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borderlinejackiee · 1 day

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iiflywithmeii · 3 days

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i can’t do this i can’t do this i can’t do this

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charatinnon · 20 hours

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#mujer latina #bbgcommunity #complete #bpd problems #nurse #fettish #ling yao #share #transparent #80's kid

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ryn-stillstanding · 1 day

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i just want to feel good enough for somebody

i just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. i just want someone to send me little messages throughout the day. i just want someone that will bake cookies with me. i just want someone who will make coffee for us in the morning. i just want someone to be in the same room as me. i just want someone to be there when i need them to be. i just want someone to feel heard and understood when they talk to me. i just want someone who will let me softly sing to them. i just want someone to wipe tears from my eyes and hold my face in their hands. i just want someone to exist in the same room as me. i just want someone who will listen to my story. i just want someone who doesn't have reasons that they don't want to be with me. i just want someone to feel immensely loved by me. i just want someone to lay with. i just want someone i can come home to on a long day. i just want someone that will make me food on the days i feel bad. i just want someone to talk to. i just want someone to know that i will not judge them. i just want someone who will spend the day at the beach with me. i just want someone who will let me keep my leg overtop of theirs as we read books. i just want someone who will listen to my music, as awful as it is.

i just want someone to tell me that this isn't asking for too much

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trxppedmind · 3 days

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TRIGGERWARNING. detailed Borderline Episodes.

Imagine you have a good day, you feel euphoric, no one can hurt you. Why are you in therapy again? Your life isn't that bad, its fun, right?

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Oh. You don't feel anymore? Hm, same old numbness. What now? What should you do? Its stressing you out at some point? Why can't you feel anymore? You do want help, want to reach out.

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No. You don't need anyone. Who cares anyway? They will leave. Everyone does. You don't need anyone, you have yourself. Fuck people.

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Why do you start to cry? You probably don't know. Then everything crashed down, and you end up scream crying. Why is there nobody to help? Why you? Why can't you feel normal? Everything hurts. Your body hurts physically. Headache, dizziness, stomach pain, chest pain. You feel like you explode. Your skin feels like burning.

Maybe you get self-destructive. But it doesn't hurt. Everything else does.

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You hate anyone. You truly do. You hate them, you hate yourself, you yell and hit walls and start to cry only to laugh in the next moment. Why? Why? Why? It repeats in your head. Selfhate, words of others, it doesn't stop. It never stops.

Repeat.

Every day.

Borderline is a serious mental illness. It causes death. It causes pain. Much more pain individual's without Borderline CAN'T imagine.

Oh fuck, and I am sick of it.

I know, and you know it too. There is just that fat ass hill we need to climb up, to get actually better. But where is the path? Does it really exist? How? How do we get there? How long can we stay up there? Will someone push us down again?

#bpd problems #bpd stuff #bpd #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #borderline blog #bpd awareness #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #vent #actually bpd #mental health #vent post

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f-zzysocks · 1 day

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fine i guess if you dont want me to be your best and only friend that means you hate me and never want to talk to me again

#bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd #bpd blog #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd yandere

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bl0w-m3 · 1 day

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When I’m told I have my mothers eyes I wanna gouge them out

#bpd #mental health #actually bpd #mental illness #bpd shit #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #bpd mood

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stuuupidthingsss · 3 days

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swallow these pills and make a wish

#actually mentally ill #bpd problems #bpd safe #bpd shit #bpd fp #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd #actually borderline #actually bpd

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honeypleasejustkillme · 3 days

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on my break at work, i have 20 mins till i go back in and i just wanted to come on here and say i legitimately hate my life and every decision i ever make goes to shit and i’m so tired of it guys.. im really about to start crying.

#and yes this post was made about potato salad. the smallest things piss me off #bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #my life is literally a living hell

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vilea777 · 1 month

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour