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capri-ramblings · 4 years

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I haven't written in a while and this is literally my first fic writing for Twisted Wonderland, so it's a bit dry and boring but after playing one of @malleusthorns 's click and drag game i just had to write something with my result lmao.

Lilia is a character I've yet to get to know so forgive me if he's a bit ooc here (╯︵╰,) anyways hope this isn't So bad since I'm planning to write a bunch of others •́ ‿ ,•̀

Thanks again to malleusthorn for this spark of inspo (probably ruined by my horrible writing)

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Things happened so fast, I didn't think I got any of it at all until I was blinded by darkness. Shoved into a closet with someone I've only ever met once, all the while the people I call my friends snickered behind the door that separates us.

I shifted in the closet, a habit whenever I got nervous.

Lilia shifted as well but I couldn't see him until a small green light appeared and his face was illuminated by it.

He had a small smile on his lips, his features ethereal and youthful resembling a porcelain doll made with precise skills. Really, I might be exaggerating, but Lilia had an eternal feel to his demeanor, as if his beauty came from countless lifetimes.

He tilted his head then, the ball of green light in his palm glistening. I realized then he had said something and I was just staring at him.

"Uh,sorry, did you say something, Lilia-senpai?", I tried my best not to sound flustered but given our situation, I'm pretty sure half of the school would know I was losing composure.

Damn that Ace and Grimm, next time Azul gives you anemones, I'd let Floyd squeeze you dry before helping again.

"Hmm, you seem troubled", he said slightly airy yet thoughtful. "You know usually whenever I'm troubled with something I sing a song to help me think, would you like me to teach you a song to sing?"

His eyes were wide and genuine then, like a clear crystal filled with thoughts brimming with eccentricity. Lilia at the moment, kinda reminded me of a kid rather than a senior.

"Ah! You're smiling!" He leaned in closer as his lips curled into a smile as well.

"Hey, your smile is a wonderful thing to see! If that was the case, you should smile more often!"

"Ahahaha...even when I'm forced to do things I don't really want to do at first but I can't really refuse cause Principal Crowley would use my freeloading existence here as blackmail?" I closed my eyes and crossed my arms, feigning a thinking gesture. "I'll give it a try"

Lilia laughed then,so full and warm it took me by surprise. His hands came to hold my shoulders,giving it a friendly shake.

"Hahahaha! That's the spirit! You have a good sense of humour too!"

"...Huh, anyways, Lilia-senpai, are you okay with this?" He looked at me, eyes shifting from enthusiastic to curious. His smile didn't fade when he spoke.

"With what?"

"Um, this seven minutes in heaven thing. I know I'm kinda the last person you'd wanna hang with for seven minutes of your life"

"Hmm,is that so?" Something in his gaze shifted then,a mist of thought I couldn't catch in time. It wasn't unsettling,though I felt a chill ran up my spine anyway.

"And why would you say that,little lantern?"

"L-Little lantern..?"

"Ahahaha! It suits you doesn't it? Your smile just now reminded me of a lantern I saw long ago"

"Well... It's cute, I guess"

His eyes closed, that same warm chirp of a laugh coming from him again. "Say, why wouldn't I want to spend seven minutes of my time with you?" He asked, pretty close to me, maybe a bit too close. I let out a dry laugh, and gestured dismissively with my hand.

"Well,for a start I'm not really the most interesting person in this school."

"I think I can beg to differ,little lantern. You're someone without magic, a child of man, and yet the black carriage carried you here to this school and for months now you've been able to make due with whatever is thrown your way,despite what has been thrown your way, and you do it with a clear conscience too." He tilted his head again, eyes glistening like the light he held so gracefully In the palm of his hands. At that moment, I thought I was looking at something very ancient.

"O-Oh...I didn't really see it that way.." I shuffled back, attempting to create distance, but my back collided against the door.

"Ah,sorry I was taking up a lot of space, wasn't I?" Lilia laughed but his gaze fixated on me as if searching for something before it didn't and we were back to staring at each other, not really knowing what to say.

'Man,and I thought those leech twins were hard to read..'

"Say, wouldn't you like to know how to use magic?"

"Huh?"

"You really like spacing out don't you? Little lantern if you don't keep your guard up something might happen with the little time we have now"

"...What exactly could happen?"

"Hmm, I wonder what could happen"

"That's why I asked—"

Lilia took hold of my hand then, bringing up to his face.

