#belumia

[jabogrant]

ok so february has not been my month

ive noticed my weight gain, and I know it’s just a big excuse, but it has been so many party’s, and because of that I haven’t been able to puke everything up, and family dinners, and a weeks long vacation, and then I got sick and was alone in the house FILLED with the most unhealthy junk imaginable and honestly I just really want to go back to school so I can go back to only eating dinner, witch means I can puke everything up.

sorry I rambled I just really had to get it off my chest, toghether with all the fat

I KNOW march will be better with the fact that there are no more “holidays” or friends over to eat junk with

Take care babes😙

#thigh gab #ana trigger #i wanna be small #belumia

[i-am-a-lost-teenage-soul]

#triggerwarning #depressed #mentally distressed #distressed #depression #self harm #starving #binging #suicidal #thinspo #ana #belumic #belumia

[bunniezbubble]

i wanna get better but i wanna get worse [more]

#thinspo #thinspiration #self harm #anamia #bonespo #meanspo #proana #promia #proed #eating disorder #anorexia #Anoreixa #belumia

[lovesickskinny]

My diet consist of:

Nicotine

Coffee/tea

Antidepressants

And that’s folks, is called

skinny ✨

#ana #ana thoughts #anorexic #anorexia #belumia #bpd #ed #edtingz #ed thoughts #notproed #notproana #skinny #thinspo

[owchi]

help

okay I've noticed the worst foods to throw up are cheese, sweets and solids without water, so I just want to know what I can binge on before purging that's actually not literal torture to get rid of

#belumia #help #eating disoder tw

[weallarethin-blog]

Day 1 of Fasting:

So far I just fasted for 8 hours and it’s not as hard as I thought. I thought it would be a lot harder but since I have been hurt so much and insecure that it finally hit me that I hate my body made me change. I’m a swimmer and I hate how I look and I know if I lose weight I will become faster and maybe get the guy I like attention. I’ve been battling body dysphoria for so long I just wanted to change how I look. I’m really insecure how my legs, stomach, and back looks. I hate it so much. But hopefully in the next month of fasting I lose my desire of weight. I know I will lose my muscle weight but I just want to lose the weight and do it right. If you guys have any saying please text me because I’m new to this and really want this to work.

#thinspo #anamia #anerexic #belumia #thin #thinspiration #anerexia #protips #skinny arms #skinny legs #flat stomach #fast #fasting #skinny #mia #collarbones #thin body #thin girl

[daddyslittlecutiefoxie]

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I dont even want to eat anymore... everytime my mom gets groceries she says that im gonna eat it all.. then when i am eating one small thing for dinner aoparently im eating everying and she goes "see there you go eating all the food"... fuck it.. thats it i got a job now im buying my own food... that way nobody will tell me i am eating all their food.. cuz itll be mine cuz i bought it... so thats it.. im starting adulthood already.. 16 and having to buy my own food so i dont have to go back to my anorexia and belumia.. master will help me.. ik he will.. at least he loves me.

[theratofstmarksplace]

The worst part of having belumia is I can’t fucking spell it

[i-am-a-lost-teenage-soul]

Depression isn’t a competition, just because you’ve had it worse doesn’t make someone else’s struggles with it any less relevant.

#triggerwarning #depressed #mentally distressed #distressed #depression #self harm #starving #binging #suicidal #thinspo #ana #belimic #belumia

[bunniezbubble]

I think right now I'm really scared of crying coz I havent let myself to in like 3 weeks and I can feel it go down like this: I'm gonna break it and cry and I'm not gonna be able to stop myself from crying and I'm just gonna keep going for hours. its gonna start with the coughy throaty choked up tears and then I'm gonna make a failed attempt at trying to stop myself from crying which will lead to me scrunching my eyes and pulling at my hair. and then its gonna get to the last half hour so which consist of silent tears just rolling down face and gathering into one giant droplet at my chin.

#proed #notprojusttags #belumia #eating disorder #eating disorder things #mentally ill #trigger warning ed #anorexia #proana #promia #bonespo #ed #mia #ana

[lovesickskinny]

So I’m kinda new to the whole actually posting on here??? But hi! Okay so basically I was 145 earlier today right, and I weighed myself when I got home after eating Easter dinner and I was 149!! WHAT THE FUCK??? So I decided to purge and now I’m at 148 but I am still so so sad. I’ve been crying on the bathroom floor for 20 minutes and I absolutely hate myself :-) I hope you all had a good Easter <3

#ana #anaorexya #ed thoughts #edmemes #anorexia #belumia #eating disoder things #eating disorder #notproana #bpd #ana thoughts