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blissfulparker · 4 years

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Seasick pt.5→P.P

Pairings→college!peter parker x reader

Summary→ when you give one lie to your mom that you have a boyfriend, she ends up buying an extra ticket for a cruise you guys are going on. Now you’re stuck looking for a fake boyfriend and eventually drag peter in. Except you and peter both like each other and don’t know how long you can last pretending.

Warnings→ none except mentions of a dick

A/n→ wow two parts in one week! This is pretty lengthy with 3k words and that’s how long the rest are going to be! I hope you enjoy please leave your thoughts and feedback I would love to hear it!🥰💗✨

Previous part here

Peter was gone for hours, he left you alone to collect yourself. He came back at one point to get his trunks to go swimming but when he came back you were gone. So he left again knowing it was not best to search for you, laid by the pool for a bit before heading back in when it was dark. He opened the door to see you with a movie on, laying in bed with a plate by your side and fries in your hand. You look over at him, he's wearing black swim trunks and a towel is over his shoulder.

“Hey.” you told him and he sees how your attitude completely changed.

“Hey.” he doesn't want to push it. If you want to tell hi, you'll tell him.

“I ordered you a burger, no onions and cheddar cheese. Extra fries and a coke” you tell him. You remembered what he didnt like on his burgers, how he liked it exactly. “It's in the microwave.”

“Thanks.” he drops his towel by the door. He makes his way to the dresser to get some clothes, you listen to him walk into the bathroom and turn the shower on.

Day one. Completed. A full day and he still has six left. Six left and he doesn't know what to do. He kissed you, he kissed you as a fake boyfriend, not a real one.

He can still feel your lips on his, he feels how soft they were and even though he enforced the kiss, you were really good at going along with it. If he kisses you again, and again and again, he doesn't know how much he can take until the true peter comes out. He couldn't run to Ned for help, he could but Ned was on vacation too. Ned was just on a much different vacation. One where he wasn't being an actor.

He turns the shower off and grabs a towel, he steps onto the towel and scrubs his hair. He then hears a faint vibration. Your phone, you left your phone in the bathroom.

MJ: Was he at least good?

Betty: peter seems like a good kisser

MJ: i would be surprised if peter knew how to kiss (y/n) without freezing up

You told them. Of course you told them. But did MJ tell you about his crush on you? She was drunk and it was after a party, he was pretty drunk too for his liking. He barely even said anything, she figured it out with one harsh glance and mention of you. But she wouldn't tell you, would she? Even for MJ that's too cruel.

He drops the phone on the counter quickly as he opens the door in a crack to answer you.

“I left my phone in here.”You try not to look down, he's wet and has a towel over his waist. Looking down would ruin everything.

“Right,” he turns to grab the phone then hands it to you. “Here.” you take the phone from his hand feeling his fingers gently touch yours. You give him a soft smile as he shuts the door back up. Soon enough he's opening the door again to come eat. When he's comfortable in bed he looks over at you, scrolling through your phone and occasionally looking up at the screen.

“I'm sorry about earlier.” he tells you and you look over with confused eyes.

“About what?” your voice sleepy and you eyes still seem to be glossy from the tears but the eye cream seemed to do a good job covering it up.

“Your sister, your mom, everything.” he says and you take a deep breath in.

“Im use to it, i dont really need to hear pity about it. Thank you though.” you tell him and he presses his lips together.

It goes silent for a moment before you begin to talk again. “I should probably let you know more about the next few days.” now she's letting me in? He thinks to himself.

“Tommorw will probably be our only normal day together so if you want to go do something then go ahead, wednesday we land in the bahamas. My family always eats at the same restaurant so ill order for you, we should actually probably find food to share because my sister was right we should be like madly in love. We stay mainly on the boat but we go on and off of it, we stay in the Bahamas for two days then we come back on friday night and head back to florida shore and then boom, by sunday night we should be back in new york.” you tell him with a soft pat on the shoulder before stealing a fry.

“Wait, wait, wait.” he shifts to face you. “You're telling me this thing lands?” he raises his brows and you nod.

“Yeah, Peter, I thought I saw you reading that silly pamphlet of yours did you not see that we go to an actual island?” you ask him and he nods sticking another fry in his mouth.

He finishes eating in silence. He sets his plate to the side before getting up and going to the bathroom to brush his teeth. You're already laying in bed, rolled over to the side just waiting for Peter to get back so you can fall asleep.

“You can sleep with your shirt off.” you mumble into the pillow. He stops his movements, thinking you're asleep he looks over.

“What?” he asks and you roll to face him.

“I don't care if you sleep with your shirt off, all boys practically do it. I don't care if you do it or not. Whatever you're most comfortable pete.” you tell him rolling back to your side. He waits until you're asleep, dead asleep to take off his shirt and be comfortable. He doesn't lay too far, he can feel your legs move under the covers and closer to his side and at first he jerks them away, at second he lets his legs entangle with yours. Even if what your aunt said two nights ago was to boyfriend peter, he knew you needed someone to take care of you, you deserved it.

The sun peeks through the curtain. Peter is the first to wake and if it's possible he slept longer than last night. He rubs his eyes and falls deeper into the pillow. If there was no family drama, no fake relationship, no overwhelming stress of when to touch you to prove a point. If it were just a simple vacation with a friend, he should love it.

A knock on the door disturbs him from his peaceful fantasy. The knock gets louder and louder and turns more into a bang.

“Peter,” you moan into the pillow. Your foot jerks away from his as you slowly get up. “Can you get the door?”

“No way I’m basically naked.” He looks down at himself seeing hes shirtless. No he wasn’t naked but he didn’t need to put any ideas into your families mind.

“Wake up love birds.” It was your sister. You groan not wanting to deal with her this early. With the shit the both of them pulled yesterday, you don’t want anything to do with them.

“Wait,” you turn to him and scratch down his sides.

“Ouch! What the hell!” He tries to push you off but you know exactly what you’re doing.

“She’s already on to us.” You tell him as you then get off and mess up your hair to open the door.

“Good morning!” Maya spoke with a chirpy voice. Peter really didn’t understand how someone could be ready so early in the morning, be done up to look like a supermodel at 10am. “Did I interrupt something?” She peeks in to see Peter's chest and hair, his face slight tint of red as he sits there.

“Oh you would’ve heard him.” You look over at Peter who’s already reaching for his shirt. “I mean those fingers working at computers all day...he makes it light work.” You are more confident knowing that she doesn’t know. Peter thinks you almost enjoy lying to your sister.

“S-shes just joking…” he gets up and puts his arm around your waist. “She just wants to embarrass me.” He laughs and maya almost Mimics it.

“Hmmm. You know I love you.” You lean in to plant a kiss on his cheek. You hope she’s uncomfortable enough to make her leave.

“Good thing I had mom bring in those condoms right.” She tells. Of course it was her, how could you be so stupid. She probably told your mom lies about you and peter which made her worry.

“Oh they don’t fit, we had to get some more last night.” You wink to her and she looks down at peter and he’s now red.

“Wow—“ she starts but peter has taken his hands off you already.

“Okay, I’m going to take a shower.” He looks at the two of you before leaning into kiss you quickly to really sell all of it.

“Well, I came by just to say how mom didn’t have anything planned so I took it into my own hands and signed you and peter up for that couples painting class I told you about.” She’s playing a game. Maya was more obvious than your older sister. She liked to play little games on you, watch you fall quickly, as your older sister, Arden, liked to wait for her grand moment of tearing you down. You knew she was going to tear you down, you just didn’t know when. She was the one you feared the most. Maya would just play little games.

“Oh, no, peter and I have already planned—“ you start to explain but she puts up her hand.

“Too late it starts at 3!” She tells you and then goes over to the door. “Go take care of him, I think he’s waiting for you.” She winks before opening the door and shutting it.

You take a deep breath in, bite your lip before going over to bang on the door for peter.

“You can come out from hiding now.” You tell him as you flop back down on the bed.

“What was that?” He asked in more of shock.

“What was what?” You look at him confused.

“You just-sex? That’s what you went to?” He asked and you nodded confused as to why he was confused.

“She was going to question, look, peter, to make a lie more believable you have to be embarrassing. No one is perfect or innocent. We couldn’t just be like middle schoolers the whole time.” You told him picking up your phone.

“Couples painting class at 3.” You tell him and he is now even more scared. He hates painting, he can’t do it, he thought today maybe he would have fun. “Mom just texted me and said Thursday we’re going snorkeling. Look I promise you, friday is yours, you can do whatever you want. Want me to leave you be? I’ll do it. I promise.” You told him and he came and sat down on the bed with you. Snorkeling sounded fun, he’s never done it before, he’s also never done a couples painting class.

“I never said I wanted you to leave me alone. I’m actually having a lot of fun.” He promised you and you gave him a look.

“Two minutes ago I was talking about your penis and yesterday my sister tried to interrogate you. That’s fun?” You asked and he held his biceps and looked around.

“Well...no...but I’m on a free cruise so I don’t really think I get room to complain about anything.” He tells you and you laugh and place your hand on his shoulder before getting up.

“It’s okay to say you hate them peter, I hate them too.” You went over to the closet where you filled it with your own clothes.

“Was I good?” He asked and you look over at him.

“At kissing?” You’re shocked that he asked because the real answer is yes, please let’s do it again. But the answer you’d give him is no, it was okay.

“No,” he laughs a little. “At that interaction.” He said and you look down.

“Oh, yeah right. You were great.” You told him and picked out an outfit to wear. You grab your bathing suit only assuming you’d find the pool later.

“Good.” he hums and touches a scratch on his arm. “You know i suck at painting.” he calls out to you as you shut the bathroom. You don't answer so he feels defeated. He falls back into the bed wanting to shut his eyes and just fall back asleep. But this was all for you, all of this was for you.

Never did peter ever think he would find himself in a painting class, a small canvas in front of his face surrounded by other real couples. You seemed so calm and natural about everything while he was stressed and tensed up.

“Relax peter,” you lean into him so not a lot of people can hear. “Half of these people suck at art too.” you squeeze his shoulder before listening to the instructor.

He looks back at you in awe, today you wore shoes with a slight heel. You're taller than him but he kind of likes it. You wear glasses instead of contacts which he barely ever saw you do. Sundresses and skirts seemed to be your style on this whole trip even though he never would've taken you as the type of girl to wear that stuff. He's caught in your beauty. Right now he looks at you and thinks if this was real, he would've loved this cruise more than anything.

“Peter,” you snap him out of his thoughts. “Peter.”

“Sorry.” he clears his throat, blinking a few times before picking up the paintbrush in a fist. There is a picture of an island on the projector. He only assumes that's what he's supposed to do.

“No, peter.” you stop him before he starts. You come behind him and take the brush from his hands, you reposition it for him to be more comfortable and he's tense under your touch. “Like this, like a pencil, just relax.” you help him guide the paint across the canvas before you let go and let him do it on his own.

“S-so um…” he scrunches his eyebrows a bit before speaking. “Your sister said the other night something about you wanting to transfer?” he asked and you let out a sigh, one you thought went unnoticed but he heard.

“I was going to,” you started, washing your brush in the water before continuing. “But i changed my mind and stayed.” you told him. He tried to focus on his painting but it was hard. He really sucked at art.

“But why? Don't you like columbia?” he asked.

“I do. I do. It was just the change I guess I don't really know. I say something to them once and it's like I've promised it.” you say with a more bitter tone and he blinks a few times before going back to his paints. He knows not to push it.

“So you're staying?” he asked to make sure. You look over with a soft smirk, so many questions like he's your actual boyfriend.

“Yes Peter, I am staying.” you tell him before turning back on your own work.

The two of you finish painting in silence. The class is only an hour, an hour of your day and maybe you could get yourselves out of dinner with your family. Maybe you can find an excuse to get out of dinner.

“Wow.” he says in shock as he sees your painting. “You're really good.” he feels red as he is embarrassed to show his.

“Here.” you give it to him. “Think of it as a ‘sorry i dragged you onto a ship where my crazy family thinks you're my boyfriend’.” you hand and he laughs a little before taking the painting from you and showing you his. He was right, he wasn't that good at painting but he tried and it was cute.

“It's terrible.” he said, hiding his face a little.

“I like it, it’s very peter.” you told him. He didn't know exactly what it meant but he just smiled and nodded. The two of you left the studio, feeling the most relaxed you've felt this whole time.

“Text my mom.” you tell him as you lock the door of the hotel room.

“What?” he looked at you.

“Text my mom and tell her I'm sick.” you told him and he looked ever more confused.

“Why can't you text her?” he looks at you and you flop on the bed.

“Because you're my boyfriend and I'm sick. Boyfriends take care of their sick girlfriends.” you told him again before handing him your phone to text and making sure he signs it with his name.

You lay on the bed, Peter lays next to you and you roll to face him.

“Have you ever hated May for something she did?” you look at him and he is taken aback.

“N-no. I mean sometimes she's a little much but she just wants to protect me.” he told you. His fingers play with the loose thread of the pillow. He lets out a soft laugh before speaking again. “Your mom reminded me of the time I bought condoms for the first time and she embarrassed me for hours about it. She just wanted me to be safe and all, it made me mad but she just wanted to protect me.” he tells you and you laugh a little.

“Sometimes i wish my mom was like that. I think she sees us as her friends more than her children sometimes.” you tell him and he falls onto his back realizing that's why you hated all of this. Your family wasn't like his, hence he didn't have much but May saw Peter as a son while your mom sees you as a best friend.

“I'm gonna take a nap.” you tell him feeling the wash of sadness and vulnerability wash over you. “Order anything you want, do whatever you want.” you tell him before you fall to your side getting comfortable.

Peter looks at you for a moment. He wants to wrap his arm around you, protect you but he can't.

He moves some hair before he gets up on his own. Thinking about how this was one of his few moments where he could get out away from your family so he was going to lay out by the pool and bring back some food for the two of you later. His few moments where things could be normal.

The next morning he is woken by the feeling of you shaking him, the feeling of you pushing his hair back and stroking his cheek.

“Wake up sleepyhead.” you giggle a little. His vision blurry but he can see your sister sitting in the corner of the room, taking up the desk chair with a smirk. She's wearing a pink bikini and you've got sunglasses on the top of your head.

“Mmmh,” he groans, rolling over to the side. “What time is it?” his voice deeper than normal, cracking a little as he looks out the window and can see and island.

“He's always a little cranky in the morning, pulling me closer, sometimes he'd make us late to class if you know what I mean.” you share a laugh with your sister and he rubs his eyes.

“Morning pretty boy.” you tell him with a kiss to his cheek.

You're wearing a flowing see through sun dress, he can see the color of the red bikini through it that makes him swallow hard.

He quickly realizes your sister is actually in the room, he didn't imagine it. She's in the room and sees him practically half naked under the sheets. He wraps himself up and sits up in the bed. It didn't help the first thing he saw in the morning was you in a see through dress and a bikini.

He feels the tightness in his pants not going away. He wants you to tell her to leave so he can get up and go to the bathroom to properly deal with it.

“Mom wants us all down by 11, and then we should only be there for a few hours then we're going to meet at the place we always do and then come back on ship and tomorrow there is nothing planned.” she gets up from her chair and walks over to the door.

“Okay.” you smile at her before she looks at peter, she looks at him more intensely like she's trying to figure him out.

“Take care of your boy.” she winks and Peter's face burns red. The door clicks shut and your smile drops.

“So she got a fucking key.” you walk over to the dressers vanity to start on your hair.

“What?” he asked, still in his uncomfortable position.

“Yeah, they give extra keys at the front desk, families can get ones to other family members' rooms.” you shut your makeup bag and turn to him. “What are you doing?” you give a strange look.

“What do you mean what am I doing?” he asks.

“You're gripping the sheets, staring at me like you're scared?” His face goes red before he groans.

“I just need to go to the bathroom. That’s all.” He spoke quickly and you furrowed your brows.

“Then go.” You tell him and he swallows hard.

“(Y/n).” He says more sternly.

“What!” You laugh a little then look down at the sheets, why he’s trying so hard to cover his lower half. Morning wood. “Oooh…” you laugh a little bit and hold back since he’s embarrassed. “Did I do that?” You ask and he groans rolling his eyes.

“Are you being serious right now?” He asks and you move away from the table over to the door where your bag is.

“I mean, yeah. Did I do that? You’ve seen a girl in a bikini before right parker?” You joke and he flops back on the bed.

“No, you didn’t. I just had a dream. And yes I’ve seen a girl in a bikini before.” He says and you point.

“May, MJ, and Betty don’t count. The internet doesn’t count either.” You tease and he grabs your pillow and throws it at you. He misses and it crashes into the door.

“I had a girlfriend for a year who was real so yeah, I’ve seen a girl in a bikini and much less.” He tells you. Your heart doesn’t mean to hurt when he mentions his ex but it kind of does.

“Right,” you reach for the door. “I’m getting coffee, do you want anything while you work out your problem?”

“Get. Out.” He points to you and you laugh as you pull out your phone.

“I think I’m gonna text Ned.” And with a wink you’re gone. He falls back into the pillow still upset that it’s there and it is caused by you. If he can’t handle seeing you simply like that, or wrapped in a towel after a shower, he doesn’t know how he’s going to survive scuba diving with you all day.

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tomdiddlyumptious · 3 years

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i know youre just as obsessed with the save your tears song as me, please make a fic with peter of it🙏🏾😭

lololol sorry i got this a while ago, but yes. i have an unhealthy obsession with this song.

P.P~ Save Your Tears

warnings: none?? language??

words- 1.8k

You and peter...you and peter were special. When there was peter, there was you. No matter where you went, no matter where he went, you both were with each other, until you werent.

“Y/n, i love you but i need this college, it means so much to me, tony wants me to go-” “tony wants you to go? He matters more then me? Peter ive been with you since forever” you said, tears pooling from your eyes, standing up in his room while he sat on his bunkbed- his cheeks and nose red as he looked at you. “So this is what its about, making tony proud? What about me peter? What about me?!” you waited for his answer, but when he didnt say anything, you just gave him an empty, sad look, a shocked look,”so this is it, huh? You go to college and you leave me and may in shitty new york, and for what?” you chuckled, “to make your” you did quote on quote “dad proud?” he became angered, staring daggers at you. “He cares about you but i clearly care more, you wouldnt even be thinking about college if it wasnt for me. Youd be stuck as spiderman still trying to make him proud!” you laughed.

“Peter, did you hear what i said, “STILL PROUD”. He doesnt even give you fuckin validation. You know what. Fuck you, have fun in missouri, i hope you make him proud” you said, stomping out and slamming the door behind you, power walking out and accidently ignoring may with your own crowded thoughts while you walked out.

But that was 2 years ago.

You went to a college in Atlanta, peter long forgot, you and ned decided to go together. So there was a huge party in Atlanta, Harry knew about it causing Peter to know about it too.

“Yeah theres this huge party in atlanta and i wanted to go” he said, in the kitchen of the apartment, eating chips as he looked at peter, who had his textbook in his hands and his glasses on, he looked at harry “your going out of state...just for a stupid party?” he said, his eyebrows furrowed. “Yeah i go every year,” “and your telling me this….for?”

“I want you to come with me” harry smiled, walking over and hopping on the couch while peter set his text book on the coffee table “i dont think so” he said, “oh come on! The most baddest chicks are their peter! And you need to get over y/n-” “shut up, harry” peter looked at him with a clenched jaw, your name was his kryptonite, making him weak in his stomach and his knees woozy as if they were gonna fall out. “Look, your doing it again” harry called him out. “Ive dated her for over 7 years harry, what am i supposed to do, toss her in the trash?” “Yes actually” he shrugged, making peter grumble before taking off his glasses and setting them down. “i’ll think about it” “i’ll pack your bag” harry did a quick grin at him before standing up and tossing the chips at peters chest.

So there they are, moving into another apartment for three days, only taking out a few pairs of clothes and leaving it on the bed. “Party is tomorrow, we need drinks and stuff” “if its a huge party what do we need to buy stuff for?” peter asked, harry said, “You're too innocent” before walking off.

“Ned! I do not need a plus one!” “it wont be a plus one it’ll be a plus two!” “im not going in there as a throuple” you turned to him, he didnt want you to look lonely inside of the party, so why not just go on an open date with betty and him? Because it weird, or thats atleast what you thought. You picked out your dress, your body has changed since senior year, making your curves more evident, which you didnt mind, it was nice. The dress was quite tight in the right places, making you feel confident, you asked betty how it looked, she said if she was a lesbian shed try to dig, which was unusual for someone like her to say that, but youd take it. “Are you sure, y/n?” he asked, genuinely, you turned to him and sincerely nodded. “Yes, thank you”

And so there it was, harry and peter went to buy the drinks, two bottles of each just for home, which harry made peter try, peter wasnt pleasant but harry said hed need it.

So there the party was, harry helping peter pick something out, making sure it wasnt too “nerdy” which ended up in harry having to give peter something to wear, an oversized orange shirt and jeans, a black hat backwards and some of peters normal shoes, vans. “Im proud of my creation” harry said while they both looked in the mirror, peter sighed in disgust “i hate you” “love you too bud”

You and ned got ready, helping him out with which colognes he should use, you made him help you out with the makeup, it was a simple black dress but there was no harm in trying to pop it out, “red” “red? Are you sure? Does it bring out my skin??” you said, he nodded “wear it! And hurry! We have to pick up betty!”

It was 9 o’clock, the party already started as you and your best friends pushed past people to get something to drink, but one drink turned into two, and then to three, and then continuing on. Ned ended up with red lipstick and lip marks all over his face and a tie around his eyes, everyone cheering him on when he was in a drinking competition with the famous gregory, of course ned won, making the boys chant his ned “ned ned ned ned!” and you were in the front row with betty, a red cup in your hand and everyone letting out a deep “wooooo!” and whistles when ned stuck his arms out in the air before taking the tie off, you laughed as the party stopped the challenges and it was dancing time, so betty pulled you to the dance floor, you let out an “ahhh!” as in you didnt wanna dance but she gave you a stern look “loosen up” she smiled, dancing around and her grin widened when you started to slowly loosen up, drinking the forbidden juice in your cup before you threw it wherever.

Peter and harry finally arrived, drinks in hand as he looked around, “there really is hot chicks” peter said making harry laugh hysterically before grabbing a cup for peter. “Just make sure you leave before i do” “yuck” harry passed the cup to peter, and he took a sip, his throat burning before he looked at harry “dont give up, the party has just started! I have to use the bathroom” harry walked off, peter looked around at the different sections, he could sit on the couch but there was people making out there, he could join some of the shot gunning but it was clear they were already thirty drinks in, which left him to the dance floor.

Dancing in the crowded hall, stood you, as before, his stomach turned and his knees felt woozy as his mouth slightly opened, it was really you. Your hips moving loosely with a huge smile on your face, you looked so much more happier without him, he started to feel bad, his mind coming to memories before you caught him looking at you, making your movements falter. Your mouth open with shock, a single tear coming down your face before he called out your name, you ignored him walking the other way. “Dammit!” he said, placing down the cup he didnt need before pushing past people, he could see the back of your head, he groaned when a girl pushed him “watch where your going dumbass!” she said, peter ignored her and came upstairs still following you, now into an empty hallway “Y/N!- Y/N- i know you can hear me theres literally nobody else in this fucking hallway!” he said, his walking stopped as yours did to, you looked back at him, turning to him. “Please” you made eye contact with him, your face empty as no words came out of your mouth, you walked to him, a hopeful smile on his face, until you walked passed him, your shoulder thumping against his that made him fall, he looked back at you and furrowed his eyebrows, his heart shattered in pieces as he swore he heard it break like glass, it was already cracked.

You could have asked him why he broke your heart

You could've told him that you fell apart

But you walked past him like he wasn't there

And just pretended like you didn't care.

He ran away from you and now it was your turn, you told yourself not to cry, to save your tears for another day, or for another, he wasnt worth it, at least thats what you told yourself. He watched as you disappeared, sadness engulfing him as he sat against the wall. “Fuck” he ran his hands through his hair before he looked your direction again, tears threatning to roll down his cheeks as he couldnt believe that happened, but it was his fault, and once he noticed that, he broke down in tears.

he made you think that he would always stay

He said some things that he should've never said

He broke your heart like someone did to his,

And now you won't love him for a second time.

He didnt know it would make you cry when he ran away, he didnt even know why he ran away. He wanted to chase after you, for you to take him back because this time he really wanted to stay, two years, much too late. He didnt deserve you, you deserved better, not someone who left you for someone he didnt even talk to anymore, tony.

“Save your tears, y/n” you told yourself, but you couldn't take it, you ran to your car and opened the door, getting in the driver's seat you cried, slamming the door shut as your back hunched and you hit the hunk, kicking and hitting the steering wheel until you couldn't anymore, tears ruining your makeup as you looked at yourself through the rear view, your hair a mess, your eyeliner ruined, you, ruined. you couldn't save your tears, you couldn't save them for another day, or another. Peter, the love of your life, ran away, and you cant love him again, because, he broke you.

#peter parker x reader #college!peter parker #peter parker smut #peter parker imagine #tom holland x reader #tom holland smut #peter parker angst #peter parker fluff #mcu imagine #tom holland imagine #peter parker fanfic

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Also weird that they never mention or imply Astrid and Cody in new blood like???? He has two other kids he straight up left??

I think we need showtime to stop milking this but new blood was clearly set up for a spin-off . So I think we should get Harrison and Cody/Astor interaction . What happened to them?? I want to know

Idk dexter is a weird show because on one hand it tries so hard to validate the idea of non-biological family being real— Ie that’s at least part of the Debra vs Brian conflict and he picks Debra . Validating that she’s his real sister

And then at the same time they have him completely abandon and forget about his two other kids because they’re not ‘biologically’ his so it’s like. What’s the message here folks what r u trying to say

i think w cody and astor they just found it easier to not have them around but it did bother me that harrison could track down dexter who was supposedly dead and live under a fake identity but never even mentioned his siblings who would probably be much easier to find + it would make sense for him to do that after hannah died (like they could know each other but have harrison decide to be on his own to find dexter still and him deciding to not tell them about it and this could be like a couple of lines said in passing in an episode). or even that dexter himself doesnt keep tabs on them like it's 2022 can't you catfish your children on instagram like any good dead beat serial killer stepfather living under a false identity after faking his death following his suicide attempt obviously would?

personally i have no issue if showtime wants to keep making more content like to me beating a dead horse is essential to how tv works but id like to think harrison is for real just a normal kid with issues (im rita stan and dark passenger denier. i cant pick a struggle) so idk if that would pan out like it'd be a dexter teen drama spin-off which is silly (even though id personally watch it if they did it. but i think tv shows should be silly so im probably not representative of the target audience). though i'd also watch if they decided to stick to the dark passenger with him. what can i say i love stupid bullshit

and yes exactly i think an issue w dexter is it tries to kind of be this nature vs nurture thing but a lot of the time it doesnt work because the concept behind the dark passenger is so stupid like betty cooper serial killer genes but for boys (which i guess is bc theyre adapting from source material where it's demonic or something which is extremely funny to me like the summaries of the dexter books are deranged. also on those apparently astor and cody also have murderous tendencies bc of paul and dexter is like oh my children i will teach you the code <3).

like idk if they so much have a message or if it's just concepts audiences are familiar with that we can arrange differently because theyre ambiguous enough and audiences are diverse (like theres fans out there who think dexter was a heroic vigilante no matter how much the show evidently shows thats not what it's about so) like it's about family (the one he's born in? the one that raised him? the one he made for himself?) and cycles which you must break (harrison kills dexter)? but you can't break (harrison kills dexter)? and theyre choices (dexter didnt kill for 10 years)? but they're not (the dark passenger will always be with him)?

i mean i think this ambiguity is good in the sense that it accompanies dexter's own push and pull between facets of his own self so maybe the point is that nebulousness of a person's place in the world as a complex thing like is he a monster-brian's brother-not rita's family or is he a person-deb's brother-stepfather? he is both so he is harry's son (harry himself was also defined by duality) as harry unites all of it and he is more defined by that point of connection than by any of the rest so he often neglects one part of his life (thats why he's a fail dad to all his kids and also a fail serial killer multiple times during the show but he does honestly care) which he kind of points out in s1-s2 like he has a little inner monologue about how he's dexter but he thinks this means he is beyond harry... and yet who does he keep talking to in his head? and his perspective on his own life and self is always limited by this being the point where he stands so he cant overcome harry teaching him he was always going to be a killer because he sort of always looks at himself through the eyes of his father even as he redefines some of the non-murderous parts of his identity. i think in a way it's a lot about patterns and addictions but idk he's mostly my friend the silly serial killer from my shows

but as it is a tv show a lot of plotlines and elements simply get dropped and forgotten because something else was more compelling or more popular with fans (which i think is the case with astor and cody. like iirc people back in the day thought rita and the kids were pretty boring so they kind of exit the show which from a trying-to-build-dexter-as-a-person point of view IS frustrating but i do think that's why it happens although from the narrative pov it paints him as more uncaring or self-absorbed by his own issues of being dangerous and unable to connect/always hiding bc of what harry taught him). but i mean you cant really get much more in the sense of social commentary bc most of the things in the show consistently ignore social context and are extremely made up problems that can be reduced to a couple of generations of one person's personal biography for funsies (all while consistently ignoring most of the women of course <3 misogyny)

also the validation of dexter's family being his adoptive family through killing his biological brother was so hilarious to me like brian was a grown man who straight up did not understand adoption and dexter killed him over it instead of like talking to him about it to see if he can maybe get him not to kill his sister and also keep him and then he's like oh no my brother :( i loved my brother :( as if he didnt choose to do that i mean he's so funny

#sorry for always going off in tangents but this is a gemini's blog #dexter #answered #anonymous

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Sorry for the third anon in a row but - I made the “No offence to CRA but I could not agree LESS” anon and the subsequent mourning of not taking a screenshot. Yes, I did want you to post it - so no worries 🤣🤣

At this point I just wish I proofread it because the spelling and grammar mistakes are killing me 😭😭 thank you for your thoroughly respectful response. I disagree but must concede you have a point.

In my heart, from what I’ve seen of the show - I think Betty and Jughead will Reunite and be an actual healthier couple than they were in season 4. But good God I hope they sort through their emotional trauma first.

Another thing I’ve considered - Betty didn’t fight for them because she didn’t think Jughead could ever truly forgive her. Also, it was JUGHEAD who suggested they go to college and focus on themselves - in my interpretation (which is probably biased) that means Betty was hoping Jughead would, as he said he wanted to, TALK to her about it all. But he didn’t, and since she was the one who cheated, she wanted to keep the ball in his court.

But on the flip side - Jughead was likely scared if he talked to Betty she’d tell him she’d want to be with Archie over him. Jughead has extremely low self esteem and had no idea that Betty COULD have left him for Archie, but chose not to. In fact, his biggest relationship fear in season 1 was that Betty would leave him as soon as Archie changed his mind and wanted to be with her. Jughead has no idea that in a way Archie DID change his mind - But Betty DIDNT pick Archie over him.

Now…. Well, a lot of all that^^ sounds like petty teenage drama when you consider they’re in the mid twenties and have adult emotions and adult problems.

In other news - I hope no one is sending you hate (from Barchie-land or Bughead-ville). It seems like people can’t have a discussion without fighting with each other and doing the whole “omg r you stupid” nastiness thing.

Hi! So I guess that makes you Grammar Anon. :D Your interpretation is really (I hope you don't hate this word) juicy because of all the angst and unspoken motivations (which are so plausible).

Their both being too afraid of what the other one might say and that's why they can't fix it before they have to physically separate is so fraught and dramatic and I kind of love it (even though I don't agree!).

The thing that breaks up Bughead can be seen as so many different things, which is why it's so fun to engage with, and I think that in some ways what a person thinks has happened - emotional cheating/ physical cheating/ having too much going on in other parts of life/ the emotional impact of a giant life change/ regret for the path not taken/ impulsive bad decision making/ not knowing what you've got till it's gone/etc - depends on their own relationship history and their personal sexual morals & values.

I'm with you on this - I did really REALLY like that the show made a GIANT time leap, because it makes all things (including a good & proper Bughead reconciliation) possible. These people have all graduated from college and started careers & marriages, so everything in S4 is firmly in the past. I am going to enjoy seeing what remains and what changed from their high school selves, now that I've done this refresher.

