#brain stuttering

[irasthingies]

i know some of nora's extra content are... so out of character... and... questionable... but there's this one part that never faiIs to make me feel things;

"And then Neil was— gone

And Andrew wanted to–wanted to burn the world, wanted to shove aside everyone standing in his way, wanted to tear the stadium down bench by bench and bolt by bolt, until he figured out where Neil was,"

#LISTEN #andrew always says that he wants nothing #but #Andrew wanted to-wanted to burn the world #HE WANTED TO BURN THE WORLD #BECAUSE NEIL WAS GONE #this is such a big desire yk #also the stutter and the repetition make it so much better #did i make any sense? #probably not but they haven't left my brain since months ago #so... #aftg #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil

[jmdbjk]

omg, He's back.

We've waited so long. He's here, he still has it all and he's here to claim his throne back. Get out of the way people. Here he comes... omg.

His pure joy. The story he tells with just his body. I'm trying to be nice about it all but damn... no one else comes close. Just stand back and admire his art.

Choreographed by Jimin, Yoon Seong Eun and @l_kunmuk (worked with JK on his recent MVs).

#that camera person doing the best they can to capture the magic #jimin #ThisIsJimin #the king putting everyone on notice #brain still stuttering... #the details from his face to his fingers... its pure magic #@j.m instagram #ok wait is that the mic pack pocket thingy on his pants? #practicing for live singing???

[risetherivermoon]

regulus can't do math, hes just shit at math, hes good at literally everything else, but he fkin hates long division

#he hates when someone randomly asks him to add two numbers together quickly because his brain just stutters #aka hes me #marauders #marauders era #harry potter #hp #dead gay wizards #regulus black #rab #regulus arcturus black #reg <33 #socks drafts

[zarla-s]

Do/for you have to make references for any other characters in Handplates? Like the mouse or pterofractal? The same goes for the characters that have canon designs in Undertale. Did you ever need a ref for them?

Honestly I like never make reference sheets until something forces me, haha. With the mouse I just go back to the first comic he appeared in and just ref off of those. I might have mentioned this before, I forget, but originally that mouse was supposed to be the mole in the MTT comedy club but then I looked up their speech pattern and it didn't fit, so instead I made them a Rathbone cameo from The Lost Mind of Dr. Brain. :B

I had to improvise his lower body so I just gave him big wading pants lol.

As for Pterofractal, Jaz gave me this!

I do have a folder for canon refs, mostly screenshots I've taken to get colors and layouts for certain areas in the Underground, haha. And some sprite sheets if I need them.

Nothing really official or purposeful though, just screencaps and snips from other files I end up reusing.

#asks and answers #novafloofeatsbirds #undertale #handplates #this is unrelated but you would not BELIEVE what i went through to get that cap of rathbone #first i couldn't find my disk for lost mind of dr brain #then i couldn't get it to install on windows 10 #so i had to get pcem and set up windows 3.1 on a virtual machine which was its own whole thing #THEN i had to set it to a graphics driver that had 256 colors which was ANOTHER different thing #and i FINALLY got it working and the sound stutters lol #well i got my own personal shot that's what matters #and maybe this emulated machine will come in handy sometime who knows

[mllenugget]

Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ? ────────────────────────────────────────── Support all the admins that spoke out (& do your daily click) ──────────────────────────────────────────

#idk why on earth i gave baghera knuckles- when i say i turn my brain off when I draw i mean it #i only noticed it after i was done with the shading and it jumpscared me #got me stuttering in confusion i have never drawn anthro arms/wings this way these dont even look like feathers wtf me ?? #..... sooo looks like ive got a new wa-cats type of fandom on my hands #as in i am still very emotionally attached to the memories i have from this no matter what i do itll keep coming back #but i havent read the books in several years nor do i plan to anymore and looking back i am so angry and disgusted #but also im still blown away by the creativity and the passion the fandom builds on its own #i wanted to go ahead and finish any art that ive been working on for the past almost year and decided this one would be the most fitting #i learnt last week that only the first 20 tags on an original post will show up in tumblr searches #and I think im going to take advantage of that #because i dont want to hype the server anymore and i have decided i will no longer be adding my watermark on top of my work #and i was going to refrain from tagging it because i dont want my related posts to show up #before remembering that some of my mutuals who ive been chatting to for years now #have these fandoms blacklisted #so im going to test it and hope it works #im still going to tag the characters i love though because i wanna show support to the actors and i wish them nothing but the best #baghera fanart #pomme fanart #dapper fanart #dappleduo #my art #mcyt #qsmp #fandom neg #tag this however you want #yap yap yap yap tlddr

