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Sweet Baby Boy
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Synopsis: Your spouse ripped the arm off a young, enemy captain. You feel sympathy for the baby boy, and ensure to tell him as such.
Themes: Spouse!Benn Beckman x gn!reader, platonic!Eustass Kid x gn!reader, Kid has a praise kink, Kid enjoys being babied, fluff, swearing.
Notes: this is just a silly, crack one-shot based on a follow up to the "You Shot A Baby" dialogue post. It's funny, when I write for Eustass Kid, I always seem to want to write for Benn Beckman.
Tag list: @sordidmusings @since-im-already-here @feral-artistry @writingmysanity @gingernut1314 @vespidphoenix @cinnbar-bun @carrotsunshine
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Shanks elevated his spyglass with his right hand, attempting to maneuver it to get the best angle to glance at the deck of the Victoria Punk from his position on the Red-Force. He elevates his right knee, balancing his elbow atop it to anchor his elbow against it.
“What did you say they were doing, again?” The redhead called to his first-mate over his shoulder, “Where were they going?”
Beckman, who remained stoic in silence as he stamped out his twelfth cigarette in the span of twenty minutes with his boot heel, huffed and exasperated breath as he sauntered over beside Shanks.
“Go on, big guy,” Shanks encouraged him with a small nudge, “What did they say, hm?”
“They said-...” Beckman bit back a snarl through his grimace, “...-that Captain Eustass Kid is a baby, and needs to be coddled and treated as such after I shot him.”
“They said, what?” Shanks' shock had him drop his spyglass, lunging forward to hastily catch the item in his hand, “Don't they know how dangerous he is? How violent and unpredictable he is? How he nearly took apart our crew with his bare hands before you blew the damn thing off-.”
“-I let 'em know,” he growled in fury, “And they simply would not listen to reason.”
A booming voice erupted from the Victoria Punk, prompting Shanks to elevate his spyglass to his face further and seek out its source. There was nothing on the seas that could have prepared him for the sight he was met with.
Dropping his hand from his face, he wordlessly handed over the metal eye-piece to his first mate with a shake of his head. Beckman snatched the object and raised it to his eye, his own shock evident on his face.
There you were, Benn Beckman's spouse and long-time lover, sitting on Eustass Kid’s topdeck throne atop his knee: cradling the large Captain’s head against your chest, with your lips curved upwards in a pout. Beckman was not an avid lip-reader, but he could just imagine the praises and soothing words you were cooing down at the violent captain.
“You've gotta be shittin’ me, Darlin’.” Beckman whispered to himself, noticing the way you were stroking Kid’s right cheek with the back of your hand, pressing your lips in gentle kisses against the sensitive, scarred flesh of his left cheek.
As if sensing a presence, you turned your head to glance down the barrel-end of the augmentative glass within the metal cylinder, promptly extending a crude gesture with your middle finger at your long-time partner.
Beckman rumbled a growl within his chest, handing back the spyglass to his captain before digging in his pocket for another cigarette.
“Still not a baby-,” he grunted, igniting the tip of his cigarettes.
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“-Such a big, brave boy,” you cooed at the enemy captain, stroking his hair and pressing another chaste kiss against his scarred temple, “Taking on a legendary captain of incredible caliber, only to have such violence be your welcome.”
Eustass Kid was eating up every ounce of affection you were presenting to him, nuzzling into your chest and embracing you with his right arm hooked firmly around your waist.
“So, so strong. Such a beautiful, brave baby boy,” you continued to affirm into him, a small hiccup fleeing from the red-head tinkerer’s lips.
When you showed up on a dinky row boat and bound it to the hull of the Victoria Punk, he had half a mind to order Massacre Soldier Killer to cleave your left arm off. He knew you were the spouse of Shanks' first mate. ‘An eye for an eye, an arm for an arm,’ he rationalized.
What he didn't expect was for you to immediately begin treating him with the worshipful doting praises a parent would give to an injured child.
And he didn't expect to like it.
