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Best Friends Masterlist

apropos, you’re beautiful (ao3) - selvish (orphan_account) michael/ashton T, 2k

Summary: Ashton Irwin has just had his top surgery, and returns home to his three best friends to celebrate.

Butterfly (ao3) - merlypops luke/ashton, michael/calum M, 29k

Summary: Luke is depressed and Ashton makes him feel loved (and maybe Luke returns the favour too). Also Malum. Yes.

Eat Me (ao3) - notonguexwithbutt michael/luke M, 14k

Summary: "Michael’s bottle green eyes are absolutely shining and Luke has to take a second to appreciate the beauty before him. Luke convinces himself it’s not weird to think things like that because it’s so obviously a fact. Michael is a beautiful boy, the prettiest Luke’s ever seen, and it makes Luke’s heart pound to think that he’s his best friend. How did he get so lucky?"

Michael is upset that none of his bandmates want to take him to a deserted island and eat him so Luke makes him feel better. In doing so, he discovers the feelings he has for his best friend are a little stronger than he ever intended.

How To Seduce Your Best Friend In 10 Days (ao3) - im_just_a_sucker_for_bromance luke/calum E, 22k

Summary: When you have a crush on somebody for a long time and it gets unbearable: it's about time to do something about it... That's how Luke ended up with a great plan of his own... Or something like that...

I Can't Remember (ao3) - im_just_a_sucker_for_bromance luke/calum E, 49k

Summary: Waking up naked next to your best friend is not good but waking up naked next to your best friend and being the only one who remembers is worst. That was happened to Luke Hemmings. Maybe he would have forgotten about it if it happened once but that was not the case. And what were those weird feelings that he was experimenting all the time? He could not be attracted to Calum... that was impossible since he has known Calum all his life. He was definitely going crazy...

I Love You (ao3) - briboswaggins luke/calum M, 7k

Summary: The one where two best friends are about to meet each other for the first time but Calum literally dropped off the face of the Earth.

Maelstrom (ao3) - merlypops luke/ashton, michael/calum E, 225k

Summary: Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work. (And maybe Ashton and Luke fall in love too. Maybe.)

Mamihlapinatapei (ao3) - merlypops michael/calum T, 2k

Summary: ‘Michael remembers sitting in the cafeteria at school and gazing at Calum with such fondness and feeling a jolt of shock when Calum returned the look just as warmly, and Michael remembers wondering vaguely when they stopped being brothers and started being something else instead.’

Michael falls in love with his best friend and it feels like being torn apart.

Michael's Dirty Diary (ao3) - im_just_a_sucker_for_bromance michael/luke E, 32k

Summary: Why did Luke find somebody's diary? Why did he even want to read it when he knew he should not? The things he was reading were shocking but he could not help but read more, specially since he was involved. Who was that Michael anyway? Luke had to find out.

Retrouvailles (ao3) - merlypops michael/luke, calum/ashton M, 3k

Summary: Ashton and Calum suggest a game of Spin The Bottle because Michael and Luke haven't had their first kiss yet.

Something Better (ao3) - notonguexwithbutt michael/luke M, 10k

Summary: "It’s like Luke is trying to say so many things with one look and somehow Michael is understanding them all. Or is he? Because to him it looks like Luke is saying 'push me up against a wall and fuck me' or maybe it’s something more like 'do something, I dare you.' Or maybe Michael’s just really turned on by the sight of his best friend covered in sweat and staring at him with dark, dilated eyes."

Luke gets his wisdom teeth removed and feels quite affectionate and honest in the haze of his anesthesia. Later, he's embarrassed about the things he confessed to Michael, so Michael does what he can to even out the field.

So Much Better (ao3) - cashcakeplz calum/ashton, michael/luke, bryana/ashton N/R, 84k

Summary: This is good, good for Ashton. He works so hard, always taking care of the boys, he deserves someone who will take his mind off of things, even for a couple of hours to get coffee. Maybe it’ll make him better, and by extension, the band better. Maybe Bryana is a good thing for everyone. Yet, even now, as Calum tries to think of how great Bryana could be for Ashton, he can’t help but think that he would be so much better.

Or the one where Calum and Ashton have been Friends With Benefits for years, and Calum thought his feelings for Ashton were simply sexual until Bryana came into the picture.

the light in your eyes (ao3) - orphan_account michael/calum, michael/luke, luke/ashton N/R, 137k

Summary: Or the one where Calum is beautiful and beaten, Michael is in love with his best friend, Luke is lost, and Ashton just wants everyone to be happy.

Wanderlust (ao3) - merlypops michael/calum, luke/ashton T, 1k

Summary: 'Calum remembers the way Michael said: “No husband of mine shall beat me at a video game!” and Calum said: “I’m not your husband” and Michael mumbled something that sounded a lot like: “No, not yet.”’

Calum falls in love with his best friend and everything is easy, until it isn’t anymore.

Whatever You Want (ao3) - notonguexwithbutt michael/luke M, 6k

Summary: "Luke simply raises his eyebrows in defeated confirmation and a huge smile breaks out on Michael’s face. Michael’s biggest smile, in fact. The open-mouthed one, where his perfect lips fall into the shape of a capital D and pull across his cute roundish teeth and his eyes crinkle at the edges because he’s smiling so big. The sight ignites a flurry of unexplored feelings in Luke’s stomach and he has to look away because it’s too beautiful to handle all at once.

If only Michael wasn’t smiling so big because he just realized he gave Luke a fucking boner."

Michael spends the day writing and hanging out with the guys from Simple Plan and can't wait to get home to tell Luke about it. Luke's jealous that Calum got to be there with Michael instead of him. Michael figures out just how to cheer Luke up.

You, Me and The Sea. (ao3) - Cashton4506 calum/ashton, michael/luke NR, 2k

Summary: Ashton and Calum have been best friends since they were born. Every summer, they go to the summer house, which their families share. What happens when they start forming feelings for each other?

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mauzn · 8 months

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Dear 5sos stans!

Me and my bestie are making some 5sos Cards and bracelets for Düsseldorf!! I'm so excited for the concert already xoxo

#shut up lea #my bestfriend #5 seconds of summer #5sos memes #5sos #5sos Düsseldorf

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teapartyprincess4two · 2 months

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I'M THE ANON WHO REQUESTED FOR HEARTBREAK GIRL!!

FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU, OMG. I CAN'T BELIEVE U WROTE IT I LOVE IT SO MUCH BUTTTT I SHOULD'VE SPECIFIED THAT I WANTED A HAPPY ENDING BECAUSE I SWEAR I CAN'T TAKE ANGST AND UNRESOLVED ENDING 😭

sooo part two PLEASE??? <3333 (I'll give my right leg for free)

Heartbreak Girl PT.2- M. Sturniolo

pairing: Clueless!reader x BestFriend!Matt

classification: slight angst, fluff

warnings: use of y/n, slight cursing, slightly annoying reader, Matt has a gf (brief), HAPPY ENDING

inspiration: requests^^, Heartbreak Girl by 5SOS

summary: Matt tries moving on, but you reel him back in every time.

Heartbreak Girl PT.1

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Matt couldn’t find it in himself to stay mad at you. No matter how hard he tried, he found excuse after excuse each time and ended up forgiving you. Matt’s mind was battling with itself, trying to muster up enough hatred to push you out of his life once and for all, but he couldn’t blame you for breaking his heart. Deep down Matt knew that it wasn’t your fault you fell in love with someone else, and it especially wasn’t your fault that he fell in love with you.

So, even though his mind told him no, his heart told him yes, and he found himself welcoming you back into his life just days after the incident.

It was Tuesday, an ordinary day for everyone in the Sturniolo household. You were visiting, something you did often, and you, Chris and Nick were engaged in meaningless conversation on the couch. Matt watches the three of you with a sad droop in his eyes from the kitchen, memories of him sobbing in the hallway just days before replaying through his mind. Your face was such a bittersweet sight; filling him with emotions of love and sadness.

Matt desperately wanted to be the underdog who won the girl, but he didn’t even know where to begin with you. There were so many boundaries he’d have to cross and he didn’t know if he was ready for it all. For starters, you were his best friend. What happens if he confesses and you simply don’t feel the same way? Would he lose you as a friend? Secondly, you just got out of a serious relationship and already voiced your opinion on future relationships. Even if Matt did confess, the trauma Mike left you would blind you. Matt was convinced that you’d never date him.

Matt grabs 4 drinks, the reasons he’s even in the kitchen in the first place, balancing them in his hands as he walks back into the living room. Silently, he hands the drinks out and sits back onto the couch, squeezing in between you and Chris. Your body instinctively scoots in closer to Matt’s, a sigh escaping your lips as you cuddle into his chest. He hates himself for quite literally welcoming you back with open arms, but he can’t help it. He loves you, and he’ll take anything he can get.

When Matt came home crying a few days ago, Nick and Chris prodded him for an explication. At first, he couldn’t find the courage to confess his feelings for you out loud, not even to his brothers. But, Nick and Chris were relentless and after a few more tries they managed to force the information out of Matt.

So, now that you’re wrapped in his arms, Nick sends Matt a warning glare. Matt can feel Nick’s burning stare, but he keeps his eyes on the TV in front of him. He was so undeniably whipped for you it was embarrassing, he couldn’t handle the judgmental looks from his brothers.

