Waking up at 2am with an urge to start crying. My need for you is overwhelmng. All my senses all my reason all my will to breathe have been replaced by this brainless soul destroying need. I just want to cry for you Mommy.
TFW you want to to kiss their tears away and reassure them with snuggles and affirmations, but you ALSO want to do everything you can to make them cry harder and then fuck the tears away 😔🙏
I'm not a spiritual person but I also hope I get reincarnated as like a leopard or something so I can eat that sweet sweet raw red meat without part of me freaking tf out about getting sick
god rio & kat mentioning the hellshow just makes me think about how deeply traumatic that experience was for matthias again :)) as bad as the whole time as prisoner was - matthias has a deep love for animals & killing them is perhaps the worst part for him. the wolves in the actual scene are a special kind of cruelty with the reminder of trassel ever present & he'll never truly forget that moment or be over it.