#bee rants

[unsaltedtoast]

i love you femmes.

i love you plus size femmes who feel like their body pushes them out of feminine spaces.

i love you femmes with weird genders.

i love you black femmes.

i love you femmes of colour.

i love you femmes who don't shave.

i love you femmes who like indulging in masculinity.

i love you femmes that experience discomfort around their breasts and vaginas.

i love you asexual femmes.

i love you autistic femmes.

i love you femmes who constantly have to defend your identity (we are right beside you <3)

i love you single femmes who feel as if their femme identity is only valid as being 'queer enough' when with a butch.

i love you femmes who have 'masculine' personalities.

i love you alternative femmes.

i love you all femmes.

#femme positivity #femme #butch thoughts #bee rants #wlw #lesbian #femme4butch #butch4femme

[beeshoesometimesdraws]

LAES SPOILERS AHEAD

So I just finished catching up on all the recent episodes and OH MY GOD DO I HAVE THOUGHTS (specifically about Eclipse and the newest laes episode because holy hell I’m reeling from it)

In the second half of the “HOW TO DEAL With The GRIEF of Losing SOLAR” episode on the laes after Monty leaves and Eclipse appears, I was very much expecting him to make his usual snarky remarks and mock Earth and Solar’s death in some way (though I was hoping he wouldn’t ofc)

Imagine my shock when he does none of those things and instead is much more mellow and even softer/nicer—by his standards at least—and just looks around briefly and asks questions and just stands and actually LISTENS to what Earth says with barley if any semblance of his usual snark. The fact that he actually lets her talk about her feelings and everything and rant without cutting in to be his usual snarky self is EVERYTHING TO ME.

AND WHATS EVEN MORE; the fact that he asked her “do you really need him (Solar)” and when she said “yes” he didn’t say anything and just sighed as if in defeat. I think we all knew before from the previous episodes that he was battling with wether to actually help aid in bringing Solar back or not after his encounters with Puppet and Frank, but it seems to me that with this scene with him and Earth AND how it was mentioned by Sun that he was wiping the floor in Sun’s and Moon’s house that he has maybe decided that he IS going to help, or at least is reasoning with himself as to if he should or not.

With all the questions he was asking Earth it makes me think the ladder is true.

I also love the fact that despite her still very much grieving and breaking down at the loss of Solar (as we all are), she still expressed sympathy towards Eclipse and him not having anybody to lean on nor him being able to understand that kind of bond or trust. Even with this is brought up Eclipse just…kind of agrees to some of it and then deflects as usual but one thing caught my attention when he said “it looks like you need it (sympathy) more than I do anyways” and though he doesn’t directly offer it, I think the fact that he just stays there for a bit to listen to her and maybe even take in her opinions and feelings towards Solar and Ruin into consideration for whatever he’s planning to do is his own way—however unintentional it may be—of offering his own small bit of support. Hell, he definitely got Earth to talk a bit more about what she was feeling in regards to the situation and Solar.

Hate him all you want, everyone is inclined to their own opinions ofc, but Eclipse was so different from how he usually is this episode and I think things have slowly been changing for him for awhile. Before it was almost certain that when this was all over that he’d be dead in an instant without a thought…but now? Now I don’t think that’s going to be his fate anymore, and this and other recent episodes have only proved that to me.

He actually listened to Moon about not killing Ruin, he is obviously at least considering in helping to bring back Solar if what he did at Sun’s and Moon’s house and the questions he asked Earth are any indication, and the way he was just willing to stand there and just listen to Earth with barely if any a hint of his usual attitude and hold a rather peaceful conversation with her and even be quite NICE about it by his standards.

I think wholeheartedly that Eclipse is improving steadily and slowly and I am very much manifesting not only a redemption arc but a friendship between him and Earth because so far she has been one of the most sympathetic and in some capacity caring of him and the borderline softness he showed today only brings my hopes up.

