#both will stick with me FOREVER

[mattodore]

delphi, bitten pack member, mate

#river dipping #delphi sol #lykos #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #simblr #no good morning just immediately firing shots LOOK 🫵 AT HER 🫵 #GOD............................... WEREWOLF WOMAN WHO WILL TEAR INTO ME WITH HER CLAWS AND REVEL IN THE WARMTH OF BLOOD I WANT YOUUU #SHE'S SO SEXY LIKE. SAID THIS OVER ON PF ALREADY BUT I NEED TO BE FOUR FINGERS DEEP INSIDE HER ALREADY #FACE FIRST IN HER BREASTS LIKE. DYKERY IN MY MIND THE LIKES OF WHICH YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVEEEEE RN #FEMMES............. I AM YOURS ALWAYS AND FOREVER <3 #...me thinking delphi is the sexiest woman alive aside... look at her pointy wolf ears sticking out!! #and yeah... her and ria both have scars on their throats. they gave them to each other :)<3 #they're werewolf soulmates..... of course it's that intense and serious they had to wound each other #delphi's is from when ria turned her but ria's is from delphi wanting to mark ria back... normally it'd heal but :) #ria is a born wolf and delphi is their little werewolf mate... which means they don't heal like a wolf would at delphi's hands #delphi's not a born wolf tho so </3 not the same for her. but turning scars always stay with the body along with any other wounds #that were already there at the time of turning... #<- this is real lykos story lore so. don't look too closely at ria's scars from that last post. they don't actually make sense #i just thought wow... those are sexy. and put them on her kjdgfkhfn #none of the lykos ocs' scars are canon until i make them myself #but dionte's eye scar and delria's throat scars are canon!! i'll make custom ones one day but for now! i'm just rocking with what i've got

[salarymanwaka]

posting my favourite WIP even though it is very sketchy since i don't know if i'll ever recover the file haha.... (;u;)

#another flood victim.... #i tried to make this a yjh birthday picture and later tried to finish it for ORV 2nd anniversary but both times it kept crashing on me haha #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscient reader #kimcom #i don't think i can tag everyone #sorry ysa and knw forever trapped in stick figure timeline #my art

[crunchycrystals]

what if i just pretend like he gets something else to hold the branches together

#crunchyposts #mcu #loki spoilers #was it a good ending? was it a bad ending? did i like it? did i dislike it? i genuinely unironically cannot answer any of these questions #i just cannot handle tragedies and unhappy endings #so to me he steps out he goes to bind it together and sylvie stops him #so in my head she steps out after him and she finds a diff solution #<- i say sylvie does it to justify why he was so emotional over it #and also im in the sylki trenches still i do not care block me if you dont like it #but then hes not forever trapped there and im fine and hes fine and theyre fine and im fine and im not anxious at all like i get w tragedie #my other option is sylvie goes with him so they both live in their worst nightmares but together #but like. i dont want pain rn lol so im sticking with the happy one

[milkbreadtoast]

can finally put them together... the main 4 charas of this story(*that will prob never be made into a thing but its fun to think abt)!!

*whispers* tentative names: 💚강효준 (kang hyojun), 💙이설(yi/lee seol), 💜유성화 (yu seonghwa), ❤️송혜연 (song hyeyeon). Hyojun(m) and Seol(f) are the protags and Seonghwa(m) and Hyeyeon(f) are on the "opposing side" in the story