“What the fuck?” was the first thing uttered from his lips as you began cradling him against yourself with praises of his bravery and skillful hands. As he felt each small touch granted against his skin, his secondary reaction was, “Oh, what the fuck…?”
He was reveling in the warmth presented to him by your hands, the love and soothing motions you were treating him with. He had no idea how to behave himself beneath such a beautiful expression of sympathetic empathy - especially at the hands of someone he assumed was his enemy.
“He will never come near you again, sweet boy,” you whispered to him, soothing circles from the pads of your thumbs drew patterns against his shoulders, “Not mean, old, naughty, violent Benn Beckman. Not any of the Red-Hair Pirates-.”
“-Aren’t you a Red-Hair Pirate?” Killer spoke over your shoulder, prompting Kid to shoot him a look.
“Shut up, Kil. Let me have this,” he growled at his First-Mate, leaning into your arms with a broad grin, “T-Tell me again? Tell me what I am, again?”
“Oh, you poor, sweet baby boy,” you cooed down at him, witnessing as his eyes softened as he looked up at you from his position cradled into your chest, “So brave, so strong.”
“And my arm? What about my arm?” Kid prompted you, basking under the radiance of your unbridled compliments.
“Such a clever boy, too. Using your abilities to create a masterpiece of violent art, which doubles as an artificial limb,” your pouted lips depicted a soft and melodic tone while uttering your praise.
Eustass Kid hummed in thought, squeezing your hip within his right hand that was woven around your waist. He bounced you a little atop his knee, noticing the way you smiled down at him with a small shake of your head.
“You sure you want to go back to your Captain?” he arched his brow up at you, “I'm a red-head with a missing left arm. Wouldn't be that much of a stretch if I were to captain you.”
“Unfortunately, no, sweet baby boy,” you smiled, giving his cheek a gentle tap, “As much as I want to keep giving you praises and sweet gentle kisses-.” You attempted to stand from the young captain's lap, laughing as his hand grasped at your hip to hold you close.
“-I really should be getting back to my wonderful, very angry-.” you began, Eustass Kid's voice covering your own with his gruff tone.
“-Very violent, masochistic, sadistic, terrible spouse who hurt me by ripping my fuckin’ arm off,” he growled, turning his lips to mirror your prior pouted expression, “Me. Your poor, defenseless, sweet-,” he kisses your cheek in an uncharacteristic peck, “-innocent, baby boy.”
He relinquished his hold on your waist, rising with you to your feet and taking your left hand within his right. He ushered you to the small dingy, aiding you as you placed your feet into the boat. Before he allowed you the luxury of leaving the Victoria Punk, he drew you in one final time and whispered in your ear.
“Now, out of respect to you and your doting and worshipful words you offered me,” he raised his right hand, hooking your hair over your ear, “I'm going to allow you the luxury of a twenty minute head start.”
Your eyes widened, glancing at his whisky-tanned gaze which held such playful amusement. Lips opening and closing and flustered, he chuckled at your flabbergasted expression.
“Get paddling, Sunshine.”
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deanbane · 2 days
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Benn: Hey, Shanks-
Shanks, scoffing: Buggy would never call me by my name.
Benn:
Benn: yeah no fucking shit, asshole
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alexa-fika · 1 day
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Hi Alexa! I've been obsessed with this idea but haven't seen enough of it going around on Tumblr especially for the one piece crowd.
So can I have a borrower!reader getting caught by the red hair pirates?
Reader is borrowing and on there way back to the walls they get caught by Shanks and Benn. Reader is scared of the two as Shanks gathers the rest of the crew to discuss the "mouse issue" It's up to you how it ends whether they drop Reader off at the next island or let them stay with them on the ship
As always remember to take care of yourself before accepting any requests, you come first ♡
Pest Problems ( Benn Beckmann x mouse!Reader x Shanks)
A/N okay I just noticed that you wrote that they were scared but I din’t really have them be afraid more like feisty im sorry if this was not what you were looking for but I think I COOKED but thank you so much for requesting I had so much fun with this one!
