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#black butler ciel

Aw thank you!! Yes of course I can, sorry this took so long and hope you enjoy! (Song belongs to Taylor Swift, obviously)

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❗️Warnings; Ciel has a panic attack/flashback.

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You were in a chair opposite Ciel in his preferred sitting room, steaming cups of tea on the table between you. The chess board had been finished long since, the earl’s win, but there had clearly been something on his mind all day. You had watched him progress further and further into his mind, becoming subtly more tense as time went on. You couldn’t bring it up to him; he’d only claim he was fine then be upset that he’d let you see something was going on. As it was, it didn’t take long for him to finally break down.

A muffled crash emanated from downstairs; you suspected Mey-Rin had dropped some plates. Sebastian, with a minimal sigh, departed immediately to sort it out, leaving you and Ciel alone. You saw the panic rise in the young lord’s eyes even before his breathing rate picked up, the same tell tale signs as you had observed before.

I remember tears streaming down your face

When I said, “I’ll never let you go.”

When all those shadows almost killed your light

You said his name quietly, but gained no response. Ciel’s eyes were wide, staring out of the bay windows and seeing something from his past that you could scarcely imagine. You tried again, louder this time, but he was so lost in his memories that he couldn’t hear you. The gunshots from the assassination of his family were shattering his ears, the dead dog, the blood everywhere… He threw himself forward and covered his ears, trying to stop hearing everything. You remembered the last time this happened too, though the lord was utterly unaware he was experiencing a flashback, believing he was right there and everything was happening again.

I remember you said, “Don’t leave me here alone,”

But all that’s dead and gone and passed tonight

You were on your feet as he fell to his knees, moving to crouch next to him and softly murmuring words, meaningless ones, to try and bring him back to the present.

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

The boy screamed as you laid a hand on his shoulder, at a loss for what else to do. You caught his fists as he held them at you, a scared child’s attention finally gained. That was the truth behind his eyes; a traumatised child, not an earl of the underworld.

You’ll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Features drawn in concern, you released his wrists, gaze flickering between his eyes where he had ripped the patch off, demonic contract symbol in full view. You put out your hand to him, letting him back away if he needed to.

Come morning light

You and I’ll be safe and sound

For once, to your great surprise, he didn’t make every effort to get away. Ciel all but fell into your arms, wrapping his own around you and clutching the fabric of your shirt as if it were his only lifeline.

Don’t you dare look out your window, darling.

Everything’s on fire

He didn’t speak, but you felt his chest jump with barely restrained sobs, tears escaping his eyes despite his best efforts. You ran a slow hand up and down his back, not saying anything either. He’d knocked a teacup over as he flung an arm out, the brown liquid now staining the plush cream carpet below it.

The war outside our door keeps raging on

Hold on to this lullaby

Even when the music’s gone

Gone

You glanced up as you heard heeled footsteps come briskly down the hall, continuing to hold Ciel as the door to the sitting room opened to reveal Sebastian. He wet to explain what exactly had happened, words cutting off when he took in the scene before him. Ciel was facing away from his butler, head resting on your shoulder and trying to even out his breathing, the both of you kneeling on the floor.

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You’ll be alright

The demon locked eyes with you then, silently asking you to continue comforting his master. You gave a small nod, watching from the corner of your eye as he went about clearing up the tea.

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I’ll be safe and sound

You stayed that way until Ciel had finally calmed down, until he was breathing steadily and he’d stopped shaking. You never brought it up again after that day and neither did he, but there was a form of deep trust and understanding between the two of you from then on, the kind that wasn’t easily changed.

You and I’ll be safe and sound.

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Greetings!! This is my humans masterlist. If that’s what you wanted do continue, if not head back to my main masterlist for other characters. Also go there for the latest info on requesting (askbox currently open!!). Safe travels! 

Vincent Phantomhive

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Oneshots

Headcanons

Ciel Phantomhive

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Oneshots

Drabbles

Headcanons

Joker

Headcanons

Rachel Phantomhive

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Edward Midford

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Snake

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Cheslock

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S𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘉𝘶𝘵𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘊𝘪𝘦𝘭 𝘗𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘩𝘪𝘷𝘦'𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘥𝘢𝘺/𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳/𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦

𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦!!!

