#bisexual with a preference for girls

[r0bins-repert0ire]

bul18 for the I PREFER GIRLS trend over on twitter

#bulma #android 18 #bul18 #dragon ball #dbz #dragon ball z #dragon ball fanart #dragon ball z fanart #fanart #digital art #my art #lgbt #lesbian #bisexual #i prefer girls #bulma briefs #lazuli #yuri #really in love with how i did bulma's hair in this

[saltywonderlandsalad-blog]

Sorry, but not sorry

#lesbian #wlw #sapphic #black wlw #black lesbian #quote #girls who like girls #prefer girls #girls who love girls #wet ass pussy #bisexual #wet pu$$y

[moongothic]

Crocodile having such an explosive debut in his early 20s and such deep trust issues could also point to him having an even EARLIER start a la Shanks as an apprentice or something to an older pirate and their crew as a child/teenager — doubling down on the humiliation factor from facing off whitebeard as also a failure to “come of age” and broader sense of betrayal in watching eager encouragement fickly turn to “what did you THINK would happen”s like the kid who gets egged on by their peers into doing something dangerous and then immediately abandoned when they hurt themselves

Can't say if he did have like an early start for sure, since we really don't know anything about Crocodile's early childhood

But simply considdering how Oda typically layers backstories, I absolutely agree, I do think it's more than likely he has somekind of pre-Whitebeard trauma, be it either unrelated childhood trauma or early-pirating-life trauma (or something else)

Like the way Oda structures backstories, although we always remember like The Big Life-Changing Tragedy that happens at the end of the flashback, more often than not the flashback already begins with something horrible to indicate the character's already had a rough life

Robin was already alone, abused and rejected by most of Ohara even before the Buster Call Incident (followed by a life of running in fear for decades)

Franky had already been abandoned by his family before he lost Tom and got ran over by a train

Law had already lost his entire family before Doffy killed Rosi

Etc etc. Like not all the flashbacks are entirely like this, especially the East Blue-saga ones, but the backstories have been growing in complexity and structure, adding layers to the tragedies (like 🧅 onions 🧅) as the story has gone on

And with Kuma, his backstory doesn't end at two layers of tragedy. Like there's the early childhood tragedy of slavery, then there's the tragedy of losing his loved one in the most cruel, inhumane way possible, and we know there's at least one more gut-punch of a tragedy coming in the next two chapters to finish it all off

So with Crocodile especially I feel like... Like yes, possibly getting betrayed once in his life and having his dreams crushed by Whitebeard could break the man's psyche. But considdering just how seemingly broken his psyche might be, I do absolutely believe there's more layers here. Like his trust must've been broken more than once for him to end up the way he has.

Which alone gives Crocodad a bit more plausibility in my mind, because being rejected by the person you loved and trusted the most would most certainly break your heart (even if it was understandable why). And that really would make for a fine Final Nail on the Coffin for Crocodile's ability to have faith in others

But to really get that broken trust to be an on-going theme in his life that just happens again and again.... yeah it needs to start earlier

Personally, I think some kind of early childhood trauma would make the most sense, at least to me, not just because it could help Crocodile get started "on the wrong foot", but also because Rough Childhoods is just. A General Theme in One Piece lmao. Of course, it wouldn't be The Key Life-Changing Tragedy (I think Dragon would be that), just a "bad start"

