it's the destiny of everything that is superficially loved? Everything that is loved mainstream (the sun, the hero, life etc...) is often opposed to what reprents the marginalized (the moon, the villain, death etc...) but I just feel like sun is misunderstood? Popular but suffering of such a bad characterization. I don't like heat, but there's nothing like the spring sun against my skin, and no colours can match dusk and dawn. Sun is literally life as much as he's death. It hurts to look at, it hurts to be exposed too much, but we're drawn to him in order live. I like the fact that the sun is a star and like every star, he's burning himself out in order to shine. I like characters, ideas, that are so powerful they end killing themselves. So yep, sun.

narcissus - your best physical feature?

My eyes. I can count on one hand the number of people who didn't compliment on it (minus all the blue eyed fellas). It sounds a bit full of myself, but at some point I feel it gets insulting because that's the only feature ppl compliment me about (even strangers or ppl within the five first minutes I meet them??); so, I'm glad but it's a bit tiring? Like, if I didn't have my eyes it's as if there'd be nothing to compliment in me?? But at the same time, it means I know what effects I have in general on (non-blueyed) people and everything can be a weapon 😌

snapdragon - favourite mythical creature?

One of my biggest hyperfixations as child was mythology and you ask this question? That's homophobic >:(

No for real, I have an opinion about every western creatures; yep even that one. But I think I'm drawn to everything marine related and especially mermaids.

(My horny side says Minotaur, werewolves and centaurs)

#ask game #spidey to seal

[hoodharlow]

"This isn't first class. We're in business class." He said, sitting next to her in the aisle. Why tf you got a song abt puttin someone in first class & you haven’t even put yo girl in it 🙄

Jack wanted to do something nice for Miriam because she deserved it When he’s thoughtful 🥹

"We're gonna be indoors then we'll be outdoors." He said hugging her from behind. He kisser her neck, dry humping her as he said, "Then my dick is gonna be in and outta you." We love a man wit a plan 🤤

She went on talking about how she isn't privileged enough to take six months off from working to travel with her rapper boyfriend like a certain actress who looks like her mom( I- IS THIS BITCH FR?! she is a WHITE, BLONDE, BLUE EYED HO WIT BIG BOOBS!! SHE IS THE DEFINITION OF PRIVILEGED😐 and pornstar🌚

"Bro, you're a white guy from the suburbs. You don't have street cred." His whole spirit was js crushed in one sentence 😭

"my friend's name is Malia Obama." Casually drops being friend wit the PRESIDENT’S DAUGHTER!! Like bby 😩

Despite eating all of that in a span of three hours, that didn't stop them from wanting to fuck. Wine & dined AND DICKED TF DOWNNN BBYYY YASSSS 🫦

"Get naked." Jack said, kicking the door shut. "But keep the heels on." WHATEVEA YOU SAY ZADDY 👠👠

Miriam had received news that she was going to replace the blonde actress in a sapphic romcom starring Hailee Steinfeld as her love interest MOTHAFUCKIN PERIODDDDDD 👅 she replaced that bitch andddd gets to make out with my bby Hailee 😌 WIN AFTER MOTHAFUCKIN WINNNN

"Yeah, how'd you– no!" She exclaimed. Claudia opened Calum's jacket and grabbed her phone from the inside pocket. "There's no way." Oh. My. Goodness. JACK HIT IT FOUR YEARS AGO?!?? I was NOT expecting that😭 I LOVE IT!!

“‘What cackle?’ You know damn well which one.” Jack said, pulling down his pajama pants. He brought her hips close to his. “Now let me fuck the giggles outta you.” I- I LOVE THIS FUCKING MAN! I LOVE MIRIAM! I LOVE THIS DAMN COUPLE SO MUCH!!

