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gehirntoture · 3 years
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Sometimes there are shockwaves –not terribly often when it comes to people-- which makes it all the harder to ignore. Emotions demanding an impossible desire. With time then intensity will die down, but the power is never turned off. It was nothing short of what it was, I know this. I can not help the sparks that burst to life, and although I should quell them, such a task feels like putting out my fire a bit. I want it to burn, feeling warmth now, seeing destruction later.
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gaygirlhere-blog · 6 years
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gehirntoture · 3 years
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Everyone I love turns to dust. Rust. I am caustic, toxic, whatever way you put it; I am poison. Love eliminated by my debilitated ability to balance. Reason. It being the only thing I run towards, the only thing I can not obtain. Legs made of stone. Rocks made of arsenic, stoning whoever looks twice.
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gaygirlhere-blog · 7 years
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Dont get lost in the world. Lose yourself within the world. Not by accident, but on purpose. Dont live inside your own mind, or the restrictions that have been set for you. By your self or other people. The world is beautiful, and scary, it has so much within it for you to see and experience. Why live within the bubble you were born into. Break boundries. See more than what was offered to you through the circumstances of your birth. Small town, family views, religious ideas, close minded friends. They are things that you dont need if they arent fulfilling you. You were born into this world alone, as your self. YOU ARE YOUR BEST ASSET. Improve upon yourself daily, hourly, all the time, improve and explore. Be true to your self. Learn about things that interest you, dont dwell on not knowing everything, why waste time on learning about things that dont make your heart soar? Travel, see things, dont be afraid, be YOU. Dress the way you want to, read a book on the train instead of looking through your phone, walk the long way home, drive with no destination. Be spontaneous, do not limit your self to your circumstances! Go beyond. Listen to the music that YOU enjoy, surround your self with people that interest you, that challange you. Debate with the guy at the bar about your views, leave that dead end job for something that excites you, book the flight to the place you have always wanted to visit, tell the person you love just how they make you feel. Dont hide behind societys norms, dont blend in, dont be afraid to tell the world about who you are. If they dont accept it, thats their issue. Not yours. Be you. Because someone out there is struggling to do just that and you can be that persons inspiration. The world is BIG and life is SHORT. Why spend your time here being everyone elses ideas of 'normal' or 'acceptable'. Who cares? You want to make it memorable. Not to be remembered by everyone else. So that one day, when your old and you cant do all the things you are perfectly capable of doing now. You wont have to say 'I wish i had...' You can say 'Im so glad I did!' This is your story, your time. Make the most of it.
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