[kennysdeadbody]

Can you please give us some...... S-s-stut.. Stu-stutters..

hes infodumping sanrio lore

#dont look at stans arm for too long its 2am idk anatomy rn #they are badtz maru and cinnamaroll in my brain #sp stutters

[jellywebs]

In TFBW Prof. Chaos has a line where he tells Toolshed to join him and I couldn't not draw it

#i got distracted doing the bg and went overboard #idk how to do shading/lighting #this was only in my brain bc i ship them #art #fanart #digital art #south park fanart #south park #stan marsh #sp stan fanart #leopold butters stotch #sp butters fanart #sp stutters #sp stutters fanart #the fractured but whole #south park tfbw #sp tfbw #tfbw fanart #professor chaos #professor chaos fanart #sp toolshed #sp toolshed fanart

[atticollateral]

going in for an autism assessment on the 23rd of April (go me!) so in honour of my potential autism, my short term memory issues and my diagnosed ADHD & Tourette's I would like to present to you:

my favorite phrases, which I say so much that they are now knee-jerk comments & tics but I always end up forgetting what I'm going to say (if I'm going to say anything at all), a master list.

fun fact,

did you know-?

I need everyone to understand,

can we talk about-?

and another thing!

have you ever

has anyone here

do you know where...?

have you seen...?

what if

yes and also

it's...

no, but...

well, about that...

did i ever tell you / have i ever told you

what if i told you

jesus

General Stammering. ex: i- but? wait. no. i uh. shit, wait. what?

#speech impairment #stuttering #stammering #autism #autism acceptance #autism acceptence month #autism awareness #do we need autism awareness on tumblr? it's tumblr. #adhd #adhd brain #actually adhd #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #neuroscience #tourettes #actually tourettic #tourettes syndrome #tics #tics and tourettes #motor tics #vocal tics #sometimes i do have fun facts #i have a lot

[halcyon-and-elysian]

#THIS #AS AN ASEXUAL #I 100% AGREE #I SAW HIM WITH A SWORD AND MY BRAIN STUTTERED #AND THEN HE STARTED FIGHTING MARVELLOUSLY AND MY BRAIN SHUT DOWN #WHEN I SAW HIM WITH A BLOODY NOSE I WRECKED #i was not ready #asexuality #who's that #she's not okay #ace #ace culture #also #ace problems #viscount tewkesbury marquess of basilwether #viscount tewksbury #tewkesbury #lord tewksbury #enola x tewkesbury #enola holmes 2 #enola holmes #enola 2 #holmesbury #louis partridge

[theoreticaltranstherian]

A poem of mine, called "Stutter"

(I'm being serious this isn't making fun of stuttering. I have a stutter and this was all I could say at the time and I thought it was a good representation :P)

Its

My br

It

Overfilled

I

W

This

I

Cant

I don't

Its

Im

How

I can't

Its

Hard

How do I

No

I just

this

Y

Wh

I don't

I

Fuck.

