#bestie i cant do this anymore

[stood-onthecliffside]

The Miserable 20s club, we hold meetings every Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday!

#i cant do this anymore bestie #jake <33

[sketchy-tour]

is it wrong for me to simp for a blue dog named Barnaby?

Oh well I mean

I think there's plenty of Barnaby fans out there! I'm not one to stop ya! Especially since I'm a bit of a fanatic when it comes to his much shorter friend, Wally!

#Lmao funny youre asking me but hey you do you!!!!! #more power to ya!!!! #more love for the other neighbors right???? #we all cant be wally simps #I mean. we CAN. but the other sillies deserve some love and attention!!!!! #I do love Barnaby. Trully. Not the same as Wally but I could easily see him as being a wonderful if not lovingly annoying friend #Him and Wally are a packaged deal in my head!!! #Loving Wally means you gotta be besties with Barn #Oh im rambling. Im not on topic anymore #anyway!!!!!!!! #Ask #Text post #Just rambling

[sucktacular]

on a side note: ive been pretty afk from group chats and talking to mutuals one-on-one but i want yall to know, through the use of vague posts, that I still love yall so much and hope youre all doing well and i will always cherish you and im not going anywhere but man im bad at talk to ppl

but the important thing is i will love yall forever and i will return to being weird in your proximity once more, one day

#sucktacular sucks #cant explain it so im just gonna say its the tism #even if we do not speak we will be besties until it is decided we dont wanna be besties anymore #i appreciate you all from afar and hold ur hand #also plz beam me with vibes of 'get a job' cuz im putting out applications but of course the radio silence... #IM FREEE ALWAYS I HAVE NO COMMITMENTS EVER I NEED MONEY COME ON >:( #im hoping getting a job and its disgusting routine of making me leave my house will help me be less ... [gestures broadly]

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 706: Kinaka Tsugunao

Pag 1

1: You

2: The “promise” you said you made with those two

3: I'll crash it

4: I can't think of him as “Rokudai the beginner” anymore

Pag 2

4: To be able to keep my victory, I'll have to think of him as “Rokudai”

5: “The wall”!!

Pag 3

1: Kinaka raised his pace!!

He started to pedal seriously!!

Pag 4

1: Bring it on!! Rokudai

2: Teeh!!

Pag 5

2: You kept up!?

3: Okay okay!! Not bad, are you

Nice, Rokudai

You're out of breathm but that was quite something

5: Then, in this case....

6: Let's move on to the next

How about this!!

7: Next!?

8: Tsugunao's deathly

Pag 6

1: Straight road!!*

(*ndT.: he makes a pun here with his name Tsugunao and the word for “straight” which is “massugu” - he says “matsugunao”)

Pag 8

1: My acceleration makes me go straigh ahead!!

The kick from my wild legs makes me climb up any climb as if it's nothing!!

2: The one who saw this during races said that it's like

3: A kick fight among the kings of Australia

Like Kangaroo's legs!!

4: My nickname is “Straigthroo”!!

This is my real....

Pag 9

1: Fight style!!

2: Kinaka accelerated again!!

Ngh, ngh...!!

Rokudai is falling behind!!

3: Kakaka

That's a super impressing acceleration!!

His legs weren't just to show after all!!

4: He's probably betting seriously for the frst time in this race

Pag 10

1: Before the race

2: He was the only one whose eye color was different

Judging from appearances, thick legs are common in sprinters, but not always

He practiced the same amount on climbs too

3: Right now, the one who's dominating the race and controling it to his advantage is

Pag 11

1: Kinaka!!

4: But Rokudai-kun is sticking to him

5: He's slowly getting closer to him!!

6:  Nice....! Nice, Rokudai

That's the spirit....

7: This race....

Pag 12

1: is getting exciting!!

2: Straight-

Pag 13

1: Kinaka is raising his pace again!!

2: -roo!!

Woah.... Rokudai-kun....

3: is falling behind again!!

7: There are....

Pag 14

1: 1.5km left until the peak!!

3: The peak is so close....

1400m left....

4: 1300m!!

Pag 15

2: Since I was little, I've often been picked on

3: My legs were thick

4: My hairstyle was weird

5: I was too nervous

6: Every time I'd get through it smiling, but I still felt horrible and rejected

7: I just wanted to do normal things and spend a fun time with friends normally

8: One day, I saw one of my neighbour fixing a bike

Pag 16

1: That Onii-san asked me if I was interested in bikes

Since he had a small bike he used to ride when he was little, he asked me if I wanted to try riding it and gave it to me

3: It was so fun! On that vehicle that steadily moved forward, my hear danced

4: He cared about me

He pointed at my thick legs

5: Those legs

If you ride a bike, they'll become a weapon

6: and he said so

Pag 17

1: I fell completely in love with bicycles

That Onii-san gave me advices and we even raced against each other

2: “I'll turn them into weapons”, I thought, and I ran

3: But

4: After a year or so

5: Onii-chan moved

6: I thanked him one last time, and

7: When... when I'll go to high school.... I'll work hard to enter a big race

So please, come see it

I told him so

Pag 18

1: Yeah

I'll come see you

He said so, and smiled

3: Onii-san was the only person older than me that didn't make me nervous

5: Rokudai, everyone has a reason why they have to win

This first years' race, and the regulars jersey

Pag 19

1: Are mine!!

