#blogging on my blog

[nearer-than-the-eye]

you: haha isn’t it funny how ppl just keep dancing in John Wick 4 you know that one scene in the club in berlin—

me, vaulting the table between us to grab you by the lapels: YOU DON’T. UNDERSTAND. IT’S. SYMBOLIC. IT’S ABOUT. BACCHANALIAN EXCESS. HE’S PART OF THE DANCE. THEY’RE PART OF THE VIOLENCE!!!! HE’S LOST IN THE FIGHT JUST AS THEY ARE LOST IN THE DANCE!!!!!!! THEY ARE ANALOGOUS TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!

you: uh okay for sure just uh calm—

me, my voice reaching a banshee-like screech as i still hold you by the lapels: AND DO YOU NOT THINK! THAT! IN A SERIES WHERE WE HAVE ALREADY HAD A SEQUENCE OF JOHN PURSUING SOMEONE THROUGH A CROWDED DANCE FLOOR NOT ONCE BUT TWICE!! TWICEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! THAT STAHELSKI ET AL. WOULD BE DOING THIS SHIT. ON. PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me, taking a deep breath, releasing you, and then returning to my seat: but yeah some of the jokes have been funny for sure

#john wick #john wick 4 #blogging on my blog #anyways.

[moonmothmama]

[weeping] thank you Boba for killing my artblock i had a good time drawing this! been a hot minute since i felt this hyped to make art.

marker over white pencil on black paper (retouched bc it's hard to photograph black paper)

#blogging on my blog #a little bit sketchy #boba fett #star wars

[heyitssashag]

Here I am looking slightly dishevelled, hopped up on Ativan, wearing a hospital gown and heading into the longest MRI of my life, today. Brain, cervical and thoracic spine. As if I’m not claustrophobic enough, they lock a mask over my face for the brain portion.

Unfortunately, one of the machines broke down and my appointment was rescheduled 3 times. I’m grateful they were able to squeeze me in before the weekend. I cope with cluster headaches/migraines that can even wake me up at night. Sometimes my skull is burning right down my neck. This is all likely nerve-related stuff but I prefer to be safe than sorry. (I actually haven’t had a MRI for over 6 months.) It would be nice to hear that the cancer is shrinking. 🙏

Next week, I have a bone scan, CT scan, lab work and an oncologist appointment (all at different hospitals). It will be a very busy week along with all of the kids’ appointments and things I need to do for them. The adventures of being a Mom and a cancer patient never ends! 🎉

As it’s Easter weekend, I hope the beautiful weather continues and to relax as much as possible. Aside from maybe sorting some paperwork, I hope to get outside for a walk.

Most of the results for my tests will likely take 2 weeks. I heard things are moving slowly at the hospital as management is away and there’s limited radiologist on staff. So I’ll be lucky to hear anything back by mid-April.

Anyway, those 2 Ativan’s made me really tired. I managed to shower when I got home (washing the hospital cooties off me). But now, I think it’s audiobook time (if I can stay awake).

Here’s a video of my Aunt and Uncles oldest cat (18) laying on me and washing herself. She gave me shit at the end of trying to move her.

#metastatic breast cancer #medical update #cats of tumblr #mri scan #blogging on my blog

[sleepy-hailey]

Trigun Stampede Season 2 Predictions/Hopes

Presented in three tiers! If they don't do this I will be disappointed:

-Millie is tall. Not just taller than Meryl, but as tall or taller than Vash and Wolfwood. I want her to be the tallest of the quad. Extra points for giving her a bit of beef too. -Keep surprising me. Pull from the anime and manga sure, but keep me on the edge of my seat by shaking things up. -The girls get to fight the Gung-Ho Guns/Eye of Michael. And I don't just mean their minions, I want them to fight at least one of the big bads and I want their involvement to be critical to the fight being won. PREFERABLY not just a designated Girl Fight, but if they up Elendira's threat level to her manga self, I'd accept it. -Elendira gets to grow up. We have enough creepy children in the universe. Also let her up her fashion game, maybe get a nice hat. -Vash says "Love and Peace". It's his thing, he's already done the pose in a picture, let him say it. It'd be nice if this happens: -More Kuroneko-sama cameos. I don't care if she doesn't match the aesthetic of the show, keep 'em coming please/thank you. -Vash eats doughnuts. He's a hungry boy, let him feast. -Millie is related to Roberto. It'd just be nice if everyone's guesses there were on the money. And it'd also add a compelling thing and connect her to both Meryl and the bad guys. -"Derringer Meryl" and "Stungun Millie" get name dropped. -Meryl gets more derringers. At least let her go akimbo at some point. -Spell it "Millie" on some piece of In-Universe paperwork or something. It's just the superior spelling. This probably won't happen, but it'd be cool if it does: -LGBTQ stuff. Just make it clear and undeniable that Elendira is trans or maybe some side character gays. Or Vash and Wolfwood could kiss I dunno? -Some of the Gung-Ho Guns/Eye of Michael survive past the end without joining the good guys. I just think it'd be funny to see something like Legato and Elendira bickering while like building a house or something during a closing montage. -The whole quad (Vash, Wolfwood, Meryl, & Millie) survives. Let them get a happy ending. I'm sure they'll have to suffer enough to get there. Just this once??? Please?????

