#bpd symptoms

[x-x-bones-x-x]

BPD is so confusing. I don't want to be in another relationship again, I'm too afraid of them leaving me. But I want to have sex. I can't have casual sex though. Now I want more than that, I want to cuddle and be told that I'm precious and such a good girl. I want someone to tell me how good I'm doing and how proud they are of me. I want to cuddle someone to sleep while I'm wearing a t-shirt and they're completely naked. I want them to spoon me. But I'm too scared to be in another relationship. I can't deal with another person leaving me. I can't deal with anyone else, period. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of being used. I deserve to be alone. I deserve to rot. I deserve everything that comes to me but God damnit deep down I know I just want to be truly, purely, completely loved.

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[vixensofdeath]

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

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[bpdcrybaby213]

Why do I feel like self destruction is the answer to every bad feeling I have? Any negative thoughts, go on...destroy yourself, you'll feel so much better.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #mental illness #bpd problems #bpd struggles #chronic mental illness #bpd symptoms #bpd coping

[vexedhighness]

WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING HOW DO I STOP RUINING IT ALL I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY

#theo #bpd #bpd fp #borderline personality disorder #bpd yandere #bpd vent #recovery #actually bpd #art #severe depression #yandere thoughts #adhd #living with bpd #recoverywork #borderline personality traits #bpd symptoms #i love you #i love you forever #lovesick #self love

[borderline-buddies]

chances are I probably hate myself more than I hate you !

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[heylouiseee]

take me back to the start when everything is okay and you weren't scared of loving me.

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[boxesforsys]

"This user/alter is a borderline/BPD symptoms holder" userboxes

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[obnebulant-mogai]

HPD + BPD adjacent flag! This is left vague so anyone who has, is questioning, or displays traits of the disorder(s) may use it! These were made with people who have trouble pinpointing neurodivergencies and are NOT for transid supporters.

[ID: A flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are purple black, plum purple, dark magenta, berry pink, bright orange, sunny yellow, off white, cloudy blue, light purple blue, and dark stormy blue. End ID.]

Flag by me using sampled colors. Requested by @gillipopmoji.

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[lovesixk-demon]

The worst part about having a favorite person is when you're not their favorite person, and you know it

#lovesixk illness #bpd yandere #bpd vent #bpd symptoms #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd #it tears my heart out

[bpd-fueled-thoughts]

My existence is literally screeching "STOP IT" at myself when my emotions begin to build.

And then I get told "just talk to me about your emotions! You'll feel so much better!" and it's so wild that my brain takes that and turns it into "no, mom was right. You're too much. You're always too much. Your emotions, your feelings, your thoughts, your existence is a burden to everyone around you. Never talk about it. Never feel. Never talk."

#mental illness #mom trauma #mommy issues having ass bitch #mommy issues #trauma survivor #childhood trauma survivor #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd diagnosis #bpd symptoms

[vixensofdeath]

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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[bpdcrybaby213]

Actually, I think the worst part of BPD is being highly self aware yet still unable to change your behaviors. And it's like watching yourself do the same things over and over but you have no idea how to stop it.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd problems #bpd things #bpd struggles #bpd symptoms #bpd brain #bpd blog

[vexedhighness]

♡ YOU MAKE ME WANT TO SHOOT MY BRAINS OUT ♡

#i fucking hate it so much #i hate myself #bpd #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd symptoms #bpd vent #bpd yandere #bpd mood #bpd splitting

[borderline-buddies]

"You should all leave me before I hurt you" is easy to say But dealing with you being gone is just so much fucking worse.

#friends #friendposting #bpd thoughts #bpd blog #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd #bpd mood #bpd feels #bpd recovery #bpd meme #actually borderline #bpd stigma #bpd shit #bpd vent #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd fp #borderline thoughts #living with borderline #borderline problems #borderline things #borderline pd #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality problems #life of a borderline #being borderline #bpd struggles #bpd symptoms

[heylouiseee]

You never know how lucky you are to spend the rest of your lives with the other half of your soul until you've had to spend your life without them.

#bpd stuff #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd symptoms #mental problems #mentally fucked #actually borderline #borderline blog #bpd problems #bpd struggles #deppressed #kinda depressing #depressing shit #major depressive disorder #bpd #bpd things #bpd thoughts #tw depressing stuff #bpd feels #bpd traits #depressing quotes #tw depressing thoughts #bpd mood #bpd shit #mentally tired #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #alone with my thoughts #mentally unstable #depersonalization

[borderlinebrooke-bpd]

9 Symptoms of BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder. A person with 5 or more would qualify for the diagnosis.

1. Fear Of Abandonment

2. Unstable & Intense Interpersonal Relationships

3. Identity Disturbance

4. Impulsivity

5. Recurrent Suicidal Behavior or Thoughts / Self Harm

6. Affective Instability

7. Chronic Feelings of Emptiness

8. Innaproprate and Intense Shows of Anger

9. Transient Stress-Induced Paranoid Ideation

#borderline #borderline blog #borderline life #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality problems #bpd symptoms #borderline personality traits #borderline things #Borderline Brooke