2: I'll win!!

3: Definitely!!

4: Chase me, Rokudai

The gap between us isn't closed yet!!

Pag 20

1: What's up, Rokudai!!

You can't do tis anymore!?

2: He's hanging his head!!

It.... it looks like he's having a hard time!!

Even though he worked so hard to keep up until now!!

4: …... no

5: I've been in a similar situation during the race two years ago, so I know

6: I think that Rokudai's eyes

7: aren't dead yet!!

#yowamushi pedal #yowapeda #yowamushi pedal manga #yowapeda manga #yowamushi pedal spoilers #yowamushi pedal translations #ride 706 #PLEASE KINAKA IS SO LAME #I cant even find him annoying anymore i find so pitiful and pathetic i feel so sorry for him #like ofc im very sorry he was bullied as a kid #but i mean now- his present self is so lame i can do nothing but laugh at him im sorry asdfdghjk #kangaroo legs PLEASE #idek why i laughed so hard at that its not like its the first ridiculous thing happening in this manga lmao #but anyway yeah i cant dislike the dude now hes too lame #cant wait for him to lose to roku-chan and become bestie with him #and form a nice bond with one of the senpai #i bet he'll bond with one of them and finally stop being scared of upperclassmen #you go kinaka you can get over this

[trinitea-fics]

I hate when you're very sure you're over something, but then you're awake at 4am and clearly Not Over it yet :/

#something something thinking about how my childhood ex-best friend is the reason i think everyone is gonna leave me eventuality lol #and i havent thought about them in YEARS #but the past 8 months it's been bad again #like. it could justify going back to therapy bad #and its gotten better. at least i dont hate my birthday anymore like i did though all of high school #and like. okay it basically stems from how i was the only one who put in effort into maintaining our friendship after #we went to different high school #and they would hang out with the other memeber of our friend trio but NEVER would ask me #and things then slowly fell apart #and that period of my life was when i was the most depressed and heartbroken #it's so much better now #cuz i realized #“well. i cant stop people from leaving me. the only thing i can do is be a good friend and trust them not to break my heart like ***** did” #cuz like. im still best friends with my kindergarten bestie. so like #***** is an outlier and should not be counted #and most of my friends are extremely introverted or on anti-depressants. so i dont mind being the one who makes plans #but sometimes its 4am and the thoughts GET TO ME #sigh sigh sigh #“***** is an outlier and should not be counted” damn. that actually does help. #thanks 4am brain <3 #unfortunately its 5am and im too awake now rip #ive had friends comment over the last year about how much they appreciate the effort i put in #why can't i just cling onto THAT #sigh sigh #it'll get better

[shitfacedalways]

WHY. THE. FUCK. DOES. NOBODY TALK ABOUT THE SCENE IN 9-1-1 LONE STAR, THE TEXAS FOREST FIRE EPISODE WHERE ALL FIREHOUSES FROM THE SURROUNDING STATES COME TO HELP THE AUSTIN FD AND SO DOES THE 118 FROM LA, AND IN THE END TK SAYS "I'M SORRY, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, AND ITS PRETTY SERIOUS" TO BUCK, LIKE THEYRE FUCKING HINTING THAT BUCK IS GAY OR BI OR PAN OR SOMEBODY A PART OF THE LGBTQ COMMUNITY WHO IS ATTRACTED TO MEN AND IN S2 IN 9-1-1 WHERE MADDIE SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT HIS BOY CRUSH ON EDDIE, LIKE THAT DUDE IS CLEARLY QUEER AND I NEED BUDDIE IN THIS SEASON, CLEARLY MANIFESTING FOR THAT 🕯️🕯️🕯️

#im manifesting bestie #🕯️🕯️🕯️ #911 on fox #911 #911 lone star #eddie diaz #evan buck buckely #buck and eddie #buddie #just fucking do something about them #i cant take eddie's heart eyes to buck anymore omg #make it canon #do it #do it please #do it for them #do it for us #do it for the lgbt and the fanfic writers and the fanfic readers who are clearly pining for a little bit of buddie in their lives #do it for tumblr #i dont know where im going with this #but yes #make it happen #MAKE IT HAPPEN #!!!!!! #oliver stark #ryan guzman