Reader here is replaced by Dokucha which stands for Reader in japanese
Dividers by @/saradika
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“Man, these guys sure are loaded,” Dokucha mutters, looking through the supplies of their latest target, trying to decide on what they would take
“Maybe I should go for gold this time… I did make quite a food haul last time,” they said, flickering one of the golden coins they had found up in the air
“Gold it is!” They said, bending down and looking through the treasure
They stop rummaging when they feel cold metal making contact with their head, their ears flickering around once they hear the ominous sound of a gun being loaded, the smell of cigarettes filling the room
They slowly raise their hands at the silent threat
“Hands up and no sudden movements, understand?"
The figure stood firm, staring down at them; they were very tall with a muscular upper body that seemed to have almost doubled in size compared to their current form.
His hands were gripping tight around the barrel of his gun as he prepared it at the slightest motion.
“Knew our resources were running out too fast.”
“Hey… I'm sure this is just a big misunderstanding.”
"Misunderstanding?
I just saw you rummaging around our storeroom, and the supplies seem to have decreased drastically. How can it be a misunderstanding?" He said narrowing his eyes and blowing a thin wisp of smoke leaving his lips.
“Well, when you put it like that, it makes me sound like a bad guy here.”
He rolls his eyes at you before speaking again.
"I mean, isn't that exactly what you are right now? Stealing from our storage room."
He sighs slightly, and his grip on the gun seems to loosen slightly; however, he was still keeping the gun aimed at you.
“Turn around.”
They sighed, following his command and slowly turning around. Keeping their hands up
He begins to rummage through your pockets and belongings. Pulling out all of the coins and supplies that you had found and taken in the storage room.
“Gee, is that how you treat everyone you just met?”
He puts his hands in his pocket and lets out a chuckle.
“Haha, no.. just thieves.”
Finally, after he had taken everything, he turned you around to face him again.
The gun was still aimed at you, but his body language had drastically changed as he lowered his hands.
“You have balls for coming to a crew’s ship and simply stealing from them.”
He looks you up and down before speaking again
Dokusha narrow their eyes at him until a smile grows on their face
They quickly shift into their mouse form and scurry past the First mate
Shifting back to their human form as they reach the door
“Toodles! No hard feelings, just living life!” They laugh, running out the door only to be stopped by a sword blocking their way out of the storage room
“Woah there, sorry, but I'm going to have to stop you right there,” A red-haired pirate says with a small smile as they block their escape
“Come on!”
“No, you can’t just steal from the supplies and then make a run for it” he says blocking your way out while still keeping that light smile.
“Now if you could follow me that would be much appreciated”
They grumble, brushing off his approach with a flick of their tail and a small mutter of ‘I can walk on my own,’ leaving their lips
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“Is this really necessary?” They said, pulling at the rope now keeping them tied to one of the masts next to the stirring wheel of the ship, within eyesight of both the Captain and First mate
Shanks just gives the mouse-hybrid another small smile
“Sorry, lil Mix, it’s been three times you have said you will stay still and three times you have tried to run off; we just need you to stay still till we figure out what we’re going to do.”
“We are in the middle of the sea; where would I possibly go?”
“Haha, I know, but I can never be sure. I don't want you turning into a mouse and scurrying off somewhere. That's why I've tied you up properly this time."
“Ugh”
“Are they real?” the Crew’s doctor, who had been called along with the rest of the officers to discuss their latest infestation, said, rubbing one of their mouse ears
“How rude! Of course, they are real; what kind of question is that!” They said, slapping Hongo’s hand away
Hongo looks offended as his hands are slapped away.
Yassop snickers at this
“Hey, boss, can we keep them?”
“The hell do you mean to keep me? Come over here, and I‘ll show you something about ‘keeping me!”They said, pulling at the ropes trying to lunge at the sniper
“Woah there!” He says with a laugh backing up away from their range
“Now, Now my men are just joking; we won’t keep you here if you don’t want to; the ropes are there because although I don’t mind you running around, I also can’t have you stealing supplies and stirring trouble.”
