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nerves-nebula · 2 months

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Anyway. Mikey & Raph try to see who can eat the most while Donnie stands back and wonders if this is just all good fun or if it might be encouraging binge eating. He really can’t tell since it’s not like any of them except leo have a normal appetite.

#nnstuff #teenage mutant neglected turtles #tmnt Raph #tmnt Mikey #disordered eating tw #binge eating tw

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hidefdoritos · 2 months

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At lunch with friends listening to all the slender college kids compare bodies and try to lose weight, watching the overweight fortysomethings and the two seventy-year-olds ignore all of it, being the only college kid who's visibly fat, listening to the others bicker right in front of me, realizing once again that looking like me is their worst nightmare, sorrowing all at once over how much every single person in this room hates their body but I love every one of them so much.

Knowing that my weight came when my family experienced trauma, left (slightly) with self-imposed hateful restrictions, which led to self-harm and to further trauma and weight gain in 8th grade, left again when I had one good year, then skyrocketed in 11th grade when I was assaulted, then went back down with a physical labor job, then came back with the pandemic and college, then went down with an active summer, then came back when I destroyed my ankle, then continued upward with college and pneumonia and the head injury and bronchitis and processing trauma, and went back down when I was too burned out to eat, then went back up with an awful job, then plateaued, then I spent a semester healing my soul and it came with 15 pounds that I swear were worth it, then went back down with physical labor and a vow to fix my relationship with food, then came back with college. And I was back on a downward trend until getting the flu a couple weeks ago and my weight didn't change because my period started and last night I was just exhausted and out of sorts and I binged for the first time in months. Consumed like 2,000 calories of garbage in an hour.

I know I need to take a day of rest. I feel guilty that all the other kids are doing schoolwork while I'm off taking a nap. Actually I'm up here crying, but they don't need to know that.

I know that even when my weight goes down, my shoulders don't get smaller. My hips will still be broad no matter what I do. I wear women's size 12 shoes. Even if I starve 60 pounds off my body and shave my mustache and my legs and start tucking my shirts in and dressing pretty and wearing makeup and wearing push-up bras and curling my hair, they won't accept me. I'll just be a success story to them.

And I'll be another success story for other fat people to beat themselves with.

#fatphobia #weight loss tw #binge eating tw #diet tw #dieting tw #assault tw #trauma tw #self hatred #self harm tw #listen #i'm sorry everyone #I'm working on fixing my relationship with food #and on my relationship with myself.#Nobody but me knows my whole story.#Relapsing into an eating disorder doesn't mean the time was wasted #I now have months of experience being clean from that.#it hurts to watch people I love devalue and compare themselves #and to know how lowly they value me.#or how they're all holding themselves to higher standards #I've definitely done that #like 'oh no it's ok for this other person #it's pretty on them #I'm not allowed to look like that though'#which is just. pride.#and a double standard.#maybe they still like me?#or maybe I'm vastly delusional and all of them hate me for so many reasons.#my own parents have already had their weight loss success story.#when's it going to be my turn?

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womanlives · 8 months

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actually obsessed with how nasty athkatla is and how well it fits into mercy's faerun lore. it's almost a one-to-one of her initial homebrew world lore. what a piece of rich-shit city. it's got:

halfling-sized street oil lamps. "storm-lanterns," they're called. imagine trying to sneak around that shit to get them fingies in them pockets (read: you can't).

wealth disparity to a point where the gem district denizens are so rich they do the h.unger g.aems shit and eat until they literally force themselves to empty their stomachs. eat the rich!!!!

a law system so lax that it permits lewdness, slavery, and god knows what else. bonus: it's only illegal if you can't pay the fine. minor laws/etc can and are often broken, so long as the corresponding fine is paid (usually ahead of time). zoinks scoob!

arcane magic is strictly banned within the city unless you have a permit. only billionaires(tm) have permits.

port city port city port city. is the slum district right on the river? ya. street urchin population? all-time high, babeyyyyyyyyyyy.

one of the most powerful criminal organizations in faerun. delicious. ruthless motherfuckers with the alias of the kiss of steel in darkness. they do promote arcane and divine magical usage amongst their ranks, but more in line with sneakthievery assistance (pass without a trace, invisibility) or information gathering (detect thoughts). if you don't have power or wealth you're dispensable. if you have any value whatsoever (political, material, arcane), they'll just stick you in a safehouse until they can ransom you for a decent amount. pray your loved ones can pay. pray you have loved ones at all.