(BONUS) The speech Jack gave Miriam. Let’s js say SHE WASNT THE ONLY ONE GETTING TEARY EYED 😭

(BONUS BONUS) YOU ATE TF DOWN AS MOTHAFUCKIN ALWAYS!! You know I love & adore me sum lil Jack Jack & bbygirl Miriam 🤭

Why tf you got a song abt puttin someone in first class & you haven’t even put yo girl in it 🙄 she's a private jet kind of girl 🤭🤭🤭

When he’s thoughtful 🥹 yeah 🤞🏻🥺🤞🏻

We love a man wit a plan 🤤 one thing about Jackman is that he's gonna have a plan to fuck Miriam

I- IS THIS BITCH FR?! she is a WHITE, BLONDE, BLUE EYED HO WIT BIG BOOBS!! SHE IS THE DEFINITION OF PRIVILEGED😐 she's such a loser lmao

His whole spirit was js crushed in one sentence 😭 him when Miriam said that

Casually drops being friend wit the PRESIDENT’S DAUGHTER!! Like bby 😩 that's her homegirl lmao

Wine & dined AND DICKED TF DOWNNN BBYYY YASSSS 🫦

MOTHAFUCKIN PERIODDDDDD 👅 she replaced that bitch andddd gets to make out with my bby Hailee 😌 WIN AFTER MOTHAFUCKIN WINNNN Miriam is so lucky 😭😭😭

Oh. My. Goodness. JACK HIT IT FOUR YEARS AGO?!?? I was NOT expecting that😭 I LOVE IT!! They've been horny each other since then 😭😭😭

WHATEVEA YOU SAY ZADDY 👠👠 like the coochie was WET after I wrote that lmao

I- I LOVE THIS FUCKING MAN! I LOVE MIRIAM! I LOVE THIS DAMN COUPLE SO MUCH!! My babies fr

(BONUS) The speech Jack gave Miriam. Let’s js say SHE WASNT THE ONLY ONE GETTING TEARY EYED 😭 he's so supportive of his girl

(BONUS BONUS) YOU ATE TF DOWN AS MOTHAFUCKIN ALWAYS!! You know I love & adore me sum lil Jack Jack & bbygirl Miriam 🤭 ty for reading it really means a lot

#awhoere4more 😌😌😌 #jack and miriam thoughts

[the-hoziest-archive]

if i say that i think “monogamy conflicts with the inherent nature of human beings” it does NOT mean that i think it’s a Bad and Unnatural thing. it literally links back to our whole, We Are Social Creatures DNA thing im always talking about. this is gonna get long but i am trying to make a point.

why is it considered “cheating” if you meet someone who gives you a little bit of that ~ butterflies~ feeling? the idea is that if u have my boygirlfriend and u meet someone who gets ur heart racing? ur not allowed to even feel that kind of physical attraction for anyone else bc it's Cheating. im sorry. WHAT. it makes no sense whatsoever. as an analogy, if u have a sex dream about whoever, would it be okay for someone to make you feel bad about it? about things your unconscious mind came up with in a dream state? no bc thats not how it works.

but this is my logic here.

when i told my friend, “it’s okay you can have a little attraction to men...as a treat....” like whats wrong with that? nothing? doesnt make you any less lesbian! bc its so not in the way str8 dudes fetishising wlw think their magic dick is whats missing from ur life. easy there mr testosterone u can be replaced by a zucchini.jpg (sigh. i have to say it im sorry. please do not put any fruit or vegetables or other edible phallic objects in your private parts. there are toys. there are many many safe to use toys). and not in the way that “sexuality is fluid” or “its a spectrum” or “everyone is a little bi” NO shut up. maybe its that ur attracted in the ‘gender envy’ way or the ‘platonic crush’ way or even the ‘your vibes are so sapphic’ way lmao. like why is half of hozier’s fanbase made up of wlw???? he has the vibes idk what to tell u its pretty soft boy syndrome thats my type anyway 😌

so if i were to say “its okay you can have a little attraction to a pretty person...as a treat..” in that youre not doing anything wrong, it doesn’t invalidate your exclusive/monogamous relationship or identity, and im not talking about it in the sense that you would act on it or are fantasising. i just mean in the way that you have eyes and you experience attraction (romantic and/or sexual) and trying to deny yourself that is only gonna result in more repression and guilt? what are you, catholic? (for legal purposes this is a joke) (or is it?)

