#bipolar2

[bipolarmango]

I hate it when people think (hypo)mania is just having a ton of energy to do all the chores you have when in reality it is

not being able to sleep because you can't, meaning you get up in the middle of the night to go to cycling or for a drive

not finishing your actual chores because you need to write a book, learn how to play violin, or solve world hunger

spending money you don't have in things you don't need, like a pony or a new car or fifteen pairs of shoes

having to take medical leave from work so you can focus on your current project, such as writing a book or solving the world hunger

having rage towards other people because no one but you is competent enough, smart enough, or fast enough

your thoughts going so fast you can't really do anything because your mind can't process anything but your racing thoughts

#actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #bipolar2 #bipolar disorder #bipolar things #bipolar type 2 #bipolar ii #bipolar mania #mania #hypomania

[lordbeebrain]

“Veni, Vidi, Discessi.”

-Anxiety Disorder Motto

(I came, I saw, I left. 💀)

#mental health #anxiety disorder #actually adhd #bipolar2 #adult adhd #depression survivor #bipolar disorder #multiple sclerosis #mental wellness #healing journey #generalized anxiety disorder #anxienty #anxiety fighter #anxiety disorders #funny mental health stuff #anxiety jokes #anxious humor

[magdalenaquinn]

I broke down today. I guess my soul needed a good purging cry. I was doing so well. It had to come to an end. I hope this now weeks long down cycle soon goes away. I just want to wake up and not be sad for that day

#shereequinn #my writing #journey #poetry #my poetry #poetic #finding myself #bipolar2 #mental illness #mental health matters #mental health awareness #mental health advocate

[dat-angry-badger]

Self-harm alternatives articles are so funny like yea, Joan who never struggled with this tells me to do yoga. sure, wait a min I gotta nail a headstand instead of being batshit crazy

#self #mental illness #trauma #mental health #bipolar2 #bp #actuallytraumatized #selfharm

[reserwrekt]

I will find people willing to have uncomfortable conversations with me.

I will find people who stick around even after a disagreement.

I will find someone who's just as excited to talk to me as I am them.

I will find someone who won't shame be for being complicated or sensitive.

I will find relationships worth having and maintaining.

I will find someone who can respond with love, whenever I have doubt.

I will find people who ask questions before jumping to conclusions.

I will find someone willing to accommodate my needs, as I do them.

#positive affirmations #neurodivergent #neurodivergent affirmations #affirmations #love #friendship #relationships #emotional heath #bipolar #bipolar2 #audhd #adhd #asd #autism

[florafloof]

Planted radishes today

February 27

In Wisconsin

70 degrees

Climate anxiety quiets

"You'll harvest them on your 5th anniversary"

Tulips have made an appearance

My urge to start writing has too

Will it grow

make something of itself

We shall see Weirder

Things have happened

Yet we persist.

#climate change #climate crisis #mental health #climate anxiety #gardening #philosophy #writing #poems and poetry #bipolar2 #recovery #healing

[villanous-blue]

Sum shit I did once upon a drink too many

#art #personal #living with bipolar #bipolar2 #me #dead

[d3m0nw1th1n]

"The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for."

#gothic #grunge #goth #literature #tw trauma #poets on tumblr #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #bipolar2 #sad shit #dv survivor #alone #dark #i am scared #fyodor dostoevsky #franz kafka #dark acamedia #dark acadamia quotes #leave me alone #d3pression #violence #college #i’m so alone #drowning in my thoughts #why don’t you love me

[kirkwalldrama]

this is my fandom blog, but reddit doesn't help. i am currently in my mixed episode, but AS ALWAYS i feel like a fraud who just pretends™. do y'all experience some of those symptoms? i feel like i've got the opposites of what everyone talk about

- veeeeery sleepy. need a nap everyday and can't wake up easily in the morning.

- tingling in hands

- heartache

- blurry vision

- feeling like i'm living in a dream (brain fog, dissociation, derealisation - you name it)

- music. i need music. VERY LOUD.

- mood fluctuates within hours - i can feel a 'click' in my brain and out of sudden i slide into bed for crying session

- never happy - always uncomfortable, irritated, restless - and always aware of the episode

- walking fast, dancing, moving around just to release energy

- irresistible urge to go shopping, irresistible need to possess new exciting things

- veeeery high libido

- boost in self confidence and experimenting with looks - makeup, clothes, even body posture

- other find you funny to be around, you flirt with everyone

- if depression hits it's worse than 'regular' depression - more agressive, less predictable, less 'stable'

- people can tell you are nervous or that you are surrounded by 'electric cloud'

- weird food cravings

- delusions - for me they are hypochondriac, i'm feeling like i'm dying soon or i have a terminal illness etc.

That's my experience.

#bipolar #bipolar2 #bipolar1 #mixed episode #manic episode #hypomanic #hypomania #mania #bipolar mixed episode #bipolar disorder

[bpdbaddy123]

Sometimes it feels like I made up my abuse. It even feels like I’m faking my mental illnesses. After being invalidated over and over I now doubt myself.

#actually borderline #bpd #actually bipolar #actually bpd #bipolar2 #bpd vent #borderline personality traits #dv survivor

[bipolarmango]

Every day is a fucking battle

#actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #ptsd #complex ptsd #bipolar disorder #bipolar2 #bipolar things #bipolar type 2 #bipolar ii #ptsd problems

[lordbeebrain]

Is it cheating if it’s old screenshots from my own twitter account? 🤔

I don’t think it is…

Also: Drink water 🐝🧠❤️

#actually adhd #adult adhd #bipolar2 #mental health #anxiety disorder #bipolar disorder #depression survivor #mental wellness #tweets #my adhd #adhd #adhd things #adhd struggles #undiagnosed adhd #living with adhd #adhd problems #adhd post #adhd tweets #adhd talk #adhd tag #adhd thoughts #adhd culture #adhd brain #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #mental illness #adhd twitter #adhd life #adhd mood #adhd humor

[magdalenaquinn]

I've been dissociated since January 3rd. Just different levels. I know I am still Grieving, but when will I come back to me? Feel human again.

This is the only thing that I cannot seem to get control over with my mental health. I have been able to work through my anger and depression and my medication actually does wonders. I have been feeling so much better mentally. and haven't had rage fits in a while.

However, maybe that's because I am not really here anymore. Will I forever feel numb?

#finding myself #my writing #journey #shereequinn #bipolar 2 #mental health advocate #grief #loss #poetry #bipolar2 #mental health matters #mental health awareness #dissociation #actually dissociative #where is my mind #where is my soul #where am i #lost myself #help #sadness #depression #anxiety #frustration #melancholy #blue #send good vibes and prayers

[dat-angry-badger]

Having bipolar feels like I'm that one badly written character in media who doesn't have one consistant personnality

I'm like equally the brooding emo vampire coded character and the insane narcissistic extraverted rockstar. The character sheets got mixed up or something.

Lowkey jealous of everyone who knows what their core personality is. Traits that are permanent to them and unique to them. Wish I had that

#bipolar #bipolar2 #bipolar disorder #self #mental illness #mental health #depression #depressive episode #mania #hypomania #hypomanic episode

[behappyasfuckk]

I need more giant squishamallows :c

#me #selfie #personal #my face #squishmallow #stuffed aminals #little space #girls with tattoos #bipolar2 #sensitive #baby #pink aesthetic #pink

[i-am-still-bb]

When Medical Professionals Disagree

How do you as the patient (or the patient's loved ones) figure out who to trust??

#because my holiday season needed some more spice #like #thanks #i've had more than enough spiciness for the year #thanks though #bipolar2 #or maybe not??