“What a gentleman.”
He chuckles at you again, not seeming to mind your sarcasm or attitude.
“Listen, we don’t mean any harm; no one here does, but we also can’t have you just take away our supplies.”
“Okay, I get it. I won’t run away so can you please take them off?”
“Said that last time,” sighs Beckmann
“Okay, I mean it this time, though!”
Benn glances at his captain, getting up and approaching the uninvited visitor when the latter gives him a confirmation gesture. He easily cuts through the ropes, holding them still and backing down, waiting to see their next action
They rub at their hand, glancing up at them
“Are you going to let me go?”
“Where will you go?”
“Fail to see how that is any of your concern.”
“We have a few days till we reach land, so until then you are stuck on this ship, so I think it is my concern,” Shank says, shaking his head
“Regardless, since you decided to board the ship, then you are also expected to help around here,” Beckmann says, glancing at them
“What if I don’t.”
“Then we have to assume you are here for malicious intentions and deal with you accordingly,” Benn states, simply wiggling the rope that he had removed from them a few minutes ago
They grimace at the thought of staying in the same mast for days. These people did not seem the type to starve them or let them suffer from the elements, but the thought of having to spend days with one hand tied to a mast, unable to leave and under the vigilant eye of the captain and Vice-captain did not sound fun by any means
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Im sorry I think I really lacked with the interactions of the other pirates I kinda wanted to center on shanks and beckmann for this one
Taglist:
@imaginarydreams
@amethystviolin
@h0n3y-l3m0n05
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count-alucard-tepes · 23 hours
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Hello! Hope you’re doing well!
Let’s say OP hotties have a s/o who doesn’t like needles, how would they react to s/o deciding and getting a tattoo even though they still hate needles?
Thanks, friend! I’m surviving 😂
“You know you don’t need to do this, you can just get those fake ink tattoos and they last a while too”:
Fujitora 🐅
Sir Crocodile 🐊
Killer🔪
Dragon D Monkey 🐉🐒
Buggy🤡
Eustass Kidd🤘🎸
Iceburg💜
Gild Tesoro⚜️🏅
*sighs softly and carries S/O back home* “…you’re going to regret this…we’re going home”:
Akainu🌋
Benn Beckman 🔫
King 👑
Izou🔫🔫
Oven Charlotte 🍞
Marco the Phoenix 🦅
Gecko Moria🦇
Rob Lucci🐆
Karasu🐦‍⬛
*decides to get matching tattoos with his S/O*:
Kizaru ✨
Ryokugyu 🌱
Doflamingo Donquixote 🦩
Katakuri Charlotte 🍡
Kaido🐉
Queen👑
Rosinantè Donquixote aka Cora-San💕
Who’s-Who ❤️‍🔥👹
Koby🦸💘
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yellowistheraddest · 2 months
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kids these days dont appreciate anything...
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succoallimone · 1 year
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Unexpected fan
Shanks realised too late he had in fact just been adopted by Luffy as his dad
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beif0ngs · 7 months
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ONE PIECE OPENING 25 || THE PEAK BY SEKAI NO OWARI
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firefistussy · 3 months
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How they would react to you laughing at something on your phone at 2am in bed
You're supposed to be sleeping
Ace
dead asleep. (I realize what I did and I'm sorry.)
Zoro
also asleep but grumbles for you to shut up
Sanji
"Mon amour, you need your beauty sleep."
Y/n: what do you mean I need it?
Sanji:
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Law
eyes snap open, he just got to sleep and hears your wheezing with laughter beside him.
"Turn that fucking phone off and go to sleep."
Penguin
he just sent you what you're laughing at. Cuddling with your back against his, laughing at the same damn video.
Kidd
"the fuck you laughing at?"
*You show him the video*
*laughs so loud it wakes the ship up*
Killer
*sighs and looks over your shoulder without you knowing* *laughs so loud in your ear you drop your phone and it breaks.*
"...Welp... Guess that means it's time for bed."
