#bpd culture

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is these fuckers are lucky I've learned immense self-control

.

#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture is #bpd #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually bpd #actually borderline

[borderlineangel222]

i never felt loved by my family which is why i always searched for it in the worst places because when you’re about to die of thirst, even a drop of poison tastes like heaven.

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #borderline #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd culture #bpd anger #bpd rage #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #trauma #generational trauma #trauma survivor #ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #actually ptsd #ptsd thoughts #cptsd life #bpd problems #bpd life #bpd vent #bpd blog #daddy issues #mommy issues #attachment issues #abandonment issues #childhood neglect #not my words #thought of sharing it #actually mentally ill

[fuzzznstuffingthatcomesout]

The urge to just destroy myself. To cut off everything. To go radio silent on everyone because my brain is absolutely convinced I'll be best off alone, locked in a tiny little box.

Why can't I just have a moment to breathe? To actually enjoy my bit of happiness I get here and there.

#actually borderline #bpd fp #actually bpd #actual bpd #bpd culture #bpd #borderline personality disorder #borderline culture is #borderline pd #borderline blog #🐇

[hmhmhmhmsssss]

How to get out of a bpd episode no glue no borax

#bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd culture #bpd #bpd fp #bpd safe #bpd culture is #bpd feels

[trxppedmind]

Romantisized Borderline.

If you have bpd this may triggers you!

Why the fuck would people even do that?

"I wan't a borderliner as my significant other."

No you don't. Its hell for you and for them.

You want someone who is absolutely obsessed, to the point just a wrong breath make them think you hate them.

You want someone who's probably is suicidal, self-destructive and self harming? "I can fix them." No you can't. Neither i think you can stop them.

You want someone that is extremly lovingly and affectionate only to become distant, ignoring and maybe even offensive in a eyeblink because they got triggered into Splitting or rage?

You want someone that probably feels offended if you need time for yourself or do spend time with your friends and don't answer your phone.

You want someone that may shouts and yells in one moment, only to cry and feel guilty in the next moment, maybe begging you to stay?

You do realise that its not just from time to time, but every fucking day? If they have a bad day's maybe even hourly moodswings?

You want just to help them? Thank you, but that's not your task in a relationship/friendship. Take care of yourself because the chance that you just ruin yourself is high.

Fuck, imagine cuddling in bed in a comfortable silence, they overthought something and suddenly push you off, just because a single though.

Wanna know what the worst is?

Maybe you noticed that I am extremely aware of my bpd. But that doesn't mean i can change, or fix myself. Because with the sudden overwhelming emotion, my mind is drowning in things like selfhate and that everyone will leave, no more awareness or control. I think its like that for many borderliners.

Please don't romantisize something people are suffering from. Thank you.

#borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd awareness #mental health #vent #vent post #borderline culture is #bpd culture #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd relationships #bpd relatable #bpd rant #stop romanticizing it

[starspd]

the BPD experience of yearning for someone to tell you its going to be okay, but then when they do you dont believe them (and sometimes can even trigger you more)

#bpd #personality disorder #actually bpd #actually borderline #personality disorders #actually mentally ill #borderline pd #borderline things #mental health #bpd culture #cluster b #cluster b pds #cluster b personality disorder #actually cluster b #bpd mood #bpd thoughts #bpd stuff #borderline personality disorder #borderline culture is #borderline life #borderline thoughts #eupd #actually eupd #emotionally unstable personality disorder

[cluster-b-culture-is]

BPD culture is feeling bad when people say your blaming your behavior on BPD when you're putting in every ounce of your being to change and act differently while explaining how your BPD makes your symptoms appear and why you act that way because of it.

.

#cluster b culture is #bpd culture #bpd #actuallyborderline #actuallybpd #mod saltwater #YEAH #i hate it when people accuse me for giving excuses when i say this #like??? im telling you Why i did it how is that an excuse #its the truth???? #im mentally ill i warned you about this #dont get pissy because i have symptoms

[beautifuldarkmind]

BPD culture is getting worked up to the point of becoming physically ill (throwing up/stomach issues etc) because you felt rejected/abandoned by your favourite person

#let's not forget getting the shits too.. your whole body fucks up lol #bpd #mental health #mental illness #borderline personality disorder #anxious #trauma #bpd splitting #fp #bpd fp #bpd culture #bpd awareness #actually eupd #actually bpd #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #actually traumatized #borderline personality #borderline thoughts #personal #borderline things #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #eupd #eupd recovery #living with bpd #bpd life #bpd blog #splitting #borderline rant

[borderline-culture-is]

Bpd culture is being so fucking terrified of being alone even though you don't actually like being around other people

.

#mood #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd

[borderline-culture-is]

Bpd culture is having parents who aren't divorced but should be

.

#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture #bpd culture is #bpd safe #bpd #actually borderline #actually bpd

[borderline-culture-is]

Borderline culture is sobbing silently and then re-applying eyeliner.

.

#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture #bpd culture is #bpd safe #bpd #actually bpd #actually borderline

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is be honest with me. BE HONEST WITH ME BE HONEST WITH ME BE HONEST WITH ME i can take it. just tell me you hate me. and i dont believe anything they say unless it helps me hate myself anyways

-🐍

.

#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #- 🐍

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd and npd culture is not getting attention from your favourite highly ranked friends for LITERALLY A SINGULAR MINUTE and spiraling into a mental breakdown that ends instantly after they talk to you again

.

#bpd + npd culture is #bpd + npd culture #bpd + npd #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #npd

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is hoping that your problems get worse

.

#mood #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is literally freaking out whenever anybody doesn’t say “i love you” back

.

#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is hoping they never love anyone the way you love them

.

#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd safe #actually bpd #actually borderline