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sun in sagittarius

Restless, cheerful, and friendly, Sun in Sagittarius people are generally on the go. They have a love of freedom, and a disdain for routine. Generally quite easygoing, Sagittarians make friends with people from all walks of life. They love to laugh and tease, and get along well with pretty much anyone, regardless of social factor.

Sagittarians have an often blind faith in people, and in the world. Their optimism is infectious, although it can get them into trouble from time to time. These are curious people who love to learn. Their idealistic nature is hard to miss.

Although generally easygoing, Sagittarius is a fire sign. This gives natives a generally quick temper. Fortunately, they’re usually as quick to forget what got them angry in the first place.

The need for escape is generally strong, and some Solar Sagittarians come across as a little irresponsible. They’re generally easy to forgive, however. After all, their direct, honest approach in life is admirable.

moon in capricorn

Being useful and productive are basic needs for Lunar Capricorns. Because they generally keep their emotions under check, Moon in Capricorn people come across as competent people.

However turbulent their emotions may be under the surface, Lunar Capricorns keep cool-headed—and they come across as steady and reliable people.

This position of the Moon suggests a desire for clear boundaries and realistic goals. Not much for taking risks in life, Lunar Capricorns look for safety and security in most everything they do. Most of them respect authority and tradition, and many are planning well ahead of the rest of us. You likely won’t have to remind them to protect their interests, plan for old age, or keep fall-back money in their bank accounts. These things come naturally to them.

Calm, cool, and collected—these words sum up Moon in Capricorn natives well. Messy emotions and “leaky” souls are a bit frightening for most with this position of the Moon. Truth is, they can have plenty of mood swings and some dark emotions now and again. Lunar Capricorns are often quite hard on themselves, and would benefit from letting their guard down once in a while. They quickly garner reputations of being mountains of strength, and they easily hide their sensitivity behind a sarcastic manner.

You may have read that Moon in Capricorn natives are a bit cold and calculating. The fact is, they are unlikely to be any less emotional than the other 11 sign positions of the Moon—they simply aren’t comfortable “letting go” when it comes to emotions. They keep their emotions under control. Wherever Capricorn is found in the chart, there is a desire for structure and control. Capricorn is the sign of organization and efficient management; so, when the Moon is found in the sign, the world of emotions are well-managed and handled in an efficient and practical manner.


At the heart of Lunar Capricorns is a powerful need to feel worthwhile in the real world. There’s a basic need for respectability and a big attachment to the world of the senses. Lunar Capricorns put a lot of value in all things tangible and real. And, perhaps more than anything, they need to be respected by others in order to feel secure.

mercury in sagittarius

Freedom of thought is what Mercury in Sagittarius strives for — at least in theory. These people communicate in an optimistic, forward-looking manner. Their ideas are generally very big, but it’s probably wise to use tact when you see all the little holes in their arguments. Remember, they mean well. These people have vision.

Not always thrilled about focusing on details, Mercury in Sagittarius people prefer to expand their mental horizons through thinking and reading about larger subjects, like philosophy. Their thirst for knowledge can be insatiable, but they have little patience with dry academics or cold, hard facts. Theirs is a restless intellect. They learn best when they are given the freedom to think for themselves, when they are truly interested in the topic at hand, and when the things they’re learning are fun.

Even though their definition of justice might bewilder some, Mercury in Sagittarius defends justice and freedom religiously. They generally have a whole slew of principles they follow, or at least defend in conversation, and they’ll gladly discuss them all with you.

Their optimism is both their strength and their weakness. After a conversation with these people, you’ll probably feel stimulated and invigorated. They make life a little better for their positive, optimistic outlook. But sometimes that optimism can be a little blind to reality.

Organization, too, is not a forte of Mercury in Sagittarius. Who has the time for organizing anyway? When the clutter around them gets too unbearable, they’re given to trashing or piling things instead of putting them in their rightful places. They do appreciate lots of room, or at least the illusion of space, when they’re working, studying, or thinking. So, their office might look alright at first glance. Open up a drawer or a closet, however, and you might find it’s bursting its seams.


Conversations with Mercury in Sagittarius are always interesting. You can’t help but admire their enthusiasm. At their worst, they take to preaching instead of conversing. This may not be intentional, and can get Mercury in Sagittarius into all kinds of trouble nonetheless. A good debate is hard for people with this position to pass up. Mercury in Sagittarius natives think they are very open-minded–and they are in spots–but they can come across as quite moralistic at times too. They’ll be the first to spot bias or prejudice in everyone else’s communication, but they can be a little blind to their own. They’re not always the best listeners, either, and not adept at picking up the subtleties in your conversation.