“I’m cold,” you whisper, looking up at Matt through your long, thick lashes. Matt’s first instinct is to warm you up, and he fights the urge to peel the clothes off his back and wrap you in it. “Want a blanket?” he asks sweetly, a glint of sadness in his eyes as he makes eye contact with you. Why was he giving into your every whim so easily? Why was he unable to hate you?

You hum in response, turning your attention back to the movie without another word. You had Matt wrapped around your finger, and with the way you just interacted with him, he knew you were playing him. But, like a well trained dog, he wiggled out from under you to fetch you a blanket. Nick and Chris watch in frustration, suppressing the urge to slap their brother for being so whipped.

“Thank you,” you murmur once Matt returns with the blanket, sprawling out over you as he snuggles back into his previous spot.

“Anything for you.”

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Matt’s managed to slowly, but surely, get over you, for the most part at least. He didn’t want to, but he started seeing this girl he met through Instagram. His brothers pushed him to meet new people, mostly so he’d finally get over you, but he was hesitant at first. Matt held his reservations, he wanted to save himself for you for as long as possible.

But, he finally decided enough was enough because you didn’t remain true to your previous sentiments about dating. The words still rang through Matt’s mind every night, “I’m just ready to be single.” Why say that if you were going to start dating again just months later? Granted, you were only exploring, none of the people you were associating yourself with were of true interest, but it still hurt.

Matt spent his entire life pining for you, chasing you at a steady pace that kept you just out of reach. Then, for whatever reason, you let a random man enter your life and take his rightful spot? There was an unspoken claim that Matt felt for you, he needed you to be his and no one else’s. But it was clear now that you didn’t see him the same way, so he was forced to find comfort in someone else.

Fiona, the girl Matt was seeing, looked an awful lot like you. It was creepy how similar she was to you; she held a lot of the same mannerisms and dressed like you. Anyone could see that Matt was looking for you in her and that she was the perfect scapegoat, providing Matt with the perfect excuse to stop pursuing anything real with anyone.

When you first met Fiona, you put on a fake, tight lipped smile. You shook her hand aggressively, your firm grip sending her a message that she read loud and clear; you didn’t like her at all. For as long as you’ve known Matt, he’s always been just Matt. Now, with this new girl in the picture, he wasn’t just Matt anymore. It was now Matt and Fiona, and you hated it.

You had zero room to be upset, especially because Matt had practically thrown himself at you time and time again, but the jealousy built up every time you saw them together. Matt smiled at her? You’re furious. Matt tells you about her? You’re not listening. Matt takes her on a date? You hate her. That last part is true, you hate her.

“I just don’t see what he sees in her,” you say, messing with one of the stuffed animals that litter Nick’s bed. He’s been listening to you drone on and on about Fiona for hours. He rolls his eyes as he replies, “she’s nice? I don’t Y/n, can we talk about something else?”

You glance at him, an annoyed look written all over your face, “You’re supposed to listen to me rant. That’s what good friends do.”

“No, that’s what Matt does, and I’m not Matt.”

“Whatever,” you grumble, picking loose pieces of lint from Nick’s bedsheets.

“Why do you care so much about Fiona anyway? Aren’t you seeing that guy? What’s his na-“ Nick begins, but you cut him off because the string of questions begin annoying you.

“Ian? I went on ONE date with him,” you say.

“Okay, well why don’t you go on another?” Nick prods, beginning to push your buttons with each question. “Because he was weird. Plus he smelled like cigarettes,” you mumble, crossing your arms over your chest in annoyance. Why couldn’t Nick just shut up and listen to you rant?

“That still doesn’t explain why you’re an avid Fiona hater, though.” Nick knows you’re fighting with the realization that you’re in love with Matt, why else would Fiona bother you so much?

“She’s just weird. Matt could do better,” you reply, your mind wandering into dangerous territory as you imagine a life where you and Matt are dating. The images tug at your heart strings, a feeling you’ve never felt before when thinking of your best friend.

“Oh okay. And I’m assuming you’re ‘better?’” Nicks’s fingers dramatically air quote the last word, causing a blush to form on your face. “I never said that! Don’t be annoying!” you exclaim, hitting him playfully with the stuffed animal.

He laughs, blocking your hits with his arms, “Just admit you’re in love with him and that’s why you don’t like his girlfriend.” Girlfriend, the word stung when he said it. You stop hitting Nick, slumping back into your spot.

“Girlfriend? They’re official?” the exasperation in your voice is enough to give you away. You’ve never felt this heartbroken before, not even when you and Mike officially ended things. This is a newfound pain, a feeling you don’t want to linger in. Were you blind this entire time? Has the veil finally been lifted only to reveal that your best friend, the love of your life, has his sights set on another?

Nick’s mouth goes agape, a hand quickly covering it. “Are you actually in love with my brother?!” his voice is muffled behind his hand, but still loud enough for you to hear. The realization finally sets in, you love Matt, but you’re too late.

“Holy fuck. I think I am,” you whisper, tears brimming at your eyes. Now what?

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It’s rare that you and Matt get time alone nowadays, especially with Fiona always lingering around. Nick confirmed that they weren’t official, they weren’t even exclusive, but for some reason she was always just there. You tried being nice, especially if she was going to become a frequent character in your life, but it was hard.

You’re currently filming a car video with the triplets, grateful that they didn’t invite Matt’s new friend to crash the party. You’ve filmed many videos like this with them before, but for some reason you feel nervous the whole time.

Throughout the entire video Matt’s eyes are glued to you, he’s hanging onto your every word and relishing in the sweet sound of your laughter. This feels normal, and for a second he forgets all about the poor girl he was leading on. But, once the video reaches the halfway point, the conversation drifts into the topic of relationships.

“Okay, this person asks if any of us are in love. You go first, Y/n,” Chris reads the question from his phone, earning daggers from Nick. This was obviously a sensitive subject, and if Nick was in charge of reading the questions he would’ve glossed over it and moved onto the next, but Chris isn’t aware of your hidden feelings for Matt. Matt becomes visibly uncomfortable from his seat, shifting so he’s fully facing the dashboard. Whatever you’re going to say, he doesn’t want to hear it.

You cough awkwardly, “I don’t want to answer that.”

Nick is about to speak up in an attempt to steer the conversation in a different direction, but Chris doesn’t skip a beat, “Okay, that’s fine. Matt? How you liking your new lady friend?” Chris pokes Matt’s sides playfully, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. The question churns your stomach, you actually could vomit right now. Nick sends you a sympathetic glance, attempting to console you with a hand on your knee, but you push his hand away and shake your head profusely.

Matt wants to slap Chris, why would he even direct the question to him? But he keeps his composure, “She’s nice and funny. Nice girl.”

You can’t stop the snarky, sassy remark that escapes your mouth, “Wow. Sounds like true love.” Matt shifts to you in shock, the anger filling his body immediately. Who were you to talk? You crawled back to Mike every single time he uttered so much as a broken promise. You believed him every time he said he would change only to cry to Matt about your heartbreak hours later.

“What would you know? Not like Mike set much of an example,” Matt spits, venom laced in every word. You’re shocked and hurt, Matt was never the type to throw personal stuff in your face.

“So mature, Matt. So mature,” you reply with an eye roll. The air in the car is becoming tense, both Nick and Chris unaware of what to do with themselves. Do they interject? Do they change the subject? Or do they just let you two hash it out? They decided on the last option, scooting far back into their seats and watching the situation unfold.

“Oh shut up! You called me every night crying over that loser. Is that what love is to you?! Because if so, I don’t want any part of it,” Matt’s voice is so loud it shakes the car, he’s pointing an accusatory finger in your face and leaning so far forward in his seat that he’s practically in the backseat.

You’re no stranger to fights, especially not after having Mike as an ex, so you’re quick to respond, “What a best friend you are! If I would’ve known you were going to throw this back in my face, I would’ve never told you any of this!”

Matt’s seething with anger, but so are you. He breaths in deeply through his nose, ready to rip you a new one, but Nick decides he’s heard enough. The camera is still rolling and the mood is ruined.

“Are you two idiots done? Jesus, fuck,” Nick groans, pushing himself between you two and grabbing the camera from the dashboard.

“That was… a lot,” Chris chuckles nervously from the front seat, he has no idea what just happened. Matt clenches his jaw, breaking his gaze from you and facing forward.

“Just take me home,” you command, an angry tone still laced in your voice. The faster you could get out of this car, the better.

“Already on it,” Matt retorts, starting the car and reversing out of the parking lot. You’re about to make a snarky remark, but he turns the volume up, loud radio music drowning your voice. You’re trembling at this point, the pent up anger threatening to burst at any moment.

Once Matt pulls up to your house, he quickly places the car in park, unlocking the doors from the front seat to serve as your invitation to leave. You gladly accept it, dismissing yourself from Nick and Chris with a genuine, apologetic smile before swinging the door open. You step out of the car, slamming the door shut soon after.

You stomp your way to your house, trembling hands unlocking your front door. But once you’re inside, any anger you felt is replaced with sadness, the tears finally spilling over.

You felt helpless, forced to navigate new feelings you didn’t ask for. You groan in frustration, wiping the tears away and walking to your room, you were NOT going to cry over Matt.

That resolution didn’t last very long, though, as soon as you’re in your room you slump onto your bed and the tears continue to flow. You scream into your pillow, letting all your frustrations out. As much as you loved Matt, you hated him for making you feel this way.

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Matt is going through the same emotions; his mind dancing over a fine line of hatred and love for you. He hated how much he loved you. The entire situation in the car earned him a tongue lashing from Nick and he soon realized that whatever he had with Fiona had to end. He couldn’t keep leading her on, because, as much as he hated to admit it, you were right; he didn’t love her.