#mercy/hc.#mercy/bg3.#i love them your honour #nasty little dudes #slavery tw #eating disorder tw #binge eating tw

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memesomething · 2 years

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Eating Disorder sentences

eating disorder tws apply, obviously! dead dove do not eat, this is very much what it says on the tin including triggers (intentional ‘this is a bad thing to say’ faux pas) for anorexia, bulimia, ARFID, and binge-eating disorders. please be safe ❤️

“Are you... throwing up?”

“When was the last time you ate?”

“[Name], you need to eat something.”

“So you only eat, like, three things?”

“Have you ever thought that might be... a problem?”

“I didn’t know that about you.”

“Do you... have you ever purged?”

“I’m only asking because I’m worried about you. Did you eat anything today?”

“Let’s get rid of our set of scales. We’ll just donate them.”

“I didn’t think you’d get it.”

“It’s not -- it was never about body image.”

“I don’t think I can.”

“Sometimes I don’t eat at all and sometimes I... eat a lot.”

“It’s stupid.”

“Let’s eat lunch together?”

“Could you -- I’d like to eat with someone. Can I buy you lunch?”

“Have you just ... been managing this on your own?”

“I know it’s difficult. I’m proud of you.”

“You know, there have been studies about eating disorders being similar to an addiction.”

“I wish I had your self-control.”

“If you’d just stop/start eating, things would be fine.”

“Can you tell me how to lose/gain weight?”

“You need to eat more than that.”

“If you don’t try it how do you know you don’t like it?”

“Just eat already.”

“You don’t want something I spent hours cooking?”

“That’s not a healthy diet.”

“You look so healthy.”

“How many calories are in that?”

“You’ve put on weight. You look amazing.”

“Why are you doing this to yourself/to me/to us?”

#emetophobia tw #eating disorder tw #ed tw #ed cw #anorexia tw #binge eating tw #disordered eating tw #ARFID tw #ok now i have tagged all of these: @camille rb this so i can send my muse at blaine ty love u #(only if you want to!)

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letthisbeyourgreatest · 1 year

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#depressed #idk why really just felt bad #binge eating tw #food tw #been screwing up my progress by binge eating at night #and havent done anything i should have done on the last few days #including essential stuff like taking care of myself and cleaning up my room #feeling like shit overall #nur talks sometimes

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andcrsonn · 2 years

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Blaine Food Headcanons: ( note: this is for MY muse, not necessarily canon blaine) *tw for binge eating/purging/unhealthy relationship to food

Food hasn’t always been difficult for him. As a child, his mother cooked pretty healthy meals for her boys — lots of protein and veggies, sometimes casseroles. It was when he and his brother were alone with his dad that they’d have more ‘fun’ food. Pizza, BBQ, food on the grill, donuts for breakfast. Still, he never really complained about his mother’s style of cooking. He wasn’t picky.

It was about 50/50 with his friends. Friends from within the neighborhood typically had meals more boujie than he was used to. But friends from school would invite him over and he’d borderline binge on ‘junk’ food. Chips, desserts, candy, soda — he usually came home from their houses with a stomach ache and was ready to have his mother’s cooking again.

Though his mom appeared to be very conscious of blaine’s health, she and her husband allowed Blaine to drink coffee from a very young age: as young as 8 or 9. They noticed it gave him energy, and he performed better and got more done when he had coffee. The caffeine combined with the pressure to perform well is probably what kick-started Blaine’s anxiety issues.

Blaine is not picky, and never has been. He enjoys all kinds of cuisines. Italian is his favorite, it’s more of a comfort food, but he also loves Chinese, Indian, Thai, Spanish, Greek, anything. There are very few things Blaine won’t eat, and he’ll try anything once.

His relationship with food began to become more complicated in junior high. While puberty was making a lot of his friends grow taller and slim out, Blaine found himself gaining weight but not growing as tall. He didn’t see it as a huge issue until some guys in the PE locker room started to point it out, and worse, when his theatre director made a comment. He started trying to lose weight, gain muscle and cut out ‘junk’ food completely. However, he spent so much of his time trying to focus on eating healthy that when ‘junk’ food was readily available (such as at friend’s houses) he would binge, sometimes to the point of making himself ill. One of his friends even encouraged him to try purging so he could eat even more. He’d feel guilty about it afterward and then stop eating completely for a few days. No one in his family or friend group ever really knew about this. It embarrassed him.