#my art #OC #im still deciding on the names but atp i think i might just go w these names #else i'll be deciding forever fkbfmff #actually purple hair(seonghwa?? sunghwa??) was the only one w/o a name #ur yu seonghwa now.... #he was almost yuseong but i already associate that name too much w that mystic messenger mf #but i still like it so. sticks it in secretly w his last name(yu)... im so smart /j (im an idiot) #its so hard picking names when its not ur native lang #as a kor am ive been indulgently making kr OCs all this time but its always hard naming them jfbfn... or any ocs in general #so many r unnamed still #i had decided to name blue hair seol from my friend's suggestion yrs ago #but i wanted to stick in a water pun somehow... 이설 sounds kiiinda like 이슬(dew)... not rly... but i tried #almost changed her name to 슬 but ive gotten too used to 설 by now to change it #hyeyeon's name means like... wisdom and beauty #the hyo in hyojun's name means filial piety/duty; a name given w the hope that he would be an obedient and dutiful son? #o btw seol is a girl KDJSKJD but she gets mistaken for a boy often... both in the actual canon + irl apparently Kzhdjs #it actually makes me giggle bc it means i made her gnc enough... happy #edit: i just realized i made them both S H S H names... i didnt mean to make them sound so similar... IT WAS AN ACCIDENT #HANGS HEAD...

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: digital fanart of the owl house. The piece features Luz, the collector, and kid belos. Luz is in her season 3 design holding her bat and a backpack with her palismen inside. Both items are at her side and she looks on at the audience with a determined expression. The collector is on her left and is facing away from us with a mischievous face. Kid belos is on Luz's right, holding a wooden sword in one hand. The shading on him is reminiscent of a 1600s ink ink drawing. The background is black and white text above the characters reads "thanks to them, 15/10/22". End ID]

Happy owl house eve folks! Sorry about the UK date system <3

#the owl house #toh #luz noceda #kid belos #the collector #toh belos #ME WHEN THE COMING OF AGE STORY USES ANTAGONISTS W/ ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT TO ACCENTUATE THE HERO'S GROWTH 😭 #seriously tho the way that luz (and hunter and eda to a lesser extent) act as like. narrative mirrorballs for nearly all the major bad guys #it's so good. chefs kiss #it's part of why a character like lilith is so rich she has SO many characters to bounce off of! #and again i think it's neat how toh has (so far- we'll see abt that ending) made a story abt a hero who like. has an escapist fantasy #of going to the demon realm and becoming a witch and running away from all her problems forever #and the storh tears that fantasy down! it says that it is objectively selfish and childish and unrealistic #and then. it still lets luz love the place she's in? the boiling isles is a real place and not just a vehicle for aesops #luz finds out her escapist fantasy world is a messed up place and yknow what? she sticks around to make it better #in both big and small ways #and belos and the collector contrast her perfectly in that sense- they both tyrannically/carelessly reshape the world around them #and absolutely refuse to accept a world that doesn't operate on their childish pretenses #and the only real difference between them and luz is the fact that luz learns and grows and changes #belos refuses to do this under pain of death and the collector is yet undecided #and whatever direction he goes in will probably define not just luz as a character but the owl house's thesis as a whole #in other words #I'm ridiculously excited for thanks to them #it airs at 2 am for me but i will still be staying up late to watch it and live chat w/ the besties. autism at work

[outlying-hyppocrate]

things i used to despise about myself until recently.

my smile

the general shape of my lips

my laugh

how my nose looks when i laugh

my speaking voice

my singing voice

the way i stand

the multiple colors in my skin

my eyebrows

the texture of my hair

the mark on my left arm (café-au-lait?)

my height

how large my ears are (to myself.)

the shape of my face

nonexistent jawline

(the list goes on.)

#random thoughts #i am still not awfully fond of my hands as it looks like the bones are sticking out and it does not look right on me. #i just now learned to love my smile not five minutes ago. it is a happy experience. #(despite liking how my lips are very much. i still refuse to eat in front of people. i look strange !!) #the only reason i know so many of these is because i try to catch myself in mirrors or any sort of reflection. #i am. obsessed with my appearance #(in a both positive and negative connotation.) #i think i lied. i am fine with most of these things. and i like them very much #but others i still do not like. however. i will have to get used to them !! #for as long as i live anyway. the physical form is not forever

[emile-hides]

I don’t know where my brain is today but I’m now on team Super Show I think Iggy and Lemmy are twins and the modern day tall Beanpole Iggy Koopa is just what happened when he got on HRT