#I think thankfully(?) having a really dense super-wordy blog of verbosity makes me too unwieldy and boring an object to bother attacking #that is the hope anyway #fingers crossed

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do you have a favorite song off of the Folklore album? also could you pick a favorite lyric I'm curious. Also I hope you have a great day/night/afternoon/morning! <3

HEY ANON!!! hsbznms im honored you even felt the need to know my favorite folklore song <333 and a rant about folklore was a long time coming so this was the perfect opportunity tysm :D

my favorite song to listen to is 100% between cardigan & mirrorball.. they are just so... SO.... S O . . . . just. the entire ‘but i knew would linger like a tattoo kiss // you’d come back to me’.... THE SINKING FEELING I GET EVERYTIME... vile. and the ‘hush’ & the bridge in mirrorball... WORK OF ART <3 mirrorball was the first one that HIT after my first listen so yeah it is very dear to me

now emotionally? this is me trying takes the win & epiphany a very close second. i literally had a full breakdown while watching the this is me trying part of the long pond sessions. just the whole song hits so close to home justgrrgrrbarkbarkwoofwoofGRGRGRRGRG. ‘i was so ahead of the curve the curve became a sphere, fell behind all my class mates and i ended up here’ gurl bye <3 anyways moving on because im on the verge of tears L O L..... epiphany MAKES ME FEEL THINGS. not in the way of this is me trying rather a completely different feeling. it just leaves you hollow for a few moments doesnt it? and hearing taylor talk about the song really made it for me. ‘only twenty minutes to sleep but you dream of some epiphany.....’ [blanK STARE]

and favorite lyric??? singular??? NO <3 hehsjsks im gonna do one from each song 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

the 1: i thought i saw you at the bus stop, i didn’t though. WTF WTF WTF WTF?!?!? FELONIOUS.....

cardigan: literally the whole song bye

the last great american dynasty: they say she was seen on occasion pacing the rocks staring out at the midnight sea. . . the story telling the imagery the alliterations WHAT GOES ON INSIDE HER HEAD. MISS TAYLOR SWIFT IS NOT OK.

exile: those eyes add insult to injury. 👁 👁

my tears ricochet: and you can aim for my heart go for blood, but you would still miss me in your bones. i SCREAMED when i heard this for the first time.

mirrorball: the whole chorus whole bridge bye

seven: LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND TO SATURN and literally the whole song. THE BRIDGE??? m8 m8 m8.. ive been meaning to tell you i think your house is haunted....... .... ... no maam your mind IS haunted.... the complete innocence in the whole song i—

august: salt air and the rust on your door i never needed anything more. A SONG OPENS LIKE THIS WYD??? DO YOU CRY DO YOU LAUGH DO YOU GO FERAL WYD?????? and babe im not even gonna go on a tangent talking about the betty james august saga i just cant I CANNOT I CAN NOT

this is me trying: yeah like i said before... i dont wanna talk about this im gonna cry djsjsksk NEXT

illicit affairs: take the words for what they are, a dwindling mercurial high, a drug that only worked the first few hundred times. :SIGH: taylor allison swift you know damn well for you i would ruin myself a million little times

invisible strings: ✨💖✨💖✨💖 chains around my demons wool to brave the season.. one single thread of gold tied me to you. and then timee wondrous timeee give me the blues and the PURPLEPINKSKY ✨💖✨💖✨💖 honestly i cant believe she wrote a ao3 dot net certified soulmate au fic song

mad woman: WHEN YOU SAY I SEEM ANGRY I GET MORE ANGRY :D

epiphany: holds your hand through plastic now. how does she do this everytime i want to know........ the implications the accuracy the attention to detail... a perfect example of what makes a taylor swift song. this tiny little thing that happens in our everyday life that never jumps out to us, she takes that and makes it a whole moment... of course doctors touch us with a glove on... HOLDS OUR HAND THROUGH PLASTIC... PLEASE I AM .:;().(;):$;&[email protected]

betty: :DDD WILL YOU KISS ME ON THE PORCH IN FRONT OF ALL YOUR STUPID FRIENDS?????

peace: the whole song really is a piece of art that is so under appreciated but if i have to choose a lyric it would have to be: give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other..... again,,,,,, we all know this feeling so very well we all could feel the rush of emotions upon hearing this but have we ever sat down and really thought about this??? how we want to give the one we love a silence that only comes when two people understand each other?? NO WE DIDNT. AND SHE DID. This whole song TJIS WHOLE SONG ARSGSHHSHAGAH

hoax: my best laid plan. your sleigh of land. my barren land. i am ash from your fire. and then... my only one. my kingdom come undone. my broken drum [SCREAM]. you have beaten my heart.

the lakes: is it romantic how all my elegies eulogize me. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN WTF I AM ILLITERATE. WHY WOULD YOU OPEN A SONG LIKE THIS VILEVILEVILEVILEVILEVILEEEEEE

I AM OUT I AM RUNNING AWAY 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ why is she like this why why why why w—

#SORRY ANON I JUST RAMBLED ON AND ON AND ON IM SO SORRY #let me know what’s your fave <33 #have a great day too ILYYYYYY TYSM #answered 🗣#folklore era

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happys-crazy-queen22 · 6 years

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The Enemy Of My Step-Brother Is My Lover Part 2

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Waking up the bright light hit your eyes, making you shield them with your hands. The voices got louder, making you groan in pain. "She's waking up". You heard a womans voice, it was your mothers. "What happen"? Asking groggily, your hand went straight to your head, it was pounding. "You were attacked, but you're safe now and in the hospital". "Do you remember anything"? Reggies dad asked. "I remember Sweet Pea and FP driving me home and I went for a walk, then two Ghoulies attacked me". You explained as you tried to sit up but you gasped with pain, coming from your ribs. "I told you Sweet Pea was a bad guy". Your mother ran her hand threw your hair. "It wasn't Pea's fault, it was Reggie's". "They recognized me as Reggie's step-sister". "So blame him". You wasn't about to tell them that Sweet Pea was recognized as well. They both looked at each other, then at Reggie who was standing in the door way. "I got you hurt"? Reggie whimpered out. "Yeah, if you didn't tell them about Sweet Pea, I wouldn't be in here". You glared at Reggie as he began the water works. You rolled your eyes, huffing at how he always played the victim. "Y/N, can't you see that he's hurting"? Your mom and his dad went over, hugging him. "Oh for the love of God, dont you see that he's playing you"? "His tear's are as fake as his dads hair line and he's an attention seeking whore". "He pulls this shit everytime someone gets the attention of both mommy and daddy". You screamed at her over Reggies crying. "Y/N"! Your mother stern voice, made you angrier. Knowing she took Reggie's side over yours. "Oh fuck off". Huffing and balling your fist up, you heard commotion coming from the nurses desk. Trying to sit up and look but you knew who it was. Thank god, Sweet Pea was here, he's the only sane person in this place. "She's my girlfriend". Sweet Pea slammed his fist on the desk. "If you're not family I can't let you in". The nurse's voice trembled. "She is family, she's all I got, so please let me see her". "NOW'! Reggie and his dad stepped out the door, sheilding your view of what was going on. "You need to leave Sweet Pea, she doesnt want to see you". "That's not true, I just want to make sure she's okay". "She's alive, if thats what you're asking". "Who did it"? "Serpents". Reggie crossed his arms. "They wouldn't hurt her, they know she's my girl". Sweet Pea didnt believe that his own faimly would hurt his girl. "Well, they did, so scram". "No, I want to hear it from her". Sweet Pea fought back tears. His heart broke. Everything was silent so you cleared your throat, held on to your ribs and screamed out to the hall. "SWEET PEA"!!! Sweet Pea darted toward your voice, Reggie and his dad held him back. "You're okay"? His face light up. "I'm fine, Ghoulies did it because of Reggie". You sounded like a child. They stopped struggling, Pea stepped in the room. "I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you". He kissed your head. "It's not your fault, I know better than to go there, but I was so upset with how we ended the night, I just needed to clear my head". "I'm sorry, your step-dad told me to stay away from you or he'll slap drug charges on us". "You what, how could you"? "I'm trying to protect you from trash". "Then Sweet Pea should be protecting me from you and your son"? You tilted your head, raising your eye brows. "Y/N". Your mother warned you. "No, I'm sick of me being the bad guy, I was cool with you moving me away from my friends and family to marry Reggies dad". "I was cool with being called a northsider and getting shit for it but I cant be with you taking their sides over your own flesh and blood". "If you want the perfect family then just leave and I'll move out cause I seem to be in the way and making everyone angry". You had lost it, yelling at everyone and crying. Sweet Pea rubbed your arm, he knew this needed to be said. "Y/N". Your mother whispered. "I'm done, I can't do this anymore". "She will live with me, I'll make sure she finishes high school, she will be taken care of and loved like she should". Sweet Pea informed them, shock on their faces. "I wont allow this, you are seventeen years old and not living with your boyfriend". "I will and I am". You starred her down until she sighed. "Okay, but don't come running to me after you're hurt from being with him". She spoke, walking out. "He wouldn't hurt me, thats your job". Sweet Pea knew that things were bad at home but didn't know they were this bad. So he tried to change the subject before someone else got their heart broken. "So what are we doing about the Ghoulie problem"? Sweet Pea asked. "If she can point them out in a line up, then we have a case". "Are you going to haul in every Ghoulie out there, you know damn good and well, if she picks them out that makes her a target as a rat". "Then thats her choice". Step-dad sounded like he was happy that those were your only choices. Sweet Pea looked at you with worry. "What do you want to do"? "Just forget it, I know who did it but either way it wont solve anything". "Alright, you heard her, forget it". He walked away with Reggie following behind. Leaving Sweet Pea and you alone. "Who was it"? Pea wasn't giving up. "Pea, I don't know their names but they've seen me around with both you and Reggie". "Okay, if you see them again will you tell me so I can smash their heads in"? "Yes I will, I know you want to teach them a lesson". You tried to kiss him but you winched in pain, so he leaned down and kissed you lips instead.