Shanks
drunkenly laughing with you. Takes your phone
“I gotta go show the guys” *legs get caught in all the covers and he falls flat on his face next to the bed*
Benn
*exasperated sigh* *takes your phone, puts it in his bedside drawer and locks it*
"Sleep." He grumbles
Crocodile
also just closed his eyes. Takes your phone and throws it against the wall.
"I'll buy you a new one in the morning."
Doflamingo
he doesn't sleep. He's watching the video with you. Tells you to send every video to crocodile just to blow up his phone at 2am.
(Bonus: 2 am. Crocodile throws his phone against the wall. Buys a new one in the morning with a new number and everything and yet, Doflamingo somehow has his new number)
Corazon
slowly turns and looks at you with tired eyes until you feel bad. Locking your phone you curl into him and he makes a happy noise
Mihawk
rises like a vampire, hands crossed over his chest and everything, and glares until you turn it off… slowly descends back down
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r0ttkins · 6 months
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Ok I got crazy about the Mihawk Usopp Besties
1 - now - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7
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imasimpforshanks · 5 months
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romantic epiphanies
aka. when they decide to marry you
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ft. katakuri, benn beckman, mihawk, law
part 1 | part 2
a/n: here’s part 2 made specifically for the anon ❤️❤️ ily a milli x hope you enjoy this part!!
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for katakuri, it was the way you sleepily mumbled a “good night, my love, sleep well.” as he slipped into bed one evening. those words are whispered literally every evening to one another. but all of a sudden it had katakuri planning how he would ask you to marry him. maybe something was different about the way you said it, maybe not. all he knew was that he wanted to hear that from you, forever.
it was the first and longest time mihawk had been away from you in quite a while. and he didn’t like, not one bit. in fact, he hated it. so, mihawk dropped everything he was doing to return to you. on his way home he couldn’t help but rehearse asking you those for words, “will you marry me?”
for benn, the moment comes when a stranger in a bar hits on him. he doesn’t even let the stranger finish their sentence before he’s shutting them down with a stern, “not interested.” to benn’s dismay the stranger doesn’t relent, instead pushing further, “what? are you married or something? i don’t see a ring.” benn pauses for a second before replying over his shoulder as he walks back to your side, “im about to be.”
law decides he’s going to propose to you in the midst of his revenge plan on doflamingo. tensions were high and honestly, your relationship was one of the last things on his mind and that was made clear when his temper shortened, and he found himself snapping at you more than he should. law was sure the relationship was at its breaking point, but you never left his side - not once. instead, you looked him in the eyes and spoke with your whole heart, “im not leaving you. you can shout at me, get angry, whatever. but i will always be by your side.”
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lucdoodle · 5 months
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It's a recent wound
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fanaticsnail · 8 hours
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FanaticSnail’s Fic Rec List
Masterlist Here
Hi everyone! I haven't done one of these before, but I thought I should! I love these fics, and find myself revisiting them often because I adore them. 
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I hope you enjoy making your way through this list 🖤. If you see yourself on this list, know I love you and your writing very, very much. If you don't see yourself on it, rest assured I will be making another list soon 😘
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One-Shots:
Roronoa Zoro
Black Tea, With Honey by @bby-deerling. Themes: mutual pining, a final push to engage, first kisses, soft Zoro
Did I Miss It? by @writingmysanity. Themes: birthday, drinking, fluffy, soft Zoro
Not A Chance by @willowbelle. Themes: NSFW, jealousy, flirting, possessiveness. 
Guilded by @eelnoise. Themes: NSFW, drinking, smug!Zoro 
Blackleg Sanji
Parted Lips by @turtletaubwrites. Themes: eating disorder, soft Sanji, understanding Sanji, sweet domesticity. 
Confidence by @gingernut1314. Themes: NSFW, age gap (older reader), confident!reader, small angst, alcohol use
Koby
Safehouse by @discordantwritings. Themes: NSFW, subordinate!reader x captain!Koby, unrequited love - requited love, one bed trope. 