some people just radiate the kind of energy i am drawn to. some people have the physical attributes of the people my gay ass 6 year old imprinted on. in the healthiest relationship i have ever been in, to a guy who wasn’t ever actually interested in Men, i had maintained “if you wanna go fuck a guy, im not stopping you. i have none of the physical attributes you would be looking for, hypothetically speaking,” etc etc like. it’s kind of the opposite of the Straight Fear "my bisexual SO is gonna leave me for [person of same gender as them]” and this is just me, because i dont care. there wasn’t any infidelity but i’d openly gush about girls even from the beginning and he dgaf lmao i love his apathy sometimes go girl give us nothing! we were the blueprint idc

there’s just. this idea. its the way the straights (eh, or at least, misogynistic brainwashed incel type men) have been talking about "im fucking my SO but thinking about other people" like thats just the message ive been getting. correct me if im wrong. pop culture and all. uhhh. cant.. relate? just because someone else made u HORNY???? if ur horny, look at ur right hand. now look at ur left hand. now look at the technological advancements of our time. ur welcome. sorry im not into using people to scratch the itch! if i wanna fuck someone its bc theyre hot and im into them! im not gonna be secretly thinking about getting railed by rachel weisz. and no matter what anyone says there is intimacy!

im saying that its completely normal to experience that ‘alterous attraction’ and hey maybe it is my primal-evolutionary ADHD brain but if it is, it is Correct. that you can ‘look respectfully’ and you can feel your feelings (even if said feelings last two minutes or a week or a year or two) i’ve been saying “i love too much care too much feel too much” (derogatory) but then i turned around and said “i love everybody because i love you” (affectionate)

its the “i fall in love a little ol' little bit every day with someone new” and “i love you” / “it’ll pass” and “nothin' lasts forever but this is gettin' good now” and “you are my favourite what if / you are my best i’ll never know” and “wanting was enough / for me it was enough” and my personal favourite peak lesbian brain experience “i see girls in my building / i see girls on the train / i've got the girls on my mind all the time” im sorry but have you SEEN women? exactly.

this idea that promiscuity is okay for men, but definitely not for women, and you’re not allowed to have sex or even want to have sex with people. plural. people. just. because. its fun. holy shit. we are, the entire world, fucking repressed. we can talk about it like when you're in the beginning and ur all over each other bc it's new and exciting and it's infatuation! there's something fun about that! it’s the Primal Instinct and idk why we’re meant to deny that either. because it’s not just that. its not just the dopamine.

why do we form bonds with the people we fuck when our brains are like, “fine. here, you can have a little oxytocin... i’d rather you do it in the house bla bla bla” as if we’re gonna sit here and pretend that it doesn’t get better anyway???? you become physically familiar and it's in the same way we talk about love languages “we’ve had one, yes. what about second love language?” and that’s the physical one akdgjakgh IM SORRY. we learn about each other’s love languages and sex languages. it checks out idk

but back to the main point, that We Are Social Creatures.

i mean, even if are monogamous by choice, because we evolved in the way that both parents take care of the children - but so do their neighbours and their siblings and friends like this is the ‘destroy the nuclear family norm’ essentially and its such a westernised concept. it just doesn’t make sense to me!! and im not trying to push a non-monogamous agenda or whatever, as with everything in life, it is about freedom of choice (without judgmenent, risk of physical/mental harm, etc etc)

but we’re talking about queer history and gay pride because homosexuality has existed for centuries. sorry the straights whitewashed history ig. but why is it far-fetched to say, actually, what we call now ‘queerplatonic relationships’ or ‘collectivist culture’ or that proverb about how ‘it takes a village to raise a child’ like. im pretty sure these things have also existed for centuries. we’ve just been brainwashed into thinking. that they’re unnatural, immoral, or otherwise Wrong and Bad.