[widevibratobitch]

moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love

#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy #cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS #is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now #actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen #when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell #your* #but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you #cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year. #imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc #dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august #and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright #like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life #but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore #christ. okay. #anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af #but i genuinely dont have any other advice #like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas

[todayisafridaynight]

yall like head

#rgg #yakuza 3 #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yoshitaka mine #snap sketches #HAHA I DONT HAVE TO TAG THIS ANYMORE #anyway ive been holding onto this for like two days #bestie beat Y3 so it's time for the mine study pile #i still cant draw mine in a way that i likel so i embarked on The Ultimate Test and doodled these #i think my biggest weakness is just him from the front tbh. Lol #ok bye i have to do a comm but first i have to eat but after all that ill prob post somethin as per usual

[inky-evergreen]

So...Tomorrow is my first day of school and... HALP I'M NOT READY

#AND I DONT HAVE ANY CLASSES WITH ONE OF MY BESTIES #AND I'M WORKING ON SOMETHING RN AND NOW I CANT DO IT ANYMORE #I just have a tiny bit left and then it will be finished 😭😭 #first day of school #school suuuucks

[toytulini]

i know doctor who has never been Perfect, and i love capaldi, i love twelve, but christ alive its a hard watch sometimes

#toy txt post #they just made him so egregiously and blatantly RACIST? like to the point where im like was this like? an on purpose characterization #choice that i just strongly disagree with? or like? is it a consequence of the writers trying to be less racist by including more #characters of color but failing by not checking their own implicit biases so now not only is the doctor racist but like. egregiously so bc #theres so many more opportunities for him to be racist? like just #and if youre sitting here like hes not!!! how dare you: pay attention to the difference in how he treats characters of color vs white chars #he hates soldiers. okay fine thats been fairly consistent. okay but 12 RLY hates them. he hates them so much he cant stand Claras bf Danny #who should be the doctors like ideal soldier bc he was a soldier who didnt want to be anymore and just wants to chill and do good in the #world and for ppl to be safe so hes just a nice math teacher and the doctor calls him stupid and treats him as if hes fucking rambo? but #the doctor is largely fine with: kate lethbridge stewart? hes fine with ogood who may not be a soldier in her own right but shes actively #participating in UNIT as a scientist in a way thats way more ~soldiery~ than anything Danny is doing? and like they clearly wanted that to #be a point of tension to point out the doctors hypocrisy of how the doctor is like a high ranking officer/general whatever #and like thats fine and fair to point out but it just sucks that they do all that and dont seem ti realize how fuckijg racist they wrote #him? he was fucking besties with winston goddamn churchill but he refuses whatshername. journey blue? as a companion bc #shes a soldier. well bro you could make her not a soldier by removing her from the fucking battlefield maybe instead of getting morally #outraged about it? not to mention noticing how when he goes from '900 yrs of space and time and ive never met anyone who wasnt important' #wandering around being fine with UNIT apparently declaring him dictator of earth in emergencies (HELLO?) but dont worry he'll let us know #he disapproves by picking some random UNIT guy to be a really condescending asshole to. pay no attention to the fact that this UNIT #guy happens to be another character of color. ~the 12th doctor is too faceblind you cant call him racist~ well for a guy who cant tell #humans apart from sontarans his accidentaly racism beam is off the charts. its crazy. god #god i wish he'd gotten written better than this #when they do write him good they write him good. but godddddddd its so #doctor who

[ouchhq]

:-S

#i apologize in advance for the venting #………. uh #today i told my therapist that my psychiatric appointment has been set for march 5th and i told her that i was concerned because i feel like #i cant hold on for that long #that im really at my limit and being awake id unbearable at the moment and i wish i could do something to move it up or something #and i asked her if i could do it in private with a psychiatrist she had mentioned earlier #and she pretty much convinced me to not do it that way because its better with the national healthcare because its in person and the #psychiatrist would be physically near me (which is ideal) and because its way less expensive… and she said 20 days isnt that long and #basically if i held on for this long i can keep holding on for a little longer #which is true i agree but also most days i feel like im losing my mind literally #like right now….. and i truly dont know what to do with myself and 20 days seem like forever right now #i know i have to hang in there but i cant stop crying im truly at my limit besties i dont know what the point of anything is anymore

[mohabbaat]

Hey!! Avi dii

i wanted to ask you a question

If someone has hurt you a lot, either accidentally or intentionally, And then he realise his mistake and apologizes.

