I'm just so lonely. Not just today, but every day.
My bed is filled with stuffed animals gifted to me by friends who I don't talk to anymore. Their solidness and warmth cradle against me in faux affection.
I anxiously double check online communities I'm apart of waiting for a text that will never arrive. Filling my days with people I don't know, looking to clutter the void with lookalike company of people who have long since left.
I tease the earth with my hands, dance the ground and whisper promises to the weeds in my backyard. Yet I flounder and flail at the opportunity to romance myself and others.
I fantasize about a faceless lover when the only person whose ever been in my bed is me.
My room is cluttered with things I love and tend too; so much so that it feels too cold and empty to leave. Anywhere else is simply too cold.
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Stop trying to be like men
Stop trying to work hard like men
Stop competing with men
We are not men
And we never will be.
Embrace being a woman
Embrace working easy/less like a woman
Embrace being delicate & powerful like a woman NOT strong like a man
Embrace being divinely feminine
When you learn to embrace being what God created you to be, your life will flow much easier.
There's a reason women get burnout quicker & experience more dissatisfaction when they're living primarily masculine lives. Trying to work like men, work hard, work as many hours as men, work the same jobs, etc. Even the 9-5 work schedule was designed around men's biology not a woman's. No wonder women struggle trying to fit into this lifestyle. And why we're usually happier working part-time.
And there's a reason why men are also unhappier when they are living primarily feminine lives where they aren't the breadwinner, the provider or a respected, hardworking, masculine man. They usually feel lost without the role of being the provider.
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