Okay rant over, I just really needed to put my thoughts out there because damn is my brain reeling with so many thoughts and feelings about this

#bee rants #bee rambles #rant #tw rant #tsams eclipse #sun and moon show #lunar and earth show #laes spoilers #laes earth #manifesting rn #god I love eclipse dearly #the unhinged wet cat of a man has a death grip on me #here I go again #ranting about eclipse #:)

[beesinspades]

the way some people talk about astarion even after learning that he's been horribly abused in every fucking way possible for the past 200 years rubs me the wrong way lol

#this is both about people who hate him just because he's more popular than their fave #and people who like him being frustratingly tone-deaf #bee rants #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #yes blahblah he's just a fictional character I KNOW #still makes me go 😬

[heartseungbin]

I just read your dom reader rant and omg i hate it. I literally cringe when i read a fic that has a sub reader. I hate when they try to pull that shit off. Keep sub readers in the sub reader tag. Let me peg pretty boys in peace please

🦭 anon

LITERALLY ME. This absolutely is a safe place for anyone who wants to fuck any member of skz without having to worry about them domming you🙏🏾🙏🏾I fr always tried to figure out why it was that I cringed so hard or immediately stop reading a fic when reader started submitting and "behaving" for their boyfriend, it just never sat right with me😭 and even then I always thought why does it have to be a man doing the fucking?🤔 it just irks me so bad how people blatantly misstag the fics on purpose or they won't be clear when they say dom/sub dynamics🤦🏾‍♀️ sub reader writers tag your fics properly challenge go!

#heartseungbin #bee rants #sub!skz #dom!reader #🦭 anon

[mingiswow]

How do you tell your mom, that you still live with, that she’s the main reason of all your mental breakdowns for the past months, the reason that your eating disorder got back after years of being tamed and the reason why she thinks therapy is not helping because she is the one that needs therapy and not you?

#just so fucking tired #I feel like a child everytime I’m in my house #I’m almost 30 yet she refuses to acknowledge that #and even tho I try to set boundaries she doesn’t listen or respect them #and I have no money to live on my own #bee.txt #bee rants

[sunflowerharrington]

Okay guys, real talk, I don’t know what I’m still doing here. But before I go, I need to address some things;

• Currently I am not okay, and I’m mature enough and self aware enough to say that. Listen, I know I’ve done things that i’m not proud of in the past but please stop bringing up those times in my asks. I just can’t take it any more.

• I need to step away from this space and I need a break from creating stories here. I need to feel like myself again and I need to feel comfortable. I’m being open and honest here, sharing exactly how I feel and how some people’s words make me feel.

• Some things that go on in the Stranger Things fandom is absolutely unacceptable and I will not and never will be participating in that, such as harrassing the actors for playing a villain of playing the girl who your favorite likes. Separate the character from the actor, jeez.

• I’ve hit rock bottom on multiple occasions because of some things that go on here and it’s horrible feeling like this. I haven’t been diagnosed with depression yet as of 11/21/22, but if I stay here, that diagnosis will soon come to me.

• I don’t want to sound cruel or mean with anything I say in this post, that is 100% not my intention, I just want to share my thoughts on the current state of the ST fandom and why I’m choosing to leave.

• Some shit messed me up, man, but nothing can compare to this. Not even my near-death experiences hold a candle to it. Or rather, a forest fire, since that’s how I see the fandom right now.

• I would never wish getting hate upon anyone, even if I don’t get along with you. It’s honestly one of the worst things.

• Like, yeah, I want to still be a part of this community obviously because I love the fruit bowls (plural because everyone is gay [it’s true, I asked them all myself] and there’s too many characters to fit in one bowl) and I love the plot of the show. But I just can’t make myself feel comfortable here anymore, it’s exhausting.

• I’ve been hurt by multiple people in this fandom (not naming names because I don’t want to start drama again), and I’ve had enough. Nothing is original anymore, like, it’s a known fact. Facts are facts, America (and everywhere else but I’m quoting my queen Mo, Heart here, so).

