#bpd split

[clovelie]

losing a fp feels like you just got your soul ripped out and now you're not even a human being anymore.

#bpd #favorite person #fp #bpd fp #actually bpd #borderline blog #abandonment issues #abandonment #bpd thoughts #bpd shit #bpd vent #bpd abandonment #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd love #bpd split #bpd rage #loss #fp bpd #bpd intense #splitting

[borderline-clusterfxck]

having BPD be like don't split don't split don't split don't split don't split don't split don't split don't split don't spl- *splits*

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #borderline #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd help #bpd thoughts #bpd splitting #bpd split #bpd vent

[malehorror]

splitting again over stupid reasons (perceiving abandonment, hating them and want them to stay away from me for "leaving me" when they just haven't bothered to message me today)

#vent #bpd #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline #quiet borderline #borderline pd #splitting #bpd shit #bpd vent #bpd struggles #abandonment issues #abandoned #abandonment #bpd splitting #bpd split

[pigeonwinnin]

Back to square one I guess

#borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd shit #borderline personality traits #bpd split #eternal sunshine of the spotless mind #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd tag #bpd episode #actually bpd #mental illness #actually borderline #borderline blog #borderline pd #borderline thoughts #living with borderline #borderline problems #borderline things #being borderline #cluster b #borderline personality problems #personality disorder

[its-blip-on-the-radar]

“It’s always when I think things are going good my mental health comes in to make things... not good.”

Thanks for the patience last week. This comic is a, uh, pretty good explanation as to why I couldn’t upload last week.

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#blip is on your radar #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actually traumatized #actually disabled #actually bipolar #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #Borderline #bpd split #BPD Art #mental health #mental illness comic #mental illness art #mental health art #actually ptsd #actually psychotic #actually psychosis #psychosis #actually schizoaffective #schizoaffective #trans artist #gay artist #queer artist #original webcomic #webcomic

[puppyyboyy]

so much to say but no words to speak

#does that make sense #vent kinda #depression #bpd split

[feralbeeast]

I'm so fucking dumb I need to just shut the fuck up and stop caring.

I haven't been this pissed off in a long time but fhdfrdgFfUCK I never wanted to let myself be in this stupid ass situation again but here I am. Shaking trying not to cry in bed.

I'm such an idiot for trusting anyone again.

#vent #rage #bpd #bpd split #kill me #fucking kill me #i dont want to feel anymore #why did i ever think

[lovesickdummi]

FUXK YOU I KNOW YOURE LYING TO ME. I KNOW YOURE TALKING TO HIM, I HATE HOW YOU LIE RIGHT TO MY FUCKING FAVE AND TREAT ME LIKE IM INSANE !!! I LET YOU SCREW ME AND YOU REWARD ME BY PULLING THAT SHIT !!! WHAT THE FUCK

#bpd split

[unlovablereject]

I feel like you really let me down today.

All because let's be honest. You would rather be at work than trying to take care of me.

I get it.

I hate me too. At least you can leave.

I don't feel safe, I am scared.

You don't love me...

#borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd splitting #bpd #actually bpd #autism #actually borderline #bpd blog #actually autistic #marriage falling apart #life hurts #autistic depression #bpd depression #bpd split

[fenetfox]

having a split after being reminded of the last time i had another (MAJOR) one. im with my fp and some other ppl rn and i just wan them to show that they GENUINELY CARE and arent only checking on my so i stop bitching about everything, i just want a hug and a bit of love without having to ask for it, but at the same time i feel like if they touch me i will either assault them verbally or hit them so hard i dislocate their shoulder/other thing. and then there's the dialog in my head reminding me of how fucking unreasonable i am being making me want to cry because its all so damn overwhelming and the worst part is the only one to blame for this mess in my head is me- they didnt do anything wrong

TLDR i need love i need violence i wanna cry

to my fp (they have my tumblr) ur probably reading this after the whole thing is over- sorry for the mess (but if ur reading it rn please hug me i need it)

#bpd #bpd split #bpd vent #vent post #dont mind this its just a rant im having in my head in a bus #actually bpd #actually borderline #borderline thoughts

[clovelie]

I JUST WANT ONE PERSON I CAN TRUST TO NOT ABANDON ME AND I CANT EVEN GET THAT?

#bpd #borderline blog #bpd thoughts #bpd rage #bpd splitting #bpd abandonment #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #vent #abandonment #abandonment issues #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd shit #actually borderline #bpd fp #favorite person bpd #favorite person #bpd split #splitting #bpd intense #venting

[opinions-and-illnesses]

See if I care when you completely fuck yourself over because you won't listen to valid criticism and useful advice. You have a fighting chance here and won't do anything about it. Fine, that's your choice. But don't ask me for help again.

#bpd split #borderline personality disorder #bpd #splitting #bpd splitting #personality disorder #cluster b

[insanecreetur]

I want to take the sharpest knife I have and plunge it into myself. Maybe it's because cutting is my sh of choice and I've been stabbed before so i know how it feels but..

It wouldn't even matter where I do it.

I just want to feel the pain, the rush of blood, the panic of whether I'll be able to close it or not. The numbness of it.

But how can i ever do that again? i can't even bring myself to make scars on my arms anymore from fear of judgement, they just hide on the parts I can cover easily.

#i should probably be in a mental hospital #insane creetur ramblings #vent #actually mentally ill #st@b me #traumatized #bpd #self h@te #su1c1dal #chronically ill #depressing shit #self h@rm #cptsd #bpd split #sh cvt #cvtt!ng #bloodletting #body disphoria #body dismorphia #bpd rage

[herprecioustreasure]

Im the damaged type but that's no excuse

For all of my hurt that I'm living,

I'm giving to you

#ventposting #irl yandere #actually bpd #npd traits #aspd traits #bpd split #borderline splitting #cluster b #Spotify #song lyrics

[vvventinggg]

It is so fucking unfair

You don't deserve to draw and feel happy and move on, after you hurt me the way you did

I hate your guts. I loathe you

Fuck you fuck you fuck you

You terrible human being

I hate you so much

I will never forgive you

Go cry and get addicted to alcohol and hurt yourself like you always threatened with and guilt tripped me with

I don't fucking care any more. You never did

#bpd split

[its-blip-on-the-radar]

“You left behind this righteous fury in me, you left behind harsh memories I rather forget. There is this anger stored in me towards you, and it burns.”

-Vent piece about a BPD split towards my ex.

#blip is on your radar #this is a very lazy piece but I was also incredibly mad #vent art #vent #bpd art #bpd #ex favorite person #favorite person #bpd split #actually bpd #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #digital art #digital artist #artist on tumblr #art #artist #artists on tumblr #digital artist on tumblr #digital artists on tumblr