#Moon posting #OP Meta #OP Spoilers #Sir Crocodile #Crocodad #Honestly this is kind of why I ended up becoming fond of the ''Croc is 1/4th merman'' idea #'Cause it really would like. Lay the basic groundwork for what's to come without it being like. IDK too much? #IDK I wrote a whole separate post about that not gonna go over the whole thing again #Other and one more plausible option was that he was just a really queer kid from the start and was bullied to hell and back for it #Dude just wanted to play pirates with the boys and kiss girls and everyone thought he was weird for it because he was a ''girl'' #And somehow being called that stung but for reasons he couldn't understand (if Crocodad Real then he didn't Figure It Out until 27) #((Crocodile just seems bisexual as hell to me leave me be)) #((I'm entitled to my unfounded bullshit headcanons until Oda gives us canon)) #Alternatively if Crocodile WAS Xebec's kid then knowing his dad got ditched by Whitebeard and co would definitely leave An Impression #Especially if he ended up stranded and alone after God Valley #(...Unless... Whitebeard adopted him??? Which would be a very Whitebeard-y thing to do???????????) #((IDK I'm not into the Xebec theory)) ((It's plausible but it just doesn't spark joy for me)) #((IDK I would prefer if he just kind of had a ''chill'' childhood kind of like the ASL bros had)) ((Just far lonelier)) #((Especially since loneliness is such a key factor in so many characters and why they are the way they are)) #((It's just that everyone else was able to find companionship somewhere eventually (be it thru Luffy or otherwise) but Croc didn't)) #There's so many options and ideas on what could've happened we could stay here all day #Regardless of what it is- I'm sure Something Happened. Just gotta wait for Oda to tell us what #Asks

[theinfinitedivides]

Not Ramaiya Vastavaiya is Jawan's equivalent of Jhoome Jo Pathaan with a hint of Besharam Rang!Spanish era and (i will swear by this) Tattad Tattad energy thrown in for good measure. i am trying to come up with coherent thoughts bc anything i could put on the internet rn will land me in horny jail but i am calling that sh*t out when i see it

#film: jawan #jawan #shah rukh khan #srk #nayanthara #bollywood #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #bisexual behavior???? bisexual visuals???? Shah Rukh's wardrobe as a cross between Jab Harry Met Sejal and Pathaan???? #oh God oh f*ck the waist rolls the body rolls the EVERY-F*CKING-THING ROLLS #Nayanthara's hand. on his chest. the shirt is open. she is literally wiping down his abs separated by nothing but a thin #white tank top. the THRUSTS #and the girl squad with the guns at the end this is f*cking insane sh*t #they said drop the club banger of the summer in the last week of August the actual f*ck #can we talk about how they got Vishal and Shilpa on the Hindi version. Bollywood is healing i can see it on the horizon #Telugu version is my least fav rn unfortunately but that's probably just me and my preferences. it still f*cking slaps. bitch!!!! #edit: the tank top is red and velvet not white. the scene was in B&W my apologies. or it could actually be white and it's just #the same style of top they used later. as you can see i am still not functioning #extra editing: upon further listening i think the mixing on YouTube for the Telugu is f*cked. it sounds much better on Spotify #still at n.3 in the ranking but it's more top three now and not top two/whatever the f*ck is going on in that corner

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

Stuck In Her Head

short contemporary YA coming-of-age set in Hong Kong, following two teen girls who are friends

one is a musical prodigy but has lost her passion and wants to explore different possibilities for her future

the other is passionate about music but dealing with mental health & family issues

the latter develops a crush on the former, who is aroace, and they have to re-navigate their friendship, while working on a music/coding competition project together and dealing with their own issues

#aroaessidhe 2024 reads #stuck in her head #Hm this had a lot of aspects I found interesting but didn’t quite live up to what I wanted it to be #I definitely love reading YA set not in the west - this is set in Hong Kong - and I liked that a lot! #And of course we always need more YA about friendships rather than being romance focused (though this has an unrequited aspect of that) #This is written by 17yos which is cool! though it does show in the prose a bit. There’s a lot of ‘the girl’ ‘the teen’ instead of their nam #Or like informing the reader of info in slightly awkward ways - one visits the other’s house and says “is this the first time I’ve been to #- I feel like there are better ways to tell the reader this. Like that’s not something you wouldn’t be sure about right? #This made it feel like their friendship was quite tentative - school friends who’ve known each other for years but only really #started hanging out properly recently - but the text says they’ve been inseparable for years. #It definitely tackles a lot of things from burnout and perfectionism; losing passion for your talents; parents divorcing; depression #I just think some could have been handled with a bit more depth/nuance; with more space and introspection given to them #especially their main conflict about one having a crush on the aroace and then she pretends to reciprocate bc the other is suicidal and the #the other finds out and gets mad and it's......weirdly drawn out but also barely explored in depth also? idk #definitely anticipated it to be a bit like this because it's written by such young authors it's expected that they're still perfecting thei #I think teens who prefer shorter books & are looking for this sort of thing would still enjoy it for sure. I'll def look out for future boo #bisexual books #aroace books