Dracule Mihawk 
Fixing What Ifs by @sordidmusings. Themes: old friends, friends to lovers, soft Mihawk, kissing, flashbacks. 
A Dark and Stormy Night by @thus-spoke-lo. Themes: suggestive, flirty Mihawk, rain, gothic castle 
The Hat Stays On by @sordidmusings. Themes: NSFW, desperate!Mihawk, pure smut 
Let Go and Grip Me Tighter by @sordidmusings. Themes: NSFW, Mihawk’s strength, sub!reader, Dom!Mihawk
Buggy
Switching up Roles: part 1 & part 2 by @sordidmusings. Themes: NSFW, sub!Buggy x Dom!reader, relief, comfort 
Donquixote Rosinante
The Things That Go Unheard by @indydonuts. Themes: white day, Valentine's Day, mutual pining, date day
Masochism Tango by @cinnbar-bun. Themes: NSFW, the love of corazon, intensity.
Benn Beckman 
Two Days by @jintaka-hane. Themes: existing relationship, longing, kissing, flashbacks, suggestive themes, pretty. 
Unspoken Affections by @icy-spicy. Themes: idiots in love, refusing to label it, mutual pining. 
Together by @cinnbar-bun. Themes: dad!Beckman x mom!reader, they're parents to the Red-Hair crew, pure fluff, pining, longing. 
Distractions by @discordantwritings. Themes: NSFW, mutual pining, flirting, kissing
Give (in) & Take (me) by @sordidmusings. Themes: NSFW, flirting, drinking, pining, longing, Dom!Beckman X brat!reader 
Series: 
Songbird by @gingernut1314. Themes: buggy x f!reader, enemies to lovers, strawhat!reader, singer!reader, NSFW.
The Heartless Giant by @cinnbar-bun. Themes: Sir Crocodile x gn!reader, prisoner!crocodile x royal!reader, villain!crocodile, storyteller au
The Luck Child by @gingernut1314. Themes: Buggy x Reader, storyteller au, fairytale au, buggy is lucky, fantasy themes.
We’ve All Got Needs by @turtletaubwrites. Themes: Zoro x Reader x Sanji x Robin, NSFW, strawhat!reader.
Masterlist Recommendations
Bby-deerling 
WillowBelle
DiscordantWritings
EelNoise
Gingernut1314 
Thus-spoke-lo 
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cipher-zoo · 1 year
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Shanks: If I say I love you, will you say it back? Buggy: Yes. Shanks: I love you. Buggy: It back. *Later* Benn: Why is the captain crying face-down on the floor?
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pocketwei · 3 months
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collection of wanpis cards I made to send to my friends this new year <3
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multifandomnonsense · 7 months
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rayraelleaizawa · 14 days
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They say something hurtfull in an argument
TW: sad, slight angst, fighting
Characters: Shanks, Beckmann, Mihawk
Side note: a bit ooc cause they'd never say something like that but we live for angst
Part 2: Making up after an argument
Shanks
"Why do you always have to be drunk?" i asked him as he woke up with yet another hangover. Being together with Shanks is amazing, he loves you, he gives you everything you could wish for and more, but there is one thing you hate about his beheaviour: the constant drinking.
"Because we are pirates, we have to party" Shanks answered with a grin before he groans due to his headache.
"This drinking will kill you one time, do you know that? It's also a huge downturn in bed when i want to kiss you and all i can smell is alcohol on your breath." You kept on complaining, tired of this. "Alcohol damages your body so much, do you want to die so much earlier or what?" you snapped at him.
"Maybe I need something to make me feel better about your constant bickering." Shanks said with a growl, the grin disappearing.
You halted in your tracks. A look of hurt crossed your face as you shut your mouth close. Sadness welled up inside you at the thought, that you were also a reason why he kept on having this extremly unhealthy habit.
"I'm sorry then" you said quietly and walked out of your shared quarters, now probably only his quarters, cause you werent sure if you want to go back there and sleep next to him.