So, he broke the poor girl’s heart through a text message. He blocked her right after and took a long, cold shower to try and wash away the guilt. Matt tried convincing himself that this was the right thing to do, that he was going to end up winning the girl, his girl.

He twists the knobs of the shower, turning the water off and quickly exiting the tub. He knows what he has to do, and if he’s going to do it, it had to be right now. There was no time to wait. He dresses himself swiftly, throwing on the first outfit he can find before grabbing his car keys and rushing out the door.

Matt feels a surge of adrenaline course through his veins, it was now or never. He drives to your house, running through red lights and stop signs on the way there. He’s throwing the car in park, yanking the keys out of the ignition and throwing his seat belt off as quickly as possible. His legs carry him to your front door at lightning speed, a heavy fist knocking so loud the sound travels through your home.

It startles you from your sleep, causing you to jolt up from your bed and look around the room. Matt is yelling your name at this point, trying his to call you down. “What the fuck?” you croak, grabbing your phone and checking the time. It’s only been two hours since Matt dropped you off, what could he possibly want.

You slip your house shoes on, tired feet trudging downstairs to the front door. You open the door abruptly, still holding some resentment from earlier, “What Matt? What could possibly be so important that you’re banging on my door at midnight.”

Matt clears his throat, ignoring your sour attitude as he prepares to confess to you. “If this is about our fight from earlier, I forgive you. Goodni-“ you continue, but Matt cuts you off.

“Can I speak? Damn.” He waits patiently to see if you’re going to interrupt before continuing, “I broke it off with Fiona.”

You have to physically stop yourself from jumping for joy at the news, instead replying either a snarky remark, “okay, how is this news worth losing sleep over?”

“Just shut up for one second, please,” he shushes you, taking a step into your house. He closes the door behind him, shaky hands find their way to your face. You subconsciously lean into him, relishing in his touch.

“Y/n, I love you. And before you interrupt, just listen,” he begins, holding a stare so intense that it makes your knees wobble. You hum in response, ready to hear everything this man has to say.

He takes a deep breath, “I love you and I’ve loved you from the moment I met you. Everyday I wake up and curse the world for not making you mine. I love everything about you; your laugh, your smile, your sense of humor, your face, everything, Y/n. The moments I spend away from you are painful and the ones I spend with you are the highlights of my life.” Butterflies are fluttering around your stomach, you want to pull him in and kiss him already, but he’s not done.

“I’ve kept this a secret for a long time, mostly because I was afraid of what it would do to our friendship. But I can’t deny it anymore. I. Love. You. The longer I keep it in, the more it hurts,” he pushes his forehead against yours, his wet hair tickling your skin. “When you were with Mike, I wished I was him every day. If I was him, I would have never made you cry. I would have protected and taken care of you- I will protect and take care of you. I’d quite literally do anything for you, Y/n. Anything.”

He inhales deeply again, the anxiety dissipating as he searches your eyes. They’re twinkling, a big smile spread across your face as he continues, “From the way you reacted earlier, I know you feel the same way. Don’t deny it. You love me just as much as I love you. Just…” he finished his statement by fluttering his eyes closed and attaching his lips to yours.

You kiss back, an instant wave of joy washing over you. “I love you, too,” you whisper against his lips, feeling the way his lips curl up into a smile. He knew it, but it felt good to hear you say it. He pulls you in for another kiss, ready to spend the rest of forever with you.

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MASTERLIST

A/n:

Thank you heartbreak girl anon, I’ll be expecting that right leg in the mail soon. This was a popular demand here on the TeaPartyPrincess4Two blog, so I ofc had to supply. Luv u, enjoy 👍🏻💌 (also… Shameless mentioned????)

- L.A.M.B👼🏻💗

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cal-flakes · 9 months

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can you do a story where the reader and rafe are bestfriends and he confesses that he likes her & he wasnt expecting her to feel the same way but she does?🧍🏼‍♀️

╰┈➤ bestfriend!rafe tells y/n the truth (blurb)

warnings: light swearing, kinda hurt/comfort, fluff.

summary: rafe get a bit fed up of listening to his friends sob story’s about boys who don’t treat her well. (very heartbreak girl by 5sos)

rafe sighed heavily as his hand ached, having been stroking y/n’s hair for quite some time. his eyes flickered between her and television, trying to see if she’d fallen asleep or not.

“y/n?” he whispered, jolting her slightly. groaning in response, she turned to face him, showing him her puffy, flushed face, covered in dried tears from earlier. “yeah?” she cooed, resting her head against the arm of the couch as she sat up, cuddling into his side.

“i thought you’d fallen asleep, are you feeling any better?” he queried, a sad look in his eyes. “i am now that you’re here” she smiled sweetly, allowing her head to fall into the crook of his neck.

sighing, his eyes moved to the television once again, deep in thought as she nuzzled into him, not caring for the splotches of tears cascading down his white t-shirt.

“do you really mean that?” he asked, deciding to go for the kill. “mean what?” she hummed, glancing back up at him.

“do you really mean that you’re happier when i’m here?” he pushed, watching as her facing contorted into confusion. “of course i do, you’re my best friend, i’m always happier when you’re around..” she muttered tiredly, a need for sleep apparent as a violet hue spread underneath her eyes.

“no but, that’s not what i- actually, it’s fine, it doesn’t matter..” rafe huffed, throwing his head back against the couch in defeat. she’d never understand, he thought. “hey, no. it does matter, cause something is clearly bothering you” y/n argued.

the sudden lack of warmth in his side couldn’t go unnoticed as she sat up in a flash, confronting him head on. “what do you mean rafe?” she sighed, resting her now crossed legs on his waist as he avoided her eyes, biting at his nails.

“y/n please, it’s fine” he plead, wanting the ground to swallow him up as he realised his options. lie, or tell the truth. he didn’t want to tell the truth, but he also didn’t want to lie. mostly because he knew that she would know in an instant if he was lying, her ability to tell honestly grated on him sometimes.

“but you seem sad rafe, and i hate when you’re sad, and like- y’know, i’m sad too! so if you tell me why you’re sad, we can be sad together” she rambled, giggling slightly as she prodded at his cheeks, clearly pushing his buttons. “so tell me why you’re sad, cause i’m sure i can help!” she beamed, cupping his cheeks.

his heartbeat quickened as he leant into her warm touch, enjoying the slight scrape of her nails against his skin.

“fine, okay. i’m sad, because..a girl i really like, like- really really like, doesn’t look at me the same way..” he mumbled, once again diverting his eyes. “seriously? who would be stupid enough to not like you back? that’s insane!” she exclaimed, pulling back to show him her shocked face. chuckling, he nodded along with her. “yeah, you’d think so huh?”

“do you want me to talk to her? i could put in a good word?” she teased, though her words were genuine. she’d do anything for him.“don’t be silly, she wouldn’t listen, she’s got too much on her mind already..”

“what’s more important than you?” she huffed, crossing her arms, utterly surprised by this girls behaviour towards her friend. humming, he picked at his fingers. “what?” y/n asked, noticing his change in demeanour immediately.

she scoffed as he fell completely silent, staring into her eyes. “rafe, what is it?” she demanded, growing frustrated. “well, it’s you..” he whispered, pulling into his lips into a thin line “what’s me? i don’t understand..”

“y’know, the girl i really like, who as more important things on her mind? it’s you y/n..”

“it’s me?”

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smuttyaf · 2 months

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5sos Masterlist

✰ - most popular | ★ - series | 𐙚 - my personal favourites

hii! i no longer write for them anymore but these are all my oneshots and edits. they are veryyy old and definitely show cases my writing progression! (lol)

i apologize for any misuse of words, punction and grammar

𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝

how did you? | wc; 1k

calum sneaks into your room. fluff.

i'll be good | 3k

calum cheats on you, yet you keep running back. | part 2 | part 3 |

complete | 2k

calum is your body guard, you both are in a secret relationship because you are model but also a royal princess. | part 2 |

reflecting | 1k

calum and you make a trip to the bathroom.

secrets | 2k

calum eavesdrop on your conversation.

change your mind | 5k ✰

calum is the typical fratboy who wants to change your mind about him.

worked up | 1k

calum helps you relax after focusing on school too much.

fast learner | 3k 𐙚 ✰

you give calum head for the first time.

interruption | 2k 𐙚 ✰

you’re the wife of calum hood who is one the leaders of a mafia ring. | part 2 |

future | 4k 𐙚

calum’s life with y/n as a woc.

shameless | 3.7k 𐙚

calum wants someone to walk in.

vacation | 9.2k

your mom sends you off on vacation where you meet calum.

southside serpent | 5.8k 𐙚

calum invites himself over so you can help him study.

𝐥𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

enamoured | incomplete ★

in an alternate universe, luke buys aurora palvin and falls in love with her.

i'm sorry | 2k

luke makes it up to you after coming home late.

help | 3k ✰

in luke’s pov, he tutors y/n who was plotting all along.

angel | 4k

in luke’s pov, he falls for his new neighbour.

diamonds & gold | 3k

in luke’s pov, he’s protects y/n from the guy harassing her in school.

lolita | 3k ✰

in luke’s pov, he lets his step-sister give him a blowjob.

daddy's good girl | 3k

you disobey luke.

space | 3k

luke helping you study for science.

french study session | 5k 𐙚 ✰

you fail your french test and luke offers to correct were you went wrong.

the seven deadly sins: lust | 3.7k

overly religious luke meets you.

mr. hemmings | 5.5k ✰

you fall in love with your neighbour. | part 2 | part 3 |

southside serpent | 5.3k ✰

luke won’t stop bothering you.

heaven sent | 5.1k

you don’t want luke to leave. cmbrn inspired.

