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I just watched the first 6 episodes of “My Life With The Walter Boys” and immediately Cole is a no for me as a love interest for Jackie. 1) He’s an asshole and a fuckboy and I hate him with every fiber of my being and 2) he’s a senior and she’s a sophomore so that is gross, plus, he looks 25 and she actually looks like her age so whether he gets character development or not I will not be rooting them to get together because of their age gap.
Cole also looks like a wannabe Chris Pine and his hair part is so fucking ugly idk why it just does not work on him when it’s flat against his head as if it was gelled down like some 30s-40s hairstyle, maybe a side part would look better.
I stan Nathan bc I have nostalgia for Farkle from Girl Meets World, I really like Danny he seems really nice and I want to see where the story goes with his character. I fucking hate Jordan shoving his stupid camera in everyone’s faces like did anyone consent to being filmed? Wth is he filming everything for?!? It seems like it’s played off as a unique personality trait that he has but it’s really just annoying and invasive. Jackie didn’t consent to being filmed when she came to live with them and he should have gotten everyone’s consent before filming them for whatever reason (I don’t remember if it was ever mentioned why he liked to film stuff happening in the family bc I was too busy shitting on this show during the first 2-3 episodes). I feel like this type of character has been done before in movies or shows but I can’t think of another example bc it’s not that common.
I like Alex, he seems like a green flag but he does look like if Gilbert Blythe got watered down 100x😭
#original post#my life with the walter boys#mlwtwb#cole walter#jackie howard#alex walter#Jordan Walter#nathan walter#Danny Walter
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Songbird || SIX
Eddie Roundtree x Fem!Reader
Warnings: none
Word Count: 2.8k
Part Summary: Billy comes back from rehab and Y/N and Eddie end up lonely at a party.
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TRACK SIX;
SLEEPING WITH A FRIEND
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Y/N L/N: When Billy went to rehab and the tour was cancelled, everyone else came home. And tensions were high.
EDDIE ROUNDTREE: Y/N still wasn’t speaking to me, she wasn’t really speaking to anyone.
Y/N L/N: Around the time they came back, I was constantly at meetings with Teddy, I barely saw them in the first couple weeks.
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“Was that one good?” Y/N asked.
Teddy chuckled, “The one before was perfect.”
Y/N smiled, “I just want it to be perfect.”
“And it already is,” Teddy says, “Want to have a listen?”
Y/N sat next to Teddy as she listened to her song back. Everything felt so surreal to her, she felt like she would wake up at any second and she had imagined all of it.
“It sounds great!” Y/N says, excitement coursing through her veins.
Teddy smiled at the girl’s excitement, knowing how much this meant to her.
“If everything goes well, you might be hearing it on the radio soon.” Teddy commented.
“Shut up!” Y/N says.
“No, I’m serious.” Teddy says.
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TEDDY PRICE (1982, Merv Griffin Show): I’d never produced anyone like Y/N. She was always so easy going and easy to work with, she knew what she wanted and we worked with that. Her music had a unique sound, whenever a Y/N L/N song comes on the radio, you know it’s a Y/N L/N song.
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As Y/N got home she was elated and nothing could put a damper on her mood. As soon as she stepped into the kitchen everyone could tell that Y/N had had a good day.
“How did the recording with Teddy go?” Graham asked.
“Fucking amazing!” Y/N exclaimed.
Soon enough, everyone went off to do their own thing but Karen approached Y/N wth a bottle of wine in her hand.
“We need to celebrate and catch up.” Karen says.
Y/N grinned
***
“I don’t know how I lived without you on tour,” Karen says, “I needed a break from the boys.”
Y/N laughed, taking a swig of the wine, “I don’t know how you did it either.”
“How’s Camila been?” Karen asked suddenly.
Y/N sighed, “She’s been okay, I know that everything has affected her but she’s not letting it show, all her focus has been on Julia.”
“She’s the sweetest kid I’ve ever seen.” Karen says.
“I know!” Y/N says, “When I have kids eventually, I definitely want a kid as cute as Julia or I don’t want a kid at all.”
Karen laughed, “Kids aren’t on by bucket list but I get what you mean.”
Music played softly throughout Y/N and Karen’s bedroom as they fell into silence, the bottle of wine being passed between the two. Ever since Camila gave birth to Julia, her focus had shifted to her daughter causing her to spend less time with Y/N. Of course Y/N still hung around with Camila and Julia, in fact Y/N could barely stay away. However, right now, Y/N was glad to spend some time with Karen.
The only issue was the days she would spend all day in the studio and come home late and Camila and Julia were asleep or when Y/N wasn’t doing anything, Camila was busy taking care of Julia. The two hadn’t had a chance to sit down and relax and talk about whatever like they used to.
As Karen took another sip of the wine, Eddie appeared in the doorway. Neither Y/N nor Karen noticed him at first as the two continued to laugh about something Karen had said.
“Y/N, can we talk?” Eddie asked, standing in the doorway.
Y/N sat up from her position and stared directly at Eddie, her smile faltering. Karen looked between the two of them and excused herself, not wanting to be caught in the tension, taking the wine with her.
Y/N sighed, “Eddie, there’s nothing to talk about.”
“Yes there is,” Eddie says, stepping into the room and closing the door, “You’ve been avoiding me for weeks.”
“I have not, I’ve been at work, recording.” Y/N says.
“And the days you aren’t? You spend most of your time with Camila and Julia or with Warren, Karen and Graham, you haven’t spoken to me since I got back.”
“Maybe I just don’t want to, has that crossed your mind?” Y/N questioned.
“Why?” Eddie asked, desperate for an answer.
“You know exactly why Eddie, I know that Camila has forgiven you and everyone else but I saw the way she was when we came back home, she was a mess Eddie,” Y/N says, “And the reason I am so angry with you specifically is because you lied to me when I asked if anything was going on outright and you love Camila and you still let her go through that pain. You don’t even like Billy! There was no reason for you to protect him.”
Eddie remained silent, he didn’t say anything.
“If you don’t have anything else to say Eddie, then please leave.” Y/N says.
“I’m sorry, Y/N,” Eddie apologises, stepping over to her and sitting down next to her, “I really am, I fucked up and I know I did. I should have told you, I should have told Camila and I regret not doing that.” Eddie paused, “To be honest I just miss talking to you, I miss listening to your songs and stupid lyrics when you can’t figure out the next line. I miss you Y/N and I want us to be okay again.”
Y/N turned to look at Eddie, she missed him as well but the anger she had was a stronger emotion.
“Please,” Eddie pleaded, looking deep into Y/N’s eyes, “I can’t stand it that you’re not talking to me.”
Y/N’s eyes softened, she had never seen Eddie look so desperate, “I will forgive you on one condition, never lie to me again.”
“I won’t, I promise you that.” Eddie says, quickly.
There was a moment of silence before Y/N gave Eddie a small smile, “I forgive you, but you better hold up your side of the promise Roundtree.”
All Eddie did in response was pull Y/N forward and wrapped his arms around her, both of them falling back onto the bed, a comfortable silence between them.
***
A few weeks later, Billy was set to return home and Y/N didn’t know how to feel about it, all she knew was that she needed to remain civil. As Y/N sat at the kitchen table, a book open in front of her while she ate her breakfast in a peaceful silence.
Footsteps echoed on the wooden floor, interrupting Y/N from her book. Looking up she made eye contact with Billy. She didn’t smile.
“Y/N,” Billy says in a greeting, “How are you?”
“I’m good.” Y/N answered, closing her book.
“Congratulations on the recording by the way,” Billy says, avoiding eye contact, “Graham told me about it
“Thank you.” Y/N says.
Billy gave Y/N a tight lipped smile before walking away, leaving her on her own once again.
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EDDIE ROUNDTREE: The label dropped up a week after the tour was cancelled.
WARREN ROJAS: They made us pay back our advance and everything.
GRAHAM DUNNE: I kept us practising as much as I could and got a job at a bodyshop.
WARREN ROJAS: Yeah, I was working down at Malibu Harbor cleaning boats, which I loved, and, uh, and doing a lot of mushrooms, which I also loved,
EDDIE ROUNDTREE: Basically we were back where we started, worse even.
INTERVIEWER: Are you still upset about it?
EDDIE ROUNDTREE: Me? Nah. I mean holding onto that shit will be the death of you. But he really fucked us over.
Y/N L/N: With everyone out of the house working, I had a lot more space and time to work on my own music. The living room was empty almost all the time so I designated that room my writing room. [laughs] I’m not sure everyone appreciated all the balls of paper thrown everywhere though.
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“Who the fuck do you think you are man?” Eddie spat.
Y/N rubbed her brow, looking around the group. Billy standing up in front of the band saying that he was done, Eddie was pissed off, meanwhile Karen, Graham and Warren all tried to diffuse the situation. Y/N watched from the sidelines, not wanting to be involved but somehow the argument started while she was in the middle of writing.
“Look, everybody just calm down, okay?” Graham says.
“Oh, for fuck’s sake, I can’t be the only one who’s pissed here.” Eddie says.
“I don’t know what else you want me to say, you guys don’t even need me. You have the songs, you got the fan base. I mean, I’m sure if you just-”
“Billy!” Eddie shouted, “If you’re going, go.”
Billy paused for a moment before nodding and walking out of the room, leaving everyone in silence.
“So now what do we do?” Warren asked.
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KAREN SIRKO: I mean bands fall apart, that’s rock’n’roll. I just…thought this one was different.
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Everyone dispersed one by one, leaving just Y/N and Eddie in the room.
“Hey,” Y/N says, catching the attention of Eddie, “Everything will work out.”
Eddie looked at Y/N and the look on her face made him believe it.
***
Sighing, Y/N dropped down in a seat next to Warren, immediately ordering another drink.
“Back so soon?” Warren questioned.
“He was so unbelievably sexist it should have been a joke,” Y/N says, taking a large swig of her drink, “First he wouldn’t stop talking about himself leaving me standing there with a fake smile plastered across my face, then when I finally managed to talk about myself and what I do he stated that women are not cut out to be in the music industry and that I should just become a housewife. Fucking dickhead,” Finishing off her drink and immediately ordering another Y/N sighed, “Where are all the good men around here?
“You’re sitting next to one.” Warren says, leaning closer to Y/N.
Y/N chuckled, placing a kiss on his cheek, “Sorry, Warren but the answer is still no.”
“Ah, worth a shot.” Warren says, leaning back in his seat.
“What about him over there?” Warren questioned.
Y/N followed his gaze, “Nah, you can just tell that he’s boring, I mean he’s standing there like he doesn’t know what he’s doing. He looks like my old math teacher.”
“You are picky,” Warren joked, “Remember if you just wanna get laid, I’m right here.”