So should you forgive him or should you ignore his apology and hurt him because he has also hurt you?

so definitely don't hurt him back because he hurt you. cause that's just a very toxic way of going about it and like you are gonna end up feeling guilty as fuck which is never fun in any situation. as far as forgetting and/or forgiving goes it really depends on you and what his mistake actually was. i have seen people who can forget but who never forgive and i have seen people who can forgive but never forget. so, it really does depend on you as a person and your boundaries. some mistakes are forgivable of course. but some mistakes just cross a personal boundary and do lead to the end of a relationship/friendship. so my advice would be that you take a moment and think about whether his mistake is something that you can come back from. if it isn't, then let him go for good. if it is, then you can start the forgive and/or forget debate.

#asks #bestie i cant dictate your feelings but if you do decide to forgive/forget #do it wholeheartedly #really let it go #dont dwell on it anymore #and start over #thats the only way to truly move on from a situation

[bastardsofravenkroft-blog]

you shouldn’t use the word bastard it’s offensive

I’m literally a child born out of wedlock.

#what do you want me to do #I also cant figure out if this is serious or joking #but like. I chose “bastardsofravenkroft” for a reason. They’re insane bastards and I’m one of them #if this is serious and you’re butthurt go get therapy bestie I think we could all use some #If this was joking pls do a little tone tag next time it helps greatly #asks #bizarre #also. #camp #I mean I guess I could see if you’re meaning it’s demeaning against unmarried women #But nobody really uses it like that anymore lols

[wenkexingdefenselawyer]

I finished not me and i want to discuss my most favourite character in the entire series.

Black was the most loving, caring, selfless, thoughtful, strong and matured person in the series. He has a very selfless, wise and sacrificing way of loving. Let's examine his relationships :

Eugene : When black left her Eugene thought black didn't love her and was just being a cold bastard but she didn't realize his reasons. Black had chosen this dangerous path for himself and because he knew about the consequences of his actions very well that's why he didn't want to drag her down with him. We can ask why didn't he straight up tell Eugene about his reasons? my answer here is,eugene would've stayed. Black knew that and so He didn't want her to stay out of love and then someday get killed. He'd be happy watching her from sidelines. in a "I'll be fine as long as you are safe and happy, even if it's not with me" he has a very selfless way of loving someone.

Todd : If he wanted he could've killed Todd and vice versa, but we're talking about Black here so I'll focus on his side. Todd essentially put him in a coma, endangered his precious little brother's life, and played a role in eventually replacing him in his gang. If Black really was the ruthless cold person everyone thinks of him as, he'd kill Todd on the spot. But he couldn't and he didn't. We all know how intense Black is about his ideology,but even then he didn't let his anger/ideology cloud his judgement and he showed incredible maturity and love in the Todd case.

Gang : I think this is quiet obvious. But Black loves his gang like his family. He taught Gram how to ride a bike, no matter how rocky his relationship with sean was he did give sean a reason to live, he showed them all the light and gave them a reason and a voice. Even after Sean and Gumpa told him white was better than him which was a shitty thing to do no matter what the situation was, even after that again and again black showed up to save them, if he wasn't there the whole gang would be in jail thanks to Dan. Even at the hospital he sent everyone back and stayed behind ALONE to distract and fight the cops.

White : a very obvious one. Black himself said he considered white as his only family. And time and time again black had proved how important white is to him. He did his best to keep white away from this path but when he saw white wasn't gonna give up, black accepted and respected his brother's decision and eventually accepted seanwhite's relationship too. Not only that when he saw white was integrated in the gang, he quietly gave away his spot and gave up his cherished gang-his family, his home- for his brother. It was no one's fault here, but naturally white and the gang took a liking to each other and soon Black gave up his found family for white and he is all alone once again.

Black had showed his devotion, maturity and selflessness through all his relationships and connections and i wish just one person beside Todd would see him for who he really was

#whew that was a long one besties #but i love black so much im in legit tears #i really cant do this anymore u guys #black not me #not me black #not me the series #I'll tell my thoughts on todd soon besties

[sophism]

hello mood

#when I’m at home there is literally nothing I want to do but also is wanting to do nothing also an indicator of a true home??? #but like when im at home i cant even stand the thought of going to the supermarket or the post office bc i hate being there so much #in the city??? most fun activites ever #anywya I think tonight I decided bc I’m technically a dual Italian citizen without the paperwork I’m going to make an appt with the #consulate so I can go work/do masters in the EU bc I truly just don’t feel like I can do australian law anymore besties LOL #but it takes like two years so process so I figure I can do year of PLT -> practice for a year and save -> go do what I actually want LOL

[babylion]

#met up w the besties after months and i am drained . like i ran a marathon 😭😭 why is there so much drama good lord #im so confused haldf the time bc i dont know half the ppl theyre talking abt lol... also fucking boys .. im sorry but i cant do this anymor #the only advice i tell them is that they deserve better and/or to leave them so maybe im the worst person to talk boy problems to #ilike. do not care... i dont get how my friends get so caught up w their siblings /friends relationships like ido not give a fuck....u do u #127