but in the way i was rambling and talking about why are we going against our nature and i said “what. its like there are rules for human beings that were not created by a human being. im sure im onto smth here 👀🤭” without realising where i was going and im like. ah. yes. religion. excellent.

what can i say, im a rabid anti-christian hopeless romantic sexual deviant<3

#emma.txt #the qtp essays #its just a tag let it do its thing #the polyam agenda is actually the opposite of christian missionaries #get in loser we're healing from church-enforced cishetnorm culture no more internalised lesbophobia/biphobia <3 #idk what the mlm are doing i dont go there

[gilmores-glorious-blog]

more of my vox machina bullshit, reaction to the last three episodes edition:

- percy and scanlan’s friendship is my favorite thing (the two of them + vax are my comfort trio of dumbasses),, i loved scanlan pulling percy aside to be like “i love you but you’re fucked up” because.. so true of him <3 also when scanlan tried to flirt with cassandra and percy just immediately went “NO.”,,, idk i just have a besties agenda

- grog is actually an icon and my hero and i love him. king of skinny dipping in acid <3 (his friendship with pike is!! actually the cutest fucking thing ever!!!!!!! they mean everything to me!!!!) but why is his dick named captain winky

- i let out a genuine screech of horror when cassandra’s name appeared on the gun,, like i figured that she was working for the briarwoods but it still HURT (and percy’s reaction was so sad <3 when he just crumpled to the ground and started sobbing i,, 🥺😭😭)

- these last two episodes were rough…… my loves were really going through it,,, what with keyleth fucking dying and scanlan losing his voice which for him is probably literal hell and vex having to fight her brother and percy. y’know. HAVING A FUCKING DEMON INSIDE OF HIM.

- okay but vex being so upset about keyleth when she got wounded/was dying is something that can be so personal……….. like,, she’s always been a bit cold to keyleth because of abandonment issues or whatever but she was so anguished when she thought keyleth was going to die!!! 🥺🥺🥺😭 sapphic behavior

- scanlan using the same spell to silence delilah that she used on him and imitating her little “shhh” is,,,,,,,,,, very hot ngl,,,

- why do i feel kinda bad for the briarwoods though :/ this is why villains shouldn’t be sexy,, it makes me sympathize with them 😩😩

- vax calling scanlan by his last name is so important to me actually <3

- actually vax’s nicknames for everyone are just,, 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 so precious 🥺🥺🥺 as well as scanlan calling keyleth “green” :,)

- god there was so much twin angst :,(… possessed!vax fighting vex who just wanted her brother back,, vax being worried about vex when she was fighting orthax!percy,,, they are everything to me…….

- okay…………. it’s time we talk about mr. percy de rolo…. because HOLY FUCKING SHIT. first of all, demon!percy had no goddamn right to be as hot as he was. like,, jesus fucking christ 👀…. but also my GOD the trauma on that boy!! he was already so fucked up he didn’t need to have the freaking demon inside of him make him hurt/try to murder his new family while making him internally relieve his trauma by showing him his old family getting murdered again— and the whole battle was just so intense,, when he pointed the gun at himself i simply wanted to sob,,,, and the fact that the only way he finally got orthax out of him was by shooting his own hand out??!!!!? someone get this bitch some fucking therapy, p l e a s e. or just let me tenderly hold him.

- AHSKRJTHDAKTKTHDHAJTK EXPLICITLY CANON QUEER SCANLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’m legit. So Happy about this. like i knew that he and most of the other characters were at least implied queer in the campaign, but i thought the only thing they’d have in the show was vax being bi and i was just,, so excited that they decided to make it undeniably clear that scanlan is into guys !!