“Keep dreaming,” Y/N says, her eyes scanning over the crowd once again, “He looks nice.”
Warren followed her gaze, “Him? Really? I thought you had standards.”
Y/N scoffed, “I do have standards and he’s quite attractive.
Y/N and Warren continued to watch the man from afar. Just as Y/N stood to go and talk to him his hand raised to his nose as he began to pick it.
“Maybe not,” Y/N says, sitting back down, “Why are men so gross?”
Looking around once more Warren scanned over the crowd, “By the pool? The guy and the girl.”
“They both look too into each other to give me the time of day.” Y/N says.
Taking another sip from her drink, Y/N noticed a girl standing not too far away, eyes set on Warren. Once she notices that Y/N had seen her, she averted her gaze.
“There’s a girl staring at you,” Y/N says.
“Where?” Warren asked, looking around.
Y/N hit his arm, “Don’t make it too obvious.”
“Okay, but where?” Warren questioned.
“Turn around and you can’t miss her, she’s making serious heart eyes at you.” Y/N remarked.
“Wish me luck.” Warren says, standing to his feet.
“You’re the one who doesn’t need luck in this situation.” Y/N says.
Warren blew her a kiss before walking over to the girl. The girl made eye contact with Y/N for a brief moment and Y/N sent the girl a wink before turning away.
Y/N sat alone at the bar from across the room she could see Karen and Graham talking, Graham with a lovestruck expression on his face, causing Y/N to chuckle to herself. She could see Eddie standing not too far away with a girl.
As Y/N looked at Eddie, he looked up making eye contact with her, he sent her a smile, completely ignoring what the girl was saying to him. This caused the girl to scoff and turn around to look at what had caught Eddie’s attention. Once the girl noticed Y/N she scoffed before walking away from Eddie.
Y/N couldn’t help but laugh when she walked away, mainly because of the confused expression on his face as he walked up to Y/N.
“You might want to go after her,” Y/N commented, “Some girls don’t like it when you smile at other girls from across the room.”
“It’s fine, it wasn’t going anywhere anyways.” Eddie says, sitting next to Y/N.
“That makes two of us.” Y/N says, “Every guy I’ve spoken to has been sexist, completely self obsessed or just a dickhead. I’m only looking for sex but I want to at least have some pleasure and none of the guys here are willing to give it.”
“You’ll find someone.” Eddie says.
“You want a drink?”
Many drinks later Y/N and Eddie sat together in a more concealed area of the party, both quite drunk. Eddie’s arm was wrapped around Y/N’s waist as he held her against him.
“You’ll hear my voice on the radio soon.” Y/N says, her head resting on Eddie’s chest.
“I better,” Eddie says, “I want to hear your voice everywhere I go.”
“Won’t you find that annoying?” Y/N questioned, “I get tired of hearing my own voice sometimes.”
“I could never get tired of your voice, it’s just so…nice,” Eddie says, “I bet your ex-boyfriend was a lucky person.”
Y/N snorted, “Ex-boyfriend? Never had one.”
“You’ve never been in a relationship?” Eddie questioned, his words slurred.
“No,” Y/N laughed, “No man is worth my time in a relationship, all they care about is themselves. Besides, no man has ever wanted to be in a relationship with me.”
“I find it hard to believe that no one has ever wanted to be in a relationship with you.” Eddie says, having a sip of his drink.
“Why?” Y/N asked, looking up at Eddie.
“Because you're beautiful, who wouldn’t want to be with you?” Eddie says, brushing a strand of hair out Y/N’s face.
Y/N smiled lazily, “Beautiful is a strong word.”
“No, I mean it.” Eddie says, his hand resting on her jaw.
“Well you’re not too bad yourself Eddie.” Y/N mumbled.
Eddie’s hand continued to caress Y/N’s face as he slowly inched his face closer to hers, his breath fanning her face. Y/N gripped onto the front of Eddie’s shirt, her eyes falling to his lips, Eddie watched her movements closely. Pulling him closer by his shirt, Y/N captured Eddie’s lips with her own, acting on an impulse.
The grip Eddie had on Y/N’s waist tightened as he pulled her body to his. His other hand tangled in her hair. Y/N’s body was on fire, she couldn’t tell if it was because of the kiss or the alcohol in her system.
Pulling away, Y/N mumbled something to Eddie, “We shouldn’t be doing this.”
“I know.” Eddie says breathlessly.
Y/N pulled Eddie back to her, kissing him passionately. Throwing her leg over his lap, she straddled him, while wrapping her arms around his neck. Eddie gripped her hips tightly, as Y/N began to move her hips on top of him. Everything in Y/N’s brain was telling her to stop but her body was doing the complete opposite. She was desperate.
Their kiss was hungry and desperate, they kissed like the other would disappear at any second. Slowly, Eddie’s hand’s roamed under Y/N’s shirt, touching her bare skin. The touch set her skin on fire, goosebumps formed in his touch’s wake. Y/N’s fingers tangled in his hair, messing it up.
“We really shouldn’t be doing this.” Eddie mumbled against her lips.
“I know.”
Y/N moved her hips once again, causing Eddie to let out a quiet moan. Y/N smirked against his lips.
“Let’s find a room.”
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Y/N L/N: [smiles]
EDDIE ROUNDTREE: [smiles]
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#eddie roundtree#eddie roundtree x reader#eddie loving x reader#eddie loving#daisy jones and the six x reader#daisy jones and the six#josh whitehouse
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yknow, a lot of people say that they wish SJM had just invented a new character to be Rhys' love interest for the Acotar sequel or paired him off with Nesta or something, but I actually think she shouldve gone further and just made Feyre get with a different high lord every book. Just imagine:
ACOTAR 1: Feyre/Tamlin, Feyre recovers from her childhood trauma but then oopsie, UTM happens and now shes got a bunch of new trauma oh noooooo
ACOTAR 2: Feyre/Rhysand, Feyre recovers from her UTM and also learns about feminism and how to fight good, I would prefer if instead of ignoring the part Rhysand played in her trauma like in canon, they actually leaned into it and made it so that Feyre reconciling with Rhysand and even falling for him was somehow symbolic for her reconciling with her UTM trauma
ACOTAR 3: Feyre/Tarquin, Feyre learns how to politics and maybe she learns about the injustices that the common faeries have to deal with as well, maybe there couldve been some seeds planted for this in ACOTAR 2 with the illyrians but she was too busy wth her trauma to deal with it at that point, but now shes ready
ACOTAR 4: Feyre/Eris, Feyre helps Eris with his political machinations culminating with her helping him kill his dad and become high lord, and its kind of a foil to the previous book where Feyre was doing like normal politics with a good guy but now shes doing fucked up and evil politics with a morally gray guy. Also, i havent met Eris yet but I do know that hes racist in canon so maybe we could have a subplot where Feyre helps him with that idk. helps him get over his racism i mean, not helps him to be more racist
I dont know enough about the other guys yet to come up with potential plots for their books, but in my perfect world they would all definitely get one
The final book would be Feyre getting together with one of the super powerful non-court fae like one of those freaks who lives in the middle like the weaver or something, except it has to be one of the male freaks because its a SJM book and we cant have a queer MC. So I guess that limits our selection to Koschei maybe? I actually dont know anything about that guy other than he exists, is he hot? cuz if hes not hot then we can strike him out imo. Then theres that demon-god that sent Nesta a horny vision in ACOSF I think his name was Lanthys, and I know for a fact that hes conventionally attractive so thats our first candidate. I actually quite like the idea of Feyre getting with Suriel and the way that would work is that it would be this reoccurring character that appears atleast once in each book when Feyre needs some information and she goes to catch it, and at the start of this last book shes just broken up with her latest high lord and shes like "that suriel has helped me so many times, I should do something kind for it" so she does that and theres this very fairytale-esque moment where it turns out this is the first time someone showed it a genuine act of selfless kindness to the suriel, and that causes it to transform into a really hot guy. And then Feyre and the Suriel start their grand romance
Also, I just realized if we wanted to keep with the theme of Feyre falling in love with a powerful fae* from a specific court, the capital p Prison island is described as almost being like its own court, so maybe Feyre could get with the Bone Carver which would be great because he can transform into like, the hottest of hot guys if he wanted to
So yeah, thats my pitch for an alternate ACOTAR Series. Would it be good? No. Would it be fun? Yeah, I think so. Certainly more fun than the series we currently have where we mostly just hang out in the same boring city with the same annoying guys
*the bone carver isnt a fae but you get what i mean
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MCU - PalmerStrange + Salvaging Cleaphen
Unlike my last PalmerStrange post, this IS NOT a rant - just (probably unwarranted) optimism as a Cleaphen shipper.
This is how I see PalmerStrange from the first film to MoM - which I think can add depth & perspective Strange in the future, salvage Cleaphen, while also taking some of the cringe & shallowness out of the MoM version of PalmerStrange.
I said this in my PS post, but them shoving Christine down our throats so hard fucks everything up for Clea as a love interest. When 4/8 years of Strange's MCU time has been Christine-based with her getting this unearned spot as his "one true love", how are we meant to care about Clea coming into his life?
Clea ends up looking like a consolation prize because his actual love rejected him (in numerous universes). With that being the case, how are MCU fans (who are non-comic readers) supposed to truly invest in what was set-up to look like a rebound relationship because they wrote themselves into a corner trying to give Rachel McAdams more spotlight? Lol
That's like if the comics tried to paint Zelma as Strange's true love after we spend decades with Clea. That was a weird relationship by the way. Sometimes she was strictly a student & friend, other times it was written like they intended Strange's feelings as romantic. Lord knows...But either way, it's asinine. Imo you don't (or shouldn't) spend years gassing up a relationship knowing you have no intent of settling on it, then bringing in a new person randomly claiming that it was always meant to be them after numerous prior years depicting it as clearly being someone else.
I am saying the above because it seems clear in interviews from Waldron & McAdams, that they genuinely believe in PalmerStrange as a deep love pairing. Wth their pushing of it, it hurts Clea's romance with Strange in future projects by being brought in as "the lesser" ship.
However, the writing & execution in MoM was so bad, that I can NOT see PalmerStrange the way Waldron & McAdams were trying to sell it. And plus, of course the latter is gonna toot her own horn & hype the main character's feelings for her. Lmao
The first film didn't paint Christine being anywhere near as important to Strange as MoM tried to (badly) suggest.
Being bluntly honest, Strange never really paid much attention to Christine unless he wanted or needed something. I do believe he cared as much as he could at that time in his life when we first meet him, but it seemed more like she was a safety net. I'll expand a bit further down.
But first, lets look at the first non-business interaction between them. This interaction alone tells us everything.
