Writing has become overrated
I spend days deliberating on how I can surpass my illmatic bars just to box myself behind the bars I’ve created.
Dissecting my wordplay as I watch my flow disintegrate into the depths of my thoughts.
11:30 what could of beens for the sacrifice of “peace” The high rise, nice car, and 8-5 that feeds my flesh yet festers at my core.
Bored of the redundant week days and hollow weekends, yet this is what I wanted?
The maxed out credit card bills I mean black girl luxury to fill my fluctuating sensations.
A foundation solid enough to create distance from being the afterthought friend ranking last in the rotation.
Parting ways with what connected me to indulge myself into curating thoughts into masterpieces of witt, rhymes, and punchlines.
I find myself hallucinating on where my pen would lead me. What stages I would performing on. What my book art would like, but merely merely merely life is but a dream
Cleo Phoenix
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Exhale Pt. 1 (1/30)
Remember when I told you that you broke my vagina?
I told you my coochie was more loyal to you than
Chrisean to Blueface.
You didn't get the joke.
Or me.
Or I you.
When I said you broke my vagina,
I didn't know my vagina was so connected to
my heart, my soul, my mind, my pen.
Turns out, I am still a human.
I am capable of loving with my entire self
and whatever limitations I thought I had
died when they laid Saviour on my chest.
I birthed two lives that night,
One of them mine.
I was anew.
I have to learn myself again.
And then came you.
You were not supposed to happen.
I was never supposed to fall in love.
But I did.
And we crashed.
And I broke.
You broke me.
I'm still a little fractured honestly.
My brain to hands combo ain't worked right since
The first time you ran in and out of my life
but I'm getting there.
And this is my first step.
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Zuriel Hooks
Gender: Transgender woman
Sexuality: Queer
DOB: N/A
Ethnicity: African American
Occupation: Activist, model, poet, writer
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Black History Month
Maya Angelou (American, 1928-2014)
Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit
a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woma
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
from And Still I Rise • Copyright © 1978
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i used to walk
without the heaviness of shackles
of spiritual suppression felt by those who made me who i am
i used to glide
beside birds and aspirations
immeasurable by none but the god i sought to reach
am i dead?
will i be soon?
my limbs stretch out
over water refusing to let me sink,
time is drowning-
drowning is freedom
for where do i go
and where do i come
from here?
-s.k.soublet
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No More Fucking Butterflies (19/30)
I have decided the next man I meet
who makes me nervous
is getting blocked,
walked away from-
I'll run if I have to.
No conversation,
no glances,
no more whirlwind romances,
I'm not giving chances.
I'm through.
Who the hell decided butterflies in the tummy
was something to romanticize in the first place?
For me, I think it's my body trying to tell me to
get as far as I can from this demonic creature
who will only cause me harm but
I kept thinking it's a good thing if his presence
can make me stumble over words.
Hell no.
Neutrality is the way to go.
The man you're mostly unaware of
until he gives you good reasons to be.
The one who doesn’t prey on the
unbalanced chemical reaction that happens
when you lay eyes on him.
And maybe the love story won't be
the stuff of an indie romance film
but it will be stable and real.
It won't give you more material from which to heal.
It will provide you with bliss more enduring
than the intoxications of fleeting butterflies.
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