[karinyosa]

cleaning out my following list and am being reminded of the phase i had where i was trying to make myself feel about being wlw the way i felt about being mlm (which is not what i called it at the time and also i was bisexual at this time) and i did this by. following every random carol fan blog i could find jshdsjhshjdsdcjhsdjchsbjdcgshdcjsdghcjh

#to be fair this phase introduced me to some banger media #but i literally was like so disturbed by how i felt about mlm media that i tried to compensate by placing myself in as much proximity to wl #media/aesthetics as possible shjhsjdhsjhcjshkcjhs??????? #i was trying to train myself to be sapphic/a better sapphic????? and also present as such. Online #which. like i feel like sapphic is a different thing from being wlw/gay (for women) but thats another conversation #but yeah LMAO i was like i need to be reading/watching more WOMAN media. man PURGE #bizarre form of not quite conversion therapy i dont even know what to say lmaooooooo #karinyo.txt #but yeah no like the way i dressed was to an extent how i imagined a specific type of bisexual/sapphic woman might dress #and i was trying to seek out wlw media that was like. the wlw equivalent of the mlm media i liked. like i thought the issue was the type #of media i'd seen. this is how i got into within the wires #which is a BANGER podcast to be fair wtw season 2 SLAPS. love those insane old women <3 #but no yeah i was like. it's hashtag carol christmas smiling emoji smiling emoji #literally hello fellow sapphics #this is why part of me is still like maybe the only reason i dont like girls is becuse i associate that with being a woman HJDHFJSHJ #like maybe when he gets on testosterone he'll be slightly more bisexual #may also have had something to do with the fact that most of my friends strongly preferred women and/or ided as wlw-adjacent at the time? #like i also just partially wanted to be seen by them as having good taste shdskdsjdkj #hence. man purge

[multifandominfj]

Can I be honest about something? One of my best friends told me she just got engaged a couple of days ago, and my heart just sank. Don’t get me wrong, I’m BEYOND happy for her. But every single person around me is either in: a relationship, engaged, married, etc…and I’m just *here*. I’m starting to think that: 1. My person doesn’t exist. 2. I’m unlovable. 3. I’m always someone’s last choice because I have the face of a horse look like a sack of potatoes. 4. Now matter how much I think I’m a catch…guys and girls don’t seem to notice. 💔😞

It doesn’t help I’m also extremely jaded about love either/been called the absolute WORST by guys either.

I’ve been used to make another girl jealous, dumped right before junior prom in high school, lead on only to be told he had a girlfriend, and dumped after a few weeks. On top of that I’ve been told “you’re not my type” and “your face looks like shit”. Who’s to say women won’t do the same, when I prefer women. 💔😭

I just want to know what love feels like, and want to loved by someone who loves me for ME.

#love sucks #men suck #bisexual dating #dating #dating problems #bisexual love life #disaster bisexual #I want to know what love os #find me somebody to love #bisexual spectrum #bi girl problems #I prefer women #scared I’m going to be alone forever #bisexual

[tiny-tigers]

I am both not shocked and shocked that I was right and also think it is not "uhuhu" alcohol but the vibe that we were all smelling.

📣BI CONFIRMATION YOUHOUH 📣

#bizarrely I prefer him kissing boys than that girl he has better taste in men #lgbtqia+ #bisexual #jvp

[haemosexuality]

memories i have of being a child and a lesbian:

-first week of 3rd grade, i walked in class and thought "ok i need to pick a boy to have a crush on this year". i thought that was just what you did. picked one bc i thought he had a cool haircut, proceeded to never have a conversation w him

-thinking "girls are naturally so much prettier than boys. this is common knowledge"

-being really jealous of the Cool Girl in my 4th grade class that was One Of The Boys. she played football with them. she sat really relaxed in chairs. she doesnt care about being pretty. isnt that just so cool? starts consciously trying to imitate her. also, even before that i always made sure to INSIST that my favorite color was blue and i did NOT like pink!!!!

