#being physically and emotionally available for each other when they're at their lowest. unconditionally too

[savageday6]

finally finished ep 12 of jbl from where i left off yesterday (+ watched a bit of ep 13 too) n i’m feeling a different kind of insanity from yesterday

#THEIR CUTENESS JUST KEEPS ESCALATING. GOD #im gonna be mellow in the tags tho #tbh i was gonna scream about it more here but i got a lil mellow watching too bc their love looks so real and beautiful and simple and happy #it's realistic because their r/s carries the usual pains n sadness of caring so much for someone n even beyond the usual pains bc they also- #-carry the emotional baggage of surviving a traumatic accident #but it also seems painfully unattainable irl bc their love is so powerful and pure...it makes me wonder if its even possible to exp that irl #bc out of the people i've met/dated i've never had one who would go to such lengths for me the way moonsoo n gangdoo would do for each other #and similarly i've never felt that magnitude of unconditional love for my partners either #maybe its bc i dont have enough dating exp to ascertain that fully but i'm honestly really curious to know if love that powerful exists #if it does then i'd love to experience it. but i'm inclined to think that it doesn't or is extremely hard to find at least #obviously the whole climbing scene is unrealistic but i'm talking like. those small acts of service they do for each other #making sure they are well fed and insisting on meeting to eat if they havent. buying cravings for each other when they're sick or down #being physically and emotionally available for each other when they're at their lowest. unconditionally too #giving gifts that they know would make each other happy #being patient and holding unwavering faith in each other bc they trust each other so much n leave zero room for doubt about that #never giving each other any reason to doubt their commitment #these things! all sound realistic and easily achievable but i wonder how easy it really is irl? #would it be easy for someone to do that for me? would it be easy for me to do that for someone? would love really be so simple? idk idk idk #does jbl dramaticise love or does it really exist in such a pure and unadulterated form? #tldr; i love their relationship in JBL and i see that as the ideal form of love but idk if its realistic or attainable #just between lovers #personal