#Mario #Koopalings #This is my new headcanon and I'm sticking to it #Mostly because I think it's funny #They ARE twins it's just that Iggy got tall it be like that #In my head btw they're both Lakitus thus why Lemmy's so small despite being second oldest and why Iggy's the only one with glasses #They don't HAVE to be twins btw maybe just like. They're biological siblings #idk I'm on board with the Koopaling's ages but I still wanna mess with it sometimes #Anyway here's just a dumb thought I had looking at old Koopaling art #Iggy IS Transgender Non-Binary this is my forever stance #And Lemmy is Transgender Genderqueer #I love them I think they're twins that's funny to me

[floralovebot]

Could you share more on your thoughts about Vampire!Florelia??

YES OF COURSE

god dude i have SO many thoughts about vampire florelia but the one sort of au i keep thinking of is the whole "one of them is turned into a vampire first and now they have to deal with their lover aging without them oh no". it's so juicy,,,

cause obviously sappy florelia thoughts make me go "well both of them would be okay with turning into a vampire for the other", however!!! i just love the initial angst of it yknow,,, what if the first one to turn hides this from the others because they're scared,,, vampires aren't exactly treated as Good in the winx universe yknow? what if they're scared of turning evil? of hurting the others?? what if they run away instead???

the winx and specialists would naturally want to help them and i can see them looking for a way to reverse the vampirism, but what if they can't find anything? what if that person Does lose control and hurt someone?? THE ANGST POTENTIAL IS SO GOOD DUDE

i do also think about addams family vibes (a la morticia and gomez) vampire florelia too though,, no angst there just them being obsessed with each other <3

#see the thing is... both of them would immediately be on board for turning for the other #but also both of them would fully be aware of what life as a vampire would be like and they would want the other to think about it first #cause do you really think either of them would be Okay with seeing their friends and family all pass away... #BUT ALSO neither of them would want the other to have to deal with that alone #its just SO GOOOD!!!! #flora would be worried that helia just wants to turn for her and that he would end up regretting it #helia would be worried that flora wouldnt be able to handle seeing everyone else pass and age while she stays young #and sure we could definitely make this an everyone turns and lives together forever and theyre all happy au #but ough the angst..... #something about florelia sticking by each other no matter the hardships... #would sky turn into a vampire for bloom????? i don't think so. #adlkghlj #there is also the classic vampire trope of the vampire turns the human because they were dying or something #which like. yeah yeah but idk its not as juicy to me as them choosing it and the vampire being like. are you sure??? #helia self hate moment: flora you'd have to live with me forever are you sure you want that??? #flora heart eyes: yes <3 #aldhgldhag #the sillies #answered #honestly if flora got turned first i have no doubt that if she asked the wi.nx theyd say yes too #of course they would!! thats their baby girl they can think about the consequences later #i do Not think the specialists would do that for helia ajdghl #maybe timmy... maybe even riven... but sky?? brandon??? hell no aldgl

[pepprs]