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐫𝐰𝐢𝐧

my little gift | 2k

ashton unwraps you in front of the fireplace.

silent | 3k 𐙚

ashton makes you wear a remote vibrator during class.

office escapades | 3k 𐙚

ashton admits he has feelings for his coworker. gymteacher!ash

southside serpent | 4.8k 𐙚

ashton is your childhood bestfriend who always had a thing for you.

𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐝

confused | 2k

michael falls in love with you, but you only know french.

your day | 548

michael eats you out for your birthday.

unusual friendship | 3.4k

you want to try something new with your friend.

forbidden love | 4k

demigod!michael is in a relationship with you.

𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

he finds out you slept with another band member. | part 2 |

𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬

appreciation post ( this is so bad lmfao )

au; cal & his girlfriend

au; college cal

au; ceo luke

wink ( this is really terrible too )

why don't you? 𐙚

#5sos smut #calum hood smut #luke hemmings smut #ashton irwin smut #michael clifford smut

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saw-x · 1 year

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tagged by @usercassieblake and @staceydenovo (love you cloud and sara 💖)

1. The meaning behind my URL: robert englund is one of my fave horror actors

2. Weakness: i can be oversensitive and overthink

3. Why I love my bestfriend: been there for me

4. Last time I cried and why: my clinical educator on prac was very cruel to me - but i cried when i got home not in front of her (and it actually ended up making me leave prac)

5. Piercings I have: just my ear lobes

6. Favorite Band: idk this changes but i'll go with muse, paramore, 5sos, 1d, pvris, jimmy eat world for now

7. Biggest turn off(s): arrogance, rudeness

8. Top 5 britney spears songs (lol - this is actually inaccurate i cannot for the life of me rank her songs)

break the ice

overprotected

mood ring

piece of me

oops

9. Tattoos I want: none i don't really like them

10. Biggest turn on(s): idk

11. Age: 26 turning 17 in a couple of days (i feel so old 😭)

12. Ideas of a perfect date: I don't know

13. Life goal(s): to make a difference

14. Piercings I want: none

15. Relationship status: Single

16. Favorite movie: heathers (maybe)

17. A fact about my life: I broke my hand in the fifth grade

18. Phobia: heights, spiders

19. Middle name: josephine

20. Tattoos I have: None

tagging any one who wants to do this can just say I tagged them :)

#tag games

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5sounds · 7 months

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OUR CONCEPT

Ladies and Gents, this is the time you've been waiting for. Fellow 5SOS Fam, we will do concept reveal for your future safe space and home to stay and gather in @of5SOUNDS

5 Seconds of Summer, often shortened to 5SOS, are an Australian pop rock band formed in late 2011. The group consists of lead vocalist and rhythm guitarist Luke Hemmings, lead guitarist Michael Clifford, bassist Calum Hood, and drummer Ashton Irwin.

As how it proven that many of 5SOS songs are actually happening in our daily life and totally relatable with many people in every aspects in their life, we conclude that 5SOS songs are organic and self-made.

Many genres have been tried by the band from songs that will boost your energy like "She Looks So Perfect" "Try Hard" "Blender" but not only hype songs, if you're feeling down "Lie to Me" "Ghost of You" and "Amnesia" are ready to accompany your night.

If you're looking for songs you wanna share to your bestfriend, you can play on "Wherever you are" and when talking about life we have "Jet Black Heart" these songs mentioned just prove how talented 5SOS are.

Life is anything but flat, so fam be prepared for a rollercoaster ride with see-saw sensation you'll find once joining our agency? 5SOS songs are depiction of what's waiting for you ahead. Are you ready for it?

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mushrubes · 1 year

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Melody ༊*·˚

Prompt list three!

Masterlist | Prompt Masterlist

Welcome to song association, I’m taking requests!

Send a request / ask with a character and song and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

This is the song list :)

Full playlist is here !!

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Moth to a flame - The Weeknd

Labyrinth - Taylor Swift

Brooklyn Baby - Lana Del Rey

Snow on the beach - Taylor swift + Lana del rey

Is there someone else? - The Weeknd

Jealous girl - Lana del rey

Kill bill - SZA

Afterglow - Taylor swift

Baby came home - The neighbourhood

august - Taylor swift

Die for you - The weeknd

Satellite - Harry styles

The color violet - Tory Lanez

I wanna be yours - Artic monkeys

About you - The 1975

Love of my life - Harry styles

Enchanted - Taylor swift

cardigan - Taylor swift

The way I loved you - Taylor swift

Nonsense - Sabrina carpenter

People watching - Conan gray

Evergreen - Omar apollo

Astronomy - Conan gray

Cruel summer - Taylor swift

Red - Taylor swift

Favourite crime - Olivia rodrigo

Heart of mine - The driver era

Where do we go now? - Gracie Abrams

Telepath - Conan gray

Habits - Genevieve stokes

Reckless - Madison Beer

ceilings - Lizzy McAlpine

Karma - Taylor swift

Older - 5sos

October passed by me - Girl in red

touch tank - Quinnie

Lovesong - beabadoobee

Fallingforyou - The 1975

Falling - Chase atlantic

21 - Gracue abrams

Same to you - The vamps

Nobody's business - Rihanna

Stolen moments - The vamps

Sex - The 1975

sex - EDEN

Sex on fire - Kings of Leon

this is what falling in love feels like - JVKE

Is this falling - Charlie Bennett

Pretend Lovers - Montell fish

Would you - The vamps

Cologne - beabadoobee

The perfect pair - beabadoobee

It's been a long, long time - Kitty Kallen

The sound - the 1975

Telephones - Vacations

Turbulent - Waterparks

Cry baby - The neighbourhood

If I was your man - The vamps

Cinnamon girl - Lana del rey

Movies - Conan gray

Pretty lips - WINEHOUSE

Good looking - Suki waterhouse

Style - Taylor swift

Never been in love - Gatlin

I'm in love with you - The 1975

Mess it up - Gracie abrams

Love songs - Maggie lindemann

I want to be with you - Chloe moriondo

Robbers - The 1975

Oh shit...are we in love? - Valley

Better - Gracie abrams

Overdrive - Conan gray

I couldn't be more in love - The 1975

Mr perfectly fine - Taylor swift

I don't wanna be okay without you - Charlie Burg

Striptease - carwash

How you get the girl - Taylor swift

'Till forever falls apart - Ashe + FINNEAS

When I'm with you - Inhaler

Unrequited love (other cliches) - Breakup shoes

more - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Fall in love with a girl - cavetown + beabadoobee

Be my mistake - The 1975

Does it matter? - Bestfriend

Partners in crime - FINNEAS

...What are we? - Lizzy Mcalpine

Moon song - Phoebe bridgers

bags - Clairo

What if it doesn't end well - Chloe moriondo

Remember when - Wallows

Have you ever been in love - The ivy

It's not lviing (if it's not with you) - The 1975

Dance with me - beabadoobee

fOoL fOr YoU - ZAYN

so into u - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Flawless - the neighbourhood

Iloveyou - BETWEEN FRIENDS

More than friends - Aidan bissett

affection - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Friends - Chase atlantic