- speaking of the queer guys in this show… we knew that vax and gilmore had a thing, but like,, that last scene with the two of them,,,,, oh they FUCKED fucked. (good for them 😌)

- percy’s so nice and sweet and cute and carefree without orthax :,) he was smiling 🥺 and he was being genuinely kind to scanlan too which made me very happy because,, more people should do that actually

- @ these fucking dragon bitches: this is why we can’t have nice things.

sooooo yeah,, i’m in deep, and i would like season two to be here immediately please !!

#it is two in the morning and i have an audition tomorrow AND i leave for a trip tomorrow. am i prepared for those two important things?? #absolutely not i’ve been thinking about nothing but this show literally all day. #i’m. obsessed. #the legend of vox machina #tlovm #tlovm spoilers #critical role #eli.posts

[imaketheladiesmcswoon]

i am going to tell you about my melissa tgwdlm hcs now because i want to

me rn:

alrighty let’s start w the el gee bee tees

i hc melissa as an ace lesbian and a trans girl (she/her for now)

also i hc her and ted as being quite close friends coz they just like to gossip about everyone at ccrp

trans woman/trans man solidarity 😌

yes i hc ted spankoffski as a trans man but i think you already knew that *glances at icon*

also i made this oc, a person called lotte who works at beanies and in my hc melissa has a crush on herrr

ooo wait lemme make a picrew of her

lotte - they/she - transfem nonbinary ace grayro sapphic (im thinking probably lesbian but i’m not sure yet)

melissa and lotte t4t ace4ace girlfriends <33

also the hc is that they’re one of zoeys theatre friends

as well i hc melissa as being mixed (half white half latina (mexican to be more specific)) and she knows some spanish but isn’t fully fluent

ik most of these hcs are so ooc and random but idc <3

also hc that melissa has a lil lesbian flag on her clipboard and one day ted saw it (before ted and melissa became friends, this was like their first interaction probs like within a week of melissa joining ccrp) and was like “fuck yeah women am i right“ and melissa was so scared but was like “yeah women are great“

about trans melissa i have this hc that melissa had to take time off work to go get her top surgery and when mr davidson asked why she had to take time off she was like “u um t top surgery” and mr davidson was like okay cool

coz melissa was scared he would be like that’s not a valid reason to take a day off

the days she was off everyone was like where’s melissa and mr davidson was like oh she’s having top surgery and everyone immediately texted her like WOOO YOU GET THOSE TITTIES GIRL

lets just say she was very concerned checking her phone after the surgery

i have a hc that the Exact same thing happened with paul when he got his top surgery and that’s why they all immediately knew to text melissa congratulating her

also crack hc that ted sent her a card in the post that had congratulations on your anniversary on but he crossed out anniversary and wrote titties

she magnet-ed the card up on her fridge

also angst time hc that melissas parents cut contact w her when she came out as trans lol

like she was 18 so they didnt legally have to provide for her anymore so they were like bye bye <3

also i hc that melissa has a bunch of siblings that are all cishet but super overly supportive

omg hc that they’re all brothers and they’re all like yeahhh we like women too B)

omg hc that like melissa has no one to celebrate christmas with and ted also has no one coz his parents are transphobic too and he’s joking like “lol what if we celebrated christmas together haha slash jay” and she’s like “haha no but what if slash serious,,,”

also hc that melissa is the ace stereotype of just confused by allosexual ppl

like whenever charlotte or ted are like yeah i have sex she’s just like ew why /hj

omg imagine if one day there’s like an office party or smth and some ppl bring their partners and paul sees melissa with lotte and melissa sees paul with emma and they’re both like YOURE DATING A BARISTA FROM BEANIES AS WELL

paul and melissa are like omg how did we not know that the other was dating a beanies barista too while emma and lotte are like oh hey bestie

imagine charlotte brings sam and lotte is like hey isn’t zoey dating that guy- and melissas like HAHA SHUT UP BABE <3

thats all for now folks B)

#hcs #joey says stuff

[thinkingisadangerouspastime]

2021 Year End Fic Review

i was tagged by @praetorqueenreyna and @lady-tortilla-chip!! thank you lovelies, sorry it took me so long to get to this 💛

for my answers, i’m only going to count posted stories as being truly complete. for example, my monk x medium crossover and my spideychelle medium!au are technically finished, too, but because they aren’t posted, i won’t be including them (although if i wasn’t sick, maybe they would’ve made it 😭)

How many stories did you complete?