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #Meryl Stryfe #milly thompson #millie thompson #legato bluesummers #elendira the crimsonnail #blogging on my blog

[putah-creek]

#poetry #poem #poets on tumblr #poetry on tumblr #poems on tumblr #writers and poets #writers on tumblr #poetrycommunity #poetscommunity #dead poets society #my blog #poetry blog #blog #blogger #microblog #bloggingcommunity #bloggers #blogging #blogging community #blogging on my blog #blogging into the void #blogs #bloggers community #blogger community #blog post #bloggerlife #bloggerscommunity #bloggers communitry

[fitzonomy]

I want to cry and I want to scream. I feel so powerless because no matter what I say about my body my doctors just don't care or they don't work to help me live my best life. What I say about my body isn't trusted. My pain is just chilling here with me and no one says, "Would you like pain killers so you can stay on your feet? Because you reported all of your jobs require you to be on your feet? All three of them. And you also reported you're trying to exercise more and we tell you to exercise more but we won't give you pain killers!!!"

I'm so fucking tired. I feel like a little pain puppet made of meat and I exist to be in pain. There are just little glimpses, whispers, blinks even of what it must be like to not be in pain and those moments make my existence unbearable because I've had a taste of being free from pain.

#blogging on my blog #sorry #I am in a lot of pain and my drs visit went so badly today

[sparkles-and-trash]

Trash, where the hell have you been, loca?

I know I’ve been very much flimsy and on and off on here, but I promise, I’m fully back now!

Fandom wise I will def post more drabbles and headcanons and small au’s as I go, as well as some meta stuff, and obv keep reblogging everything I adore!

The fairyqueue will keep being updated, and I will unfortunately go back to air out every little thought, fandom or irl, and will, on a more positive note, post a lot more pet pictures!

When it comes to longer writings however, I am on a bit of a hiatus, or idk, not hiatus, some fics may pop up, but no promises.

I recently signed to ghostwrite a novel, like, a real book, which is insane and so much fun, but it does take a lot of my creative energy!

The project isn’t that long, but if my client is happy, I will also be writing the two follow up stories, so there’s a possibility I’ll be working on this for a while, so shorter, simpler writings in fandom may be the deal for a while!

…and that’s what you missed on ✨GLEE✨

#hello tumblr <3 missed u #personal #mha writer #rambles #blogging on a blog #blog update #personal update #blogging on my blog #ghostwriting #ghostwriter #writer #irl tag

[pommigranite]

sometimes i think about what people who follow me last liked/reblogged from me and im like: omg thank you but are you sure i was actually on some crazy timing then im not usually Like That (TM) all the time but like thank you.

#pommantics #what if i started.... #and here me out... #blogging on my blog #like just saying stuff #about my day and stuff #and not sleeping

[oddlyunadventurous]

Hey just a crazy little PSA that I thought about writing a couple of months ago, decided against it, and am finally forced to write now (due to feeling self-conscious). My, let’s just say, sports injuries have been preventing me from drawing pain-free for nearly a year now so if you notice a lower rate of output or lower quality of art on this blog that will be the cause of it. I made another post similar to this one earlier but I want to reiterate it more clearly.

I am the first to be, uh, disappointed with my inability to draw the way I used to at the start of 2021 (to speak in very diplomatic terms) and that right at a moment in my life when I both need to and feel capable of getting better at it. Well, out with ‘capability’ I guess. I’ve pretty much had it. I’ve already been taking it very easy for one (1) whole month and I plan to continue doing so until I can draw again without making my situation worse.