Can I call you tonight? - Dayglow

Moral of the story - Ashe + Niall Horan

Grapes - James marriott

Car lights - James marriott

Let you break my heart again - Laufey

Valentine - Laufey

Tell me a lie - One direction

Honest - The neighbourhood

Amoeba - Clairo

Ifhy - ericdoa

back n forth - ericdoa

Wishing we were more than friends - push baby

You are in love - Taylor swift

We fell in love in October - girl in red

could this be love? - saturn 17

305 - Shawn mendes

Leading me on but I'm not mad - remy

blushing! - BETWEEN FRIENDS

Somebody else - The 1975

Why'd you only call me when you're high? - Artic monkeys

True love - P!nk

Video games - Lana del rey

Toothbrush - DNCE

Love in the dark - Adele

Starting line - Luke hemmings

The one that got away - Katy perry

It will rain - Bruno mars

Chasing pavements - Adele

Love lies - Khalid + Normani

I miss you, I'm sorry - Gracie abrams

Speak now - Taylor swift

For real this time - Gracie abrams

Let's fall in love for the night - FINNEAS

Pretty boy - The neighbourhood

Boyfriend - Ariana grande

Save your tears - The weeknd

Touch - keshi

that way - Tate mcrae

If I can't have you - Shawn mendes

Stockholm syndrome - One direction

Bubble gum - Clairo

Into you - Ariana Grande

Strange - Celeste

Les - Childish Gambino

How - Clairo

When we were young - Adele

Set fire to the rain - Adele

This town - Niall Horan

Block me out - Gracie abrams

Fall in love with you - Montell fish

Invisible string - Taylor swift

Stay - Gracie abrams

Nothing - Bruno major

Looking out for you - Joy again

don't miss me - Claire Rosinkranz

I still love you - Theovertunes

Somewhere only we know - Keane

I love you so - The walters

Missing you - The vamps

Kissy kissy - Isaac Dunbar

Rewrite the stars - Zendaya + Zac Efron

Fuck up the friendship - Leah kate

Ruin my life - Zara Larsson

If the world was ending - Julia Michaels + JP saxe

What a time - Julia Michaels + Niall Horan

Hopelessly devoted to you - Olivia Newton-john

Somebody to you - The vamps

Wonder - Shawn mendes

Always been you - Shawn mendes

Just a friend to you - Meghan Trainor

I wanna be yours - Pink Sweat$

wish that i could - UMI

hate to be lame - Lizzy Mcalpine + FINNEAS

Means something - Lizzy Mcalpine

Love song - Lana del rey

Motion sickness - Pheobe Bridgers

love, or lack thereof - Isaac dunbar

Feels like - Gracie abrams

Wish I could be your girl - Kristiane

Helium - Glass animals

Heat waves - Glass animals

Wildest dreams - Taylor swift

sucks to see you doing better - Valley

(What i wish just one person would say to me) - LANY

An art gallery could never be as unique as you - Mrld

someone will love you better - Johnny orlando

Oh no (I think I'm in love) - Blossoms

Take me away - The drivers era

forever&more - ROLE MODEL

Late night talking - Harry styles

Traitor - Olivia rodrigo

Remember the time - Michael Jackson

Fantasize - ericdoa

fuck this town - Ericdoa + glaive

Feel something - Clairo

Manic pixie dream girl - ESHA

Flowers - Eli Noir

After last night - Bruno Mars

Out of touch - Daryl Hall + John oates

Don't wanna fall in love - KYLE

Hypochondriac - Brakence

dec 11th - GIVEON

Swim - Chase atlantic

Consume - Chase atlantic

Rocket science - vaultboy

Daydreaming - Harry styles

Another world - One direction

Keep driving - Harry styles

You just didn't like me that much - Leanna firestone

Valentine - 5sos

Everything she wants - Wham!

Ruby - Geskle

You're on your own, kid - Taylor swift

Lavender haze - Taylor swift

Bloodhound - 5sos

Karma - Taylor swift

Lovestruck - The vamps

Want you back - 5sos

Would you be so kind - Dodie

Tongue tied - asianblonde.

City love - asianblonde

All the Stars - SZA

Apple cider - Beabadoobee

rises the moon p Liana flores

Everybody loves somebody - Dean martin

Baby came home - The neighbourhood

Sofia - Clairo

When - dodie

Seperate ways (worlds apart) - Journey

I was made for lovin' you - KISS

Cry - Cigarettes after sex

Mary on a cross - Ghost

Gloom - Djo

Noticed I cried - PinkPantheress

Some - Steve Lacy

Bad habit - Steve Lacy

4EVER - Clairo

Pretty face - PUBLIC

Sweet tooth - Cavetown

Iris - The Goo Goo dolls

Everlong - Foo fighters

One more hour - Tame impala

Ghost of you - 5sos

Therese - Maya Hawke

Figure you out - Djo

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? - Tyler the creator

Memories - Conan Gray

Fool - Frankie Cosmos

I'll call you mine - girl in red

Stress relief - late night drive home

You belong with me - Taylor swift

Dangerous - The vamps

Perfume - Lovejoy

because i liked a boy - Sabrina carpenter

Wish you were sober - Conan gray

Mastermind - Taylor swift

Looking for somebody (to love) - The 1975

Scott street - Pheobe bridgers

Romantic homicide - d4vd

Why won't you love me - 5sos

Family line - Conan gray

Here with me - d4vd

You don’t go to parties - 5sos

Meddle about - Chase atlantic

Little freak - Harry styles

TV - Billie Eilish

Watching him fade away - Mac demarco

J’s lullaby - Delaney Bailey

What your father says - The Vamps

Caroline - sombr

Try again - jaehyun + d.ear

Kiss her you fool - Kids that fly

My life - The vamps

All too well - Taylor swift

Strawberry blonde - Chloe moriondo

All i wanted - paramore

Pictures of us - The vamps

Oxygen - Beach Bunny

Perfect strangers - late night drive home

Sappho - Frankie cosmos

would you love me now? - Joshua bassett

Why am I like this? - Orla Gartland

Love it if we made it - The 1975

bad idea! - girl in red

structure - odd sweetheart

hope ur ok - Olivia rodrigo

Another world - The vamps

So alright, cool, whatever - The happy fits

i'll die anyway - girl in red

More - 5sos

Kilby girl - The backseat lovers

Matilda - Harry Styles

Fine line - Harry styles

Do I wanna know ? - Artic monkeys

Better man - 5sos

Idea of her - Cavetown

It's a lie - The vamps

Personal - The vamps

Time is not on our side - The vamps

All the lies - The vamps

Bad omens - 5sos

Running up that hill - Kate bush

Meet me in the hallway - Harry styles

Starman - David Bowie

Hypersonic missiles - Sam fender

Will we talk? - Sam fender

Call me lover - Sam fender

Sign of the times - Harry styles

I will wait - Mumford & sons

Like real people do - Hozier

Budapest - George Ezra

Hold my girl - George Ezra

Gold rush kid - George Ezra

Snap out of it - Artic Monkeys

Sweet creature - Harry styles

Treat people with kindness - harry styles

Where do broken hearts go - One direction

Flatline - 5sos

Burnin' up - Jonas Brothers

doomsday - Lizzy Mcalpine

18 - One direction

Boy's a liar - Pinkpantheress

Enjoy!! <3

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alexsleftbicep · 2 years

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made a new, dedicated blog for my drabbles & hcs! it's @calturnstogold

head over there if you've liked any of my hcs & blurbs so far! my requests are open :)

#new blog #calum hood #luke hemmings #5 seconds of summer #5sos5 #ashton irwin #michael clifford #10 years of 5sos #writer #5sos fluff #bestfriend!5sos

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calturnstogold · 2 years

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photo booths with Calum:

okay so being at a wedding or party or something with Cal and there's a photobooth

and you're both a bit drunk, not enough to be completely off your faces but enough to be giggly and touchier than normal with each other

stumbling across the booth on your way to get some air and looking at each other with the most gleeful smiles, having the exact same thoughts

piling into it & getting yourselves situated, trying to think of what poses you're going to do

hitting the button and scrabbling to get it together before the first pic gets taken

doing the first round, being very smiley and getting some really nice ones of genuine laughter, with a few silly faces thrown in as well

the second round being filled with cheek kisses and a quick, grin filled kiss on the lips

before you know it, you're on the 6th round of pictures, absent mindedly hitting the button for the process to start over again

something would change though, whether it be in the air or the realisation of where you are and the gravity of the event

and suddenly in this set of photos, the grins and the silly bunny ears behind the other's head are gone

instead of the joy filled shenanigans, it's a compilation of tender looks and loving eyes

it's completely unintentional, you just lock eyes with Cal after he hit the button and couldn't look away

your bubble of love would soon be burst by a call from outside the booth, asking what's taking so long and complaining about all the strips being used up

stumbling out of the booth like a couple of love struck teenagers (which isn't entirely inaccurate - just a few years off) and collecting your photo strips from the slot on the side

treasuring the strips forever, putting them in the back of your phone cases or making them your lock screens so you can look at them when you're away from each other

basically, I just want to be in a photobooth with tipsy Cal

inspired by this post

#5sos #5sos imagine #calum hood #5 seconds of summer #5sos blurb #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #michael clifford #ashton fluff #bestfriend!calum

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nostalgiabones · 4 years

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Patience // C.H

This is a blurb from this prompt list! I’m still taking requests so if there’s anything you’d like me to write, send me number(s) and a band member! Gif credit to the lovely @ghostofmashton ♥️

53. “I just want to be swept off my feet…is that so bad? I’m fed up of being alone.”

It wasn’t the first time that a failed date had led you to Calum’s doorstep.

He would always open the door with sympathetic eyes and open arms, coaxing you into his house with the promise of pizza and wine. He was always there to pick up the pieces, time and time again. He knew your type. He never had ill intentions when he asked about them — he just knew you were going after the wrong people.

“What went wrong this time?”

“He was so boring,” You rolled your eyes as you thought back to the dinner date that seemed to go on for hours. There was nothing wrong with the person in particular — but there was also nothing great about them, either. “He couldn’t even hold a conversation. There’s only so much you can take from one word replies.”

“Sounds about right.” Calum retorted, raising his eyebrows as he compared the experience to the previous ones he had heard. “I would say I’m surprised, but I’m not.”

“Okay, Mr ‘Know It All.” You replied, grabbing another slice of pizza from the box on the coffee table. You were slumped on the sofa, running your free hand through Duke’s soft fur as he kept you company along with Calum. “Maybe you should start setting me up on dates if you think you know better.”

“Maybe I should take you on a date.” Calum wasn’t thinking too deeply when he said it. You looked at him with a confused expression, wondering where his comment had come from. He had been a close friend of yours for several years now, but nothing more than that. Not until that moment, anyway.

“I’m being serious, Calum.” You groaned, resting your head in your hands. You were tired of the ‘too nice’ ones, the ones who didn’t listen... There was no excitement, no spark with any of the dates that you went on. You were bored. “I just want to be swept off my feet…is that so bad? I’m fed up of being alone.”

“You’ll find the right person.” Calum reassured you, throwing a friendly but comforting arm around your shoulders. Maybe Calum was tired of being alone too. He had Duke and his roommate — he had many close friends, you included. It wasn’t the same, though. He missed having someone to fall asleep next to. “You just gotta be patient.”