#poetry #stuttering #My brain is full #It's wonky #And I couldn't form the right words #So as I tried to #I made this xd

[wildbluesorbit]

I am killing myself with the soft sammy content today❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

#baby kiszka on the brain #don’t cry Josh😣 #the way the twins stutter owns me🧎🏻‍♀️ #theyre brothers your honor #big little brother and little big brother❤️‍🩹 #soft babies #jake kiszka #josh kiszka #sam kiszka #danny wagner #jake gvf #josh gvf #sam gvf #danny gvf #greta van fleet #gvf #starcatcher

[a-little-bit-poss]

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#hit me that wow i survived childhood #i dont think ive ever really given myself credit for that #ive always deflected it #i always had to like present like a plan of the future to my mom so i never really carried the thought of like #not surviving #but like i was always very self destructive and cataclysmic and splitting #and i never really recognized that about myself until i really started dealing with debilitating depression in college #college and dropping out and going back #i never really synthesized that time in life as a singular version of myself #cuz i was going thru a lot of changes in those years #i am having a lil bit of a 'who am i' thing right this moment #idk #anti depressants are good #well im funny and im chill i know that much #i have music and shows that i like #i like taking pictures of my cat and making patches #painting and drawing #my brain has always been faster with ideas than words and that why i used to stutter #that and my mom wanted me to be right handed which idk but i was told that had something to do with it #ill take any opportunity to be smug because i think its funny #i angst about how i miss my family but i objectively do better the less i talk to them #im really glad i dont want to hurt myself these days

[attentiondeficit-anxietysurplus]

That kitty cake is pretty good though

#adhd brain #adhd problems #words are hard #kitty #cakeart #stuttering #words #meme

[absensia]

when talking about the challenges of writing and the journey of improving as a writer, something I notice in myself is how it can feel like there's a wall between myself and the character I'm writing, not because I don't know them well enough to write them, but rather, because I know them too well and so (especially in the context of roleplay where you are responding to a potentially novel and unexpected situation) there's just this knee-jerk knowledge of how Char is going to react/what she is going to say/what she is going to think, without me really having to think about it too much, and that feeling... that reflex of just knowing what Char is gonna do, can be hard to trust sometimes, tbh.

#think I've talked about this before but it's just interesting... how after so many years of research and development #writing Char has just become so natural that it borders on feeling thoughtless when it comes to writing her reactions/dialogue #there's a weird persistent feeling of “I should be putting more thought into this” but... no #each time I read back whatever I write - it's like “yeah no that tracks that's Char that's right” #the feeling of disconnect comes when Char surprises even /me/ in the moment of writing... but u know what THAT'S PART OF THE FUN #like sometimes she really does surprise by how ... for ex. how passive she can be or how egregiously she is willing to push ppl etc etc #me: you really want to say that / char: did I stutter? no. get to typing go go #sighs dreamily anyways she's my darling she's my gremlin i made her w my brain and hands and now i sometimes can't believe her :')

[atinycafe]

thinking... thinking about hongjoong calling 9th ateez member!reader to his room after she acts out during a live, and just spanks her till she's a sobbing mess...

#sade.speaks #reader gets ptsd every time atinys joke about her getting called to his room when she acts excited during the lives #they have no idea what acc happens behind closed doors #reader rubs her thighs together when yunnie reads one of the comments out loud #laughing behind his fist #teasing her #all of the members are aware of what's happening (the walls r thin and the spanks r 2 harsh 4 reader 2 shut her mouth) #hongjoong notices how red she gets and how she fumbles trying to joke back with yunho #cue to 456789 edits of hongjoong smirking at how she stutters #atinys know. #hongjoong.thirsts #smut #ateez #hongjoong #x reader #BRAIN ROT #!!!!! #!!!!!!!!!@$%^tsiydnal tjgr #im going insaaaaane

[purrfurnax]

why is everyone so rude to people with mental disabilities that affect speech and typing we cant take this anymore. everyone makes a huge deal about it if one of us isnt making 100% perfect sense even acting sometimes like were being malicious or ableist somehow. they get impatient with us when we stutter, or tell us to calm down, or it frustrates us and they think were mad at them, it happens all the time, almost everywhere. does anyone know what to do bc its keeping us from talking to ppl and were extremely lonely and isolated

#actually autistic #brain fog #long covid #neurological disability #cognitive disability #stuttering #disability #actually disabled #fibromyalgia #please someone in these tags has to know we legit cant take this anymore