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[cosmocove]

vote for sol in the @doomed-bythe-narrative showdown

#bonk.txt #id in alt text #exocolonist spoilers #i was a teenage exocolonist #iwatex #iwatec #exocolonist #what if u were a boy n what if you were a girl n what if u were neither n both n everything n nothing all at once #n u were suddenly in a timeloop n u were always in a timeloop n u did this to urself n u could never escape but actually u didnt n u could #but to do so would basically be the same as choosing to die n even if u hated it so much that u were willing to do that u still cant leave #cause at some time anywhere you want this you've always wanted this you never wanted this #you're scared to die (despite how many times you already have) u love ur family n friends too much n want a little more time with them #you just think you could do some things a little better this time u absolutely fucked up n need to make amends for people who u havent hurt #just ugh... UGH!! character of all time!!!!!!! #drew sol's teen design just cause its my fav of their regular outfits even though i prefer drawing sol with long hair #which u cant have until theyre 17-19 #bonk.png

[arrgghh-im-yellign-aaaaaahhh]

I thought I was over my fear of abandonment but I don’t think I am and I feel so horrible about it!! I shouldn’t be feeling like this!!

I’ve been doing really well for the last 6 years or so but lately I feel so afraid of everything and so insecure about myself that I worry immensely about any slight change in anyone’s tone or behavior towards me bc my brain makes me feel like my time is almost out. I’m just really scared of everything now.

#bonk.txt #bpd rearing it’s head yet again

[incorrectdaysquotes]

Usui: Mizuki was going to run into a tree branch, so I yelled at him to duck.

Usui: He looked at me, quacked, and then ran headfirst into the tree branch.

#bonk.txt #days anime #usui yuuta #quote

[teastatic]

Shopping day featuring dad friend kunsite

(I know I made jadeite so short)

Bonus: the aftermath

#sailor moon #jadeite #kunzite #nephrite #sailor moon crystal #shitennou #zoisite #artists on tumblr #my art #original art #bonk.txt #I love that everyone kinda just agreed that jadeite is the awful little brother

[mallow-ish-point]

if someone throws at knife at you just collapse to the floor. 

#Bonk.txt

[cosmocove]

what wormholes do to a mf

#bonk.txt #undescribed #exocolonist spoilers #<- vaguely #exocolonist #iwatec #iwatex #sorry for dropping off for like almost a year btw i had things to do n only got like two of them done #drew this last week n didnt post it cause i forgot i had an account

[cosmocove]

their t4t swag

#bonk.txt #bonk.png #<- art tag that i gotta use retroactively n also took me way too long to come up with #parappa the rapper #drew this entirely from memory n sunny is like a mix of her canon design n some details so shes easier + more fun to draw #the background was uh meant to be transparent idk what happened there #could be the app i drew this with could just be my phone's photo editor that i used to crop it #there are some like things i probably shouldve fixed but i simply do not care 👍 #id in alt text

[cosmocove]

forgot to post these whoops

#bonk.txt #exocolonist spoilers #pmmm spoilers #<- for exactly one of these lmao #exocolonist #teenage exocolonist #i was a teenage exocolonist #the only one of these that is like actually finished is the sol 🤝 homura one n the other two arent getting finished cause i got a new phon #so i no longer have like the files for them lmao #nomi nomi was drawn like the day before halloween i drew them cause i originally was gonna draw dys to go with them #cause their friendship means the world to me i love that dys chose to start wearing those gamer gaulets to match with nomi nomi #but this was pretty much as far as i got i changed the lineart color to purple cause it looked better but i dont have a good image of that1 #the 'your parents named you' one was actually the first fanart i ever drew the original sketch of it was made like on september 16th ithink #n i worked on n off again for a week on it before deciding i didnt like it n never touched it again wait forgot to tag #undescribed #anyway the sol 🤝 homura run was drawn on october 20th cause i realized that the way i was playing the game i always maxxed out hearts with #tammy first n just generally took her side on everything n went wait a second #genuinely meant to post these a while ago after i got my new phone but forgot to asfjhejdjdj #none of these are in the same style cause im not consistent n have trouble drawing characters that arent my ocs #if u look for more than a second at sol 🤝 homura you'll notice i forgot to draw homura's other arm n i never fixed it #bonk.png

[cosmocove]

my annoying kh fan trait is disliking that post where the first two parts are like "these characters are the same person while these more identical characters arent" and then the third addition is terranort which is like. just possession. a common trope and something that is easily deducted by the visuals