“I’m tired of being patient.” You rested your head on his shoulder, sighing in exasperation. Calum was an easy person to be around. It was always comfortable, whether you were watching a Netflix series together or just sitting in silence.

You spent the rest of the evening with him, his company helping to take your mind off of the bad date from earlier in the day. Calum insisted on walking you home if it was late at night. It wasn’t until you were back on your own doorstep, after being wrapped in a warm hug from Calum, that you watched him walk down your drive. You were about to close the door when he called out;

“Let me know if you want to go on that date.”

Maybe you wouldn’t have to be so patient after all.

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#i really feel like calum would be like this as a best friend #5sos blurbs #calum hood blurbs #bestfriend!calum #bestfriend!5sos #bestfriend calum blurbs #bestfriend 5sos blurbs #bestfriend!5sos blurbs #myblurbs #mywriting #5promptlist #chblurb

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sappy-seresin · 4 years

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The One Where You End Up In Detention With Calum

“I really don’t want to be here,” you groan as you slide into your desk beside your best friend Calum.

“I don’t either,” he yawns, stretching out his legs. You watch as he sits up, a goofy smile etching onto his face before he leans so close to you that his lips brush your ear. “Wanna ditch?” he whispers. You nod quickly and laugh as he shoots out of his seat. He proceeds to grab your hand and drag you out of the classroom. Your laughter echoes through the halls as the two of you make a beeline for the door.

Your attempts to leave the building were successful and you spent the rest of the day together simply enjoying the fact that you’d escaped all of your responsibilities for the day.

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You guys went to school the next day, acting as if you hadn’t played hooky the day before which seemed to go rather well until you were called down to the principles office halfway through the day.

You knew that your cover was blown when you saw Calum walking into the office before you.

“You’re here too?” he asked when he saw you walk in.

“Well, this answers my question as to why Mr. Matthews would need me,” I sigh, taking a seat in a chair after the receptionist told us that he’d be with us shortly.

“What do you mean? I still have no clue as to why we’re here,” he states, sitting next to you.

“Come on Calum, he’s totally going to bust us on the fact that we left school during second period yesterday.” You whisper, rolling your eyes at him.

“No way, I’m sure he’s clueless about that. I bet he’s going to mention something about homecoming,” Calum tries to assure you, only causing your frustration to grow.

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“You’re an idiot,” you state, glaring at Calum from across the room where you guys are now serving detention. Your principle had, in fact, found out about what you guys had done yesterday. He even showed the footage of the two of you running through the hallways that he’d pulled from the security cameras.

“If I’m an idiot, you’re an idiot. You didn’t have to agree to ditch,” he fires back, returning your glare.

“You know that I can’t say no to you,” you argue, crossing your arms.

“Well, why not?” he questions, laying his chin on his hand as he tries to suppress a smile.

“Your freaking puppy eyes and persuasive smile get me every time,” you sigh, trying not to crack a smile. “My parents are going to ground me from seeing you. You’re a bad influence on me.”

“I’m the bad influence?” he exclaims, putting his hand on his chest. “Last I checked, you aren’t exactly the good girl your parents think you are. If anything, my parents should ground me from seeing you.”

“Excuse me, I know I wasn’t in the room, but that doesn’t change the fact that there’s no talking in the detention room,” the professor states, walking back into the room with coffee and a stack of papers in her hands.

“I’m sorry Mrs. Tyler,” Calum begins, shooting you a look. “Y/n was just insulting me, and I won’t stand for that.” Your eyes widen in disbelief as you facepalm.

This was the first time that the two of you landed in detention, but it definitely wasn’t the last.

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teapartyprincess4two · 3 months

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WRITE SOMETHING FOR MATT BASED ON THE SONG HEARTBREAK GIRL BY 5SOS.

Idc how long it is (the longer the better)

pls pls pls I will sell my left foot to read it 🙏

Heartbreak Girl- M. Sturniolo

pairing: Taken!reader x BestFriend!Matt

classification: angst

warnings: pining, clueless reader, toxic relationship, jealousy, heartbreak, friendzone, slight cursing, use of y/n, unrequited love, mentions of cheating, panic attack, no happy ending (sorry, the song calls for it)

inspiration: request^^, Heartbreak Girl by 5SOS

summary: Matt’s in love with you, but you’re too in love with someone else to realize it.

Heartbreak Girl PT.1, PT.2

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Matt’s phone rings loudly on his bedside table, waking him from his sleep. His eyes jolt open, the loud ringing scaring him. He knows who’s calling, but hopes it’s someone else this time so he can hang up without being eaten alive by the guilt. A sigh leaves his lips as he checks the caller ID, your name shining brightly on his phone screen. He rubs the sleep out of his eyes as he answers, “y/n?” Your sobs immediately fill the room as they emit from his phone speaker, he grimaces slightly at the loud noise and holds the phone away from his face.

It was always the same thing with you, you’d call him late at night complaining and crying about something your boyfriend, Mike, did. Matt would comfort you time and time again, advising you to just break up with that loser and sometimes you’d listen. You and Mike would break up, sometimes for as long as a week, but you’d always end up welcoming him back into you life at the slightest apology.

“What did he do this time?” Matt asks, another sigh leaving his mouth. He’s propped up on an elbow, his head hanging forward with his eyes shut as he tries fighting sleep. If you were anyone else he would’ve stopped picking up your calls a long time ago, but you’re his best friend and he feels a sense of responsibility for you. “First, he called me annoying and then we got in this big fight and then he left. He said he’s going back to his ex,” you hiccup, barely sounding coherent through your sobs.

Matt wants to scream into his pillow, was this not the same fight you had with Mike last week? “Well-” Matt begins, but is quickly interrupted by you. “He accused me of cheating too! Doesn’t he know I love him? I’d never cheat!” you exclaim through the phone, your words coming out a mile a minute.

Love. Matt cringed at the word, how could you possible love a guy who’s favorite pass time was making you cry.

Matt could tell you were entering a stare of hysteria, your breathing was erratic and you wouldn’t stop crying. “Alright, y/n. Try to calm down,” he whispers sternly, trying to bring you back to reality. With every late night phone call Matt gained more and more reasons to hate your stupid boyfriend. “Okay… I’m calm,” you reply, bringing your voice down and attempting to steady your breathing. He knows you’re faking it, but he appreciates that you’re at least trying.

“Okay, now telling me what happened,” he instructs, a part of him wanting to hear all the details of your argument so his hatred for your boyfriend would be more justified. You retold the events in excruciating detail, mentioning everything that was said and done. So much of it repulsed Matt, how could two people treat each other like that? He felt his heart breaking with each word, but the anger he felt was much stronger, “he really called you that?!”

Matt’s jaw was clenched, his teeth grinding against each other in the process. He heard your sniffles on the other side of the phone, a part of him wished he could just hold you. “Yeah, but he’s not that bad,” your voice was hushed, almost like you were afraid. You sounded scared to admit it, mostly because you knew Matt would get mad. You, of course, guess correctly because Matt replies angrily, “He’s not THAT bad?!?”

If he had any common sense he’d just hang the phone up now because there was obviously no getting through to you. But, a part of him is praying that one day you’ll realize what a loser Mike is and then maybe you’ll realize that he’s been here all along. “Well, I mean, it takes two to fight,” you reply in an attempt to defend your last statement. Matt rubs his temples, trying to massage his growing headache away.

“Y/n, stop being so naive,” he says harshly. At this point his anger has completely consumed him but he bites his tongue to stop the venom from spilling.

“Don’t be mean,” you mumble. There was no excuse for Mike’s behavior, not that you were much better, but you couldn’t let this become your forever. “I’m not being mean. I’m being real,” he replies, his voice softening a bit when he realizes how harsh his words sounded.

A brief silence settles in the conversation, but Matt can hear soft mumbling in the background. Matt assumes you’re talking but somehow the audio got muffled. “I can’t hear you,” he says, turning the volume up on his phone. The mumbling gets a little louder and then suddenly he hears it, it’s Mike. He must’ve come back once he cooled off, he’s sure to reel you back in with broken promises and empty apologies.

“Matt, I have to go. Mike is here,” you whisper into the phone, clearly scared to be caught venting your problems to your best friend. Mike, Mike, Mike. What was so special about Mike anyways? Sometimes, if Matt repeated the name enough it almost sounded like his own name. Matt, Matt, Matt. He wished it was.

He wants to beg you to stay on the phone, but he knows there’s no use. All he can do is advise you to choose better and hope that this time you’ll listen, “y/n, don’t do anything stupid.” There’s a lot of shuffling coming from your end, if Matt closes his eyes he can imagine every single movement. “Okay, bye friend. Love you,” you say quickly.

Friend. That is a word Matt will be reduced to for the rest of his life. He wants to be more than that with you, but a part of him knows that you two will be stuck going in circles again and again. You fight Mike, you break up, you cry to Matt, you make up with Mike, and Matt’s lost his chance with you yet another time.

Before he can reply he hears the phone click, you hung up. He knows that you’re probably already reconciling with Mike and even though it makes him mad, it mostly makes him feel helpless. Matt tosses his phone back onto his bedside table before dramatically falling back onto the bed. He knows that if you just opened your eyes you’d realize that he was here all along, that he’d never hurt you.

But, despite his better judgement, Matt will keep picking up your phone calls because he’s a sucker when it comes to you.