After a couple months, things seemed to go on as usually. You had moved in with Pea, your body has healed and you were on the verge of graduating with Sweet Pea by your side. The seniors had rehearsal that day so after Sweet Pea, Fangs, Toni, Jughead, Betty and you decided to grab a bite to eat at Pop's. "I'm so freaking hungry". Jughead groaned, sliding into the booth, rubing his belly. "We need to feed the monster before he attacks our village". "Godzilla, we shall call him". Fangs roared at Jughead, making everyone laugh. FP even came over laughing, watching Fangs mimic his son. "Did you ever feed him when he was a kid". Toni asked, smacking at Jughead from pouring the sugar jar in his mouth. "He ate all the time, I caught him trying to eat the cat one time". FP shook his head. "Is that why we got rid of Mrs. Sprinkle Bottom, she was so fluffy and looked like a piece of caramel candy with little white sprinkles on her butt"? "Yes son". We all laughed, taking our minds off of test, school and that we were about to really grow up. That moment was short lived when four guys with black hoods walked into Pops. "What are Ghoulies doing around here"? Sweet Pea asked, making you look up from the menu. "Guess, they took a wrong turn". Jughead strugged it off and went on telling FP his order. Your heart dropped as they took off their hoods, there standing in the same room as you were the two that jumped you that night. Goofing off with their friends. "Fuck me". You whispered, but it caught the attention of Sweet Pea. "What was that"? "Umm, I need to go to the restroom". You jolted up from your seat, sprinting to the bathroom. "What was that about"? Betty asked, getting up and following you. "Can you check on her"? "Yeah". Looking at yourself in the mirror, your hands were shaking, you couldn't see straight. Anger, fear and wanting to tell Sweet Pea took over you. "Hey Y/N, you okay"? Betty came in, looking at you with worry. "I know boys aren't allowed in this bathroom but will you please get Pea"? You begged her. She ran off, not a second later Sweet Pea practically took the door off coming in. "What happened, you okay"? He hugged you tightly. "They're here". "Which ones"? He already knew why you were like this. "The one with the spiked hair and the one with the chains around his neck". You gasped out, like the life was being sucked out either by Sweet Pea hugging you or your fear that they'd do it again. Toni and Betty came in to see what was going on. "Take her home, don't let her out of your sight". He ordered them. They nodded, taking you by the arm and walking out of Pops. Sweet Pea came and sat back down with Fangs and Jughead, FP still standing there taking Jugheads order. "Where are they going"? Fangs asked. "They're here". Sweet Pea watched the Ghoulies spit spit balls at people in front and behind them. "Which ones"? FP asked as he started to watch them too. "I know who, now I have to get them alone with out all the witnesses around". Sweet Peas voice made FP put his hand on Pea shoulder. "Don't do anything stupid". FP warned him. "I won't, I'm just going to smash their heads in for laying a finger on her". "Yeah that's not stupid". FP walked away. The boys watched the Ghoulies and then they watched FP bring them milkshakes. They hadn't ordered anything yet. What was FP up too?

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ladyvixen5-0 · 6 years

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Curiosity Killed the Cat ; Part 2.

Imagine: that you’re basically apart of the ‘Scooby Gang’ and have been gone from Riverdale for the year before coming back to only find out that everything’s changed. Death and all, so when visiting a surprised Jughead, Sweet Pea shows up and Sparks a flame in your pretty little badass mind - Part 2! This was requested awhile back, if you don’t remember this imagine. Here is part 1

You’ve basically known Sweet Pea for a good Seven months. That’s how long it’s been since the two of you met at Jugheads Trailer. You can honestly say that even though he’s your best friend. You have completely fallen in love with him. Sure he isn’t pure as most hearts in this town but it didn’t really matter to you. Yet you don’t want to ruin what you both have, he means the world to you and you don’t think you can afford to lose him. Archie just got used to the fact that he’s was your friend, which is relieving as hell. At this point, you were thinking of telling Jughead and get his opinion on all of this.

You slowly walked up to Jugheads trailer as you knocked on the door. “(Y/N), hey."Jughead said, hugging you as he smiled.

"Juggie, How’s things?"You asked as he pulled away.

"Good, great actually.. but I have a feeling this isn’t your annual house call. What’s wrong?” Jughead asked as he walked to the kitchen, grabbing something out of the fridge before returning with two soda’s, sitting down with you on the Sofa.

“You know me so well, Jones."You said with a laugh, taking a drink as you looked at him.

"So what is it?"Jughead asked, fixing his beanie.

"Sweet Pea."You said, sending him to cough on his drink.

"Is this where you tell me that you’ve helplessly fallen in love with the asshat?"Jughead grinned as you laughed, slapping his shoulder.

"That obvious, huh?"You asked as he arched his eyebrow.

"Considering you’re wearing his Jacket, and all you ever do is spend time with him? Duh."Jughead stated, causing you to blush before sighing.

"So what do I do, Jug? I don’t want to lose him."You asked as He nodded his head.

"You need to talk to him, Just go to his place and try okay?"Jughead told you as you thought to yourself. "Besides, You’re (Y/F/N) fucking (Y/L/N). If he doesn’t see your worth? He isn’t worth it."He assured you, causing you to laugh softly before smiling and ended up hugging him tightly.

"Thanks Jug."You said as he rubbed your back. "Anytime, Sunshine."He chimed.

You left Jughead’s trailer that night, driving to Sweet Pea’s.

You noticed an unfamiliar bike in the driveway once you arrived at the familiar trailer. "You’re my best friend, you never have to knock.” You recalled Sweet Pea saying that day, however. Tonight night made you wish you had. The front door was slightly open, You noticed Sweet Pea conversating with a girl, a beautiful one at that.

“You’ve changed so much. All to that girl that Jughead knows, for what? Some fun? How am I supposed to know you’re serious about this job?"The girl asked, the Serpent Jacket on her back signature she was one of them.

This point you thought Sweet Pea would stand up for you.. "I haven’t changed, that girl doesn’t mean anything, just some Northside play toy. Okay? I can handle this."Sweet Pea snapped. At that point, you felt your heart drop to your stomach. You couldn’t believe anything you were hearing at that point, but you knew it was true.

Sweet Pea was just using you, for seven months that was. All the late night hang outs, the milkshakes at Pop’s. Drag races, movies, walking you home that first night. You couldn’t believe how stupid you were. Yet the memories of happiness was the least damage. The issue what really broke you was that he called you ‘Just some Northside Play toy.’ that had brought you back to the night you first returned and how you were attacked by ghoulies. That is what really made you lose control. But maybe you were dazing. So doing the most idiotic thing, you stayed and listened.