• I don’t accept being treated like this and I’m sure you don’t want to be treated like this either. I’m not even going to start mentioning invasion of privacy because that’s a whole different kettle of fish for another day.

• I just don't see a way I can be involved in the fandom if all that happens is that I get sent hate over characters that I hold dearly to my heart.

• First of all, Billy is not real, get over yourself (I’m talking directly to the people who continuously call me a racist when I’m clearly not. It’s actually disgusting how some people could think that honestly and it’s so immature.) And I know what he did (being a racist himself. Yes I do know that, I watched the show back again without rose tinted glasses. But even then like I KNOW he is racist but that’s not his only thing, y’know? He was fucked up, just like us) is a real problem in this world. But, and I can’t emphasize this enough, Billy Hargrove is a fictional character, not a real human being. And unlike him, I am real and I have real feelings and emotions and every single day, when I come on here, I get constantly harassed because of my thoughts on this show without fail. It’s a freaking TV show for Christ sake.

• I can’t be involved with this fandom with how toxic it is right now, so I will be leaving (not for good but for now) and I’ll be focussing on myself. Focussing on who Bee is and trying to figure out what the hell is going on in my mind and why every little thing that happens and every hate comment/ask I get makes me want to end it all.

• I’ll just be sitting in my corner writing fanfic about Eddie Munson and Robin Buckley now like a little gremlin and not posting it until this constant hate storm calms down because I don’t have to if I don’t want to. So, if you need me, send me a DM and I’ll give you my discord if we’re close mutuals.

• Also if we’re friends and you don’t wanna be my friend anymore, tell me first, don’t just leave me high and dry wondering what I did

Thank you for taking time out of your day to read this. And to the person who told me I’m the reason why Caroline Flack killed herself, you can go fuck yourself because why. Just why?

share this around, thanks - bee <3

Unfriendly reminder: do NOT repost or copy my work while I’m gone. I will find out, trust me

#bee rambles °˖✰ #bee rants #stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington #billy hargrove #byler #will byers #tagging these so people see it

[heysillybee]

I’ve watched baby race far too many times now….

#it’s my fav Bluey episode lol #bee rants

[boywonderasf]

PINNED POST TIME!!! WARNING I LURK IN MY FANDOMS ON THIS BLOG BUT ALSO THIS IS FOR KINKY STUFF TOO LOL SO 18+ REGARDLESS OF WHAT CONTENT YOU FIND OF MINE!!!

okay so hi so basically dont be mean (literally just dont go out of your way to be a dick, ya?), dont be weird (not that most of this isnt weird but oh well). also i dont rp or anything sorry, and i dont do anything in messages besides scream about silly things im obsessed with. im just here to be silly, so be silly too. remember dont repost anything kink related to non-kink blogs because this is a kink AND "normal" related blog, but i do have a inclination for sneezing. so, there.

btw boutta rant but if u want fandoms n shit those will be bullet pointed and bolded here:

Batfam/DC

Marvel

IT

Stranger Things

Hockey

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OKAY so first off, im AJ (or Bee), no i have no preference on which one i am called, just as long as you use he/him pronouns we can party rock cause i am indeed a male (trans, but still a male). im in me 20's and taking a wee bit of a gap year(s) i guess? im still trying to figure out if teaching or archeology would be more of my jam, but i've mostly been crocheting a bunch and selling it so🤷

i am neurofunky (ADHD and Autism woo) so thats a party also im gay as all get out for dudes so yippee we love the queers OH ALSO IM JEWISH YIPPEE

uh i suppose my interests are hockey, crochet, roller blading/ice skating, and i also love to sing+play guitar so thats cool

i unfortunately live in the US of A but would LOVE to go to Canada i love it and Edmonton is awesome plus the Oilers are my fav team ever🤷

at this point, i eat sleep and breathe Batfam (mostly Dick) and Birdflash is so silly i adore them my fav 4eva. literally its all i think about/do anything with besides hockey and crochet💀

anyways thats my shpeel. uh if ya have requests for fics send them my way lmao (i guess id have to post fics for anyone to see if my writing is any good tho lmfao💀)

anyways buh bye im really tired so mozel tov.