—

The sound of arcade games echo around the building as Matt and his brothers walk around the arcade in an attempt to find the perfect game. They only had a few tokens left, so they had to spend them wisely. You were there too, but you were so immersed in Mike’s presence that it was like you weren’t. Matt had invited you in hopes to finally get you alone, away from Mike. But, that stupid guy followed you like his life depended on it. You were so enthralled by Mike that you hadn’t even played a single game, even Nick and Chris found it annoying.

“What about ski ball?” Chris suggests, the three of them had lapped around the arcade a billion times and still couldn’t find the right game. “No,” Nick says, peering around the arcade for a better game. “Bumper cars?” Chris suggests again, running out of options to say. “We don’t even have enough tokens for that,” Matt scoffs, joining Nick as he looks around the room.

“Fine you pick,” Chris grumbles, leaning against the nearest game as he waits for his brothers to choose. As they’re surveying the room, Nick and Matt see you in the corner talking with your boyfriend. You two seemed to be caught up in an argument like usual, earning an eye roll from Nick. “I don’t know what she sees in that guy,” he comments, trying to read your lips to see what the argument is about. “I hate that guy,” Chris chimes in, joining his brothers in their watch party.

Matt hums in agreement, not wanting to say too much in regard to the situation. He can only assume that you did something Mike didn’t like and now you’re getting in trouble for it. The conversation seems to get heated enough for you to storm off, making your way towards the triplets. “Oh shhh- she’s coming, she’s coming,” Chris warns, trying to act casual.

Nick does the same, leaning against the machine closest to him. Matt’s eyes widen, all he can think to do is turn quickly on his heel to face his brothers. They immediately engage in a fake conversation in attempt to convince you that they weren’t watching. It seems to work.

“Ah yes, McDonalds does have the best chicken nuggets. Good point, Chris,” Nick says as he looks towards his brothers expectantly, but you’re so mad you don’t even notice the ridiculous conversation topic. “Guys you can have my tokens, I’m leaving,” you say, not even introducing yourself with a hello. You pull the tokens out of your pocket, dumping them all in Chris’s hands. He was so excited to have more tokens that he didn’t even care you were leaving.

“Is everything okay?” Matt asks, watching as you hurriedly try to get rid of all your tokens. “No, bro. Stupid Mike, dude. He got mad that I wanted to play so he brought up his ex again, can you believe that?” you scoff, still fishing for more tokens in your pockets. Why was every argument you had with Mike about his ex?

“Gross. Why are you leaving though? You haven’t played a single game,” Nick asks, taking a few tokens from Chris for himself. He and Chris also disliked your boyfriend because you two were always fighting about stupid stuff. But, they weren’t as involved in your love life as Matt was, so they didn’t know how often you two were actually fighting. “Cause he’s my ride and he said he’s leaving,” you grumble, finally looking up from your pockets to look at your friends.

“We can take you home,” Matt suggests, not wanting you to leave just yet. He says it so quickly and eagerly that his brothers give him a weird look, he catches it and coughs awkwardly. “I mean, if you want to stay,” he mumbles in an attempt not to seem so desperate.

You look between your friends and the arcade entrance, trying to decide whether you should stay or go. Matt bites his tongue, trying to prevent himself from saying something he’ll later regret. He wants to grab you by the shoulders and scream that you should just leave that stupid loser.

“I don’t know, it’s getting late,” you attempt to reason as you check your phone for the time. It was only 5pm, but your heart really wanted to follow Mike before he decided he was done with you for real. Upon checking the time, you see a message from Mike that made your stomach turn.

Mike: I left. have fun with your friends. we’re done.

Matt watches as your expression completely drops, you look like you just got the life sucked out of you. “Did he leave?” Matt asks softly, not trying to upset you more than you already were. You shove your phone into you pocket and put on a fake smile, ignoring his question. “It’s only 5, we got time,” you say excitedly, trying to pretend like you didn’t just receive the most heart breaking message ever.

Nick and Chris don’t know any better, so they immediately perk up at this and drag you back into the arcade. Matt, on the other hand, can read you like the back of his hand. He sees how your shoulders slump and how a frown replaces your smile when you think no one’s looking.

Throughout the whole night he wants to scream out, ‘you can be with me now!’ But he knows that you’re not ready, maybe you’ll never be ready. And that, to Matt, is so frustrating.

—

For the rest of the night the boys work towards distracting you from Mike. They use your tokens to win as many games as possible. Matt is focused primarily on convincing you you should leave Mike for good this time. He watches as you attempt to get the basketball into the net as he says, “I’m just saying, you’d be much happier without that guy.”

You fumble with the basketballs in front of you, missing each shot terribly, but welcoming the distraction from the conversation Matt was trying to have. He watches as you roll your eyes and continuing trying to play the game, “tell me one good thing he’s done.” This statement catches you off guard, you’re sure that Mike is a good guy, but for some reason you can’t think of a single good thing he’s done.

You scoff at Matt, throwing the last basketball at the net only for it to hit the rim and fall out. “He does a lot of good things,” you reply annoyed, watching as the machine disperses your tickets. All you earned from this game was 8 tickets considering you missed more than half the shots. “Okay, then name one,” he retorts, ready to challenge you whether you liked it or not. Your mind is racing trying to think of one good thing Mike has done that Matt would find valid, but you still can’t think of one.

Annoyed, you snatch the tickets from the machine, accidentally tearing the last one in half in the process. Matt watches you, noticing how the frustration seems to get the best of you. He knows you won’t be able to think of a single good thing Mike has done, especially not after he ditched you here to fend for yourself. “See, you can’t even think of one. He treats you so bad, y/n. You don’t deserve that, you deserve someone who’ll treat you right,” Matt says, the both of you walking in the direction where you last saw Nick and Chris.

“Oh yeah? Who would that someone be?” you retort, looking around the entire arcade in search of Nick and Chris. You desperately needed to find them so they could serve as a buffer between you and Matt right now. He was asking too many uncomfortable questions and honestly was starting to push your buttons, he doesn’t know Mike like you do. “I mean, I’ve always treated you right,” Matt’s reply is so bold that it even catches him by surprise, what the hell was he even saying right now? He knew he was setting himself up for heartbreak and the friendzone, but he couldn’t stop himself from saying it.

You look at him briefly, a little shocked that he’d even say that. I mean, you two have been best friends for so long that a relationship with Matt would be like dating a brother. The thought is weird, but you don’t want to offend him, “yeah, but you’re my best friend. Friends are supposed to be nice to each other.” Each time you say friend it feels like a stab to the heart. He seemed to be stuck in the friendzone again and again.

“Y/n! Matt!” Nick calls out from the ticket machine, both he and Chris feeding their tickets into it. You perk up at the sight of them and walk over immediately You feel a wave of relief wash over you when you see them, finally you’ll be able to escape this awkward situation Matt put you in. Matt can’t help but feel sad, but he tries not to show it.

“We’re gonna get a remote control car!” Chris says excitedly, referring to the prize they were going to cash in for using all their tickets. Without another word he takes all yours and Matt’s tickets so he can feed them into the machine. You chuckle at this, finding it amusing.

Matt offers a small smile.

—

After redeeming your prizes, the four of you decided it was time to head home. You picked out a giant plushie while the three of them combined their tickets for Chris’s remote control car.

Matt pulled up to you house reluctantly, wishing he could kidnap you and take you to their house once he saw Mike’s car parked outside. “Mike’s home?” Chris asks you casually as soon as Matt places the car in park. “Yeah, guess so,” you reply as you unbuckle yourself, trying not to sound too excited. Deep down you were bubbling with emotions, mostly happiness because if Mike is home that means he’s definitely not done with your relationship.

“Bye guys, I had so much fun!” you dismiss yourself eagerly, all you want to do is go inside and reconcile with your boyfriend. Nick and Chris bid you goodbye but Matt stays silent, he doesn’t want you to leave. You hug Nick in the back seat and pat Chris’s shoulder as you open the car door. You offer Matt a small, awkward smile before grabbing your plushie and hopping out of the car.

Matt feels so defeated, if he weren’t such a pushover when it came to you he’d tell you the truth. The truth is that Mike is leading you on, playing with your feelings, abusing of emotions, and flaunting you around like a trophy when he feels like it. The truth is that Matt is in love with you and has been since the first time he saw you, but he’s too scared to ruin your friendship to admit it.

Matt watches as you walk up to your front door, plushie tucked under your arm. There’s an eager pep in your step that makes Matt want to throw up. Chris is scrolling through his phone, forgetting about you as soon as got off the car. Nick is watching Matt, confused as to why he looks so sad. “Are we gonna move? I’m fucking hungry, dude,” Chris groans from the passenger seat, throwing his head back dramatically against the car seat.

You were inside already, but Matt stayed outside your house and watched as the lights in your house turned on one by one. He knew you were searching the house like a madwoman for Mike. “Can you drive?!” Nick chimes in, grabbing Matt by the shoulder to break him from his daze. Matt’s eyes remain trained on your bedroom window, watching as the light turns on and your shadow comes into view as he responds, “yeah, sorry.”

He puts the car in drive, slowly letting the car roll down the street. Matt’s breath hitches as Mike’s shadow comes into view, he’s praying that you’ll just run out of the house and back into the car. The car is slowly rolling down the street, Matt’s foot hovering over the break in an attempt to slow the car down even more. Your shadow and Mike’s meet for a hug and soon enough you’re kissing. Matt’s foot slams on the break suddenly causing the car to jolt forward, he knew it was coming but it didn’t hurt any less.