"Oh yeah?"The girl asked him as she got in his face. "Prove it."She whispered with a smirk, kissing him as he was in shock. That was it, that was your final straw. You had backed away from the door, as something had ran down your cheeks. You didnt realize that at this point you were crying. You didn’t know why you seemed so damn shocked at this. You just threw his jacket down, it knocked over a glass on his porch sending it to shatter and more than likely draw attention in the process. Yet you didn’t care.

You ran to your car as you pulled out of the driveway, a concerned Sweet Pea standing on the porch as you sped out onto the road. You didn’t even bother to look back at the boy who just broke your heart.

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It’s been about two weeks, over 100 missed calls from Sweet Pea, non-stop knocking on your door at home. You couldn’t bring yourself to face him. Toni had called you, of course you didn’t have any reason to hate her but you never knew if it was her or Sweet Pea calling. Those chocolate eyes of his clouding your memory made it hard not to pick up the phone to call him. Or the reminder of his strong arms holding you when you two were on his couch chatting about your crappy days.

You finally went back to school today, a worried Betty and Veronica rushing up to see you. "Are you okay? Jughead told me, you haven’t answered our calls."Betty said as you gave her a weak smile.

"I’m cool now, Betty. I just needed time, you know?"You said softly as Reggie and Archie walked over.

"I Hope you know, Jughead let him have it. Like full blown."Archie mentioned as he wrapped an arm around Ronnie. You smiled softly as you glanced at the two, sighing at how it reminded you of how Sweet Pea held you when you two hung out with Toni and Fangs.

"Guys really, I’m fine. I just want to enjoy this last day of school before we all are eating Thanksgiving turkey and puking out feathers until Christmas."You joked as Reggie wrapped you in a hug and ruffled your head.

"That a girl."He teased as the five of you walked to class.

Meanwhile on the other side of town, a familiar quote drove Sweet Pea over the edge. "You see, if we love someone. We don’t hurt them, at least we try not to. We want to protect them. Even if it means you do have to hurt them. Even if you didn’t mean to.” The English teacher said as Sweet Pea slammed his hand down and stormed out, Jughead arching an Eyebrow as he stood up and followed him, along with Toni and Fangs.

“Sweet Pea, Slow down!” Toni Yelled as the group followed him outside.

“I Fucked up! I hurt her, I didn’t mean to. I just, needed Gina to believe me so I can find out who the hell is selling this Jingle Jangle. I didn’t know (Y/N) would be there. I need her okay? She might be a Northside Princess, but she’s my Northside Princess, my best friend.."Sweet Pea said, the unexpected happened.

Toni saw a genuine tear slip down his cheek as Jughead sighed. "Why didn’t you tell us Sweet Pea, we’re your friends. We would have understood!"Jughead snapped as Sweet Pea glared.

"I didn’t want to involve you, if something would’ve happened to you she would’ve kicked my ass."The young boy yelled as Toni walked to him.

"Alright, let’s calm down, okay? Now do you want to get (Y/N) Back or not?"Toni asked as Sweet Pea looked down at her.

It didn’t take long for Jughead to explain it to the others and how they needed to lure you to Jughead’s trailer that night. That was when Betty called you, you still had your school clothes on and luckily your shoes. Because what she told you nearly gave you a heart attack. ”(Y/N)! Jughead’s been beaten up by some ghoulies, I need help!“Betty said, sounding concerned.

"Fuck, okay. Uh, I’m on my way."You said as you hung up. You grabbed your ball cap and slipped it on as you headed out.

Betty and the others were all at Pop’s as she hung up the phone. "Well?” Toni asked as Fangs was leaned over the back of the booth.

“She’s on her way."Betty said as Jughead took a breath.

"Let’s just hope my trailer is still in living condition by the time it’s over."Jughead stated as Ronnie patted his back reassuringly.

"Jughead? Betty?” You asked as you hurried into the trailer, it was empty. Which now you recall, That wasn’t Jughead’s bike in the driveway.

“Sorry, they’re not here."An all too familiar voice said as the door shut behind you with a lock.

"What the Hell?"You cussed as you turned around, there he stood. The boy who literally recked your world.

"Hey."He said quietly as you tried to walk past him.

That however didn’t work as the strong Serpent member pulled you back"Let me out of here, Sweet Pea."You said, glaring at hi.

"Sorry Princess, no can do."Sweet Pea said as you felt shivers go down your spine. You loved to hear his nickname for you. Yet at this point you just wanted to rip his throat out.

"Don’t you dare fucking call me that!"You snapped as you shoved him off.

"Come on, don’t be like that."He said as you felt tears form in your eyes.

You Rose your hand and slapped him across the face, as hard as you could. He just stood there, turning back to face you. "I deserved that."Sweet Pea mumbled as he rubbed his cheek.

You pushed him back away from your body to avoid any contact. "You deserve way worse, you dick.” You glared as he stumbled backwards. He stopped as you went to smack him again, this time he caught your hand as you tried to pull your hand back from him. Instead he just pulled you to him.

“Let go, Sweet Pea."You stated as he shook his head.

"Not until you hear me out."He said as you freed your hand.

"There isn’t anything for me to hear out! I’m a mistake, I don’t mean anything, Remember? I’m just some Northside play toy."You recalled, those words making you hurt all over again.

Sweet Pea shook his head. "It was fake, okay? I had to make Gina believe you didn’t mean anything so I could find out about the damn Jingle Jangle."He tried explaining. You glared before you looked away. "You’re my friend, I would never hurt you on purpose."Sweet Pea said quietly, taking his fingers as he pulled your chin back to make you look at him. You knew in that moment that he was telling you the truth, because not once did he hesitate.

"You jerk, why the hell didn’t you tell me you were going after the Jingle Jangle Creator?"You muttered, slapping his chest.

Sweet Pea held his hands up before chuckling."Because, I didn’t want to put you in danger or at risk of being hurt, Princess."Sweet Pea explained as you crossed your arms.

"Too late for that."You mumbled as he sighed.

"I get it, I’m sorry. Okay? Now can you please just forgive me?"Sweet Pea asked as it was your turn to sigh.

"Of course I forgive you, Sweet Pea."You stated as Sweet Pea went to wrap you up in a hug. "But, I can’t be your friend anymore."You said, you seen the hurt in his eyes. You wanted things to be normal, but you knew they couldn’t be. Because you loved him, and you couldn’t pretend you didn’t.

"What? I- I don’t understand, I told you what I said didn’t mean anything."Sweet Pea said, getting frustrated as he tugged at his own hair.

"We just can’t be friends, okay? It’s that simple."You said quietly, grabbing your purse and walking to the door once more.

Your hand was on the knob but that didn’t last long as he grabbed your arm."Simple? No, simple is actually giving me a damn reason. Not just walking out on me. On our friendship."Sweet Pea snarled, spinning you around as he held both of your arms as you had tears in your eyes.

"We’re different! Okay? You’re a Serpent, Pea. I’m a Northside Princess, We just can’t be friends."You said trying to get out of his grasp.

"It didn’t chase you away when we met, what’s making you run now?"Sweet Pea asked with venom filling his voice.

"I can’t tell you."You said as he glared.

"Tell me."He stated as he pulled you away from the door and stood in front of it. "You’re not Leaving, until I get an answer."Sweet Pea stated.

Yet just as Sweet Pea, you were stubborn."I’m not telling you a thing."You remarked as he groaned.

"Stop acting like you’re two!"Sweet Pea snapped as you rolled your eyes.

"Then get out of my way!"You retorted, it took a few minutes before he shook his head.

"Whatever."Sweet Pea mumbled as he didn’t bother to even make eye contact with you.

It was killing you that this is how things were going to end, but you didn’t have a choice. You walked out of Jughead’s trailer as the group was outside, leaning against their cars."Happy?"You annoyingly spat as you brushed past a concerned Betty, who you just shrugged her off as you got into your car. This time you glanced back, just to see an angry Sweet Pea slamming Jughead’s door. You drove off that night, you didn’t have any intentions of going back over the south side of the tracks..

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I’m so sorry it took so long, school hasn’t been the best to me and I’ve been sick a lot. I hope this long post somewhat makes up for it. I promise that the third part will be up to finish this mini-fiction up! @southsidequeenie @dazhane @m-a-u-r-aa @bethers85

#Riverdale #riverdale imagines #sweet pea imagine #southside serpents #riverdale serpents #i regret nothing #i really tried

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ink-stained apologies // reggie mantle soulmate au pt2

Ink-Stained Apologies (Part two to Ink-Stained Skin)

Ink-Stained Masterlist

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Summary: Reggie thinks he’s found his soulmate. (Y/N) insists that it’s not her.