-playing barbies with my cool, older cousin (she mustve been like 11? 12? i was around 8). her barbie was a mess because she had just broken up with her other barbie. i was confused. she explained to me what lesbians were (i knew men could be gay, but not women). immediately after that every single doll i had was a lesbian in a relationship. after figuring that it was probably a bit weird i was so obsessed with making my dolls lesbians, i came to the conclusion i would "probably like girls when i grow up". decided to tell my other, deeply religious cousin about this. she went "WHAT" and i went "HAHA JUST KIDDING IT WAS A JOKE" and never thought about it again

-a year later me and the deeply religious cousin were making ever after high dolls fuck. i was the one that came up w that idea (i also didnt know women could have sex at that point, i thought i had invented lesbian sex) and this haunted me for years bc i thought that that cousin had become homophobic after we grew up. recently found out shes also gay, good for her

-being just Really obsessed with marceline from adventure time for some reason. whenever i saw her on tv my heart would beat really really fast. wonder whats up w that 🤔

-being grounded for like, 5 months when i was 10 because my mom found out i was watching youtube videos from a lesbian couple. and also some videos with sex jokes. i wish i remembered that the lesbians channel was so bad

-i also watched lubatv. hes a brazilian youtuber famous for being openly gay. he introduced me to the concept of shipping, because ppl shipped him with another youtuber, t3ddy. he (plus facebook, and the cool older cousin from before) also introduced me to social activism

-asking permission from my parents to put a rainbow filter on my facebook pfp, in support of gay people. i thought i was such a good straight ally. i dont remember what happened but i think something negative mustve bc a lot of ppl were doing that in 2015. wait fuck now that i think about it that mightve actually been in 2016 because of pulse

- (we are still in 2015 im still 10) watching clips from Steven Universe Season 1 Episode 53 Jailbreak on youtube. they were (badly) subtitled bc i didnt speak english yet. i was absolutely shocked and could not believe they would show two girls kissing in a childrens cartoons, not bc i thought that was bad but bc i was like. would cartoon network really allow this??? i proceed to memorize the entire episode (again i didnt even speak english. and i watched it so many times i memorized it anyways lmao)

-being 11, and having my friend introduce to me this cool new thing she had found online, "fanfics". she linked me a college au fanfic of marceline and bubblegum from adventure time. it had a fade to black implied sex scene. i was hypnotized

-i was a very anxious child and every morning before getting to school i would prepare step-by-step what i would do when entering class. one day my internal monologue went "walk in, say good morning to teacher, kiss [previously mentioned girl best friend] on the mouth, say hello to- wait. where did that come from". start wondering if i was really Just A Really Good Straight Ally

-few days later, me and my friend group were discussing gay people. one of them asked "like i wonder if any of us are gonna be gay?". i thought for about 2.5 seconds and said "i think im bi", being the first one on my class to come out. they were all p chill ab it. i am not bi but its the thought that counts

-cutting off 30 inches of my really long hair and shaving one side at 11. my dad was mad at me for a week and he told me "i dont understand why you did this. you're looking like a dyke". originally i had planned to cut all of it really short "boy style" but the hairstylist insisted on at the very least letting half of it be longer. i did think half shaved hair was Cool so i was fine with that

#the ''i like blue not pink'' thing is interesting #bc i think that subconsciously i knew that was i Different from other girls but i didnt realize it #i was trying really hard to imitate the boys and separate myself from girly girls even tho i 100% was a girly girl #separate myself as in like. say that i was Not like them. not as in not hang out w girls i prefered being friends w girls #and like i had no idea why i felt the need to tell people i was not girly like them and that in fact i had more in common w boys #i know now obv but i think its interesting that that is how it manifested #also i came out as bi at 11 then as pansexual at 12 then as a panromantic agender girl w some obscure asexual label i no longer remember #at 13 #then just bisexual again at 13 then wait actually idk and finally lesbian at 14