"We have a few minutes left, you wanna try your luck?"

"I don't know. Are you gonna turn me into a toad or something"

"Eh? You're a funny one indeed, little lantern. Here,first I'll do this" Lilia placed his hand underneath mine, holding it so my palm was open, then he let his gaze bore into it before a warm sensation began pooling on my hand. A faint sense of power enveloping it.

"Wha... Lilia-senpai—"

"Eh,what a nice reaction. There, try it!"

He let his grasp turn loose and I pulled my hand away, inspecting it like it wasn't even my own hand. Somehow,it felt different...

Lilia kept his eyes on me, a smile in both his gaze and on his lips. I looked back at my hand, sighed.

"Yolo,right?" I smiled back at him.

"Eh,Yolo?"

"Ah, nevermind. What should I do by the way? I'm kinda clueless here..."

"Hmm,maybe try floating something, that's a basic skill I'm sure you'll get right off the bat!"

My gaze searched around the room then,all the while I was wondering how I got into this situation in the first place. Why was there even a party at this hour? Ugh, this school will be the death of me, I swear.

I sighed again, and at that moment I felt something crawl up onto my leg.

I locked eyes with Lilia who was still staring at me, his hand was still holding the green light.

Ah,so it's not him?

I stiffened.

"...Lilia-senpai?"

"Hm,is something the matter, Little lantern?"

My lips parted, and the crawling came again. Goosebumps greeted my whole body.

"Little Lantern,are you okay?"

I clenched my teeth. "I think there's something climbing on my leg...!" The words came out in a hurry and had Lilia widening his gaze before he looked down and seemed like he wanted to crouch with the light to see better but I grabbed at his hand, sweating.

"Don't move! What if you make it crawl faster?"

"Then how am I supposed to help you?"

"Use your magic!"

He chuckled,his free hand coming up to slightly cover his mouth. "Isn't the light I'm using now part of my magic?"

Then he really did crouch down, the light illuminating my lower half. I closed my eyes before it had a chance to trail down, but once silence stilled in the room. I desperately wanted to scream.

"Lilia-senpai..?"

"Don't move." His voice lost it's friendliness. A brusque shift from light to authoritive in mere seconds. I shut my eyes even harder, skin crawling with goosebumps. Lilia didn't answer, instead straightening his body before he looked me in the eyes.

"Everything's okay, just don't move. I'll get rid of that thing on your leg"

"What thing?" I asked,panic lacing my words. I wanted to cringe so bad but the fear of not knowing what was latching onto me had me frozen in place.

"Nothing I can't handle"

"That's not really comforting..."

"I'm your senior aren't I?" He said then, smiling gently at me again with the same warmth from before. "Even if we're from different dorms, I wouldn't hurt someone under my care"

I nodded my head,flustered once more. "Okay"

I expected some monster to be illuminated by Lilia's light and him destroying it with his magic students from other dorms talk about with astonishment.

What I didn't expect was for him to suddenly let out a yelp and the room going dark once more as I felt his body tumble ontop of me and the door to the closet opening, causing both of us to stumble out with a loud thud as we fell to the ground.

The light seemed to burn my eyes, but my chest and back held more pain from the fall.

Ace's voice reached me first.

"Wowie, someone got excited,huh?"

"Kantokusei! Are you alright?" Came Deuce's voice next and a couple of other murmurs.

The weight from Lilia was gone and as I sat up to answer both Ace and Deuce, from the darkened closet something flew out and smacked me right in the face.

Ace and Deuce let out panicked screams while I fell onto my back again, my face throbbing.

"Ara Ara, it seems like I missed" It was Lilia, and he was already on his feet, looming over my fallen figure. He was smiling but his eyes held worry in them as he reached out a hand for me to grab.

"The door opened so suddenly, if it didn't, I doubt the flip flop would've hit you, Little lantern"

"What the hell just happened?" Ace said aloud, his eyes wide as he stared at us both. Deuce had helped me up along with Lilia and actually had Grim run off to get me a drink, but my gaze went to Lilia first who was repeating apologies with his eyes.

"Kantokusei,are you okay? That flip flop really went and smack you..."

I smiled, a sudden amusement bubbling in my throat. I stared at Lilia who seemed to glow with hidden laughter as well and nodded my head. Slightly laughing when the words leave my mouth.

