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x4ver1a · 2 days
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my love makes me feel unlovable because nobody will ever share my obsession.
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sysboxes · 2 days
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Cluster B Personality Disorder Userboxes
(also, we have permission from the creator of the flags to do this, so long as the creator is properly credited :3)
Flag credits to @fantasy-store (link)
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[Text: This system has Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD).]
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[Text: This system has Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD).]
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[Text: This system has Histrionic Personality Disorder (HPD).]
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[Text: This system has Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD).]
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[Text: This system is Cluster B.]
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borderline-culture-is · 14 hours
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bpd culture is needing to be someone's favourite otherwise you don't matter at all
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autisticgayplushie · 12 hours
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BPD tortie kitty!! for a name for xem thinking maybe Jazz or Jasmine? but not sure!
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face-especially · 3 days
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rottenjirai · 14 hours
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I hate that people make me sound crazy after they disrespect me and I lash out accordingly why must I be pliant so that you feel good about yourself?
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familiarplacedisc · 2 days
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worthless-mess · 5 months
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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired
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brain--rott · 7 months
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"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness
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unbearable-swagger · 8 months
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I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur
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bpd culture is needing to know literally every single thing anyone thinks or says or feels about you or else you will go insane (you will either way)
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bl0w-m3 · 9 months
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Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
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ohara-n-brown · 3 months
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As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.
Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.
The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.
I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.
I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.
As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.
95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'
I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.
That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.
There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.
My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.
Borderline patients can't win.
And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.
BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.
Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.
And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.
I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.
Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.
Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.
To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.
I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.
I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.
You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.
Borderline people I'm sorry.
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missingvibrance · 10 months
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one of the greatest tragedies in life is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know. someone in class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you’ve only ever exchanged a few words with them—maybe none at all. someone on the street loves your smile and it gets them down the next few streets. someone you used to be friends with still wishes to fondly call your name. someone you used to be friends with five years ago would give anything to be in the same room as you today. someone who regularly comes into work is disappointed when you aren’t there to brighten their day. someone missed you today. someone noticed you were gone. someone loves you when you’re there; someone loves you when you’re nowhere to be found at all. you think you have always disappeared when you’re no longer in the picture, but you’ve never left the frame.
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honeypleasejustkillme · 9 months
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therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults
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