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thefinal-riot21 · 27 minutes ago
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I want to cut so bad but at the same time i cant because its been a year and 4 months since ive been clean and i dont want to screw that up why did he leave me im trying to chnage bug its nit enough for him he doesnt love me i dont belive that he ever did hes lying to me he lied he hates me he hates me so much why why why im gonna fucking kill myself it hurts so bad
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planetariumthottie · 54 minutes ago
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i hate to be alone and i want nothing more than to connect but every time i try it brings me so much pain and uneasiness
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morbitchuary · 2 hours ago
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“How do you sleep at night knowing everyone thinks you’re a bitch?”
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bpdfragileangel · 4 hours ago
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The feeling when someone asks me what I want to work with or how many children I want like i seriously have no personality, no goals NOTHING. Im just empty until I find a new fp who I can mirror. I do nothing only for myself.
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r0tinh3llwyou · 5 hours ago
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i hate smoking. i hate how it smells. i hate how my throat burns. i hate how my mouth gets dry. i hate how i have to be dependent on a substance to feel like a person.
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nycronycki420 · 5 hours ago
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"The last dude I dated split faster than I do with BPD " --NecroNycki
Fuck Dating
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spooxie · 6 hours ago
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I can’t cope with being ignored by you. I know you got stuff going on but if you aren’t going to be talking for a little while can just just let me know to save my brain from having a melt down.
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theblackgirlthatcries · a day ago
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Sometimes I feel so empty and bored that I resort to cutting
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absentsorrows · a day ago
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people always say that “feeling so much” with bpd can be a gift but it truly feels like a curse. they say that we can feel love more and while, yes, that is true, feelings are far more fleeting as emotional permanence does not exist to us. add that onto the fear that no one will love us the way we love them and it is not a good mix, j can assure you.
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kushindwa · a day ago
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dear diary, i think something must really be wrong with me. all i want to do every waking moment is scream.
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bpdcrybaby213 · a day ago
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My anxiety is bad. I feel off. I'm worried about everything. Sometimes thinking about life and the future is so overwhelming but I can't stop thinking about it and also paranoid thoughts. I am worried about when my mom eventually dies, my son is only three and I don't think I can take care of him on my own. My mental health keeps worsening over the years. I have real paranoid thoughts that might not be real but I don't know because I sometimes don't know reality and if something I think is the truth or not. I feel so mentally unstable to the point I have to lay down for awhile. I wish I could just sedate myself.
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nokotakez · 2 days ago
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annaszaloki · 2 days ago
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devotedsickness · 2 days ago
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I feel so guilty tagging BPD in my posts because I’m not officially diagnosed with it, but I share way too many traits to not have it. But I understand how this disorder can take years to get diagnosed, depending on circumstances.
I feel so outcasted because I know I can’t claim to have it because I feel the need to be professionally diagnosed in order to really validate myself. I’m in therapy, and I’m speaking to both my Therapist and Psychiatrist.
This also goes with all of the other disorders that I am questioning that I possibly may have.
Lol idk.
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r0tinh3llwyou · a day ago
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you know the feeling when youre so sad that you become angrily empty w a blank stare.. thats the worse kind of sadness.. too sad to even be sad.. and sometimes being sad even feels a little phony
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lonerdoll · 2 days ago
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not being able to sleep due to my thoughts racing over how their tone was different how their asleep and you’re just overthinking and wondering where you went wrong what you did what you said
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echolocation000 · 2 days ago
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I can feel myself wanting to snap at everyone around me. I tried the "healthy" option, and in response, I was shot down lower and lower for it. I gave ppl the best advice I could give, and they laughed at me or called me a hypocrite. But when I get angry, everyone forgets how long I tried to help. Suddenly, I'm a monster, an abuser, and a terrible person, but they never realize they showed me that doing the "right thing" isn't worth it. No one cares until I get destructive.
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