#snzknk #yuh #intro post #bee rants #so much shit in this rant mb yall #jewish #marvel #bucky barnes #peter parker #spiderman #IT #Richie Tozier #Stanley Uris #Stranger Things #steddie #ronance #fruity four #batfam #dick grayson #boy wonder my fav #birdflash 4eva fr #wally west #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #bruce wayne ig #alfred too #anyways yuh #silly shit

[knucklestheenchilada]

I’m still thinking about that one time I made a poll and I had people rate my cat 0 through 10 and some motherfucker rated him a 2

HIM A 2!? The audacity! The disrespect! I’m gonna find you! I’m gonna find you person who rated my cat a 2/10!!! I’m going to find you and I’m going to take all of your fucking shoelaces and replace them with the stupid Tumblr ones!!!!

#bee rants #cats of tumblr #HE IS MY SON

[fishfingersandjellybabies]

Happy friday!

Like I mentioned yesterday I’m real busy the next week or so, so to give me some reprieve I’d love some asks/hc requests/whatever about some of my AUs! Doesnt matter how long it’s been since I wrote it, would love to chat about it!

Fuck, if it was just a one-shot you have questions on/want to expand on, I’d love that too!

#bee rants #writing stuff #will give me stuff to zone out to on all these planes trains and automobiles

[shysneeze]

only half way through persuasion and it’s such a shitty take on such a beautiful book, they’ve completely ruined anne’s character and removed all the yearning and made the entire thing this weird fleabag-esq comedy

#bee rants #persuasion

[unsaltedtoast]

i think if we stopped advertising things by comparing them to other pre existing things my life would be 700 times better, draw thematic comparisons and stuff but please for the love of god stop advertising things like that 😭

like do i think that hannibal, killing eve, saltburn, carmilla, iwtv etc all exist under an umbrella together? yes. murder gays. gay couples doing bad things for each other. do i think you should ADVERTISE them that way?? no are you crazy, that’s for YOU as an audience member to call upon and seek out, you’re supposed to do that part AFTER watching the media.

#bee rants #queer media #hannibal #saltburn #carmilla #iwtv #killing eve #please stop advertising this way it’s not helpful for anybody

[calswildflcwer]

Lmaoooo… This is actually becoming so fucking laughable! 🙄😂

Okay, on a serious note, if you’re a fucking minor and you’re writing or roleplaying smut, keep the fuck away from me. If you’re supporting a minor who writes or roleplays smut, also keep away from me. That shit isn’t okay. You’re literally a child! Just stop!

Also, one other thing, if you’re online and wanting to act like an adult but don’t like it when you’re called out for the adult shit you say and decide to play the “I’m a minor and can’t be called out for my bullshit” card and can’t handle the call outs then y’all need to stop putting out adult content ffs.

Take it from someone who was literally fucking FORCED to grow up and be an adult by the time she was ten years old, enjoy your fucking childhood. Adulthood sucks anyways, why y’all trying to act like you’re part of it. Be a child, be a freaking kid, even if it’s only for a few more months/years etc. Live like you’re actually a child whilst you still have the chance, don’t grow up too fast and don’t try to act like an adult when you’re not, seriously, it sucks.

