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cryptid-corpse · 2 days ago
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I'm okay, I just need someone to be a little obsessed with me in order to feel validated and loved.
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mogai-milo · 2 days ago
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So today I learned legally that BPD is a disability and idk how to feel about it. Obviously I knew autism was a disability so I've know that I'm technically disabled but I feel weird about it??? Like I feel like I'm not really disabled and I feel like if I call it that or call myself disabled I'm taking away attention from "real" disabled people. Like I feel bad for trying to get accommodations for whatever issues I have but also I'm really struggling without them (especially in school) This is just kind of a vent I guess. I just feel like I don't have the right to need disabilities bc I don't have it as bad as others. I hope someone relates to me lol.
I forgot to mention in the post I have BPD but now idk where I could fit that piece of information in so I'm just saying it here lol
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queenmoriarty · 2 days ago
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ok, but does anyone else always have that incredibly exhausting feeling of having to somehow entertain or keep the people around you happy so that you yourself don't seem boring or uninteresting to them so that the mood doesn't even slightly begin to change and people turn away from you? or am i just insecure af lol
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hel7l7 · 2 days ago
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Everything disappears in me, I feel everything yet nothing at all
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bpdgotmelike · a day ago
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i'm just a shell of a person. i have no desires. i don't want to do anything. get attached to anyone. leave my house. live. just want to physically fade the same way my mind has.
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twinkdrama · 2 days ago
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human interaction? cringe. who even needs it (me)
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palepinksatin · a day ago
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Imagine a “doctor” telling MILLIONS of ppl that the mental illness they struggle with every day of their lives is a “made up disorder” that exists to discredit female dv victims (something Amber Heard ISN’T). And imagine that same “doctor” shamelessly exploiting a REAL dv victim’s trauma in a pathetic attempt at flogging their shitty fucking book. What a disgrace.
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honeypleasejustkillme · a day ago
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it’s sad how with bpd even when i’m feeling good i can’t enjoy it in the moment because i know it won’t last for much longer..
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pastel-purity13 · a day ago
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cluster-b-culture-is · a day ago
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Maybe it’s just me, but cluster b culture is becoming so violently angry that you start fantasizing about ways to hurt the person you want something from, but you’re brain won’t allow you to say you’re jealous of them because that would be ridiculous, I’m amazing, it just erks you that they have something you want & if you could take it you would.
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canadaloveselena · a day ago
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bpdohwhatajoy · 2 days ago
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Sometimes I think the reality that someone may actually genuinely care about me is more terrifying than the alternative
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geekandmisandry · 2 days ago
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i was actually shocked that on tumblr, which is predominantely women, women are spreading this 'hysteria was sex positive' and 'hpd is not related to hysteria' absolute misogynistic nonsense so i actually messaged op about it and explained in detail why it was wrong, and she acknowledged it was wrong, but didn't change anything lmao.
That makes me really sad. I think it is wonderful that people want to support men who are victims of violence and I think it is great that people are finally open to that. For years I've talked to men who felt so... Insignificant and felt like "as men" they should have been able to prevent their own abuse.
But to engage in misogyny to try and prop up men impacted domestic violence is not the solution.
If spreading misinformation and misogyny is your response to something you believe in... You should question why. Why are you willing to engage in those things?
We all sometimes accidentally contribute to misinformation, it happens, we aren't perfect. I've done it before and I'll probably do it again. But if you become aware of it, then issue a retraction, hold yourself accountable. It is not just the media we need to hold to a standard of truth, we are all capable of having so much reach that we need to do that ourselves.
HPD has a long history of misogyny and people have been writing essays and articles about the problems with it long before Heard.
I don't want to say "Heard doesn't matter" because, regardless of what the overarching truth of the abuse allegations are, she is the current victim we are discussing when it comes to the misogyny of HPD... But I'm not motivated purely by her, or even in a large part by her.
This morning I spoke to a psychiatric professional to get ADHD medication that I need to survive in my life. I didn't mention to this person that I have a personality disorder because it's... So much to unpack, this was my first meeting with him, I don't know how he will react and I do not want to jeopardise my ability to get the medication I need. My personality disorder has cost me the help and support of medical professionals before and severely impacted my ability to get care.
I believe in trying to be as responsible as possible in the ways we talk about personality disorders because the way we talk about them will impact people, their willingness to get care for their disorder and the kind of care they may receive.
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bunnieborderline · a day ago
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hel7l7 · 15 hours ago
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Maybe I'll give up on sleep. Maybe that's the only way I can stop dreaming about you. And maybe if I stop thinking about you then I'll stop embarrassing myself. Will let someone else ruin my nightmares. And maybe I'll forget about you after all.
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artsyolivia · 6 months ago
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bpd-bbyg · 3 months ago
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koriand · 6 months ago
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borderlineblitz · 11 months ago
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i just need to get through this week
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abusivechildhood · 3 months ago
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how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?
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