misery despair suffering etc etc

#purrs #delete later #two thoughts about separate things both causing the despair. thought / thing number 1 which i think ive talked abt on here many times before #but im saying it again: i am not good at being a friend in the ways my friends need me to be a friend. and in the ways friendship is thought #of societally i guess. i isolate myself constantly. i pull away from the opportunity to get closer with people i don’t know as well. i don’t #text back and then when im finally ready it’s been so egregiously long since it was appropriate for me to respond or reciprocate or #whatever it is i am so crushed by guilt and shame and embarrassment that i can’t bring myself to do it. i have so many unread messages and i #wont even let myself open them. and ive been like this for years. and i hurt someone very badly many years ago by being that way. and it was #more complicated than that but sometimes i remember it and how i acted and how i treated them. and i wonder sometimes if they check up on me #and i don’t want to be immature or weird or whatever for talking about it or wondering that openly. but if you do read this and you know who #you are: i am so sorry. i meant whst i said that i would never stop wishing you well and hoping the very best for you. and i hope you have #all of that and more. and im so sorry for not being brave enough to communicate with you or stick around. i really really am. and im sorry #to all the other people i have hurt by pulling away and shutting down and shrinking inside myself and not talking. ik it’s weird to post #that instead of just telling people directly but it’s the guilt. i am fully aware of how many people / groups of people i owe things to / #for but also just… miss. a lot. and want to talk to even though i won’t let myself. i don’t know why im like this and i don’t know how to #stop. but im sorry im not a good friend or even acquaintance or community member. and im talking to everyone now i guess including anyone #reading this bc god knows how many asks and messages i have on here. im sorry. i want to be a better friend. but i also never have spoons. a #and i also want to stay spoonless and cocooned on myself forever and never come out. and i hate that. i want to be a friend. i want to be #kind and giving and loving and generous in the ways you all have been with me. i want to hang out with people and send messages and be there #to lift people up and celebrate with them. but all i can muster is tapping like on social media and it’s horrific. i have gifts to make and #hello / checking in messages to reply to and roleplay starters to post and i just can’t do it right now and im scared i’ll never be able to #again. but it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. if i say i can’t do it then iwont. it’s not enougu to just be aware of it i have to act on it #and change it. but im exhausted and hurting right now and i have been for years and i need to heal first but what if this is healing. #idk. i rambled on that for much longer than i thought i would so nowim gonna say the second thing in a separate post. and it’ll be weird to #post about that in light of this and it’ll be weird to post this at all. but its been weighing on me so heavily today and i don’t want #anyone to think im ignoring them or not aware of being like this or whatever. and posting into the void is easier than telling individual #people to your faces even though i know it’s cowardly. im really truly sorry. i will try to get better once i have the strength to try. #actually yeah no not gonna say the second thing yet. it would be weird to say it now. this needs to sit a little first

[curiouschaosstarlight]

(*Quick clarification, 'cause I feel like I should say this right away, I don't mind people not liking or even being really uncomfortable with certain characters, especially villains that have canonically done some really horrible stuff, even if I happen to really love the character in question! It's all in the Handling of the topic, and someone that's like "oh they're just not my cup of tea" or just don't want to talk about the character at all 1000000% has my respect and appreciation <3)

-claps-

So.

On the topic of demonizing characters that have violent or angry responses to their trauma

The thing about it that really gets my goat is the fact that I as a person have had anger problems ever since I can remember. I've had a pretty bad mix of anxiety and anger problems due to being traumatized, and have had to work really, really hard to get my knee-jerk temper under control, and really nothing fucks you up like thinking you're "fixed" but the reality winds up being you just were in a state of "nothing too stressful's happened lately" and then when things start getting incredibly stressful again, you realize you still have more work to do and you have to watch yourself way more than you thought.

I'm still not "fixed", and, after talking extensively with a therapist, I'm kind of just going to have to be okay with that; still trying to do right by the people I care about and not be an asshole about things, but I'm just going to have to live with the fact that in response to high anxiety and high stress, I become an angry person, and I'm not always going to be able to remember to take a step back from a situation when I feel myself getting heated (my success rate in this is going up at least)

So It Really.

Really.

Bothers Me.

When fandom tries to claim that a character isn't traumatized, or isn't traumatized enough, because their response to that trauma is to be violent and angry and malicious. And when they try to claim that because a character reacted this way, they're just evil and irredeemable and have no further depth to them, and any attempt to add depth (even canonical depth) to them is "wrong (and a sign the person doing it is an Abuser/Terrible Person irl)" or is "woobifying them".

And yeah. Part of what bothers me is that I tend to fall very hard for villain/antagonist characters that handle trauma badly, or otherwise have signs that they probably have some trauma they haven't exactly worked through, especially when that villain character gets to have a redemption arc. (And I do NOT mean that as "they cast away everything they were before and completely denounce and despise who they used to be and go through the whole repent and penance number". Give me more villain characters who are TRYING, who are STRUGGLING, who have conflicted feelings, who aren't an entirely new person and shouldn't be left to just wallow in self-hatred over it because!! no one!! deserves!! to wallow in self-hatred!! I want redemption arcs in the form of "person who did wrong is doing their best to be a better person" and NOT "character needs to suffer and be heartbroken and sad and unable to move on forever", I hate when I see people writing the latter shit, Idc what the character canonically did, no one who's genuinely trying deserves to be perpetually miserable and it is Highkey Concerning to see that attitude happen again and again) Plus, I LOVE media and character analysis, it is MY JAM, and.