Christine shares her policy against dating co-works which she named after Strange. Strange is glad something is named after him since nobody wants to call the technique he invented "The Strange technique."
Christine corrects him in noting that they invited the technique, which includes her.
Note how Strange promptly rushes passed the part relating to her to talk about how he's speaking at a dinner he wants her to attend with him.
Christine is less than thrilled. Strange says they had fun when they'd go & she has to break it to him that she never had fun because everything is always about him.
This sets the tone right here. Strange is clearly attracted to Christine but he is not at all in-tune with her as a person. When they were dating, Christine went to those events for him - not because they were fun, because they weren't for her. And Strange was so detatched & disinterested in her emotionally, he couldn't fathum that she wasn't having any fun until she outright tells him. Not hard to see why she (we can safely assume) broke things off.
Lets also take notice of how Strange never does anything for Christine.
She bought him a very expensive & engraved watch.
She was the one person to visit with him in the hospital after his accident, and was clearly heartbroken seeing him hurt.
She tried to take care of him after the accident - we see her giving him a shave when he's still hospitalized as well as bringing him food after he's out.
And while her timing was bad, she tried to get him to face the fact that his hands can not be fixed rather than torture himself on false hopes & putting himself in debt because of it.
But she also tries to encourage him to use the time to find new meaning in life.
She saved his life when he was stabbed.
She tried to comfort him after The Ancient One's death.
Lastly, she invited him to her wedding as a good friend.
Meanwhile we never see him doing anything for her. Her wedding in MoM was a chance for him to be supportive & encouraging on her new life chapter.
But rather than do that, his first instinct is to make her wedding about him - using her reception as the time & place to confess that he still has feelings for her.
Not only is this tacky asf, but it shows how little her happiness & best interests are to him when he makes her big day about him. Their relationship was 100% giving and / or sacrifice on Christine's end & nothing but taking on Strange's end. And that has not changed in MoM.
Imo opinion that cements that Strange doesn't love her because he doesn't care enough about her to ever put her first, show her consideration, or do even the smallest kindnesses for her - even after his character developement .
Christine seems to be someone he could always count on to validate & support him whenever he needed / wanted because she was the only person to ever put up with him. For the longest, she may have been the only friend (and possibly lover) he ever had. Or maybe he had more but she was the only one who stuck around. However you slice it, the first film makes it clear, she's the only real friend he had prior to his journey. Nobody else cared about him beyond professional responsibility. And there was good reason for that. Lol
He's so obsessive in MoM, the only way I excuse & explain it is her wedding triggering him and bringing some insecuriies and traumas regarding loss & lonliness back to the surface.
Rather than truly loving her, he's just desperate to cling to the 1 person he's always had for the longest. Her marrying someone else cuts in on their relationship big time. But that clinginess has more to do with him trying to make himself happy & hold on to a comfort source rather than out of any truly deep love for her.
Again, not saying he doesn't care about Christine - but rather his romantic feelings are not based around true love. It seems to be based around how she makes him feel more so than how he truly feels for her. A case of truly loving the person vs. their actions, i.e. "what they do or provide for you."
And even deep into MoM, this seemed to be the case because all of his interactions with Christine center on what he is feeling rather than him trying to truly connect with & understand her feelings. He's had some character development but when it comes to Christine, he still treats everything as being about him, marking very little change in their relationship since the hospital scene in the first film.
He regresses when he's around her. Not because of anything bad on her part. She's so compassionate to him, she's done nothing but sacrifice & give to him which he has now come to expect. When they link up, he's always looking for her to be his comfort, savior, & validation rather than his true love or partner. In response, she humors him & is more patient with him than most would be. But sadly she's inadvertently enabling his behavior.
Cleaphen & Perspective
Now that brings me to Cleaphen & new perspective for Strange. Unlike PalmStrange (lmao that name works on multiple levels), Cleaphen only got 30 sec. of screentime. Lmao So this is based around wishful thinking to build on the above. LMAO
For me, the way to salvage this upcoming ship is establish that his feelings for Christine were not as genuine as he may have thought at the time once he begins to experience & feel the real thing with Clea.
Now usually I am very much against sailing ships by bombing others. A good ship can sail on its own. The thing that makes this different was MCU writing things into a corner to show more Rachel. Derrickson used Christine to give Strange a personal teather to his old life that he'd have to give up at the film's end. He gave them their closure in the first film & was planning & excited to bring Clea in for MoM. But he left, so his vision was burnt to a crisp & replaced.
Disney wanted to do a "What If" episode about Christine, Waldron watched that and continued with giving Christine / Rachel a larger part than what they were supposed to have. Because of all this padding for McAdams, PalmerStrange got stretched way out, leading to non-comic MCU fans expecting a Ross x Rachel get-together after the supposed Will They / Won't They.
Marrying Christine off in MoM gave most people a WTF reaction because it feels anti-climactic to spend 4 years on a ship they made Strange obsessively lovesick over only to not follow through on sailing it. Then we didn't stop at the wedding, we got a variant Christine to tag along in MoM, leading folks to thinking our Strange would get with her. And that doesn't happen - even after his confession PalmerStrange fans expected to at least get a kiss there. Nope.
Now we have 4 years of wasted time on a dead & static romance while making it the center of our main character's existence only to introduce what was supposed to be his real true love in a rushed & half-assed fashion during the credits of his sequel-in-name-only.
So because of the mess Disney made with PalmerStrange, we gotta have some pull back if they truly care about selling Clea as a love interest to be cared about. And maybe they don't. We'll have to see. Lol
Imo PalmerStrange has been overstretched & has done no kind of favors to Strange as this tweet perfectly sums up. Lmao
In addition to doing Strange a disservice, it also drags down Cleaphen. If she's gonna be his lover for the duration of his MCU tenure, then the mess they made with PalmerStrange needs to be cleaned up. But this assumes there's anyone besides Derrickson in the MCU who cares about Strange & Clea's characters.
Starting off, I think his ship with Clea needs to be a very slow burn across multiple films or shows whichever they are invloved in. But it needs to be spread out to provide real development & depth so it doesn't seem rushed & half-assed. Again. Lol PalmerStrange got 2 films and 2 "What If..." episodes. They could at least give Cleaphen 2 films - especially since that's the ship that's supposed to go somewhere. The romance will only ever be a subplot because there's always a bigger over-arching story that is more important.
The following is gonna be how I hink Cleaphen should be spread post-MoM. Lord knows all the MCU projects and films to come. So I am just gonna number things
Film 1 (their very next major appearance)
We need to see them as comrades first. Show them working well together as a good team. Good battle chemistry can definitely be a factor in bonding them during early stages. It would lay the groundwork of mutual respect between 2 mystic fighters & sorcerers.
After developing mutual respect for one another as comrades, slowly work toward connecting more personally which leads to a friendship. That connection could be in conversation about her family. Perhaps Clea fully introduces herself to Strange revealing the extent of who she is to him - a key thing being that she's Dormammu's niece. We can hear about her family and the emotional conflct she faces coming from such a family whom she once supported.
This would help turn the tables. We'd get someone is sharing their sob story with Strange and he's getting a chance to be the ear to listen and provide comfort to Clea in similar fashion to what he had to do for America. This would already differentiate the relationship from Christine because he'd be required put forth emotional effort in the developmental stages. Unlike Christine, Clea comes with her own regrets and dark history. She's not the Mary Sue with no hardships or wrong-doings. So while Clea can be a source of support for Stephen, he has to be there for her issues as well.
With Clea having her own very clear demons & a VERY dangerous family, Strange would not have the chance to make everything all about him & become complacent in that. If he wants her, he's gonna have to make effort insuring she is emotionally supported & fulfilled as well.
Again, we can't linger on this subplot too long because the film would have a bigger story to be told - but we have nicely continued the ship voyage - showing how they mesh as comrades since the end of MoM, and now moving into friendship in this film. This film this is should focus a bit more on Clea with Strange being a supporting factor to her since she is a major new addition to Marvel & Strange lore. We can be learning about her & building a connection simultaneously with Strange. I hate to say that after Strange played 3rd fiddle in MoM, but even with focusing on Clea, it wouldn't hurt Strange's character as bad as MoM because we are developing a character who is going to be very big & influential in his life. So end the subplot here for this film. Whatever it may be. Lol
Film 2
Next film, shift back to Strange focus. Having clearly become fond of him, have Clea inquires about Strange - his life, family, and if he has a special someone back home. He can give a brief recap of his journey from his first film. After that, he can answer that he had a special someone years ago but it ended because he wasn't the best person at the time.
That is actually similar to the comics. Strange was engaged to a woman named Madeleine St. Germaine, a patient he treated & fell for. As his attittude got worse & more materialistic, she left him. So this can be the scene we get him talking about Christine & the real reason it ended (because everything was about him - not the BS holding the knife bit that they made up for that film). With a bit of romantic interest having seeped through, Clea asks if he still has feelings for Christine based on how fondly he's still speaking of her.
With that question, we can get some perspective and admittance from Strange - that he still cares for Christine as a very good friend but his romantic interest has passed. Why? He now realizes that he mostly loved as a source of comfort & validation rather than as a true lover.
With that question, we can get some perspective and admittance from Strange - that he still cares for Christine as a very good friend but his romantic interest has passed. Why? He now realizes that he mostly loved as a source of comfort & validation rather than as a true lover.
That would be a moment of realization that shows growth & self-reflection. Strange seemed totally ooc during the MoM Christine subplot but the above would give a legit & believable reason for his obsessive lovesick behavior. it would make it seem like a needed transition to prepare him for the relationship to come and help him truly recognize the difference between limerence vs. love now that he is learning to develop relationships and friendships outside of the 1 person he was putting all his humanity & happiness on - all his eggs in 1 basket so to speak. Baskets can be overloaded and break. Christine can't be responsible for a clingy partner using her for their emotional needs while providing nothing in return for her. Again, a very one-sided relationship. With perspective, Strange will see just what kind of effort & devotion true love can pull out of a person.
Now we have to keep the movie going. Because again, this is only a subplot. We have to move back to the bigger story. Imo this is a good place to leave Cleaphen until their next appearance. The seeds of romance have been planted with Strange & Clea being closer as comrades & having connected a bit on a friendship level. We also have both characters established to each other as single. lol
Film 3
Finally, move them into official lovers territory here. How to push it over the edge? We gotta have Strange make that final leap and allow himself to be 100% raw with Clea on an emotional level. We've now had 2 films building an intimacy as comrades & friends, so it wouldn't be unrealisticly rushed for him to be at the point of opening up on the deepest level - especially having mutually developed feelings for her over the course of the previous 2 films.