[jenniferleecopping]

first time experimenting with pencil crayon since like, high school

#artists on tumblr #female artist #female artists #lgbt artist #lgbt art #wlw art #wlw artist #bisexual #lesbian #bisexual artist #wlw couple #butch4femme #femme lesbian #butch lesbian #girls #i prefer girls #sketch #sketchbook #colorful #rainbow #rainbow art #pencil crayon art #pencil crayon

[spamkimbap]

i was drawing this to explain my vision on my placement of Marshall(s) and Gary and Gumball on the 100% purely bisexual to exclusively gay spectrum to my partner and then when i finished i realized that it was obvious who i cared more about drawing. (Marshall) (it's Marshall)

#book of kells #undescribed images #to be clearer: vamp marshall has no lean #human marshall doesn't really have a lean but incidentally leans towards guys (he prefers T4T m/m relationships) #sexuality is fluid in ooo so p much everyone is bi and gumball is bi but with male lean/preference #gary is mostly gay/usually only likes guys but could like a girl #they're all bisexual to be clear #gary probably usually uses gay though

[garfield-milk]

if i see one more straight woman writing only mlm romances im going to set myself on fire

#girl shut the fuck up you don't know shit #i don't know why is this considered a controversial take #look im not saying that every gay romance book written by straight woman is bad #not at all ive read a lot of them and yrah they are good #but i want queer books that connect with querr people and their experiences #at least withe mine #i guess that's the problem to me #idk im just annoyed because id love to have more queer media to chose from #queer books either feel not deep enough of too political #i just want queer people falling in love and being queer #i guess that why i prefer film (EVEN THOUGH THERE'S NOT THAT MUCH QURER CINEMA EITHER) #look im bisexual and i should enjoy hey romance but i just don't #that's not me #uhhskskd #im just being annoying im sorry but i hate it #i have to look around for days to find good queer media #and then theres 4000000 shitty straight Christmas fils that are the same #I WANT MY 300000 GAY SHITTY ROMCOM MOVIES..... #uuujjjfjkkkkk #sorry again #vent post #kinda #in the tags #jesus i hate straight people #ok andres shut the fuck up in the tags challenge go #also idc that much about woman writing mlm romances it's just that ... #they sre usually so... dull #and sometimes kinda fetishizing #ughh

[autopsy-angel]

nobody talks enough about how difficult it is to find love as a queer girl in a town where there arent many lesbians. like it sucks enough that you're just a little bit picky, so your chances of finding a gf get cut down. and more often than not, those lesbians are probably also in a relationship, so your chances get cut down even more. and im sure there are plenty of bisexual girls here. but my picky ass wants a lesbian.

and i refuse to settle for a girl who isnt necessarily my type. like i just refuse to settle for a lesbian who acts like a damn millennial and listens to Taylor Swift/Harry Styles. it just seems like finding love as a queer girl is so damn difficult. and im not even super picky. i just dont want to date a cringe, jojo-siwa type of girl. n ive had long distance stuff with girls but that shit fuckin sucks.

#ash's brain #like the last lesbian i talked to in my town was such a fuckin cornball #like she was a corny soundcloud rapper n she said the n word in a text message that she sent to me n i immediately unfollowed her #so fucking ANNOYING #i think the only time id be okay with dating a bisexual girl is if she has a heavy preference for women #but the bisexual girls in my town mostly only date men #if someone starts calling me biphobic; im blockin u #its just my preference lel

[andramaquynhs]

Andy taught Quynh how to do her eyeliner, I'm pretty sure

#like yall can have yalls 'no make up andy bs' as long as it doesn't include eyeliner #like she wouldn't have been the one to invent the thing in the first place #can't be fabulously bisexual if she ain't cute #ALSO it goes swimingly with her emo phase #Andromache the scythian #quynh #andromaquynh #anyway. ive feelings about aq and their preferences in clothing and pamper #like. quynh def does the slickest lip lining and painting #she goes for blush while andy goes for eyeshadow when she feels like i #quynh loves layering while andy prefers long or few pieces #also obvs andy loves sleeveless anything to show off arm and wrist and hand jewelry better #i could go on but its 5 am now #q #talking about perfect think intricate wings #picture that girl on top of girl doing her make up meme #but its them switching every time they learn or wanna try a new thing #and they end up making out bc it was on point #immortal wives #the old guard