Yeah.

I've got a lot of feelings that go into this kinda stuff. It's why when I see "no nuance!! just evil!!!"-type takes, that shit really boils my blood.

And is also why I don't actively participate in fandom anymore.

Like, yeah, I make some posts here and there. And I'd love to interact more with like-minded people -- I really love talking to others about characters and media and ships and all that good stuff!!

But I don't go searching for fandom stuff unless it's some art in a completely different language. After my last two fandoms went absolutely horrifically for me in two different ways, I think my trust in modern fandoms is just gone, and I don't think it's coming back.

There's only so many times a person can be told they're inherently evil (indirectly) or badwrong and stupid (directly) for a simple fucking opinion over goddamn fiction of all things.

#chaotic rants #my fandom in 2020 was the absolute worst btw #there was a lot of shit that happened there but the 1 incident that i was violently remembering mid-type #was how someone was writing a 'redemption arc' for my favorite character but #insisted and assured everyone that the character in question was NOT going to ever be happy and was just going to be miserable #and go through the pain of being a better person just FOR that pain because that's all they deserved #and. yeah. kinda hard to vibe with that #people kept talking about that AU like i should love it because i love that character #and was frustrated with everyone else always just killing or maiming the character in their shit #(or sticking them with their abusive parent and calling that 'deserved punishment' for their crimes) #(THAT one really fucks me up) #and im just like... #i dunno how to put into words how hurtful that is to me as both a lover of the character AND #as a person that has done some hurtful things in the past #bc i was a pretty fucked up teenager and it took a while for me to admit i dont get to do whatever i want #to whomever i want #just because i feel hurt and wronged #nothing like sitting there and being told you ARE your worst actions and deserve endless suffering forever bc of it

[pinolitas]

my cousins who have money and privilege to be moving back and forth between the US and Mexico treat living in the US like a study abroad program that they can just pick up whenever they want and go back home to tell stories about it im sorry i have to say it they dont have good reason to be doing that when they have kids to raise 😭 youve set up the foundation for a terrible childhood by moving them back and forth and having them live with different people all the time like part of the year they live with their grandma and then with their dad and then with their mom you are fucking up those kids' mental stability 😭😭😭😭

#praying they stay outta my house for good this time 🙏🏼 #ive drafted so many posts about them but alas i have to say it like actually #their baby daddies dont want their kids in the US anymore cause they cant see their kids often easily #and i think it's been an issue the whole time #but they realllly wanted to live out their 20s in the US fantasy #sorry girls... shoulda considered the responsibilities that come with having a kid #they are pro-lifers that chose giving birth and genuinely love their kids but they cant have both fun 20s abroad and motherhood #i also think their pro-life stance is only cause their kids were accidents and think everyone else should suffer the same fate lol #it is especially only easy for them to be pro-life when they have such a great support system in both their own and baby daddies' families #neither of my 2 cousins got married or were forced to marry as a result of their pregnancies but they are still close to the fathers #anyways the younger 2 cousins are alright and also treated this like study abroad #but one of them realized she likes mexico more a long time ago and is only sticking around to support the younger one #the youngest is annoying but shes a teenager and i hope she decides college here isnt worth it when she finally graduates #its less annoying around here now that the eldest have left with their kids #those kids would scream all the time and also get into fights with the teenager somehow #dunno if i complained about them here before but if i have im sorry #im done i hope they leave me and my house alone for forever after june 2024

[espectres]

@nulltune sent:

[ food ] sender brings receiver their favorite dish to cheer them up

CERAMIC PLATE HELD FIRMLY IN HIS GRIP, the lower surface still hot and seething against his freezing fingers, a strange comfort, but a welcomed one. The spoon in his grips clacks quietly, the savory smell wafting gracefully into his senses and bringing forth his long suppressed sense of hunger. He didn't know he was this hungry before his stomach would grumble and twist painfully, but Hakuno-san knew, apparently. And he certainly didn't know she could cook, skillfully at that, too, given the great aroma of spices and warm steam of rice from this serving of curry. 