Clea has learned about Strange's life-changing journey and his history with Christine which he has gained more logical & less emotional perspective on. From here, we have a solid base set for moving the relationship to its final stage. Maybe now is the time to get that big moment we've had put off for 2 solo DS films. Strange has shared his journey into soercery & prior love life with Clea, but what about his family? I don't think it'd be an instantaneous. I could see Clea asking him about it and him brushing it off early on before he finally allows himself to open up to her fully.
And THIS story could finally be the moment we expand on Donna and see the trauma that resides there. But rather than skipping right passed it, show some actual flashbacks this time. Maybe use this story to bring up his brother, Victor and the guilt of also feeling like he failed him. This would also track with his comment to Christine about how he is afraid of being genuinely close to others because he gets scared.
When he finally caves & reveals his family history to Clea, let this be a true scene where we finally see the weight of Stephen letting all this out to someone after so long and then let Clea get the chance to comfort him on his family as he did for her when he revealed her own family drama & issues. Being such a stage ready actor who truly gets into his roles, Cumberbatch would KILL a scene like this. We'd get the chance to see Strange in a very different light, at his most vulnerable, and it's a side he's only revealing to Clea (his future wife). He can start truly opening his heart with her, and continue from there to where Comics Strange made it 30+ years ago. lmao
Doctor Strange 3
Only question, where does DS3 fit into this. Above I gave bullet points for how Cleaphen can develop organically over the course of 3 film subplots. It's still a bit rushed but there's only so much time per film and gotta face facs this isn't a Soap Opera with season upon season to devote to story lines. Getting back to the 3 mystery films, which of those is DS3 and should any of them be?
Rumor is that DS3 is being fast-tracked due to the success of MoM as well as Marvel wanting to get it out before Secret Wars. This is concerning because rushed work is usually never good. Another rumor is that it will adapt Time Runs Out from the comics and be another segue into a big event.
If those 2 things are true, then a romantic subplot probaly won't have much time for real devotion. Strange already had to take a backseat in DS2, and we stiill have Clea to properly introduce. So DS3 does NOT need to take place directly after MoM. Their next appearance needs to start planting seeds for their relationship as well as devote real time to establishing Clea. DS3 is not the place to do the latter because Strange doesn't need to play second-fiddle in 2/3 of his solo films. So that definitely crosses off Film 1 as DS3 possibilities.
Realistically DS3 could be Film 2 or Film 3. But since there is a high chance of it being event-based, I don't see a romance subplot getting handled in a way that is meaningful & satisfactory which leads me to think that all these films need to be appearances & plots that take place before DS3. If it went that way, then we can come into DS3 with Clea & Cleaphen already established - without major character moments & developments rushed in favor of making sure the event threads all get included.
Thing is, DS3 is again being fast-tracked. So unless SW isn't coming out until 2034, I doubt we'll get 3 films prior with Strange & Clea. So DS3 would have to fall in F2 or F3 to have a chance at still working with Clea & Cleaphen in a satisfying way.
I lean toward Film 2 because the suggested subplot events are depthful but wouldn't need to use too many scenes. So we can get the proper focus on that while still keeping pace for the event(s). But on the other side of the argument, what film other than his own could Strange's family and trauma truly be addressed? In a team film like Avengers, he'd already have his screentime divided among 10 other characters.
Would they do a team film that gave him the major subplot that his family trauma would need? I doubt it. So either Film 3 would be DS3. Or Cleaphen & Strange get to a certain point, pause for a bit, then finish up the development in a DS4. Lol Possible, but I never entertained the idea Strange would get a 4th film. I am not against it, but just never saw it as something that would happen.
Best Option
The best option would be to give Strange a mini series. I don't care if it's animated or live action, but his character could use it. Then we could get a lot of depth & development that the films robbed him of, develop his romance with Clea, and be in a good spot to use his remaining films as tie-ins because his development was handled in a tv series and the films can be more business oriented without shafteing the character(s) arc(s) entirely.
Outro
With all that (or similar) being done, we have a ship that has slowly built from comrades to romantic interests with mutual support & investment - much more stable than the last ship Strange was on. We can still accept that Christine is an important loved one in his life while adding a deeper layer to it - acknowledging things like emotional co-dependency instead of accepting bad writing where intended love just looks like limerence with the titular character not being mentally mature enough to know the difference. lol
With a build like this for Cleaphen and an added perspective on PalmStrange being misguided on Strange's end, we can create a ship that looks adult and deep. We can buy why Clea x Strange are good together and what they see in each other. We can have real investment with real character depth & growth - turning the negatives of MoM into positives and still making future plot points work.
Or have Christine & Charles divorce, with the forner coming back for Strange, only for him to reject her because he's in love with Clea. 🤣🤣🤣 They did it with Gwen & Spider-Man, who rejected her for MJ. But I know this won't happen. So lets get back to seriousness. Lmao
With the previous mentioned time & build, MCU Cleaphen looks like a legit ship where Strange truly is with the love of his life (like Waldron said she was suppoed to be) versus looking like a rebound he would instantly dump for Christine if she ever came back.
But again, all wishful thinking to lessen my MoM hate and still be able to enjoy the idea of Cleaphen in the MCU.
I doubt we will get anything close to deep in any future films they share. 9/10 when we finally see them again, they will already be married with the entirety of their relationship progression having happened off-screen.
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same anon, I actually read cysm a few weeks ago and it destroyed me I have not stopped thinking about it since. I cried so much. you say in the notes to scream at you on tumblr SO THIS IS ME SCREAMING because holy fucking shit. shattered my heart. I think that might have been the first fic I read by you - and then I recognized your name from tumblr. it immediately became an all time favorite. it introduced me to the song suffocate (which I really like now, and also ouch) so thank you for that too!
I also loved ripped at every edge! it explored etho's character in a really interesting way. so good. I remember in limited life when the lightning from killing skizz hit him I thought it was a perfect angst opportunity and you did it PERFECT.
okay. the ren/etho fic. is. AMAZING. I've been reading it since it started & I'm really looking forward to the next chapters. I'm a sucker for the king/knight dynamic. this is maybe the gayest thing I've ever read, dear god
and finally. I read all of the resistance au yesterday. I don't know how to even start to describe how I feel about it (in a very positive way but also so many emotions!! I'm gonna explode) so just imagine me screaming.
anyways, can't wait for anything you write next you're insane <3
WAUGH ANON ;-; these asks are gonna make ME cry wth!!!
can you see me,,, god i'm not surprised that was the first one you read considering everything but !!! thank you thank you thank you i greatly enjoyed posting that fic<3
AND YAY THANK YOU AGAIN!! so many people missed the fact the lightning hit etho and that is genuinely what made me write that fic because honestly it was just not getting talked about and i needed people to notice LMAOOO
THE RENTHO FIC,,,, yea yea yea that's without a doubt my favorite work i've done so far, which is wild to say. my cowriter @hitheeprithee is fucking incredible and if you've not read his other works i HIGHLY recommend checking xem out!! we bounce off each other very well and i'm really fucking excited to post the next chapter which,,, hopefully should be soon >:) (thanksgiving kicked my ass this week so the writing slowed down a bit but we're so back LMAO)
and thank you (again)!!! i'm not sure when resistance au will make a comeback since my cowriter for that au is extremely busy irl and we're both in college currently, but it will always have a special place in my heart and i hope to see it completed one day<3
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So I ve been obssesed over Harry june from dkb recently so lets write smth lol.
lot of teasing from the other members lol.
Pairing : harry june x f barist.reader.
So a group of boys went to my bar 1 week ago and since then they dont stop coming over. When I greet them to take their order they always seem to hide something like they look so nasty lol.
So today as any other day, I put myself in my uniform which is pink AND really tight so people better know me when they start getting annoying Im starting too since IM uncomfortable.
It was the morning and actually just a few people came to drink a juice or smth. So I ate my lunch with my boss and some colleagues and we talked about nothing and everything.
- So whats up with that group of grown up men? Taylor asked, one of my colleague.
- What do you mean " THAT group of grown up men"?- I replied in a mocking tone.
- Co mon you know who I am talking about. Especially this boy who looks a bit younger than the others. He seems so shy when youre around thats so cute !
I choked with my noodles.what the fuck ?
- Are you talking about THEM ? - I asked shocked.
- Of course them. Dont you find them hot ? - my other friend Ben started
- They're litteraly 9 wth ?!
- Lmfao y/n I know you do not have 9 holes im just saying you prob find ONE of them hot or idk.. - Ben said while laughing like he was dying.
- You scared me I swear. Hm well.. yeah that young boy is cute not gonna lie but im not gonna try anything.
Taylor scoffed and whispered a " whatever" followed by Ben saying " you better get at least one of them" before returning back to work leaving me alone.
It was 4:00 pm and thats the moment people finish work so we all know we gonna be really busy. When i say "people " I also include them. Sometimes theyre all together sometimes theyre not.
- Look who came y/n. - Ben said teasingly.
I looked to the main entrance and saw them. They were 5. The cute boy, another one who was doing some body rolls while walking, a tall boy with yellow hair, one with a cap on his head and the last one all in black looking like he wanted to kill someone. I gave my attention back to work since I started to stare a lil too much.
- Dont try to run away y/n . - Ben said.
- Yeah go take their order btw. - taylor ordered
- What n- I didnt finish my sentence they both pushed me to the hall where people were sat.
I took a deep breath and took a piece of paper with a pen while making my way to them.
- Hi guys ! - I said naturally like I didnt know my friends were watching me in the kitchen smiling like psychopaths.
- Hey y/n. How are you doing ? - The guy with the cap asked happily.
- Im good ahah thanks what about you ? - I asked trying not to seem awkward af.
- We're good. Happy to see you again. I would like a milkshake please !
- Okay noted - I informed taking notes.
- For me it will be a wisky please. - The serial killer said without even looking at me.
- What about you guys ? - I asked mentioning the others.
- Can I have an iced tea ? - The yellow haired guy demanded nicely.
- Sure !
- By the way y/n my son here has something to ask you. - The first guy spoke pointing the cute boy with his finger.
- Oh.. - I said suprised .
The guy smiled placing his head in his hands feeling shy and aparently not aware about the guy opening for him.
- Could I have your number or your instagram ? - he asked looking so adorable I could only accept.
- Yeah sure ! - I took my phone out of my pocket and handed it to him showing my number.
- What is your name ? - I couldnt hide my happiness I was smiling like an idiot.
- Harry June - He replied with a big smile on his face.
- Nice harry june, what would you like ?
- A lemonade please.
- and for me it will be a coca. - the guy who was hip trusting the air earlier said.
- Okay guys thanks.
And I walked away like I hadn't a bunch of others clients waiting behind me.
