Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
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When you have a good day and a good experience and your fp doesn't even ask about it. Just carry on as if nothing out of the ordinary happened. And you feel like there's not a damn point in having good things happen.
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my girlfriend and I both had hard days at work and we're sad and dissociating about it and life feels really bad and scary
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sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder
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cute bpd things!!
paranoia
*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D
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mood depending on them
every text hurts or feels way too good
intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH
the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive
paranoia
fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3
"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"
becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention
never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back
cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME
oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself
"just leave. everyone does anyways"
5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever
*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?
dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had
paranoia
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"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
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Maybe she’s born with it, maybe it’s her dads fault.
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When I'm having a really bad episode and the only person I want to tell about it I can't tell because they have enough to deal with without my dumb borderline shit and I can't even just inform them that I'm not doing okay because no one is able to give the right support because no one cares enough to research or ask when I'm in a rational mind, so I sit here in my head wanting to scream and destroy and hurt myself and hurt other people but I just stare into nothingness waiting for the fucking episode to end before I burn up from the inside or get eaten by the demon standing behind me holding my sanity hostage.
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