Young eyes travel, slow and slightly disoriented glances. The meal on his lap carefully prepared for no one but himself. He still remembers their conversation, mundane useless banter about little important things, things that didn't really matter given the severity of the situation, of what they've been through, the tension in the air, the adrenal ready to viscerally spike into his blood at any given instance, always expectant of danger & threats that might befall him & his companion. 

But his opinion on such things was proved wrong with time, by his own considerations and the girl's memory, the simple choices she made to brighten the end of a long day. And he looks up and finds kind eyes offering him an encouraging look. She was hard to read, but honest and true, he liked being by her side, and it was quite fun at times, the way their mutual bluntness would often clash- he liked that, having someone to go back and forth with, someone who wouldn't take his openness for hostility- and that mattered too, despite trying to convince himself that he doesn't really care. 

His eyes sting dangerously, and warmth blossoms as he bites on a spoonful of deliciousness. He utters quick thanks, a vague sense of embarrassment painting his cheecks a stubborn bright red. He blames the sting in his eyes on the spice of his food, too scared to consider the emotions and dreaded nostalgia. 

" My pops would travel a lot ... "  He had told the little story earlier, something for the sake of lighting a mood, something to share a laugh. He'd told her how the staff in his home had no choice but to follow the words of a nine years old as they were told, and how he got to pick his single favorite dinner every night for a couple weeks. The same damn thing over and over just because he liked it, and his father wasn't around to say something about it. 

It was all good and dandy, until the child ended up in the hospital, quite comical, if you ask Shou.

His food goes finished in savory bites second servings. Warmed in his core and comfortable in his private space, Shou turns into another task, a paper in a sketchbook that has been hidden beneath his pillow, shy from the eyes of its rightful witness-  and colorful crayons from the depth of his backpack. He works on the piece quitely through the night, his sleeping schedule thrown to the back of his mind without care, it has never been a concern anyways. 

Besides, he doesn't have time, he reminds himself when getting the finer last details of colors and shades done. It's an experiment more than anything, not that he was unfamiliar with the delicate strokes of nature and the pastel colors of petals, but creating something for someone else was beyond unnerving. He can only hope she would like it, yet he can't find it in himself to stay and see her reaction. He wishes it was the nervousness alone, but he wasn't that much of a coward. 

Bad things seem to trail behind him like a stray dog which has gotten attached, how can he risk dragging anyone else into his never-ending problems ? Not now. Not yet. And his stubborn sense of independence takes over, he promises to take care of things, maybe then it would all be a lot more easier.

He leaves that night, a couple hours before dawn, not a trace behind but a piece of art, a bouquet of flowers traced by careful pencil lines and colored by soft crayons, wrapped up in too many ribbons, joyful pink tulips and elegant white roses and proud creamy angel's trumpets, surrounded by the smaller bunches of white yarrows and night scented phlox and forget-me-nots. Something for his friend, the best he can do.

He hurries along the empty streets towards a well known fate, ready to become lost and unknown and a simple stranger in the crowds, at least until he's found again by the eyes of his pursuers. The warmth of the encounter remains with him, helping him fight the relentless cold of both the weather and the empty house he'd be taken back to. 

A signature can be seen in the corner of the floral portrait, along a big text in the teens horrible handwriting. " Until next time. " It reads casually. 

" Until next time. " Shou hopes.