Bluntness of speech is a trademark of Mercury in Sagittarius. These people get impatient with indirectness and beating around the bush. It baffles them. It may even piss them off for a while. A sure-fire way to get under their skin is to play mind games with them. They may not always pick up on the game-playing at first, but when they do, they won’t be amused.


When they’re not fired up about some issue or another, these people are fun-loving. They love to laugh, and it’s usually pretty easy to get them giggling.

venus in capricorn

Venus in Capricorn people will try to win your heart by displaying self-control, presence of mind, and responsible behavior. These lovers want you to know they are goal-oriented, witty, savvy, and controlled. Nobody can get the best of them. They want you to see just how competent they are. They like some measure of predictability in their relationships as they are cautious in love.

Venus in Capricorn men and women project an aura of competency and their loner-like behavior can be attractive, in a cool way. They don’t go gaa-gaa over love, or at least they don’t express as much. Their lovers may complain that Venus in Capricorns are a little too practical and deliberate. Certainly, they can come across as lacking in warmth and spontaneity. Truth is, they can be rather romantic souls who yearn for a partner to share their lives with. Others’ image of their relationship matters to them. They are conservative and willing to commit. Venus in Capricorn people are attracted to serious, goal-oriented lovers. They are a little shy in matters of the heart, but they don’t want you to know it. If you like knowing where your relationship is headed, you’ll be mighty pleased with Venus in Capricorn. These people plan ahead in love, and, unlike Venus in Pisces, they will let you know exactly where they (and the relationship) are headed.

Pleasing Venus in Capricorn involves showing them you are practical and realistic. They want to impress you with the things they do. Appreciate their “saving for a rainy day” attitude, and be aware that they want to show you off in a quiet way.

My Personal Ad Bio: “I have a good job, I invest wisely. I will give you security. Marriage and family are important to me.”

Venus in Capricorn people are generally serious about their finances. They are talented at creating artistic structure and form. They value enduring connections, reliability, and faithfulness in their love and social relationships. They take expressing their feelings seriously, and they definitely take their time to warm up to others. They generally keep their “cool” in relationships. Some may want to be financially stable before marrying, as this is an expression of their commitment. However, they fear instability, and they usually have a deep fear of rejection and of not measuring up, which can also be a motivator behind a strong drive to provide for a partner. Living up to others’ expectations can also be a problem for some, and can prevent them from truly appreciating the moment.

While not the most spontaneous of partners, they are generally quite constant and true in love. They instinctively value effort and the long-term, and won’t run away from responsibility or difficulties. This is largely because their visions of love are not especially idealistic, and they accept realistic and practical concerns as a healthy part of any love relationship.


With money, Venus in Capricorn people are generally frugal and often save for a rainy day (they worry about stability and the future). They are rather discriminating in taste when it comes to entertainment, art, furnishings, music, and clothing. They are attracted to high quality, high status, and professional objects of art, furnishing, and clothing.

mars in pisces

Mild-tempered and gentle, these guys and gals move through life in a manner that can hardly be considered direct. Mars is the planet of action and assertion, and Pisces is a passive sign that rarely asserts itself in a direct fashion. So the placement of Mars in Pisces is an unusual combination. Sometimes prone to feelings of guilt about their anger, and difficulties with asserting themselves, Mars in Pisces individuals seem to “go with the flow”. This is certainly not a very active position for Mars, and natives will often let life “happen” instead of trying to control their life direction. This is a charming position, as individuals with Mars in Pisces don’t appear like they are capable of harming a fly. However, those that don’t find creative expression for this energy can stir up a storm through indirect aggression.

Mars in Pisces people are not averse to playing games to get what they want, although even they don’t always know exactly what they do want! Their desires are changeable and moody, and it’s hard to really know where these natives stand on any particular issue. Alternatively, some Mars in Pisces people do take a stand on issues that are Piscean in nature, making compassion and love their mission.