#bonk.txt #im sorryyy this is petty but oh my goddddd. the explanations regarding who is n isnt the same person can definitely be bullshit in kh #but terranort is extremely not an example of that he is terra with xehanort's eye n haircolor the explanation for how hes both terra n xehan #ort while xehanort n terra aren't the same person are either hes a merging of the two or possession both of which are true!!! #he does not belong on the post much less have the ''understand even less'' screenshot immediately after #if u wanna make fun of how unclear who is n isnt the same person in the series bring out the fucking girls!! #or literally like a chunk of organization 13

[cosmocove]

cosmocove -> arovalentines

#bonk.txt #url change #remembered what month it is lol

[cosmocove]

i love making things poorly its so important for the creative spirit that you learn to love being an amateur

#bonk.txt #got possessed n started making a rambling video on a thing i like rn #n its like an hour n 25 minutes long atm n my god its been an experience doing so #i recorded talking all in like one day n pre editing it was like a total of 4(?) hours of audio (recorded two takes for both halves of it) #and im only using the second takes in it cause i was getting more comfortable speaking in them n wont get an opportunity to rerecord for #like maybe a few months? so im working with what i got i also didnt like rerecord a part when doing the second take cause i decided it #didnt fit the vibe i was going for n that part was like 35 minutes long also circling back to the one day thing i learned why u shouldn't do #that lol my voice was strained after that not like significantly n its better now but damn you should definitely not talk for like #collectively four hours in a single sitting #i dont even know if i will upload it once i finish it im mostly doing this cause i want to n im having a lot of fun with the learning proces #i wont be able to properly work on it for a while cause ive got family visiting soon n i prefer to keep my online n offline life seperate #and also keep my hobbies mostly to myself cause im frequently told i should monetize my hobbies n i have no interest in ever doing so #its just been a lot of fun to do this n embracing that i have no clue what the hell im doing n that it wont be the best but it will exist 👍

[cosmocove]

everytime an utena au is made of something but they put guys in the place of anthy n utena another sword is added

#bonk.txt #are u capable of registering the themes of the media u enjoy. Are You Capable Of Enjoying Without Thinking About Some Fucking Guys #sorry this is something i get needlessly mad about But Also Do You Care About Women (specifically gay ones as well) In Any Capacity #im not even like super fond of utena n a lot of the less obvious symbolism in it goes over my head but like even with just the basic themes #Its Weird And Uncomfortable To Center It Around Some Fucking Guys

[cosmocove]

its so funny how often exocolonist gives contradictory information about small things

#bonk.txt #exocolonist spoilers #<- unimportant ones literally just for like two friendship events n the babysitter storyline #nemmie is almost two years younger than sol n tammy’s only one year older according to the story events #but nemmie’s actually only a few months younger n tammy’s two years older #cal at one point implies he n tammy are four years older than sol which is not true in the slightest n not suggested anywhere else besides #that friendship event the only one of the datable characters thats 4 years older than sol is vace #tammy has a dead mom according to like that one event u can get when sol’s 10 n can play dolls with her #but according to the babysitter events tonin’s always been single n had tammy with a surrogate carrier #it is like genuinely hilarious tho to see the text with sol saying tammy’s only a year older than them n then click on her character #profile thingy in game so right next to that it shows tammy’s two years older #this isnt a nitpicky thing i do enjoy it cause the in universe implications are funny

[cosmocove]

oh yeah before the day's over looks at these emojis my phone made for some reason

#bonk.txt #id in alt text #i literally discovered that my phone just creates custom emojis based off of the ones i use most like two or three weeks ago #when i used the 😔 one n the fucking custom love letter emoji there came up #another one i like is turtle with the 🥺 face but its not going here rn

[cosmocove]

bro why is it so fun to not sleep

#bonk.txt #i have slept only like an hour since i woke up yesterday at like 11 n i only know the specific amount of time ive slept #cause my brother had the first jurassic park movie on in the car so we just used the last thing i remember happening before i fell asleep #(the t rex being lured away from the kids) n the first thing i heard upon waking up (ellie complaining about sexism in survial situations) #n that was like at like 7 this morning #music sounds so good rn its like those animations for lullabies where it takes them out the window or some shit before tucking them in bed #my sister told me once that being high is like being sleep deprived which i wouldnt know if its true #cause the only time ive had an edible i didnt get high from it at all ngl im still bothered by that me n my sister are allergic to the same #things so we assumed our tolerances levels would be about the same with hers being higher cause she does do it semi regularly or something #but no i was still sober n both of us were baffled still had fun watching babrbie movies with her tho

[cosmocove]

bro i am baking

#bonk.txt #making pumpkin bread my sister gets one loaf of it when she comes over