"The next round,we're shoving Ace in the closet alone"

"Eh? Why?" Deuce looked concerned, his face scrunched up with confusion. Lilia laughed, tilting his head to the side.

"It's alright, he won't be alone in there,right, Little Lantern?"

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syubub · 4 years

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JIMIN OPEN READING

~It's Chims birthday so I figured I would see what's up with the birthday boi~

Disclaimer: this is for entertainment purposes and not to be taken

So so so. Chim Chim. His energy is still nice but It had stripes in it? I think that may have been me though but I wanted to note that. His energy was super bright? It was intresting. It wasn't a good thing or a bad thing just that he was extra shiny lol.

So I asked for any messages that he might have/ anything that he wants to say and I almost felt tipsy? Like either he's emotionally overwhelmed or hes drunk lol but I saw the number 9 really really prominent? Idk I also felt like teary eyed almost? Not from sadness but just like overwhelming feelings? I did see a scene of friends sitting around a table o that could be talking about how hes celebrating with friends today for his birthday.

Emotional constipation was another thing that came up it feels like others don't really understand what he's feeling and that is frustrating to him. He's working on better boundaries in his life between personal and public. Could also be in regards to work.

There's some sort of decision that doesn't feel urgent but it does feel looming. Its almost like a big thunder cloud off in the distance. Not an immediate issue but you can't ignore it.

He has likely let emotions bottle up. We say on d1 of the concert the part where he said that he doesn't understand why this is happening to him. Its like he's not really wanted to feel his feelings or didn't really see them as valid things to feel so he put them in a jar so he could take care of everyone and everything else first and every new challenge shook the jar until it all poured out. It seems like he feels powerless because of the lack of control on the situation. With the card control issues especially its like he feels responsible? Or like he feels like he should be able to fix things. Bittersweet is such a good word for how this reading felt. There's also something he doesn't want to think about/listen to?

Jimin is very sensitive. Theres a lot of pain that he is trying to let go.

He just doesn't feel very... right? The empress is a libra card so seeing it in reverse kinda gave me a sense of just feeling off? Like stuff is all wrong and he doesn't have the power to fix it? Theres a lack of personal power with the magician. Theres also anxiety that comes with empress rev. And dissatisfaction with the magician reverse. Its definitely an energy of repressing stuff and it fronts like apathy? Theres a feeling of chaos, in that there's no telling what you'll get when you make your decision. Could be creating something new with the ace of pentacles (jimin pd-nim here we come ) But this comes as a reminder from him to himself and all of us to stay grounded.

Kinda half hearting day to day things bc he doesn't see the point? Or kinda like he feels like he's wasted his energy? Maybe feels a bit like a burden to others around him because he feels like he's wateful in the sense that other people have it harder so he feels guilty? He feels like he's dragging down others and like the chaos should be his burden to bare.

Instability and apathy come in with the ace of cups rev. He feels helpless and there's still the volatile, chaos that he needs to cry about. (He has done this and needs to continue to do so) have you ever felt so powerless and so passionate that you feel that painful rage? Idk how to explain it exactly but its very like firey sadness?? If you know you know. He may tend to get to a point where he's repressing so much that he becomes apathetic almost? Libras are notorious for hiding feelings to either take care of other people first or to avoid conflict? That can't last very long for him though because jimin is very empathetic and his emotions always spill over.

There's also an overall message to all of us: Its okay to not be in control. Good times are coming we just have to wait it out! Be kind and do what you can to help those around you. Libra is the scales and they thrive in balance. Help those who are struggling, and if you aren't progressing how you want to its because you aren't admitting something to yourself. You're standing in your own way! You've worked hard for a long time so you can't give up now.

Chim chim. My dude. You need to cry. Cry when you feel like you need it bc that shit is so healthy for you. Jimin is loved and he knows it but sometimes he needs to be reminded that he is worthy of it.

I'm soft and I need to give jimin a hug?

This turned more into an energy update than an open read but Jiminie had things to get off his chest. Please treat him with kindness and try to understand what he's going through? Like, I know it can be kinda easy to look at celebrities and be like, "what are they complaining about? They have everything so how can they pretend to have problems?" But playing oppression Olympics helps no one. What he feels is valid. What you feel is valid. Pain is relative so it isn't fair to invalidate someone just because they're in a different situation.

Let's all have an amazing jimtober bc jimin is precious and deserves the world 💜

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