Energy levels fluctuate a lot, coming in bursts of activity followed by inertia. Because it can be difficult to align this ebbing and flowing of energy in the day-to-day world as it is, finding a job that supports this may be tough. The happiest Mars in Pisces individuals are those that have a creative outlet that allow them to express their desires of the moment, their compassion–and even their anger—freely and imaginatively. An example of Mars in Pisces is Bono, lead singer of U2, who seems to have found the perfect outlet for his creativity through his music, and as a spokesperson for love and compassion.

jupiter in scorpio

Attracts the most good fortune when they put their “all” into a project or undertaking, and use their magnetic powers to heal others. Enthusiastic for deeper studies and meanings, all that is taboo or mysterious, psychology. Values decisiveness, intensity, willpower, commitment, and strength. Very strong problem solver who cuts to the chase. Science and research may be prosperous avenues.

saturn in aquarius

With Saturn in Aquarius working at its best, you have just the right amount of skepticism that you take an objective, scientific approach to many subjects. Friends appreciate your impartial and realistic viewpoint. Still, we learn much from Saturn’s position as it shows us some of our fears. With Saturn in humanitarian Aquarius, in the first half of life, you might have some difficulty getting close to others. Mind you, your friendships tend to be long-term, and you certainly take them seriously. It’s just that you may take them so seriously that you frequently need to detach, and this can limit you in the long run. It’s unlikely that you consider acquaintances friends because you can have a rather strict definition of “friend.”

When young, you may seem to get along better with people who aren’t your peers–who are younger and, especially, older than you. In youth, you may fear being the odd man out, and you might go to great lengths to arrange your life to avoid this possibility!

You might also have some difficulties moving out of your comfort zone, particularly socially. You can feel mistrustful of groups, crowds, and networks or networking. You can be somewhat risk- and experimentation-averse when Saturn is operating under strain, although this can work well in moderation. However, once you take on the responsibilities of a friend, you take it very much to heart, and you can be most steadfast and loyal.

You may avoid taking on too many fanciful dreams or plans for the future, preferring not to count on something that hasn’t yet happened. Trusting your intuition takes a lot of time and effort, more so than for most. You’re selective not only with who you get close to, but also to which dreams and hopes you attach yourself to and invest your energy into. As you mature and learn to trust and try new things from time to time, this pressure releases, and you’re more likely to thrive. Feeling alienated can lead to a vicious circle that leaves you feeling even more so over time, so do watch for this tendency.

uranus in leo

You’re most interested in making changes, innovating, and updating traditions related to entertainment, love, romance, leisure, pleasure, children, creative pursuits, and self-expression. You seek more freedom in or through these areas, and you don’t feel much need to conform! You may believe in breaking through some of the inhibitions or taboos related to self-expression, drama, competition, dating, romance, love, sex, recreation, personal identity, and standing out as special and individual. Despite the need for progress, you can be very stubborn and set in your ways in these areas. You may challenge authority or rules and laws in place only if you feel they are limiting our/your progress, seeking to revolutionize the ways we view ourselves and our creativity or to awaken others to new thinking in these areas.


You are brilliant with your ideas for organizing, managing, and leading in new, alternative, and effective ways. You don’t want to follow trends; you prefer to make them. You answer to your intuition and creative impulses, fully aware that you can’t schedule these things in! With discipline, you can go far. Otherwise, you may be a little scattered. Your ideas about love, dating, romance, and attraction are progressive and unusual.

neptune in taurus

Neptune represents illusions, dreams, spirituality, and creativity. Neptune in Taurus usually has things under control, but when they become inspired it’s difficult to pull them away from their dream. They are meticulous in their planning and are masters at strategizing for maximum efficiency.

pluto in taurus

Those born with Pluto in Taurus know very good what persistence means because they tend to use it quite often, combining it with ambition and making from this a path to gain all the stuff they need to have in their life.

There is no hiding behind the words here, they are materialistic people, so they are capable of doing everything and anything in order to secure their financial side. Buying the most expensive and beautiful possessions, is something that fulfills their life and they are not going to let others judge them for this.

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these are the aspects up close if you want to get a little depth on him the amount of capricorn makes me laugh a bit I’m still trying to guess his ascendant though

please take note that my sources have been cafeastrology.com for the descriptions/ astrodientist.com for the chart and the aspects/ and astrologyk.com for the Neptune description/ and Denise from i.Horoscope.com for the Pluto description.

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I am not gonna lie, breathing has become very hard for me as of late due to being really sick. So I been drawing more than I have been writing. This is the first fanart for Halloween. I want to make a Kaiba base one later! 