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“It’s you!” he exclaimed, rushing over to her.

“I don’t know what you’re on about, Reginald. I found my soulmate a long time ago.”

“Oh, really?” He smirked at the girl “Who is it? Don’t try to say that it’s Keller because we all know he’s Moose’s soulmate.”

“I don’t need to prove anything to you, Reggie. If you don’t mind, I’ve got a lesson to get to.” (Y/N) forced a smile before walking off.

Almost as if it was instinct he followed her, quick on her heels. “Don’t bullshit me, (L/N). Prove to me that I’m not your soulmate.”

“Reggie, I really don’t want to disappoint you, I’m so sorry that I’m not her.”

“Then prove it to me. Write something, pinch yourself. Whatever, just prove it to me because God knows how long I’ve been looking for my soulmate.”

(Y/N) frowned, looking up at Reggie. He looked down at her, seeing the remorse in her eyes. “I’m so sorry, Reginald, but you’ll find her soon.”

Reggie watched as (Y/N) walked off, feeling more determined to figure out who his soulmate was. He wasn’t going to give up that easy.

There were three moments of weakness that led to (Y/N) almost revealing herself to Reggie. The first was when he wrote to her on his birthday, claiming that his parents had argued and that his birthday wasn’t the same as when he was younger.

‘i know u dont reply but its my birthday :D’

‘my mom and dad argued in front of all my friends, soulmate. it was so embarrassing! i want it to be like my eighth birthday :(’

Looking down at her arm and the pen that she held in it, she fought her urge to reply to his message written on the back of her left forearm. She could feel the sadness that ran through his body. She could feel the pain in his chest as he wrote the words on his arm.

“Mom, he’s hurt” she frowned “He’s not allowed to be sad. It’s his birthday. Mom, it really hurts. I can’t breathe.”

“(Y/N), sweetheart, you’re worried for him. It’s what comes with soulmates.” Her mother paused for a while “You and your soulmate are not only soul-bound but you’re also physically bound to each other. You have a rare bond and never, ever take it for granted because it’ll, one day, be useful to you.”

The second time it happened was during freshman year, when Reggie had sprained his wrist so bad during training that the pain of it had woken (Y/N) up from her nap. She held her wrist as if it was on the brink of snapping off, fighting the tears back. Reggie had written multiple apologies, her arm was practically covered in his messy writing.

‘oh my god! im so sorry, soulmate.’

‘im so so SO sorry!’

’:( i hope i didnt hurt u too much :(’

She felt the pain that rushed up his arm with every apology he wrote. She picked up a pen that lay on top of the books that sat next to her on her bed, clicking it before dropping it and walking towards the bathroom to erase the proof of her soulmate.

The following day, she approached him, with all intentions of wishing him a speedy recovery, in the hallway as he stood leaning against his locker. She noticed and felt that his arm had been wrapped up tightly in a bandage or maybe it was just the pressure of the bandage on her own arm “Twinning?” he raised his eyebrow at her, as he noticed “What did you do?”

“Oh, I-I, kinda, fell down the stairs?”

Reggie let out a small laugh “Is that a question or is that what actually happened?”

“God, I cannot stand you, Reginald. Hope your arm gets better soon. Don’t want number fourteen off the team for too long.”

“Was that a compliment? You know what, I’ll take that as a compliment.” He smirked as she let out a scoff

The final time was on her birthday. No one had remembered it and she was sat in her room wallowing in self pity. There was no writing on her skin, nothing. Not even Reggie could feel the emotion running through her veins. She picked up a pen and pressed it against her skin, ready to write:

‘hi, can we talk???’

but instead she dropped it and crawled into her bed, pushing the space bar on her laptop so it would play her scratched DVD of ‘A Walk to Remember’.

(Y/N) frowned as she sat on the bleachers watching the bulldogs train for their upcoming game. Her eyes were locked on Reggie’s form, watching him as he caught the ball from afar. “God, (Y/N), you’re so two-faced. I love it.” Veronica exclaimed.

“One minute, you’re all ‘Reginald, don’t be so egotistical, I hate you.’ the next you’re drooling over him and can’t even take your eyes off him.” Betty added.

“Oh my God! I’m friends with a group of idiots!” (Y/N) exclaimed. “He’s my soulmate, I’m allowed to drool over him.”

“Who’s your soulmate?” Reggie asked, including himself in the conversation. “I’m pretty sure that’s me. Talk to you tonight, (L/N).” He winked as he made his way back towards the field.

“Don’t count on it, Reginald!” she shouted back, a grin spread across her face.

“God, just fuck already.” Kevin shouted after him.

The tickling sensation grew on her left forearm, meaning only one thing. Reggie was at it again.

'so, ready to admit that ur my soulmate?’

She rolled her eyes, ignoring the ink on her arm and continued to solve the algebraic question in front of her.

'ur not writing back b'cos u know im right ;)’

Ignoring him once again, she picked up her makeup remover and rubbed the ink off.

Reggie groaned after seeing the ink disappear from his arm. “What if (Y/N) is telling the truth? She’s probably not my soulmate. I mean my soulmate hasn’t written back.”

Moose and Chuck looked at each other before smacking Reggie around the back of his head. “Don’t be such a dick, Mantle. D'ya know how unlikely it would be for your soulmate and (Y/N) to hit their hips at the same time, unless your soulmate is, maybe, I don’t know, (Y/N)?”

The trio sat in silence, for awhile as Reggie took in the words of his friends, until Chuck broke the silence with the words “Dude, she literally calls you Reginald.”

“And?” Reggie said, confusion laced in his voice.

“You’d punch me if I even attempted to call you Reginald.” Chuck frowned.

“I’d punch you because you’re a dick.”

The following day, (Y/N) tried her hardest to avoid Reggie, but with their clashing schedules it was practically impossible. She sighed as she once again caught him looking in her direction, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “Need something, Reginald?”

He shook his head and turned back to face the front, before turning back to face her again “Actually, yes, I do need something from you, (L/N). I need you to prove to me that you’re not my soulmate.”

Just before she could reply the bell had rang, signalling that it was the end of the school day. “I’ll see you later, (Y/N).” Reggie shouted after her.

She sat at her desk, tapping her pen against it, as she, yet again, procrastinated her biology questions. Her phone vibrated, signalling an incoming call from Kevin. As soon as she answered, she was met with her best friend screaming down the phone. “I’m on my way over to pick you up! We’re going to Moose’s party.”

He picked up a grape before throwing it in the air and attempting to catch it in his mouth, failing as his eyes locked with Archie, who was stood next to (Y/N), his arm around her shoulder. Reggie pushed himself from the couch and strode his way over to (Y/N) and her red-haired friend.

“Hey, Andrews. Mind if I borrow (Y/N) for a second?”

“Sure, dude. Just don’t do anything stupid!”

Reggie took (Y/N)’s hand in his, pulling his hand away from hers when he felt a spark at the skin to skin contact. He looked at (Y/N), instantly apologising. Her mind flickering over to the time he sprained his wrist and covered her arm in ink-stained apologies.

“What do you want, Reginald?” she said, sending a genuine smile at him for the first time in weeks. Reggie positioned himself in front of her so he could face her. He noted down everything about (Y/N). The way her eyes shone almost as if they were a spotlight and the way she would crinkle her nose every time she let out a laugh.

She looked into his eyes and nodded. She didn’t need to know what he wanted to ask, she already knew.

“I want,” He paused, inching closer to her “you to,” He was so close to her, she could feel his breath on her cheek “prove it.” By now, there was no distance between them, everything around them seemed to disappear. The smell of alcohol and cologne on him intoxicated her, if she were to pull away now, she would’ve craved the scent. If she pulled away now, she would’ve craved him. Using his right arm he tilted her head up, their lips meeting. She was taken by surprise at the softness and warmth of his lips, she had expected it to be horrendous, something that she would forget in later life; how could she when everything he did was near-perfection? As they pulled away, they stood, their foreheads leaning against each other, eyes still closed.

(Y/N) smiled at the boy in front of her. She looked over at the coffee table, picking up the pen that lay underneath the pile of red solo cups, writing on her arm:

'It’s me. I’m your soulmate.’

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