“What the fuck Matt?!” Chris exclaims, looking up at Matt in bewilderment. The seatbelt was choking him slightly and his phone flew off his lap. Nick’s head hit the front seat headrest slightly, causing him to gasp in surprise. “Matt what the actual fuck are you doing?!” Nick yelled, meeting Matt’s eyes through the rearview mirror.

There was no way Matt was about to admit that he was watching you through your window. So, he made up the quickest lie he could think of, “Sorry. I got a cramp.” He offered both his brothers a fake smile in hopes that they’d believe his lie. It seemed to satisfy them seeing as they rolled their eyes and returned to their phones. Matt took his foot off the break, looking back at your house one last time.

The lights were off.

—

Matt doesn’t hear from you until two days later. You called him at 12pm, which was completely uncommon for you to do. You were usually calling him at 12am, breaking him from his deep sleep to rant about Mike.

“Hello?” Matt answers the phone immediately, if this is another call about Mike and his stupid actions he’s ready to be honest this time. “You busy?” You ask, propping the phone between your shoulder and your face so you can freely look through the racks of clothing in front of you.

Matt examines his surrounding, trying to decide whether he’s truly busy or not. He’s not. “Mmm not really. Why?” He asks, getting up from his spot on the couch and walking over to his room. He hears the metal hangers scraping against the clothings racks in the background before you reply, “wanted to see if you were down for lunch.”

This was the first time you’d asked him to hang out since dating Mike. He couldn’t fight the smile that grew on his face. “Just you and me or Nick and Chris too,” he needed to sound casual, but he was kicking himself for even mentioning Nick and Chris. What if you said yes to inviting them and his time alone with you turned into a group hangout?

“Up to you, I was hoping for it just to be us,” you reply, picking a shirt off the rack. You examine it carefully as you try imagining yourself in it. You decide you don’t like it and put it back. Matt is doing a silent happy dance on the other side of the phone, he feels like this is his chance to tell you the truth. Plus, you don’t seem to be upset with Mike which means that the conversation probably won’t revolve entirely around that loser.

Matt calms himself down, taking a deep breath before replying, “Cool yeah. Should I meet you somewhere?” He’s trying to act casual, but there is no such thing as casual for Matt when it involves you. “You can. Or I can pick you up?” You reply, walking out of the store and to your car. You walk the street cautiously, thanking the people who let you pass with a small hand wave. For you, this conversation really was normal. Just a friend asking another friend to go out to lunch.

For Matt, this conversation felt like the beginning of something new. A new relationship with you, a new attempt at admitting his feelings, even a new outlook on life. He felt positive. “Yeah that works. Are you close?” He has the biggest smile on his face as he looks through his closet for the perfect outfit.

“I’m like 10 minutes away,” you say mindlessly, pausing as you dig through your purse for your keys. “I’ll let you know when I’m there, okay? Love you, friend,” you finished saying once you found your keys and unlocking your car.

There was that word again. Friend. It made Matt shudder, but he tries ignoring it. He wasn’t going to let that sour his mood. “Alright, bye. Love you too,” he replies, but he means it. He intentionally doesn’t call you friend in hopes that you’ll take the hint.

All you do is hum in response and hang up. It breaks Matt’s heart, but he ignores it.

—

You pick Matt up, arriving to his house exactly 10 minutes later. The two of you decide on a restaurant, engaging in light conversation throughout your meal. Matt couldn’t find the courage to confess to you, especially not with the thought of Mike looming over him.

Matt felt incredibly anxious, his mind racing uncontrollably with all the possible outcomes of tonight. He could confess and it could go one of two ways, you could feel the same or you could reject him for Mike like all the times before. Or he could keep it to himself and remain in the friendzone forever.

The two of you are now walking back to your car, ready to call it a night. “Thanks for coming out with me,” you say with a smile as you hop into the drivers seat. Matt follows suit, getting into the passenger side before replying, “of course, anything for you.” The comment was simple, but it had so many underlying messages that he wished you’d pick up on. ‘Anything for you.’

You seem to pick up some sort of message because you reply with a chuckle, “you’re always saying sappy stuff like that Matt.” He gulps nervously, was this his chance? You start the car, the radio playing dully in the background. The noise replaces the previous silence, only adding to his own frustration, especially because he hated this song. He couldn’t decide whether to do it or not.

“I hate this song,” you mumble, changing the station to another song quickly. He takes this as a sign, a sign to just bite the bullet and spill it all. He needs to start off slow though, if he’s too abrasive it’ll scare you, “so, how are you and Mike doing?”

You two hadn’t spoken about Mike the entire night and for good reason too. The night you got back from the arcade he made a bunch of empty promises, adding in a bunch of fake apologies in between. You, of course, ended up forgiving him only for him to mess up again the next day. So, you decided you were finally done with him and broke up with him for good. Usually when you two would break up you’d allow him back into your life within hours, but this time you blocked him on everything and forced him to move out. Today was your first day as a truly single woman and it felt like a breath of fresh air. You were repulsed by men and decided you were going to be single for a while.

“We broke up actually,” you say calmly, making a long story short. Matt knew all the details of your previous arguments with Mike so there was no point in explaining the obvious. He’s in shock, actually in shock. This is the first time you’ve ‘broken’ up with Mike and weren’t completely hysterical about it.

“When did this happen?!”

You turn the corner onto Matt’s street, nearing his house slowly. “Yesterday morning. I kicked him out and he’s coming for the rest of his stuff tomorrow,” you say like it was the most normal thing ever. How were you so calm? So casual?

Mike moving out was the best news ever, that means that it’s real this time. “Wow. How are you?” he asks. He needs to test the waters before diving head first, especially if he’s going to confess something so important.

“I’m okay. Honestly, I’m not as sad as I thought I’d be. I’m just ready to be single,” you reply, placing the car in park in front of his house. He digests the information, trying to come to terms with the fact that you want to be single. “Right now I’m repulsed at the thought of men. I’m just so done crying over guys, you know? I’m ready to just hang out with my friends and be free.”

“I’m a man. Are you repulsed at the thought of me?” Matt asks in an attempt to make light of the information you just dumped on him. He’s trying not to freak out right now. “No, dude! I mean like men that I’d date. You’re my best friend, it’s different,” you reply, the words cutting into Matt. Everything you just said felt like an insult.

The car is filled with an awkward silence, neither of you know what to say after that. The same song from earlier plays, the song you hate and suddenly it feels more like a bad omen to Matt. You cough in an attempt to break the tension, but Matt remains silent, he feels like he can’t breathe right now.

“Well I had fun today, Matt,” you finally say, unlocking the car so he can use it as an excuse to escape this situation. You don’t know why the conversation suddenly became so awkward, all you know is that this felt weird and you didn’t want to sit in it for longer than you had to.

“Me too,” he replies meekly, struggling to unbuckle himself. “Here let me help,” you offer, reaching towards his seat to help him with the buckle. It all becomes too much as he pushes your hand away, “stop. I got it.” You look at him in shock. What was his problem?

Before you can comment on his behavior, he opens the car door and stumbles out. He can’t seem to leave this situation fast enough. You watch in confusion as he walks into his house without another word. You are worried, but decide he’s just being dramatic and drive off.

Once he’s inside he feels the emotions intensify as he immediately collapses onto the floor. He’s out of breath and his head is ringing with the words you said, ‘No dude! I mean like men that I’d date. You’re my best friend, it’s different.’ He’s hyperventilating at this point, the tears flowing uncontrollably down his face as heaves in an attempt to catch his breath.

Nick and Chris who were in the living room hear this and immediately bolt towards Matt. “Matt? What’s wrong?” Chris asks frantically, getting on his knees to be eye level with his brother. Matt doesn’t respond, instead he grabs onto his Chris and pulls him in for a hug and sobs into his shoulder. He’s desperate for comfort, but nothing seems like enough. Chris understands what his brother needs, holding him tightly in an attempt to console him.

“He’s having a panic attack, let’s take him to his room,” Nick says equally as frantic, squatting in front of his two brothers so he can rub Matt’s back. Chris and Nick attempt to pick Matt up, but he’s glued to the floor, still holding on to Chris for dear life.

“It’s okay buddy, I got you,” Chris says calmly, not wanting to escalate the situation any further. Matt continues to cry, allowing his brothers to comfort him. “Deep breaths, Matt. Deep breaths,” Chris instructs, pulling Matt off of him slightly so he can get it together. Matt nods his head, using all his will power to stop crying and focus on his breathing. Finally, he’s able to calm down and his sobbing is reduced to sniffles.

“Wanna talk about it?” Nick asks lovingly, sitting next to Matt on the floor and rubbing more circles onto his back. “No,” Matt replies, his voice hoarse from all the crying. He looks down at his hands and plays with his rings to occupy his mind. “That’s okay, we’re here for you when you’re ready,” Chris chimes in, taking a seat on the other side of Matt. He rests his head on Matt’s shoulder, patting his thigh to signify that he’s willing to sit here with him for as long as necessary.

“Thanks,” Matt replies sadly, resting his head against the wall behind him. He’s never felt as defeated as he does right now. He’s stuck in the friendzone again and again.

—

MASTERLIST

A/n:

Honestly such a great request, but I had to keep re-listening to the song to write a story as accurate as possible to it. That’s why there’s no happy ending because the song clearly states that he’s stuck in the friendzone again and again, but I’m willing to do a pt.2 with a happy ending or just a diff outcome. Hope you enjoy.

Also, I’ll be expecting the foot

- L.A.M.B👼🏻💗

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