#NO ICONS WE BALL #DIES #the meme: food #me: what if i make it a whole scenario with meaningful encounters and blossoming friendships and inevitable separation #where the 2 overcome smthing together but there is no reason to stick to each other anymore and shou doesn't want to get anyone involved #in his batshit insane life #IM SO NORMAL. IM SO SANE. #The bouquet flowers choice is a bit ooc cuz shou wld choose smthing random af #but i made it aesthetically pleasing just for the sake of it <3 #HERE YOU GO LYNN. THIS TOOK ME FOREVER FOR NO REASON ( COLLEGE ) #lays on the floor #They're already so important to me. wtf. #ショウ ; distortion confronts both heart and mind. / writing. #ショウ ; we scraped our bones to get fire. / inbox. #nulltune

[droppingartintotheinfinite]

How do you have time to make these many drawings?? Nice art style tho

I draw fast. And often. I don’t know how to knit so I have to have some kind of hand activity to do when I’m bored, I guess. One time I drew like 100 things over two days lol

I’m glad you like my stuff :)

#whenever I find myself going ‘oh I should do something’ the thing I end up doing is art 95% of the time #which has resulted in the art folder in my photos app having. uh. 4300 drawings in it #after 5ish years of sticking stuff in there #ngl part of the reason I do more digital art than physical these days is it’s a pain to be constantly replacing sketchbooks #and even with that I still go through like 5 a year #I have two entire bookshelves just dedicated to old sketchbooks and both are full to bursting #honestly I have no idea what I’m gonna do with them all if I’m still making art at the same rate in 10 years or whatever #like I can’t just toss them but every time I stare down the increasingly large pile it fills me with a distinct awareness that time will #continue passing at the same rate forever and I’ll have to find more places to put them #I like being able to look through them though it’s fun #text post #sol speaks #sol answers

[porlovistoeinmasochist]

I have been having fun all in all with the series, it has given me more of Anakin/Vader which is really all I want of Star Wars. And this episode was amazing in that regard, it gave us more of the fact that Anakin is Vader, Vader is Anakin. How the flashback cuts to Vader, its Vader remembering Anakin waiting for Obi Wan to do a training duel, those are Vaders memories. The guy ruminating about all of Anakins memories, as Vader. I loved that!

Also they are giving us true Eldritch Abomination Anakin, Vader, just bringing down the ship and ripping it apart. Yes! That is the cosmic horror, the nightmare of the galaxy, an actual offspring of the force. I was sooooooo afraid, because before watching I saw some spoilers, and my One (1) fear is a watered down Vader, the fun of this guy is that he is the worst with god like powers, just rampaging and doing evil with forces nobody comprehends, while staying enslaved, to the guy who is evil incarnate, through the power of apathy, guilt and self loathing. So I was cheering him on! Look at my rampaging guy go! Allow him to go batshit crazy!

And the duel, him just playing with his food! No effort on his part, just perfection! But here is where my griping starts: whyyyyyy didn’t he kill Reva?….besides her having now plot armor….just snap her neck, cut off her head, anything, he is normally so efficient in disposing of people. The falshy burning and then letting escape stick is reserved for his special obsession of obi wan. But if this would have been XY employee of him he would have killed her. I know he is trapped inside a mobile torture device and is just apathy in person, full of rage, pain, guilt and self loathing, but if he excels at ONE thing it’s freaking MURDER. So letting her live makes so no sense….

And not only him, but the Grand Inquisitor, who is alive, because why not, will it be explained how he survived a lightsaber through his thorax? He also just taunts….and lets her alive…and its just the absurd trope of ‘evil guys are dumb’ that just….meh.

#kenobi spoilers #I am back at #my star wars nonsense #and seriously even if I always tend to whine and complain I am loving this #so much Anakin Vader this is for me star wars #but I will forever be annoyed at the trope of evil guy is dumb and lets the hero escape and live in situations where it is logical to kill #and yes plot armor and they possibly have a reva spin off in the works and what not #and thats cool and I hope they develop an interesting story line for that #but her method of staying alive here was nonsensical #when the ‘reveal’ came that she is seeking revenge on Anakin for order 66 I was already expecting the ‘she turns to the light’ etc #but I seriously thought that when obi wan said ‘we can defeat him together’ he would like stick around? he would be distracting vader #while reva tried to kill Anakin and then with deus ex machina situation they BOTH would escape #but obi wan truly went just LOL laters youngling you deal alone with the eldritch abomination with god powers my padawan is #and in this situation I don’t understand why she is not dead…apart from the obvious trope