34 🙌

What is your total word count for the year?

a whopping 169,294 words (excluding the final few chapters of No Ordinary Exchange, bc i can’t be bothered to calculate at that level of detail)

What fandoms did you write in this year?

atla, tdp, mcu, and katherine philips lol

Did you write more, less, or roughly about what you expected?

way more. keep in mind that the above word count doesn’t include the roughly 50k of unposted fics i have also written this year, lmao. i was super productive over the summer bc i worked an office job where absolutely nothing happened, allowing me to spend the entire time writing! everyone thank the universe for my 2021 levels of productivity bc besties it’s never happening again

What’s your own favorite story of this year?

close tie between If I’m What You Choose, my spideyflash fic, and you do what you can (until it’s not enough) bc i really love betty&liz 🥺😭. If I’m What You Choose was just plain fun to write bc i was able to indulge in all my flash-centric headcanons + his and peter’s dynamic is a JOY to play with, but you do what you can (until it’s not enough) is really special to me because female friendships are horrendously disregarded by fandom and sometimes you just gotta make the content you want to see!

What is your most under appreciated story of the year?

To Mrs. M.A. Before Absence, and that’s bc it’s a ficlet based off a poem from like 1650 lol

What’s your most appreciated story of 2021?

by hits? where you belong, a so-called sambucky fic that’s actually just me propagating my “wilson family speaks louisiana french” headcanon 😌

by kudos? how’s your lip?, a super quick sambucky oneshot i wrote after ep 4 (?) of tfatws based on some rizzoli & isles dialogue lol. it was really just an excuse for me to write sarcastic banter 😂

Biggest fanfic related disappointment of 2021?

probably the relatively low feedback for impulse, my “flash gets the venom symbiote” ficlet. all the comments i got on the story from the spooder-man discord were WONDERFUL!! what was disappointing was that there was another venom!flash story that kind of replicated what i did in my ficlet in a less effective way, but it got considerably more hits/kudos/etc. than mine. now, don’t think im angry or that they plagiarized me lmao, bc it’s not that at all! like i said, im just disappointed in general with the lack of response toward the fic. but i do also recognize it’s a super niche idea re the mcu fandom 😂

Biggest fanfic related surprise of 2021?

SARAHMAY AGENDA R I S E!! when i came up with sarahmay as a ship, i expected to only write a few oneshots, which yeah, i did. but i also wrote Is This Love?, a 40k sarahmay + sambucky fic (that’s 55/45 in sarahmay’s favor)! it got way more positive feedback than i expected bc sure, sambucky is fairly popular, but the mcu fandom is horrible at acknowledging sapphic pairings, especially sapphic pairings with women of color. needless to say, i am delighted with how many people i managed to get onboard the sarahmay ship via that fic 😌✨

Something you are looking forward to working on in 2022?

SO MANY THINGS!! my spideychelle medium!au, part 4 of why’d you have to go and make things so complicated? (my flash-centric series), some ml ideas that have been brewing ever since i caught up with s4, a venom!flash multichap, possibly more acadec friendship fics, a katara-centric oneshot (shorter than broken pieces still belong, lmao), and m o r e. i have too many ideas and not enough time, as per usual

tagging: @drowning-in-cacophony, @ambivalentmarvel, @seek--rest, @justoceanmyth, @itsmoonpeaches, and anyone who wants to do this!! (yes, that means you 😌) apologies to those who have done this already, just ignore my tag!

#amy gets tagged #hi marvel moots this is starkravinghazelnoots ✨