During high school, his relationship with food improved. He was becoming more muscular from boxing and learning how to fight, so he needed all the calories he could get. He ate a lot in high school, and never really thought much about it.

Blaine’s relationship with food hit an all-time low his freshman year of college, at NYADA. He’d heard of the “freshman 15″ before but wasn’t really worried about it until he began gaining quite a bit of weight himself. NYADA and the move to New York was stressful, albeit what he wanted, and he found himself indulging in food again. There was so much more variety available in New York, and eating gave him comfort. The weight gain made him very insecure, especially since Kurt was becoming more muscular and focusing on sticking to healthy food. Blaine’s insecurity in his body created a lot of tension in his relationship with Kurt, and himself. The more insecure he got, the more he ate for comfort.

#headcanon #binge eating tw #eating disorder tw #' i'll be your clown. ' (verse 01)#' somewhere only we know. ' (verse 02)#' take me back to the night we met. ' (verse 05)#' love is a battlefield. ' (verse 05a)

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andizoidart · 2 years

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I have no impulse control. Giving me the whole bag of goldfish means I will eat it all as a binge. Portions are not a thing that I tend to recognize properly

#andi speaks #shut up andi #tw food #food tw #food mention #food mention tw #tw food mention #tw eating disorder #eating disorder tw #eating disorder #binge eating #binge eating tw #tw binge eating #not quite a vent just a statement

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fuck-the-host-i-made-us-a-blog · 2 years

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*balls

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*also i’m the one here to binge eat fuck you

#*gruff grumbles #*fuck you finny #binge eating tw #tw binge eating #binge eating #binge eating mention #did #actually did #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #tw swearing #swearing tw #swearing #wanted to make it clear that someone usually goes through the tags to organize it! This excludes the personal statements people make #cleanup crew certified 🪣🧼🧽🧹

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catz-purrrr · 1 month

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I got this huge plate of kimchi fried rice and ate it all. I wish I saved some of it for tomorrow I would have had so much. :( Food is scarce.

#food scarcity #binge eating tw

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eatme3 · 4 months

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having a boyfriend that's skinnier than you is literally so embarrassing... like wym come sit in my lap, babe noooo

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pinkblemishesblog · 1 month

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hidefdoritos · 5 days

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Today is by far the worst prednisone symptom day. Shaking like a small dog. Sweating buckets. Physically feels like I've been having a five day panic attack. Small wonder that I'm exhausted. In a final attempt to convince myself that I'm safe, I'm going on one of my legendary snack binges. It's probably gonna trigger some food issues but I am giving myself permission ahead of time because l need to do something with all this energy bottled up inside a body that's on the brink of collapse.

#prednisone posting #eating disorder tw #binge eating tw #food tw

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little-misss-perfect · 1 month

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i sometimes think that the only thing standing between me and experiencing a full life is my weight.

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unhappy-house-of-horrors · 1 year

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*oh, and i guess i’ll go ahead and make one of these-

Name: *gruff Role: *that’s none of yer business. (He doesn’t know anymore) Age: *usually just say 29ish. My pronouns are: *he/him only. Things that ail me: *anger issues, binge eating, and the likes. not a people person. Emoji of choice: 🦴 Brackets: * (asterisk at the beginning)

I like: *eating, watching videos, kuromi… i dunno, this feels stupid-

I dislike: *eating, most people, cutesy bullshit, visibly dirty shit-

#gruff and grumble #introduction posts #headstone text #notes from bones: I cleaned up the post before letting it be posted #all I added was the little parentheses #tw swearing #swearing tw #swearing #tw ed #ed tw #tw eating disorder #eating disorder tw #eating disorder #tw eating disorder mention #eating disorder mention tw #eating disorder mention #tw binge eating #binge eating tw #trying to cover as many triggers as I can -Bones

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meltingwalkmanofjoan · 3 months

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It’s always either nothing or binging XD

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iamlu-mmm1 · 6 months

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NOVEMBER IS GOING TO BE MY MONTH FR.

i’m so sick and tired of binging and gaining and losing the same kilos over and over again, so i’m deciding that November is gonna be my month, i will get back on track i will lose all the disgusting fat and i’ll try to be more active here

Wish me luck

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