I went back to the kitchen with my notes plus my heart beating like I just talked to a celebrity.
- Tell us. - Ben said his arms crossed against the wall.
- Tell you what ?
- You litteraly handed him your phone I dont think he asked for Ben's feet pictures ! - Taylor said dead serious.
- Hows that you have my feet in photos ? - Ben asked concerned.
- Calm down I didnt show him your fucking feet but my number !!
They both went silent for a second.
- He asked for your number ?? - They said in synch.
- Yes he did can you guys stop screaming for christ's sake ??
- Which one ? The cutie boy ???
- Yes Harry June.
- His name is Harry June ? - Ben said while gasping in a gay way.
- I swear to god shut it down or I punch you.
- No way youre on your period-
- Ben !!! - Taylor and I shouted to him.
- Poor boy he must have been so scared asking you your number Im dying.
I stared at Ben feeling annoyed and just gave them the orders making my way to the others clients.
When I was taking some orders I could sense his stare on me, Im not complaining tho but I just couldnt focus.
/ H-J 's pov /
- Im so proud of you my baby ! - Dongil said while hugging me like I was a child.
- Urgh dont do that in public please ! - I said feeling embarrassed.
- My dear you better get into pda when she will be yours or she wont do anything with you. - Heechan affirmed with no guidance.
- Are you being serious right now ? Stop talking about this its weird. - I begged fearing that she could hear us.
- Lets leave him alone poor boy. - Changmin suggested.
I sighed and looked away to meet y/n in front of me with our drinks.
- Heres yours Harry June - She said nicely while giving me my lemonade.
- thank you - I replied with a small smile in the corner of my lips.
- Your coca.
She gave us our drinks and was about to leave but of course my stupid friend had to open his fucking mouth to speak.
- Y/n are you free after work ? Harry would love to get to know you.
I want to slap him.
- Oh Im done in 2 hours wont it be long for you to wait ? - she asked looking at me concerned.
- I- No no problem i will wait for you outside - I offered her my smile.
- So kind from you Harry, enjoy your drinks guys. - She said before leaving.
- Youre dea-
- Youre welcome - Heechan cut me off.
- Im not a kid I could have asked her out and not have you doing it for me. - I said angrily.
- you have a date so stop being a dick and give me a hug.
- Never. - I replied crossing my arms feeling betrayed.
/ Your pov /
I was so excited to see the cutie boy that I litteraly mistaken some orders which made my boss furious but its okay my friends protected me. Thats when I realize they can actually be usefull lol.
So when all the clients were gone I put myself into more comfortable clothes.
- Enjoy pretty. - Taylor said winking at me before grabbing her bag ready to leave too.
- I.. I will taylor go home safe. - I said in a sigh not really knowing what to say.
Ben was allready gone for a moment. Well lets go I told myself.
I took my bag and closed the bar behind me.
- Oh you're here. - A male voice said coming from my back.
I turned around facing Harry June.
- Yeah ahah, Im here. - I put the bar's keys in my pocket and returned my attention to him - You know you didnt have to wait for me I know your friend said that but really we can do that another day if y-
- No no dont say thay its completly fine ! - He cut me out while using his hands. - My friend can be a little invasive but he was right and I dont have anything to do so..
I nodded feeling relieved that the boy didnt feel obliged to wait for a girl he didnt even know.
- Thank you very much. My clients actually left sooner than usual so Im all yours ahah. - I said with a laugh.
He laughed too and not gonna lie he has the prettiest smile and laugh ever. He was wearing a large tee shirt with some grey jogging. He seemed to be comfortable in it, that made me want to snuggle myself into it.
- So.. what do you wanna talk about ?
I stopped to space out for a second and looked at him like a normal girl.
- Tell me more about you. I actually see you coming to my bar with your friends every week but I just got your name today ahah.
- Yeah we really enjoy coming to your bar. Its cozy and we have a good time when were there.
- Ooh I'm glad to know this ! You know when me and my friends see you laughing out loud with your group we actually wanna know what you are talking about.
He laughed. I.MADE.HIM.LAUGH
- Oh my god I hope we dont do that much noise.
We walked side by side without really knowing where we were going but I felt actually good. For a guy that seemed shy at first sight hes actualy really easy going with me.
- So where are you from Harry ?
- Im Korean. Both my parents are korean too. Youre a foreigner right ?
- Yes I am. Korean is such a struggle for me urgh. Your english is amazing harry by the way !
- Oh thanks Im studying this really hard since a lot of foreign people come in Korea.
I nodded actually amazed by his talent.
- Youre not that bad either ya'know your Korean is actually pretty good.
I smiled hapily like a little girl but mostly cauz I actually received a compliment from him.
- Oh thanks Youre the first one saying me this ahah.
- Dont underestimate yourself like that. And maybe I could help you out with your Korean I mean if youre okay with it.
- Yes sure that will be so nice !
A few hours went like that and when I noticed the time on my phone I actually gasped.
- Oh my its 8: pm I need to go harry Im so sorry to leave you like that I didnt expect us to talk that long !
- yeah youre right I actually have to go too its okay.
- I really had a good time knowing you Harry
- Me too y/n come home safely
- You too harry bye.
He waved at me and thats how we left each other.
That night I couldnt sleep. I told Taylor and Ben everything about harry june, about how he was so sweet and kind with me, how interesting he seemed to be and they look to like him back.
I was dreaming eyes open when I received a text from Harry.
00:25 am : Youre sleeping ?
I laughed feeling amused by his question.
00:27 am : No I can't :(( Seems like you either ?
00:28 am : Yea :// A friend of mine is sleeping next to me and hes growling like a pig help *_* And what about you ?
00:29 am : Lmaooo Can't really help you sorry 😭 Same for me.. Well Im alone tho but cant close an eye.
00:30 am : Is it cauz you cant wait to meet me again ? 🤭
I actually didn't know what to answer and I didn't plan to give him a reply maybe tomorow.. but his answer interested me even more I just couldnt sleep without making a move from my side.
00:33 am : Mhhh.. Maybe ? 🤷♀️
00:36 am : XD anyways now Im not in front of you plus not my friends being dicks I have to admit youre really pretty :)) idk if I seemed shy lol but its just Im not used to y'know approach girls like that so..
I wanted to scream. He said Im pretty. The cutie boy harry june said I was pretty. I was jumping in my bed like a groopie but he texted a few seconds after again.
00:38 am : Ive never been into a relationship, so before running lets walk first y'know 👉
00:39 am : YES YES 50TH SHADE DEGRES REFERENCE 🙌 WAIT how old are you harry ? Arent you too young for this ?
00:40 am : Im 21 yo. C mon I just got lost on netflix.. 🤫
00:41 am : Yeah yeah.. 🤨 anyways thanks youre very cute too and handsome lol.
I embarrassed myself for saying this and actually have no shame so I put my phone on my nightstand and tried to sleep but with no results.
I had my day off today and man Im gonna enjoy it. Thats when I took my phone that realisation hit me. I got 2 messages from him.. Men Im scared. I opened them with shaking hands.
00:42 am : Oh thank you thats the 1st time a girl finds me cute and handsome 😊
00:45 am : I really appreciated this evening with you y/n. I hope we could meet again real soon ?
1:00 am : Good night I guess 🌃🌙
My heart was melting inside my breast. Hes so sweet. Hes like a teddy bear you wanna hug when youre not feeling safe. I didnt waste one second and answered him immediatly.
10:00 am : Oh my ! Sorry June I felt asleep so abruptly ! I really did too and I would looovveee to see you again as well ;))
I felt so stupid leaving him with no response til 1 am. But I couldnt hide the smile appearing on my face.
I took my breakfast in front of a serie I loved and was just chilling in my sofa and then i received a notification.
10:13 am : Its okay y/n ! At least you fell asleep ahah. I look like a zombie 😫 What about tonight ? I would like to show you a place I love.
Tonight ? Well I have nothing to do but idk it seems off..
10:15 am : Why not :)) What time ?
10:16 am : Hm lets say 9 pm ? We could grab an ice cream just next to it !
Ice cream okay im coming.
10:17 am : Okay perfect !
He gave me a place to find him and then I did the dishes.
The moment arrived I put myself in a floral dress I bought a while ago and finally found the occasion to wear it. I came to the previous place and foud him sat on a bench looking hella good.
- Hi ! - I greeted him.
- Oh y/n h- he paused for a moment looking at me. - Wow youre beautiful. - He said touching his neck.
- Oh thank you Harry youre amazing too !
We didnt know how to greet ourselves at first it was awkward lol. But he took a step forward me and opened his arms. I did the same and we ended up in each other's arms. I wanted to cry. It was just like him ; sweet and warm.
- I missed you. - He whispered next to my ear. We separated from each other and it felt empty.
- I missed you too harry. So.. show me that famous place you wanna take me to !
- Ah yes let's go ! - He said in a cute way I wanted to eat him.
We walked for around 20 hours while talking and I could feel his hand touching mine's at some moments.
Then we arrived at a quiet and peacefull place .
- Here we are.
- Wow it looks great I've never been here before !
The landscape was just magic. There was a small lake in front of us and some benches to admire it.
- Let's have a seat.
- Sure. - I continued.
We sat next to each other and just like that we stared at the lake without a sound.
- Can I ask you a question ? - Harry broke the silence turning his head facing me.
- Of course Harry.
- Are you single ? - It was so out of nowhere.
- A-Yes I am. What about you ?
- I am too.
- Well.. great I mean-
- I like you Y/N - He said in one breath.
- I- I like you too Harry
- I mean no.. I love you. I know we don't know each other that much but I don't know I.. didnt stop thinking about since we spoke to each other and.. every time I come to your bar my eyes are always on you..
- Woah harry I.. I lost my words.. I honestly feel the same way..
- Really ?
- Yeah.. You know.. let's give each other times to you know.. be sure about our feelings and.. then we could enjoy it completly ?
Harry nodded.
- Yeah let's do that.
We both smiled feeling relieved like we couldn't hold those secrets in anymore.
- Can I.. kiss you ?
I looked at him smiling. Yes ofc I wanted. HARRY FUCK KISS ME
- Yes please.
He laughed and didn't waste a second to catch my lips in a short and sweet kiss. We pulled from each other.
- Thanks. - He said like I gave him a gift.
- What are you thankful for ? - I asked feeling so soft for him.
- I just kissed a pretty girl and she loves me too.
- Harry youre so cute I swear come here .
I hugged him tightly and he did the same.
Some weeks passed and Harry and I hung out a lot. We went to different dates. He took me to the pool with some of his friends. I met Teo who's such a sweetheart, Yuku a Sunshine he's ma fav, Junseo who first gave me killer vibes ended up being the complete opposite, he's a big teddy bear but he still scares me since he's like 500 times bigger than me. Then there's Heechan who is really funny but Jesus's christ he's so perverted. Like we can talk about food and heechan is in the back talking about pussy.