Bee out 🐝✌🏻

#seriously #don’t come at me with your smut shit #that ain’t shit I wanna see on my feed #I don’t wanna see y’all’s disgusting roleplays either #keep that shit away from me #and if y’all supporting that type-a shit then get off my feed forreals #imma start unfollowing and blocking people I see supporting this shit #I’m not even gonna hold back anymore #I’m done #and if any of my moots or even friends support minors writing smut and roleplaying smut imma unfollow y’all fr fr #just cut all ties #because I’m seriously so done ffs #bee vents #bees rants #bee rants #bee rambles #bee speaks #bees thoughts #fuck it #peace out

[beesinspades]

what sucks about health anxiety is that at which point can you take it seriously and say "okay, it might not be just health anxiety". like it's always best to assume it's just anxiety, because 90% of the time it is. but when is it reasonable to give into that anxiety? what if one day you think "it's just anxiety as usual" but then it turns out it isn't and maybe it's too late? but living your life assuming "what if it's not just anxiety" just in case is just a fucking miserable existence. it ruins your life often more than the illness your anxiety wants to convince you you have would. i guess there's a middle ground, like having one little pang of pain in your side or feeling dizzy once doesn't mean you're about to die. odds are you'd feel so much worse if that was the case. having a headache doesn't mean you're having a stroke. there are 12987 possible reasons for headaches and it's not healthy to do a self-check every time you have a headache, you're just feeding that anxiety and making it worse thinking it helps. it helps for a minute but it really does make it worse. like it's just not worth it to make yourself feel physically ill from anxiety for DAYS over little stuff like this that turn out to be nothing 99% of the time. BUT HOW DO YOU RECOGNIZE WHEN IT *IS* SERIOUS THEN???? WHAT IF IT IS SERIOUS THIS TIME??? anyway i'm looking for a therapist

btw i don't actually do all this all the time because most of the time i manage to rationalize, but when something Does go wrong for real and it doesn't go away within 24 hours my anxiety latches on every little thing and gives me hell and i'm trying so hard to tell it to shut the fuck up because there's nothing more to be done anyway and if it DOES get worse we'll call an ambulance or go to the ER but right now it's fine it's been stable and having anxiety attacks over it serves nothing but making life horrible. sometimes things are uncertain or don't have immediate answers or bodies just do weird things that eventually go away on their own and you need to accept it

i hate this so much i have a trip in two weeks and i'm already like omg what if it's not fixed by then....what if it gets worse while i'm there away from home.....what if i get cov*d despite masking.....what if the bus gets into an accident.....what if I get anxiety and it ruins the trip for me because anxiety saps away all of my joy.....what if my friend's apartment burns and i die. oh my god shut the hell up

#bee rants #to delete

[coffee-a-bee-ja]

he. 🌿

my child is very eccentric

he smiles without any care for the world

his eyes reflect passion and bliss

bliss for things into the unknown

innocent, fragile, yet bold and confident

his thoughts drowned in a sea of his mind

begging for a seed of purpose

for someone to notice

for someone to fade away and leave him behind

my child is very eccentric

he doodles his thoughts on a piece of paper

crumbling it and throwing it away as if it never served a purpose

he screams on a corner, cries out

begging to the burning cave of his mind

to shine him some light, shine him peace

but it never talked

because it mustn't

it stays quiet, fragile and innocent

my child is very eccentric

begging me to see those corners of his mind

and shine some light, some sense, bliss

he smiles without any care for the world

"...i love you," he says, with a last breath

tears didn't build up, for i didn't know

that tomorrow wasn't coming

and it didn't

my child was very eccentric

he smiled without any care for the world

he doodled his thoughts on a piece of a paper

i still keep it on my drawer

and tear up

for i didn't know

that tomorrow was not coming.

#bee mumbles #bee says a poem.txt #bee rants #tw implied su//c//de #tw grief #tw angst #he 🌿

[mingiswow]

I finally watched the first two episodes for Love Tractor and if I thought that the actor for Yechan was perfect before, now I think even more. He managed to capture the essence of the character so much. He is this giant golden retriever that has no idea of his size or even beauty and is always so nice to everyone. Yechan is a rural himbo and I stand for that.

And to think it’s Yoon DoJin first acting role is actually surprising, he is great!

#love tractor #bee.txt #bee rants #bee watches bl #bl series #kbl