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vixensofdeath · 7 months

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the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

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bpdcrybaby213 · 1 year

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Why do I feel like self destruction is the answer to every bad feeling I have? Any negative thoughts, go on...destroy yourself, you'll feel so much better.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #mental illness #bpd problems #bpd struggles #chronic mental illness #bpd symptoms #bpd coping

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will-pilled · 8 months

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vexedhighness · 2 years

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WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING HOW DO I STOP RUINING IT ALL I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY

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bl0w-m3 · 4 months

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#dissociative symptoms #dissociation #derealistion #depersonalization/derealization disorder #depersonalization #bpd #mental health #actually bpd #mental illness #bpd shit #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #bpd mood #bpd meme

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bpdohwhatajoy · 4 months

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No one ever talks about the lack of emotional permanence but it’s literally one of my worst bpd struggles

•relief from people reassuring you only lasts while they do it. As soon as they stop nope and you freak out because you think things have changed since they stopped even if it was only 10 minutes ago (they haven’t told me they like me in two minutes obviously things have now changed and they no longer like me)

•you forget sometimes bad things people do so it makes you more likely to forgive people who shouldn’t be forgiven

•dependent on external validation yet it’s so short lived since external validation usually comes in the form of one off comments

•liking people based on how much they talk to you

•thinking if you haven’t done something in a little you now have lost the ability to do so (ie when I haven’t written in awhile I start to think my brain is broken and I’ll never write again)

•thinking it you haven’t done something in a little it’ll never happen again (ie haven’t gone to a concert in months so now I’ll never be at one again)

#ryan.txt #bpd #borderline personality disorder #this shit sucks so fucking bad #it’s always been a bad symptom for me #even worse now that my ptsd is worse

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heylouiseee · 3 months

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take me back to the start when everything is okay and you weren't scared of loving me.

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borderline-culture-is · 3 months

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BPD Symptoms culture is dear god. I'm hoping that it's some disorder and not just "moody teenager hormones". Because if this was all normal, oh my god. No. I don't think it's so normal to be like this.

(kinda nervous to send. Sorry if it's confusing.)

It isn't confusing, we actually understand this a lot.

#mood #bpd symptom holder culture is #bpd symptom holder culture #bpd symptom holder #symptom holder #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd

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chaos-in-one · 1 year

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god the way people assume anyone online with a cluster b disorder has never even touched therapy and couldn’t possibly be working on managing their symptoms is ASTOUNDING

#'lol you have npd you must be so unaware of yourself/ your symptoms' I've been in therapy for 5 years.#I'm currently looking for a new therapist but I've still been working on my shit for half a decade I can recognize my own symptoms #actually npd #actually bpd #actually borderline #actually narcissistic #cluster b #cluster b stigma #npd stigma #bpd stigma

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puresephone · 1 year

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vixensofdeath · 5 months

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I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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bpdcrybaby213 · 9 months

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Actually, I think the worst part of BPD is being highly self aware yet still unable to change your behaviors. And it's like watching yourself do the same things over and over but you have no idea how to stop it.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd problems #bpd things #bpd struggles #bpd symptoms #bpd brain #bpd blog

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twoheadedfather · 9 months

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list of symptoms for personality disorders (many disorders in general) are the absolute worst because, since PDs are so stigmatized, they're almost always like

signs you have x personality disorder😊 :

you are satan himself

you have killed 23 people

god doesn't love you

#i show a lot of symptoms / suspect i have NPD and/or AvPD #but every time i go to recheck the symptoms to reevaluate with myself the list is always like this #why do mental health professionals hate mentally ill people so bad like #personality disorders #mental illness #mentally ill #childhood trauma #trauma #cluster a #cluster b #cluster c #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #aspd #antisocial personality disorder #bpd #borderline personality disorder #hpd #histrionic personality disorder #while trying to read the symptoms of npd i got so upset and almost had a panic attack because i'm so adverse to criticism and each point...#...was so meticulously worded to make it seem like people with NPD were doing bad things on purpose and that they were inherently evil #like i'm only SUSPECTING i have NPD but i took each of those points as a personal attack #i'm joining the war against npd on the side of npd /ref

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honeypleasejustkillme · 1 year

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i’m undiagnosing myself, im happy

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd #bpd vent #i wish i could do this and the symptoms just go away too #i’m tired of being demonized and ashamed of my disorder #i wish i was different..healthier.. more stable #god i wish i was completely different

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borderline-buddies · 4 days

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"You should all leave me before I hurt you" is easy to say But dealing with you being gone is just so much fucking worse.

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vestaldestroyer · 3 months

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ok I wonder if there's someone out there who has this too

I don't get crushes or fall in love. instead, I become obsessed with people. I feel absolute loyalty and devotion to them. I'd do anything they ask without question. it's instinctive and automatic, I don't even think about it. I become their servant and follow them around like a puppy. every minimal attention from them gives me infinite joy.

this is always one sided and everyone eventually gets creeped out or annoyed and leaves. it breaks me every time. yet I can't stop it from happening. I try to hold back but it's almost impossible.

not that I would wish this on anybody, but please tell me I'm not the only one

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