Anyways theyre all very kind with me. They keep reminding harry that he's lucky to have me lol. When we're all together, Dongil, aka Harry June's father, says " Protect yourself my son I dont wanna take care of another child " so we both end up cringing from embarrassment.
We're currently at Harry's place with some of his friends ; Seongmin, Dongil and Changmin. I was on Harry's laps, his hands around my waist and we were just chilling on his sofa while talking.
- Im sleepy guys Imma go to bed. - Dongil said while whining.
- Good night. - Harry and I said in synch.
Dongil left the salon. Seongmin was sleeping on the floor and Changmin was still sober next to us.
- You look so cute together- Changmin said letting out a small laugh.
- I know - Harry said in a provocative tone.
- Why won't you stay tonight y/n ? - Changmin asked looking at me.
- Oh I didnt plain to tho and I dont wanna bother you.
- Harry will give you his bed. Right harry ?
- Yes sure. You wont bother anyone babe.
- Youre sure ? - I asked concerned.
- Of course y/n ! Stay with me tonight. Please.. - He almost begged me.
- Well, kids do whatever you want just dont be loud in the bedrooms please. - Changmin stood up and whined before going into the same room's Dongil went in earlier, leaving Harry and I alone.
- So you stay..? - He demanded poutting with his lips.
- Where are you gonna sleep harry ?
- On the sofa Im okay its pretty cozy he-
- Cant you sleep in your bed, with me..? - I put my hand on his not wanting to be alone in his dark room.
- Oh is it okay with you ? I dont wanna make you uncomf- I took his head in my hands and locked our lips in an eager kiss. I moved mines in a slow pace and I felt a wet texture. His tongue asked access for my mouth which I accepted.
- Lets go to my rooom. - He interrupted us, standing up from the couch locking his hands with mine. We made our way to his room trying our best to stay silent.
I made myself comfortable on his bed.
- Oh you might want some clothes for the night, dont you ? - Harry asked looking out for some pants and tee-shirts in his closet.
- Well I wont mind Harry.
- Have this then. - He handed me his clothes and he just stared at me for what felt like an eternity.
- Are you just gonna watch me stripping out of my clothes ?
- Oh my god yes sure sorry my bad ! - He excuses himself and turned around, his back facing me. Feeling suddenly in a teasing mood I threw my shirt on him after had removing it from me.
- Uh y/n ? - He said in a suprised tone. He could hear me laughing behind him and then I placed my hands on his shoulders.
- y/n ? - He turned around and found me topless, just some inches away from his face. He looked at me and tried to say something but nothing came out of his mouth.
- Youre okay Harry ? - I whispered. He didnt say a word but instead put his lips on mines. My arms found his neck while his found their place around my waist.
- I dont wanna rush things..- Harry confessed into my ear.
- Its okay me neither.. - I melted into his embrace and started to lose myself into his scent. He put me on his bed, then grabbed his shirt to out it on me. His moves were so gentle. He soon joined me in his bed and turned the lights off.
Ive never felt so comfortable in someone's arms. Harry made me feel like I was a crystal, his diamond.
- I love you - He said before kissing my cheek and with that we bith fell asleep in each other's arms.
Its the end guyss Im kinda disapointed with the ending but guys be prepared for a fanfic with a kdrama character im not telling anything yet hihi 🤫 but anyways this one was cute I guess also english is not my language so tell me if I made any mistakes ://
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pack nanny
Ned's nerves are frayed so thin you wouldn't believe. Ned works as a prosecutor and he's had a hard day at work. It's that Greyjoy gang wreaking havoc in the city yet again. Eddard and the Mayor Bob Baratheon have their hands full with Greyjoy shit. Just the usual: drug dealing, illegal whorehouses, asassinations...
On top of that, Catelyn has been nagging Ned lately about how he doesn't spend enough time with family.
Thing is, he does. Just not when Catelyn is around, and that's the problem, really. He's spending a lot of time wth the children. Noticing how the Nanny takes such a good care of them. How she hugs them when they cry. How she kisses better every scratch and bruise. It's been driving him FUCKING NUTS.
Just two days ago, he has caught the Nanny making out with the Greyjoy brat behind his garage. He grabbed the rascal by the ear and dragged him off of his premises, then gave the Manny a stern talking to, all the while ignoring the tightness in his pants. It's only by the desperate effort of his last two braincells that weren't completely addled by testosterone, that he's resisted taking her then and there against the back door of his garage and marking her as his.
So this night, when he comes back from the courthouse, he notices three things. One: Catelyn isn't home. She's told him she'll be working late tonight (she's a creative director for a clothig brand and they're about to release a new collection, so she's been busy). Two: the children are fast asleep in their beds. Three: the Nanny isn't around. But she wouldn't leave the children unsupervised, she has to be somewhere in the house.
Ned stalks upstairs silently, wondering what is going on... He hears it, a quiet breathig, no, it's... panting. And then a moan. He feels his cock harden at the sound. Damn it all to hell.
She is in his bedroom. Again. After he's specifically forbidden her to enter there. He approaches and looks through the crack in the door.
The sight he's met with makes his blood boil.
Nanny is lying on his bed, her shirt and bra discarded, her skirt hiked up. She is writhing sensually and panting, tweaking her nipple with one hand, while her other hand is...
...between her legs, her fingers burried deep in her drenched, glistening cunt. The SOUNDS she's making are obscene. He can almost feel the heavenly, salty SMELL of her arousal. Her eyes are closed, she seems completely unaware of her surroundings. How unprofessional, he thinks, what if something happened to the kids?! But the thought is just a fleeting wisp quickly blown away by his raging desire. She's mewling, uttering some incoherent littany.
"Yes, oh, yes... like that..." she moans, "...just like that, I'll be good, I'll be your good girl, I promise... Please, oh... oh shit! Yes! Ned! YES! Mr Stark, right there, please..."
Has he misheard? Is she calling his, Ned's, name? The last thread of his self control snaps. He is already unbuttoning his shirt when he bangs the bedroom door open and marches towards the bed. He discards his shirt and starts working on his trousers, towering over her with menace on his face.
The nanny halts all of her movements and blinks. She's visibly shaken and frightened.
"Mr Stark, I... I'm sorry, I wasn't..." Words get stuck in her throat.
"You're out of control, Nanny," he states, matter-of-factly, though the horny rasp in his voice belies his meaning. "What am I going to do with you, hm?" he asks, stepping out of his trousers and kicking them to the corner. "Theft. Loitering with the bad seed of this town, indecent exposure at work, public misconduct ON MY BACKYARD no less..." he ennumerates her sins, "and now THIS!" He crosses his arms waiting, hoping to hear her pleading.
Sure enough, she starts sobbing.
"Please, Mr Stark, Sir, don't kick me out. I need this job, else I'll end up on the streets." Tears are streaming down her cheeks and Ned's heart almost bursts. "Please, I beg you! Don't you fire me!"
She pleads with him so sweetly, how could he refuse her? He slowly takes off his briefs and his fat, hard cock springs free. Was it his imagination, or did the Nanny just lick her lips at the sight?
"Fire you?" he asks, bemused. "On the contrary, you're being promoted," he declares, as he kneels on the bed and crawls over the nanny, taking in her surprised expression and the slight tremor of her beautiful body.
"In addition to my children," he says, looking down at her, his face just centimetres from hers, "from now on you'll be taking care of THIS," he gives his sentence, as he pushes his cock into her slick, tight, virgin pussy.
(Ned Stark is my bane.)
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HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!
DROOL WORTHY !
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He's lost all control now and we love it !!
#pack nanny#it's the hottest thing ever!!!#i can't add anything to this master piece#you always write the best!
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unpopular Andor opinion?: aside from being sidelined and tortured, I got mental illness from the first live action Latina woman being overtly sexualized in the second episode. I almost had a heart attack.
I get it yadda yadda this is a different series with a darker tone and sexier vibes whatever. But with his sister having possibly worked at a brothel and watching Bix basically be as close to stripping in a Disney Star Wars series when she visits her boyfriend was where I said “literally no women wrote this.”
It’s personally really sad for me for these reasons:
1: it touches on stereotypes of Latines viewed as “exotic” or as objects. A woman can be gorgeous and sexy but also be of VALUE but because her story doesn’t go much further than being tortured it’s really fucking sad that THAT was a necessary 5 minute scene from night to morning. And with the shittiest guy ever lol? Also, it feels like some cheap male fantasy that someone inserted themselves as cassian and was like “haha my hot ex gf fucks this really shitty guy but he told the police on me because he’s jealous and she cares about me more.” We already understand that cassian is a victim of cultural discrimination but to have him on the run be motivated by a jealous boyfriend is kinda weird. There were so many ways it could’ve gone. I also feel this puts less value on her character because her story is heavily determined and driven by the men around her.
2: This is such a contrast to Jyn. Felicity herself was like ‘over my dead body will Jyn be sexualized in any fucking way.’ (Paraphrase lol). And I was SO excited for new women in Andor to be along that same vein like in Rogue One. Where you feel the stakes for these characters because of their stories. It is very refreshing to see female characters be done tastefully. Where they are complicated and grey. This is only one reason why Jyn is one of my top faves (if not top fave of all time). So when I’m hyped for a mechanic/business owner to join the Rogue One universe and you’re telling me she’s Latina(!) and then show me what happens her, I had to MOURN. FOR DAYS. I’m still mourning obviously. I wanted Bix to be the gorgeous woman she is and still do her own shit and have her own priorities. I wanted her to be kind but not at the expense of her own freedom?
They could’ve shown Bix escaping on her own then meeting Cassian under the hotel where he was on his way. She could’ve been written to engineer the helmet when her hands were free to stop the device without the imperials finding out. Her going back for him teaches cassian to go back for people too. Literally the smallest fucking inkling of anything would have helped but she is really reduced to forwarding the plot. She literally gets brainwashed like wth.
This was probably the biggest issue I had with the show. Like it’s still a masterpiece and all but I was so invested in the people and it was just so disappointing. It feels like what I have to feel with Bix almost how I feel with Rey, that whatever happens in the media isn’t real to me whatsoever.
#won’t tag properly so this doesn’t pop up lol#I’m still grateful for the additional wonderful women#but all these gorgeous lesbians in the show and bix doesn’t meet one of them#they would’ve taught her to drop everyone because they ain’t worth it#respect yourself first#I’m so depressed#as a latine and Asian woman#THIS IS THE SECOND FUCKING TIME#I’ve had it#I hope the ghosts of rose Tico and bix Caleen haunt the fuck out of Disney
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I seriously don't know where to start... it is all quite confusing...so let's sum it up. Ok. we got jm working for months on his album and especially after they went solo, beginning of the year he was busy...we started to have tk going out together. Jkks here and there telling me it's ok, they are friends, don't worry when jm ends promotions, they'll see each other. and I know i asked this question: what excuses you all find when jm promo ends and they do not see e/o?
