I’m so tired of looking for male thinspo and it being so gloomy and depressing. I want the kind of thinspo that is kind of ethereal and warm like you see more commonly in thinspo for female identifying people.
Like I’m trying so hard not to go down a bad path again but I still want motivation and inspiration :(
So apparently the word “heroin chic” is resurfacing. If you don’t know “heroin chic” refers to an “aesthetic” or a certain body type (mainly aimed at women) where that person is extremely thin, pale skin, dark under eyes.
I remember I had to write a paper about advertisement and I used that term to describe some of the advertisements I found. I just think it’s interesting it’s resurfacing now, because when I wrote my paper it was unheard of.
Anyways. I’m aware how bad it is to make bodies a “trend” and all that but something in my brain is like “YES FUCK YES” it’s like I’m excited and craving this sort of content then at the same time I know it’s bad?
These pictures of when I was 54kg are really haunting me because I really didn’t know that I would miss this body this hard. I still hated it then, wanted to be skinnier. Oh how the turns have tabled…