[unovasaved]

@iruludavare​ wants to know: ❛  out of curiosity, why do you ask ?  ❜ The Princess Bride Starters // Accepting

“I promise I won’t post the picture of us anywhere! I’m just a really big fan of yours and was super duper excited to meet you! So I thought, if you were cool with it, I could get a picture to commemorate us meeting?” By the time Rosa gets the sentence out her entire face has gone red as a Tamato berry. She was starting to understand why her fans were always so nervous approaching her. She’d never realized before how terrifying it was to approach someone you respected just to talk to them, much less to request a picture with them.

Rosa had read a bit about her fellow champion while studying for a part in a film. She vaguely remembered the movie, it was a movie about a ballerina and her pokemon preparing for a big performance at Nimbasa’s Musical Theater. The casting director had suggested studying Serena’s career to get an understanding for the character. Which had led Rosa to discovering the coverage of Serena’s work as a trainer and her work as Kalos’ champion. Everything Rosa saw of Serena just seemed so cool and graceful and tough, so much that a champion should be. It was terrifying to even approach her, had it not been for Iris she probably would have just avoided Serena for the entirety of this League meetup. But Iris had really pushed her to go talk with Serena, swearing she was super nice and that there was no way Rosa would embarrass herself!

Rosa now found her thoughts drifting towards the lines of ‘So much for that’. Thinking about how Serena likely got asked for pictures all the time, something Rosa was familiar with herself. Rosa didn’t mind, she loved taking pictures with her fans! As long as they asked first. But she wasn’t as cool as Serena was! Serena surely got so many requests for pictures, it was annoying at this point! And here she was trying to relax among her peers while still being pestered for another photo op. Thinking like that had Rosa back pedaling on the request, quickly moving to reattach her Xtransreciever to her wrist instead of holding it to use for the camera function. “You don’t have too, of course! Just meeting you is a super big honor. Is this awkward? This is probably like super awkward. Sorry, my bad! It’s uhh... really awesome to meet you.”

#iruludavare #❃ In Character ❃ #❃ Asks ❃ #❃ Queue ❃ #((It took me like forever to finally answer this #But I finally got one idea down and figured it out LOL #So have this very excited puppy in the form of a teenage girl)) #((I was also noticing Rosa and Serena tend to hang out around the same champion groups at League meet up's #Mostly with Iris and Alder being the two they'd both hang out with since I imagine Rosa tends to stick a bit closer to the Unova champs #ESP Iris Alder and Nate cause she feels safe with them and has a lot of issues about not feeling like she belongs around the other champs))

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nah I'm still thinking about the inherent homoeroticism of them + gloves in two distinctly different aspects

#crow.txt #not writing #ideas™️ #to follow at least #but like!!!! fucking GOD! i have so many thoughts about this always #diluc wearing gloves basically since he started knight training in part to hide nicks and the occasional little burn on his hand #kaeya being the only one to see his hands beneath them really. he didnt even have gloves when they were younger iirc? #and then to further that thought same thing now but diluc has way more scars now maybe kaeya does too #diluc thinks nothing in particular of them. theyre judt sorta There. he covers them only out of habit #because he knows other people find them unsightly/unsettling/whatever and doesnt want to deal with any of those weird conversations #but UGH. just. the intimacy. of them not having gloves on in private. something something feeling no need to hide anything yeah sure #but also the not wanting a barrier between them that they otherwise both have between themselves and the rest of the world most of the time #and of course the actual skin to skin contact that comes with it and probably makes them both insane #even innocuously cause theyre touch starved as hell #and then also there is just something so gay about removing someone elses gloves always #like with teeth or the sticking fingers in the band that makes me go APESHIT. any of it all of it always forever amen #take this as penance for not posting anything in a while or a Real Fic in almost a fucking year 😭