This is all to say I still plan on posting but it will be more of, just, irreverent jokes and anti-comedy rather than, well, the same but with artistic effort attached to it. I’ve been a successful e-clown on parts of the internet other than my personal blog for a long time now, so I’m not looking to impress you with originality here. Been there, done that. The thing is, mental health breaks don’t work for me. I would much rather Post, even if it’s something that’s lower effort, than not Post and go insane. I hope you’re fine with the slight alteration of the type of content. It’s still an art blog, it’s just gonna be a little more of my Webbed Site, too. It won’t be a permanent thing. The one thing that will remain the same is me. More or less anyway, as all things go.

ok bye

#blogging on my blog #bloging #not art #text post

[tothechaos]

glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

#.text #as a sort of 'popular' blog this is one of my only solaces #1k #5k #10k #25k #50k #100k #200k

[lizkreates]

Mad with boop power! I felt inspired.

#april fools #april fool's day #boop #please know I'm a trigun blog but I enjoy the sillies occasionally #my art

[nearer-than-the-eye]

the way brennan Did That with sandralynn just like. to show off his character writing. nobody was asking for it or particularly engaged with her interpersonal dynamics but brennan said nah nah nah she’s gonna have insane attachment issues and a lot of things about fig will make sense in retrospect and she’s going to wreck all of her romantic relationships on purpose. and i’ll do all this because i feel like it.

#dimension 20 #love when brennan is like. nah i care about this so now you need to care about this #character wise i mean #and he’s always right! #blogging on my blog #fantasy high

[moonmothmama]

i kept seeing shit about disco elysium around here so i bought it and fuckin played it for like six hours or something

#disco elysium #blogging on my blog

[heyitssashag]

The depression is still strong but I know I’m the only one that can get myself out of it. Today I went for an 8km walk. I took 2 breaks. One of which incorporated some time at the cafe with a decaf oat milk latte and a blueberry lemon sponge cake.

I spent some time looking for upcoming (running) races in my area. Unlike Vancouver (where there seems to be a race every weekend) they’re not as common here on the island. I did come across the “Goddess Race” (such a cheesy name 😂), happening next weekend that’s only 20 minutes away. The 10k was sold out but there were a few spots left for the 5k. I asked my Mom if she’d walk it with me. She’s 68 and has never done a race before but she was willing to try. So I signed us both up! So I’m looking forward to that.

I need new running shoes. Badly. I have 2 pairs that are definitely past their expiration date. 95% of my runners have all been ASICS. I’ve reluctantly tried Saucony, Addidas, New Balance and Nike because of salespeople recommendations and I’ve regretted it every time. I’m going to splurge and find a nice pair of ASICS this week. Good footwear can make long walks much more pleasant.

The kid saw a flyer for Mary Poppins the musical happening in May. They seemed really interested. We’re both not “musical theatre” fans but we both have a soft spot for Mary Poppins. Tickets were selling out fast but I managed to get us a pair for a matinee.

Keep in mind, I can’t afford race fees, shoes or tickets to plays but fuck it. Can’t put a price on happiness. lol.

A friend of mine from the mainland is coming out next week and we’re going to meet for coffee. She knows a lot of people in the comedy industry and mentioned she can get us free tickets to a show but they’re always at night. I’m hoping I have the energy to go. I’m not a fan of “evenings” in general. lol. That’s my cozy electric blanket, tea and book reading time.

So, I’m trying to make plans. On my walk today, I saw some little signs that spring is on its way. Which is probably the thing I’m most looking forward to.

#metastatic breast cancer #finding joy #life update #blogging on my blog #can’t wait for spring

[sleepy-hailey]

I finished reading Manhunt a little bit ago. My legs are wobbly, I wanna cry my eyes out, and also I think I may love myself so that's nice.

I have so many feelings and i recommend it while also having a list of content warnings as long as your arm prepared.

#manhunt novel #blogging on my blog

[senshigargantuanimplants]

THIS is deux face, a two-headed cow who is 7 (seven!) days old as of writing. She was born on a farm in Louisiana in the US and she is a beautiful miracle. If u want to learn more about her check out this post where I share updates from her farm (last updated: 3/6)

#deux face #coming to my blog to annoy me bc u got upset someone thinks ur gimmick blog isn't funny? look into her eyes #she's doing so well. she's so strong