#bipolar 2

[manic-pixi-dreamworld]

Night check✨

6:45pm EST

Today wasn’t that bad of a day. Very busy with the vet but still a good day. Weather was great the bugs weren’t obnoxious.

Reggie update:for those who want it.

Vet wants his shoe pulled and check if there’s an abscess path if not she wants him X-rayed to see if it could be laminitis she is leaning more towards abscess though. Fingers crossed it’s not laminitis

Did some training with Theon after work and he came back and passed out this is his weather not too hot and not too cold

I’m exhausted

I love all of you 💕

Remember

You are loved

You are wanted

Drink your water

Take your meds

Be kind to yourself

#18+ blog #manic pixie dream girl #personal #girls with piercings #mental illness #mental health #bipolor #mentalheathawareness #me #hypomania #bipolar 2 #nightly check in #monday selfie #mirror selfie #bathroom selfie #pre shower selfie #girl blogger #ginger #red head #red hair #tumblr girl #fat girls #i’m exhausted #girls with pigtails #mental health awareness #big tiddy committee #inbox open #asks open #selfie

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring

#screaming crying moaning throwing up #screaming crying wailing #i need him #i ruined it #fuck i want him #i wish he was mine #i need them #why me why me why me #bpd problems #bpd splitting #bpd triggers #bpd #bpd favorite person #bipolar 2 #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked

[powerrangersystem]

#actually bipolar #actually mentally ill #actually disabled #actually did #actually osdd #osddid #bipolar 1 #bipolar 2 #bipolar memes #did #did system #did memes #system memes #system things #mental ill meme #ed recovery #actually bpd

[braindamaged007]

#oof lmao #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #mentally drained #mental illness #mental disorder #bipolar disorder #actually bipolar #bipolar 2 #self deprecating humor #stupid humor #dark comedy #darkhumourmemes #memes #lol memes #lol oof #dank humor #lmao #lmao what #dank memes #meme #dark memes #dark humor #humor #omg humor #dank meme #dankmemes #lol #funny meme #lol wtf

[disabledopossum]

#meme #borderline blog #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bipolar 2 #bpd #chronically ill #severe anxiety

[coffeeinthecoffin]

People when someone with bpd starts showing symptoms of a literal personality disorder that can’t be romanticized: 😮 😡

#actually bpd #bpd #cluster b #actually cluster b #borderline personality disorder #bipolar 2 #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #mental illness #generalized anxiety disorder

[prenchpolar]

we need more bipolar success stories. because all you hear about are the ones who died, or had breakdowns, or struggle every day.

it will be okay. it can be okay. i'm bipolar, and i'm doing well. i'm medicated, i'm stable, i'm happy, i'm living my life. things will be okay.

#mental illness #mentalheathawareness #actually bipolar #mentally fucked #bipolar 2 #bipolar disorder #mental problems #actuallybipolar #bipolar ii #manic depressive #manic pixie nightmare #manic bipolar #actually manic

[ooppo]

I see so many memes for other mental disorders so I decided to make some for my bipolar besties <3

#bipolar disorder #actually bipolar #bipolar 1 #bipolar 2 #bipolar memes

[gazniet]

idk who needs to hear this but your manic episodes are valid even if you don’t think you’re actions were “crazy” enough

#mental illness #actually bipolar #bipolor #bipolar 2 #bipolar disorder #bipolar 1 #manic episodes #manic episodes are so funny #manic pixie dream girl #hypomanic #hypomania

[bipolardisaster]

#tab #feelings #confused #im so tired #bipolar 2 #bpd meme #being borderline #desamor #borderline life #dolor #tlp #borderline #trastorno bipolar #ansiedad #ideas #chronic pain #sentimientos #confusion #bpd #tab2 #bipolar disorder

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

I want that unconditional love, that "you messed up but it's ok" kind of love, forgiving and kind and sometimes foolishly so.

#this sounded better in my head #actually bpd #bpd favorite person #bipolar 2 #actually mentally ill #bpd feels #being borderline #lovesick #love obsession #obsessive love #i love him #i need him #fuck i want him #couples #is this relatable #relatable #k!nk blog

[traumakid-hideout]

An episode of mania almost always always always starts out so euphorically, makes you feel like you’re on the perfect drug, makes your confidence and motivation sky rocket and has you romanticizing all the fun it baits you with. It feels so amazing, you feel like nothing can hurt you or get to you.

Then the irritability comes, genuine rage, such an uncomfortable and overwhelming increase in libido, dangerous impulses, social behavior to be humiliated from by the time you crash, severe sleep deprivation that disorients the fuck out of you the longer you go without it, without even feeling tired at all. But feeling completely out of control. And if it escalates, Lord help you. Hallucinations, bad paranoia, black outs, substance abuse (or relapse if you happen to be recovering), delusions, everything that could get you into a psych ward. It isn’t fun at the end and any pleasure you feel is completely illusionary.

The worst part is I still normally never want it to stop. Because the depression after, which gets so ugly and terrible the longer, more intense the mania is, is something I’m not looking forward to at all. That, and mania can really sometimes convince you that you love it. I’m not wanting to go there though, because I have a lot to lose. Even if I don’t lose anything, I’m tired of this cycle and just can’t afford to desire it anymore. So I’m managing where I can, but wow it’s just scary to watch it take you higher and higher into it, and further and further away from yourself.

This is precisely why I despise any sort of stigma toward bipolar disorder. It’s so misunderstood, misquoted, and mistreated. I just really want and need some help. My hands are so sweaty and shaky, my heart and my mind are racing, I can’t stop talking, I can’t eat. I can’t focus, I can only fixate. And it’s just so overwhelming already.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallybipolar #actuallyhypomanic #actuallymanic #manic episodes #mania #manic #manic episode #manic depression #manic depressive #mental heath #actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #bipolar mania #bipolar disorder #bipolar 1 #bipolar 2

[flashy-mf]

Manic episode bingo! (Written at 3am during a manic episode lmao)

For bipolar, schizoaffective, cyclothymic disorder, and the like (if you have manic episodes, use it! I don’t really care what mental illness causes yours. All is valid which is why I made it as inclusive as possible, so no gatekeepers or ableists though I know saying this won’t stop anyone)

Here’s mine 🔥🎉📸👁️🫦👁️✨💥💪

#flashy ✨ info #mentally illness bingo #mania bingo #mania #manic episodes #manic depression #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #schizoaffective #actually bipolar 1 #bipolar 2 #cyclothymia #mood disorder #mood disorders #schizospec #schizoaffective disorder #actually psychotic #bipolar psychosis #bipolar mania #manic depressive #bipolar shit

[disabledopossum]

Fuckin' Mood

#bpd #bipolar 2 #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #borderline blog #chronically ill #severe anxiety #transgender

[coffeeinthecoffin]

It’s sooooo fucking irritating when I split and devalue the people who I love because I know it isn’t actually how I feel about them but my brain just repeats how useless and stupid they are and how much I do not need them

#actually bpd #bpd #borderline personality disorder #cluster b #actually cluster b #npd #bpd culture is #bipolar 2 #actually bipolar

[manic-pixi-dreamworld]

Morning losers💕

6:50am EST

I slept really well-had weird ass dreams tho…

Hope everyone has a great Wednesday only 2 days until the weekend!!

Remember

You are loved

You are wanted

Drink your water

Take your meds

Be kind to yourself

#18+ blog #manic pixie dream girl #girls with piercings #personal #me #mental health #mental illness #bipolor #mentalheathawareness #hypomania #tumblr girl #good morning #morning selfie #morning check in #ginger #red head #red hair #bipolar 2 #inbox open #asks open #submissions open