Set me free pt.2, like crazy and face are released. A masterpiece i ho. Go stream it. Don't let me talk about the sabotage. Anyway...jk goes live watching jm at suchwita and smf2..nice, very nice, a supporting member good...we also had jk always inviting jm there and jm always busy...it seemed like jm had to go eat that ramen at jk's home after coming from ny but he didn't. So then we have music shows, jhope and suga went there, jhope was even on the set of like crazy, super besties, hugs and joy...during jm's live after inkigayo pre record, jk arrives, says he's his number 1 fan and says he wants to see jm at music shows, not knowing they ended, as jm told him...so he didn't know about jm's schedule? But hope and suga yes, jm always saw them at hybe and filmed challenges with them. Nothing with v and jk...but jm told jk not to worry because he went to his rehearsals....
And in fact we got the rehearsals..jk was there, so many though noticed a certain awkardness, could depend on many things according to your beliefs: were they trying to not show too much the fact they are a couple irl? Or had they not see e/o in a long time and it felt strange? Jm seemed quite enamored, jk more distant...oh well he still went...(ofc haters gonna hate and all this time jm received hate on hate, especially from tkks)
And now to what happened few hours ago: v came live, from jk's home and left..of course he did. I was honestly waiting for him to appear after jimin promo...he always does this, comes to talk about jk and disappears...tkks were crying, he had to come...what's worse is that he was at jk's home...minutes later, jk arrives, with jhope and v there, he says he invited members at his hime and only vhope came...at that moment it was 5 am...he said they talked a lot and eat tteokbokki that v ordered...so they might have been together for a while...then they left because thei taxi arrived and jk was left explaining he did laundry and was now time to fold it...
Now...if this does not confirm my suspects...remember? What will you all say when jm ends his work and jk still sees v? Exactly, it has happened. And i already read some excuses like jm was hiding. Weren't we all making fun of tkks saying this shit not much ago? Are we the new tkks? We are not getting jkk outside of hybe content...were was jimin now? Why not there? Jk just watches jm throuh a tv and that's all? Yes he cares about jimin but loves to spend his time with v now?
And what irks me more...they fucking know about the hate jm gets from tkks...so if tk not real, why then we have v doing everything in his powers to fuel it? And jk following him? Wth...
I don't want jkk to come out, or flirt in a live, nothing of that sort...just trying to understand tf is happening, why can't they act like friends as they are supposed to be...and why tf especially his supposed friends like to betray him by fueling crazy af shippers aka the whole fandom, in hating him. This does not look good.
Anyway, if you want to add your opinion, you're very invited to...as jkks on twt don't want to talk to me anymore, and I'm sorry but I can't refuse the reality, yes the past happened and it was real, and yes the MS and all that, but you should see it too that something IS strange...
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I cooked for my fiancee and gave him his valentine's day gift early because I'll be working out of town.I text him asking if he enjoyed the food and his gift. He text me that he didn't like the beans or the box of chocolate.
I responded with ... Okay then.
I was irritated + no one ever does anything nice for him anyways so wth?And to top it off ,the beans are the same beans eat ate months ago with another dish I made(at the time he said he loves the beans so wth?). Weird.
And I gave him a box of fancy chocolates.He said I can have the box back because he didn't like them.That was wild to me because the box of chocolate are one of the top two I give people because so many love them.
I was thrown off because... Everyone loved the food and complimented the food like always.I cooked while being sick after getting out the hospital and didn't have to cook him shit.
First thing I thought was he's ungrateful.
I cooked a seven course meal, everything homemade and fed 12 people altogether.I have never had anyone downplay my cooking and have been cooking for years.I just stopped responding to him because I was that ticked off.
I love truth but like I said, I was pissed off because...dude ALL the women he's been with didn't cook him homemade shit.Only take out.I busy my ass in the kitchen and I got you gifts you wanted as usual... something others never do and you're talking about I can take some chocolate back.
Who does that? Making it seem as if it's not a big deal.Got me rethinking many things.
The way he wouldn’t receive a fucking thing from me except for maybe a high 5 for holidays and birthdays going forward.
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Where did u go LOL
I am so sorry to be answering this so late lmao I literally disappeared without a word 💀 I’ve been so busy the past couple of months with work and trips and life in general and *ahem* depression that I just didn’t have the energy to come on here, but I think I can say I’m officially back??
in other news, I am working on a long fic for sam that’s been taking so much planning and so so much writing, but I’m very motivated and I think you guys will like it it’s mostly just smut first chapter should be out very soon! hopefully next week since I’m currently spending a few days in London (literally arrived and it started raining wth is this place)
oh and I saw Sam live for the first time ever in July!totally forgot to say that here but oh my god I had so much fun, it was incredible. happiest day of my fucking life.
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Friday, April 5th, 2024!
10:04am: I just unadded him from snapchat and I know that's just a baby step and probably could get reversed any day now. It helps not seeing the chat thread right there every time I open it up. He's just doing too much and everyone was right ig, once he loses her he's gonna realize he lost both of us because I don't see him the same way. Or he found his dream girl and needs to stop being a dick about me irdc. He didn't appreciate me and it's clear he doesn't appreciate her!! If he did he wouldn't be jeopardizing his relationship with her. They're both stupid and I'm tired of dealing with it. They both have miserable lives and obviously need to fill it with ridiculous relationship drama because they are unhappy with their lives and themselves. No sane person would do this dumbass shit.
11:31am: Also figured out that archiving the FB messages is basically the same as deleting in my brain 😂 feels guud to not see it every time I wanna text my mom n stuff ❤️ The hehe haha funniest part of this shit is I don't think he's even gonna notice for a while. I just can't deal anymore with a half-assed friendship, gaslighting toxic, treats women like shit total dumbass. Keeping in mind what F said, do I want my son to act like this? Absolutely the fuck not. Couldn't imagine raising a child WITH a not-grown man child 😭 WTH y'all will never catch me doing that shit.
6:52pm: idk why I still feel so burnt out oh wait probably bc.... I'm burnt out! Anyway I still think it's a good idea to start a X number of days since I've heard from him, today would be #2. I want to say, oh this time I think he's definitely gone! But Jesus fucking Christ we've been through so much and he still bothers me so I have no fucking Idea anymore.
12:16am: lmao I re-added him and told him off some more, like I've said previously, what do I have to lose? A guy who mentally incapable of being monogamous and does nothing to fix himself 🤷♀️ whatever he's fucking lucky I don't send his gf screenshots of his dick. 💀 Idrc but it's nice knowing I could. She's too much of a whore to care though so yeah they're really a perfect pair. Lol all this because I got frustrated from busy work today 😂 if I didn't have to do all that dumb shit today would've went really differently. But that's what's friends are for right the good and the bad so fuck him, he sucks as a friend and doesn't deserve me. He sucks so bad he doesn't even know about these messages bc he hasn't readded me yet 🙄 it's so hard to feel bad for him, he has done all of this to himself. Idc anymore. Jeez it's gonna take me so long to fall asleep wish me luck!
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Bruhh. Been a good day so far but right now for the last 30 min I've been looking for my helper with case running and whole time she's doing idek what in the breakroom on the computer. I'm on my lunch right now at least. I don't even wanna get all upset but I'm not happy with how she left me out to dry without telling me. Even if she's doing work related stuff I would have liked to know because I wasn't told anything. She screwed me again like wth lol. That shits crazy man. I'm debating on telling her if she could let me know next time just so I know, I know im not a part of management but even when management is here they let me know when they're pulling a coworker so I know I have to run cases on my own. And I have no issue with that. Im not really that upset because I took a peek at the screen and it didn't look like she was doing some bs, so at least it was work stuff I'm assuming. I don't think it's worth it. At least I'm on my lunch and hopefully I'll be in a new department in the store soon. And it pays more which is nice :) good vibes I don't wanna let it get to me. I feel like this is a personal growth moment like this is a maturity test. So I'm gonna say good night if I see her, and kinda communicate to her that it's all good. I'm sure she doesn't give a shit to care anyway but personal growth is personal she doesn't have to know 🤷♂️ she's not the only coworker in the store, my money is intact, I'm still getting off when I'm suppose to clock out, im fine. I'm being tested right now and I need to pass. OMG THO BRUHHHH BUT I CANT TELL YOU HOW NICE IT WOULD BE TO SEE KARMA DO ITS BUSINESS TO HER IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING EYES. I HOPE KARMA BRINGS HER TO HER KNEES AND UGLY CRIES WITH SNOT GETTING CAUGHT IN HER MOUTH HAHA. Okay see that's the immature me speaking.. lemme chill. I had to say it tho bruh 😂 don't act like you don't wanna see karma do its thing to some people who deserve it man.. but like I said this is dumb and I'm going to try to say good night IF I see her on the way out ain't no way ima go find her and be all howdy do with her nah ain't no way bruh but if I do see her I might try to catch up to her and put a little effort to get to her. Unless she's talking to in a friend group. I usually leave people alone and keep myself out of that since I know usually those people are my acquaintances but we don't call each other friends and talk like we're friends, we just talk friendly you know. And it's cool could be better could upgrade to friend status but I'm cool if not. My coworkers are actually cool. Or you know what if she's in a friend group I'll say bye to the whole group. YES that's a good idea. Yes yes yes see ima pass this test 👌 I have to grow.. it may not mean nothing to yall but it does to me.
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My thoughts on Episode 18, A New Deal
inally got around to watching the episode and---
So. They got Max and Eugene as the tease or whatever for this episode and before I even click on it I’m thinking to myself just don’t have any expectations okay? Bury them. Because they are cute in their own nerdy way but Jesus Take the Wheel their storyline has stolen so much time away from the storylines I’m actually invested in and been dying to see unfold this season. Love Josh but gd. The Pickle(d) Piper should not have accumulated more screen time up to this point than Carol. Just saying.
The best thing about these two episodes so far is the flashbacks with Judith’s voiceovers.
TF are they including Daryl carrying Carol out of the tombs in that little montage of the people that go or die because nah. NAH.
Ofc Pamela and Mercer appealing to Daryl to save Lance’s life ain’t gonna work. But all it takes is one word from Carol’s mouth.
So. Is Daryl legit pissed off at her or playing it up because of Pamela’s and Lance’s presence or a little bit of both? Because I’m about to take issue with him showing his ass like that to my girl when she’s just scrambling for a way to keep them all alive and leveraging what she’s got on hand. Like stand down, Darren. Damn.
