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dissociation-plus · 2 years
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i have no idea what to do with my life, nor do i have any passions, objectives, interests or hobbies all because i did not expect—nor plan—to be alive for this long smh
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crookeddoll · 1 year
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I hate hate hate hate so much that I cannot remember ANYTHING about my life. I NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHY
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rosy-cheeked-gay · 1 year
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feelings are too much, it’s crab rangoon hours
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bilbopaggins · 2 years
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riddlemethiswilliam · 2 years
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TAKE YOUR MEDS.
Fr fr. Do not ever randomly stop taking them. I couldn't get my meds for 5 days and I laughed it off. Now I'm shaking like Rue from Euphoria and I can't stop crying. Take. Your. Meds!!!!!
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eggshells21 · 8 months
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“I cannot fathom who it was I thought my soul resided within,
I have morphed from battle to battle and returned with nothing but sin.”
R.Wells
Who am I? 25.8.23
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the-suicide-effect · 7 months
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shit-im-bpd-too-now · 4 months
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lmfao
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wanting to kys to prove a point but also wanting to get better and be the best person you can be to prove a point
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dissociation-plus · 2 years
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being in a constant state of distress where anything can trigger it is so hard. i can get distressed at the simplest of things, but i’ll get blamed for ✨being distressed✨
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crookeddoll · 1 year
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my therapist always gives me good advice but that I cannot follow.... if I followed her advice I'd have 2 friends and that's it which I cannot afford right now...
im not well enough to have mature conversations and let people know why their actions hurt me, I'm too tired to care about myself or think rationally so I just let people ghost me and let my intrusive thoughts work on my myself or I just evade reality, I'm just a shell of a human
if I decide to tell people that something hurt me I just try to calm down and not be too much, too crazy, too overbearing, too emotional... too much.
and now I'm too tired to even care, I just am done with everyone and I wish they respected me as much as I respect them but apparently people with bpd aren't worth of respect
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heymacy · 26 days
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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yardsards · 8 months
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
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riddlemethiswilliam · 2 years
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Y'ALL, LISTEN TO YOUR PSYCHIATRISTS. DO NOT GO OFF YOUR MEDS COLD TURKEY. I am telling you, it's not worth it. I feel like I'm dying. And the feeling of withdrawal makes me feel like a junkie even tho it's medicine I need. I'm rating this 0 out of Someone please hit me with a bus because the symptoms are unbearable.
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thatadhdfeel · 14 days
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being diagnosed with something later in life is like. oh. so this is why i was lost. this is why i was hurt. this is why i was hated. this is the piece i knew was missing, but couldn’t name. now that name has been granted. and you sit in the doctor’s office chair. you stare at the insurance code. you wonder what could have been, had you known earlier. you wonder and wonder and wonder.
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