I am doing okay, but odds are I will be going back to the doctor. Life is hard. 

P.S. I think Grell came out the best. She is such a sally too haha!Outfit looks good on her. 

Reblogging is fine, please don’t repost.

Love you all.

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“ 𝐘𝐞𝐬, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐝. 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲… 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 ”

- 𝑺𝒆𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑴𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒔

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Thank you so much, that really means a lot to me!! Of course you can and sorry this took so long!

Prompts in bold

Masterlist

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Ciel, as per usual, was more than tired of how the day was panning out. Nothing specific had happened, but taxes were due and he was organising several new properties on his estate to be rented, there was the matter of arranging the purchase of a new carriage after the old one had been damaged during one especially stormy journey… He just had a lot to do.

You on the other hand were faring much better. You had woken up knowing it was going to be a good day and you were all the better for it. You had time to read some more of your most current book, getting through the really exciting part you had known was coming and had been looking forward to from the start.

As the day went on, you became more and more excited. You were scheduled to have dinner with Ciel at the Phantomhive estate. It was about an hour’s carriage drive away so you needed to be ready considerably earlier than that, but you were having trouble preventing yourself going and putting on your finery right now. When it was eventually time, the journey seemed to take far too long. Your excitement was palpable and you could hardly focus on your book for trying to will the carriage to go faster. You were greeted by Sebastian, who welcomed you graciously as ever and asked you to wait in the drawing room, as the Young Lord was just finishing up some paperwork. It was only another few minutes until he arrived, wearing his finest blue clothes and with his hair shining beautifully.

You greeted each other, you perhaps a little more warmly, then picked up on the last conversation you had shared as if it only happened yesterday. You had missed him dearly and fully intended to enjoy every second of this evening. Dinner was surely the best you’d ever had. Ciel had told Sebastian to make your favourite fish for every single course you had. He had your favourite drink for during the meal and your favourite type of tea for afterwards; everything was truly perfect.

After you finished eating, you moved to one of several sitting rooms so you could continue talking in more comfort. Ciel sat down on one sofa and you chose the piece opposite to him. A fire burned in the hearth to the side of you, the room already warm compared to the cold outside but now also containing a relaxing glow. The earl told Sebastian to make tea and the butler left immediately, reappearing barely a minute later with a full tea set on a wooden trolley. It looked to be their finest china brought out in your honour, something you greatly appreciated.

“Do you have any plans for next Thursday?” Ciel asked during a comfortable lull in conversation. He was leaning lightly on the arm of the sofa, gaze locked with yours over the rim of his teacup. When you said you didn’t, he gave a small smile. “There’s a matinee performance of an opera I plan to attend, would you do me the honour of joining me?” You smiled widely, utterly thrilled that he wanted your company.

Ciel explained which opera it was - one you hadn’t seen before - and that it had gained the highest praise from multiple members of the nobility. You didn’t need the convincing, but this only made you believe you would enjoy it more.

“I would love to,” you told him, mentally planning out what you were going to wear already.

As the evening went on, the night started to come in through the windows. Sebastian had come to close the curtains, some time ago you were now certain, and had also restoked the fire. A gentle rain had started lightly pattering against the windowpanes and that with the gentle crackling of the fire in background made the room’s atmosphere a happy one. You were drawn from your thoughts when you realised Ciel had been staring at you for quite a while now. You smiled, jokingly asking nif you had something on your face. You wouldn’t say he found the joke all that funny, but his features seemed to soften considerably. He extended a hand to you.

“Come here.” You did as he asked and stepped between the two sofas, taking his hand and sitting down next to him when he nodded. Ciel allowed his thumb to lightly run over the back of your hand, taking in every detail of your face as he did so.

“You’re so beautiful,” he whispered, ignoring the pink starting to stain your cheeks at his words, “do you know that?” You stuttered around a few words for a moment or two before deciding you couldn’t viably answer yes or no to that question so just opted to remain quiet, gaze down a little and to one side so that you avoided his eyes. “I don’t mean to embarrass you,” he continued, sounding if you were correct at least a little bashful, “but it’s true.” You looked back up again, finding he was indeed smiling, small though the gesture was. You laid your other hand over the top of his, watching carefully how they seemed to fit perfectly together.

“Thank you,” you murmured quietly, eyes returning to the fireplace once more.

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