You were just worried about him, why didnt you notice that you were annoying him with that? You never said anything, helped him out of all his problems that he caused by himself with his childish demeanour, you only scolded him when he hurt himself. He never hurts others, he only lets himself get hurt. And that frustrated you beyond believe.
Didnt he know how much you cared for him? Did he even care? Are you even enough to make him start to look out for himself?
Tears rolled down your cheeks as you hid yourself in an empty room on the ship. You tried so much to accept his drinking habbits, you didnt even ask him to stop, just to not be drunk 6 and a half days of the week, and that every week.
You burried your face in your knees and cried. Where you that insufferable that he hurts his own body just to be able to endure your company? If you left, then he wouldnt do this to himself anymore, right?
Benn Beckman
"Really? Another one?"
You say annoyed as you watch your boyfriend light up another cigarette.
"Yes. Another one."
He plainly answers. You guys had this discussion before. You wanted him to smoke less, he said he'd try to but the amount doesnt get any less.
"Benn this really damages your lungs. Cant you please try to smoke less?"
You asked again, and he sighed annoyed.
"They help me relax."
You started to get annoyed by his short answers.
"You could relax with other stuff. You could take a bath, or i could massage you, or we could just spend time together."
You suggested as he sighed out audibly annoyed.
"And you think after all the work and stress I have the whole day I want to spend it around a person which constantly nags on me and where i cant let my mind settle even a bit?"
He snapped, looking at you angrily. You looked at him with an unmoving face before you adverted your eyes. You didnt want to show him that his words hurt.
"I'm sorry, I didnt know you couldnt let your guard down around me."
You said defeated, turning around and slowly walking away. You could hear him say your name quietly but you didnt want to turn around. You just walked under deck and into your cabin. You sat down on your desk and started working, tears running down your face as you felt a coldness within you.
Does he not trust me enough? I didnt know that I am a stress factor for him.
Dark thoughts pleagued your mind as you tried to just work through your feelings. You tried to not be even more of a burden. Tears ran down your face, some of them hitting the desk and some hitting the papers with the lists and research about the treasures your crew had gotten lately.
Benn works so hard, and I never made him feel better. I just added to his stress. He'd be better off alone, right?
Dracule Mihawk
"Could you please tell me when you plan on leaving?"
You said to Mihawk as he came back after two months without telling you that he'll be gone.
"Why? I have my own free will if i remember correctly."
"Because I worry about you when you just suddenly disappear! It isnt that hard to just leave a note or something when you cant tell me in the face that you have to leave."
You were angry at him. What did he think? He was your boyfriend so why couldnt he just tell you when he left for weeks?
He puts down his hat and went to get some vine but you stopped him. Him not even looking at you makes you feel like you're unimportant to him, that this whole matter is of no interest to him.
"Do you really care so little about my feelings? Or am I just a nuissance to you right now that you cant even stop walking when I talk with you."
He then looked at you, annoyance but also a sign of being unbothered on his face.
"You're acting like a child. If I leave again and dont come back you'll at least know why now."
He said that so matter of factly that you were stunned about his coldness. He moved around you to the kitchen to grab some vine, and you just stood there.
Did he really just say that I am the reason why he doesnt want to come home anymore?
You shook your head slightly, recalling his words again and trying not to be hurt by them. As you hear his steps starting to come back, you hurried out of the room and into your shared bedroom. Tears streamed down your face as you tried to make it make sense.
When did he start hating to come back to you? What exactly was so annoying about you? Why didnt he just tell you that he didnt like your behaviour anymore? Does he even like you anymore?
All those thoughts were running through your head as you packed the little clothes and stuff you owned. You didnt touch a thing that he bought for you. If he wanted to leave and not come back, then you will make it easier for him and leave on your own. That's what he wants, isnt it?
After you finished packing you quietly stepped out of his castle and made your way into the woods. Tears were still streaming down your face, but you ignored them. This was for the best, right?
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