[meirimerens]

Saw your post sbout being open to questions. Pyotr headcannons? He's my favourite :-)

he's a creature to me

oops sorry

peter hcs, i discuss his mental illness a lil bit in it:

mirror twin with andrey. mirrored cheek and collarbone beauty spots. but you knew that already since i draw it

right-handed (mirror twin lore: andrey is left-handed)

with that: when they were in elementary school, they would struggle to focus to learn to write and the teachers later realized it was because even if they were sat together they kept bumping elbows and hurting each other so they just had to sit peter on andrey's right (and andrey on peter's left) then it was fine

always had long-ish hair as he's always always hated haircuts. he sees them as a... tearing-a-part-of, and he really dislikes the feeling. he will only do tearings if that is necessary to his survival (something something... autotomy... something something i've mentioned it already), and while he has accepted haircuts from trusted people (bc otherwise his hair would be to the floor now) he is Not A Fan. his last drastic haircut came after a very bad moment in his life [like this teehee] (<- comic of mine post)

with that: he had longer hair at some point, in fact he grew his hair out to waist-length between leaving for university and the Almost Drowned Incident of above

committed patricide. not alone, or course, andrey helped. their dad had it coming.

and with that: their dad's family also thought he had it coming and are still close to the twins and their mom (as close as they can be with all that distance)

when he was a child he hated being photographed because he was sure the camera would trap his soul inside of it (this might or might not have had lasting consequences in how he sees painting, and feels haunted by his creations

purely personal and deeply indulgent, but he's bipolar to me. mixed episode in P1 and depressive one in P2. i also go back and forth between seeing him as psychotic bipolar, bipolar/schizophrenic comorbidity, or schizoaffective bipolar type. tldr His Brain Funny

he has a weak stomach to me from drinking so much so his "favorite" meal is boiled potatoes with a drizzle of olive oil on top

when they were toddlers andrey Kept Climbing His Fucking Crib to throw himself into peter's so peter has had most of his life recurring dreams/nightmares where something falls on him from when. andrey did. at 5 kilograms like a chicken.

he has long ass legs to me. clock hands looking motherfucker.

he loves textures he loves to scratch his canvases or linens etc...

he USED to bite his nails now that's more of andrey's thing; he's managed to grow his nails out and only gnaws when he cannot cope any other way

not a hc, i think it was mentioned by IPL: guy who's cold. he's cold often... loves piles of coats

i gotta stop eventually don't i

#neigh (blabbers) #ring ring (answers) #anonymous #he's like a creature to me. (calls him a spider a beetle an insect) #also not sure if you're particularly interested in a sexuality headcanon (mostly because. like i've harped on it) #but he's bisexual with a heavy male preference to me #he can't get bitches because there are 4 women in his life who he can hang out without feeling like they're The Angel Of Punishment #Coming To Lash Him For His Sins #and one of those is his mom and the other is his brother's girl so like. no bitches? #peter lore #peter stamatin #pathologic headcanons

[thatonesapphicfilipino]

tthe way today at php during our problem solving session our fun check in question was who our top artist is and when i said girl in red or conan gray this one person was like hm then when i finished my check in like the other 4 people (yes there were only 5 people in this session) were just like “girls>>” also this one girl was like “i said this was gonna be my year for like the last 7 years”

#you don’t suck* #the same hm person is also a stray kids stan #also i was so scared to say i listened to girl in red even tho i was fine saying i use they/ she pronouns #bi pride #sapphic #biromantic #being bi #feminine preference #lgbt pride #lgbtq community #lgbt representation #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #girl in red #conan gray #lesbian #lesbian pride #biro #bisexual #queer #gay #pan #bixesual #biromantism #bi romance #php #partial hospitalization #conan grey