BPD culture is obsessively checking if your favourite person has blocked you/cut you off after an argument because you expect them to leave like everyone else does.
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Will ich wirklich einfach nur sterben...?...
Oder finde ich einfach nur kein Grund zum weiter Leben...?...
-skyshadows
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Isn't it so helpful when you're frustrated over something insignificant and you know it's fucking stupid and insignificant and someone says "hey it's just *insert silly thing*, it isn't a big deal..."
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why is it when i’m mad it’s a problem for everyone? i can’t be entitled to my own feelings without it effecting everyone else’s around me?
apparently i’m being selfish for being upset.
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I literally feel fucking betrayed lmao this is what I get for trusting people to be honest about their feelings! I told you from the beginning! If you have feelings for him, just fucking let me know so that I can process that shit! Let me know so that I'm not blindsided! But noooo, I find out y'all fucked when he Snapchats me about it from your bed! I get it, I have no right to be jealous, he's not my partner, he's just my favorite person! I HAVE a partner whom I love very much! But I am unreasonably angry and jealous anyway! I hate BPD so fucking much, there is NO REASON this should be throwing me into a pissed off depressive spiral!!!!!!
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Anyone else?
I constantly blow up on my boyfriend or others. The tiniest things set me off. Then when I bounce back I feel like hell because I hurt everyone around me. It isn’t fair. I literally feel like the biggest POS in the world because he loves me to death yet I can be so cruel.
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Happy Poetry Month ! Napowrimo-Day 20
L.A riots 1992
Me at age 11
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i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive
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Wie soll ich wissen wie ich mich verhalten sollte wenn die ex Freundin die ich einfach nicht vergessen kann weil ich sie einfach über alles liebe nach 7 Jahren Trennung und fung stille plötzlich wieder versucht Kontakt auf zu bauen..............
Ps: ich bin für jeden Tipp oder Rat dankbar falls es jemanden gibt der ein Rat oder Tipp für mich hat
-c.s.
-skyshadows
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BPD symptoms really got me feeling fucked up in the head. Like MEGA fucked up. To the point where I can't stop myself from retaliating or saying shit I won't mean when I'm not angry. I'm ruining friendships and I can feel myself slipping and I feel so helpless
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