Who’s gonna write me some angsty, UST-filled fanfiction about the aftermath of that moment when our babies finally get to catch five seconds or five hours to themselves and Daryl’s all WTH, don’t sell your soul to these fuckers, and Carol’s like “I did it for you. They were coming for you, Daryl.” And then they do more than just eye fuck. Any takers? Sarah? Silver? Charli? Anybody?
Oh, you know that hurt. Almost feel sorry for Lance there.
What did Carol have to promise them to get that deal? You know it ain’t that easy. What were the strings?
They really playing up that underlying distance between Carol and Daryl aren’t they? Like they might have slapped a bandaid on the wound but it’s still there, festering out of sight.
The way I giggled at Lance saying he was on an ant hill. It was all in Josh Hamilton’s delivery.
These power dynamics between Pamela and Lance are something else.
Max got an axe to grind with Sebastian.
Carol and Lydia have my heart. Cassady and Melissa are cut from the same cloth. They don’t just play their characters. They embody them and that hug melted me. The hugs with Daryl, too.
Why’d we have to zoom in on Carol’s face in the background of that long overdue moment where Daryl both acknowledged he knows Lydia saved Carol from opting out and thanks her? Why? Furthermore, why did all the good, meaty moments happen offscreen on this show and they fill up the episodes with, well, filler? Anybody? Bueller? Bueller?
D’aww. Sweet Gracie and Aaron moment. That hug goodbye. It makes me uneasy.
Poor baby Judith has had a taste of peace, however fake it has been, and doesn’t want to have to bear arms anymore. She’s had a taste of being a little kid instead of a little adult and doesn’t want to leave it behind.
Carol and Daryl have absolutely been co-parenting those babies. They are a formidable unit. Even if there are arguably cracks in their foundation.
More of this CW lottery business. Ugh.
Carol wearing red again and looking beautiful.
Are they finally gonna let the Ren Faire fairy tale take its last breath because this girl is tired AF of them taking that stick and beating it? I mean, it could have been a lovely moment. If they hadn’t already given them “closure” ten thousand times already. Damn.
Sebastian stay being a shitty baby wipe.
In spite of her insta-status, I like Annie. That almost certainly means she’s marked for death.
I hope Daryl putting on his vest again means he starts acting more like the Daryl I used to know.
The Sophia mention has me in my feels and they have Daryl distracted. Like I know he’s worried for Judith because she’s pulling a Carl but I don’t like the way they played that. Sophia’s name after all these years should have stopped Daryl in his tracks and had him looking at Carol with that soft gaze he reserves only for her and those kids.
Wait a minute. Were Aaron and Lydia and her own insta-romantic partner heading back to ASZ or?
Eugene about to fuck things up. I can tell. Like Lance is that scorpion enticing the frog to help it escape. You know he’s not going to go against his own nature.
Gabriel preaching to an empty church. Ouch. Really takes me back to his introduction.
Why is every Rosita moment making me feel like she’s on some kind of farewell tour?
Coco is precious.
I love Judith and Uncle Daryl moments. They’re really touching. But again I have to ask, why do they keep sacrificing all these would-be Carol/Daryl moments to the cutting room floor to give us more of the same? Like same song, second verse?
They really could have cut so much of that repetitive Maggie/Negan/Daryl/Reapers roundabout and given us these moments all along and they wouldn’t have me so resentful now at the nth hour.
Carol and Daryl are totally giving me vibes of two best friends (secretly or not-so-secretly in love) co-parenting the orphaned daughter of their own best friends.
Like c’mon. With all the Henry and Sophia mentions and helping Daryl navigate the moods of a preteen girl, Carol has to be swimming in her feels and I’m just sitting her like Daryl, my dude. Take notice.
Wrestling? WTF? At least Judith looks like she’s having fun.
Where’d Carol disappear to?
Speaking of disappearing acts, where TF is Princess?
Max best have her running shoes on.
Oh damn. Lance and his posse setting Walkers loose on the CW people.
Again, they seem especially hungry.
Eugene riding in to Max’s rescue with his pony whipping behind him.
What a gruesome way to go. I mean, Sebastian deserved it. But poor Judith having to pull the trigger like that and let go of her hopes for something better.
Team Family is in some deep shit.
#The Walking Dead#The Walking Dead spoilers#Season 11 spoilers#A New Deal#Shae's thinky thoughts#things that make me smile and cry#for reasons
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Part Seven Six: i have an unrelated project due in 2 hours but don't worry about it i wanna talk about fanfic
i want to talk about (my interpretation of) hws molossia just a little bit and u may choose to listen. .. ...
i felt like i got slapped when i was researching its history to pick a real age for this guy and bro. 1995. 1995......... established as a physical location beginning in 1995 ............................. thats so wrong and yet makes me so happy.... onaidoshi niichan
so anyway my kickoff point was wow nineties kid molossy #werk ... and then rereading his maybe 10 comic strips he appears in and some fan wiki speculation. nd absolutely no looking him up on ao3 or whatever im dead serious nobodys tainting my vision i know him better than you.
anyways the canon facts im left with are: he tries to look cool like a vegas style mobster (<- hima vision) but its a prickly front he puts up for unspecified reasons (its comedy manga..). he acts deferential to america and kind /chill to random people but not to ------??? . he has a fucked up looking dog. he likes to garden maybe?? thats it.
soooooooo his name is james from both the original ruler of molossia and the grandfather its homesteading colony is dedicated to. he used to go by jimmy but now goes by jamie. physically he is like 15~17 and looks like he's eternally stuck midway in an awkward growth stage. his hobbies are camping and doing homesteading type activities (gardening, survivalist stuff). he has never had friends his age bcz his aging process hasn't been very normal and his current population is 30 humans so his choices r always pretty slim. but he gets along with everyone and feels like he is at their mercy in a way. i mean he's a passion project and kind of satire......an d if they all up and left he would die... ahh... he's got a weird view of his own mortality and the people around him. dare i say eldest daughter syndrome
anyway he has his big fucked up dog but instead of it being llama like its just a massive bulldog (the idea of him having a densely fluffy dog in the nevada desert made me want to cry so its a big white bulldog the micronaitons think is a fucked up beast and i have a sub-breed picked and everything) and his name is rocky or maybe duke. they go hiking and camping together and they're best friends. boy and his dog
in his early years it was like oh shit some missing kid showed up and we don't know what to do with him! so they like fed him and took care of this baby child for a bit and then america came in personally to be like what the fuck is up. and the situation got explained and then molossia got treated kind of differently after that. but his small community loves him and he does his best to seem worth their support. he took the surname jones as an act of submission, and considers america a distant father figure. america thinks the kid is funny but rarely remembers he exists and doesn't expect him to live long anyway. he gets a birthday card maybe every 3 years
also the micronations are children, freaks of nature, or otherwise insufferable. molossia checks their group chat every month maybe but its always spammed full of sealand and wy talking about fortnite. what im saying is he's INTENSELY out of the loop wth nation shit
i like to think he does his best to show the people in his life that he can be useful. alfred is too busy to stick around much but is like oh m g i know a local guy who can show you around hes like a younger brother to me i guess maybe a second cousin um. hes ur guyses age.. so molo shows up at the beach house (2 hrs away from his homestead colony near death valley) to do maintenance or something? he goes to housesit sometimes and mow the lawn. or something. we're working out the specifics. hes a great handyman. he gets coerced into showing up and then has to take care of everything bcz these children are spoiled and also hes the oldest (?)
the dynamics here are= he is physically the oldest. he's also literally the youngest. he is more or less a local to the area. alfred asked him a favor so now he will go to the ends of the earth to do a good job. hes the only one of everyone there who is familiar with physical labor / having a real job (i think he should be a pizza delivery driver or otherwise doing like a carpentry apprenticeship). also hongkong can feel superior around him for once (citystate that he is) which is almost funny
in summary molossia is the chad mowing the lawn at 8 in the morning (age 26) and iceland is the virgin emo kid in bed til noon (age 1000+)
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Yes he stole from me and gave a dumb reason then kept being mad that I was mad about it.Talking about that's what made him get distant because I kept bringing it up.I am just like wth is wrong with you? It was even worse when I guy friend of mines was like... Crystal,you don't know why he needed that money and no one's perfect etc.I stopped dealing with him too because nigga y'all is crazy and why steal + he got a job.I'm just over it because he's not being an adult about shit and avoiding me on purpose.He is older than,been married,traveled etc.Shit he got a son my age...he is in his late forties.So I'm not dealing with some youngin who don't know what they're doing.He just don't care how he treats people then weeks ago he said... I know I have bad habits of keeping in touch and need to do better etc but he stays on Facebook and playing games with people all over the world. To me he just keeps saying fuck you you're not important and I'll waste as much of your time as you allow me. He can kiss my ass.I have never in my life had to keep calling and texting somebody to get them to deal with me let alone for days and weeks especially someone who's supposed to be my man. It's starting to make me get bitchy because it's like yo you're not even all you think you are.I'm not like his ex's who cheated on him and fucked him over. He keep telling me how I'm the most beautiful woman he ever known in every way and his friends and family are so happy he finally found someone amazing but he's treating me like shit and acknowledging he's doing it. Smh fuck that. I also know everyone deals with depression differently. I actually work with people who have mental illnesses for a living and am in school finishing up my degree to become one so to me that makes things even worse because he should be letting me help him instead of pushing me away. But fuck all of that.I don't want nothing to do with his ass. Leaving me on READ fives times in three weeks then replying when he knows I'm asleep for work.My phone shows everything girl.He will read my text before 8 am and reply around 9 or 10 at night in 2-3 business days taking long as hell.Sis I am good.The more I vent to you,I see he's actually manipulative. His brother's wife told me I could do so much better anyways and they've been best friends for 33 years. Smh.This chapter is over sis.Thank you for all of your advice.I feel better since he's been gone.I'm not as stressed as I once was and I feel lighter if that makes sense.Love you and take care!
Love you too, Crystal 🫂🫂🫂
This is deep but youve made some incredible realization and been a real one to the finish.
If someone means anything to you, you should never want to see them go without. And Im glad you advocated the best you could for your money.
To be honest, I would tell his Mom and Dad - thank them for meeting them and their time. And you just wanna let them know their son stole $X.00 from you and has now been evasive for weeks. You're very focused w your finances and this was a hard line for you. It would mean a lot if they could pay you back but you understand if they don't want to get involved and rly wish their family the best.
Because their sons digital trail tells the whole story.
Im imaginin its like $300.00 or somethin but tbh i would do it for $100.00 😭
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