#bough makeup today. finished my costume that i spent 200-300 dollars on

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Lmaoooooo the only thing emptier than my wallet are my expectations for Halloween tomorrow

Man you KNOW your vent post is bad when you reach the limit number of tags

#AHAHAHAHA VENT TIME #I’m too lazy to write this in a diary #haven’t used that tag in a while!!! #bough makeup today. finished my costume that i spent 200-300 dollars on #fixed my wig and now my costume is SO MUCH BETTER THAN I ACTUALLY ANTICIPATED!!!!! #I walked around campus tonight in my casual costume and felt so good!!!! #and man imagine how I’m gonna feel tomorrow when I’m wearing ARMOUR THAT I SPENTBA MONTH MAKING!!!!! AND CAME OUT BEAUTIFULLY!!!! #WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT #IN THE EVE OF HALLOWEEN MY UNIVERSITY IS SETTING IN NEW RESTRICTIONS SINCE OUR COVID CASES DOUBLED OVER THE PAST TWO WEEKS #AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT ONE OF MY TEAMMATES ROOMATES TESTED POSITIVE FOR COVID #SO IM GONNA BET MONEY THAT IM GONNA FET A CALL TO WUARENTINE MYSELF TOMORROW #ON FUCKING HALLOWEEN #I WASNT EVEN GONNA PARTY I JUST WANNA WALK AROUND CAMPUS AND TAKE PICTURES IN MY PERCY JACKSON COSTUME #BUT I SWEAR TO GOD IF I CAN EVEN DO THAT #I SWEAR IF MY MONTHS OF HARD WORK AND EMPTYING MY WALLET AND ANTICIPATION ALL LEADING UP TO TOMMORRIW #END IN ME ISOLATIONG MYSELF AND NOT BEING ABLE TO LEAVE MY ROOM #I....I DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO TBH #Literally this semester has been so hard and stressful and I can’t stop thinking about the election in less than a week #Halloween was my anchor the past month and it’s my favorite holiday #I just want this one day #I just wanna walk around and pretend to be someone else with different problems for one day #I worked so hard and spent so much money to make sure it was perfect #I literally don’t know what I’m gonna do if that’s taken away just hours before the big payoff #I’m not even joking I’m in live with my costume #I struggled to think of something for months and when I finally decided on percy I was worried it’d be too simple or unreckognizable #but it’s easily one of the best costumes I’ve made and it’s one of my favorites #and I just.... #I don’t need this rn #it’s weird how all of this mess could impact my grades since I NEED the labs to do my finals and I can’t reach them if I’m quarentine #but no. it’s Halloween that’s currently making me cry in the club rn