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aimseytv · 1 year
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i absolutely hate it when i remember the game night in the woods on a random tuesday night because how am i meant to act normal when this won’t stop until i die, but when i die i want it to hurt. when my friends leave, when i have to let go, when the entire town is wiped off the map, i want it to hurt. bad. i want to lose. i want to get beaten up. i want to hold on until i'm thrown off and everything ends. and you know what? until that happens, i want to hope again. and i want it to hurt. because that means it meant something. it means i am something, at least... pretty amazing to be something, at least...
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lemongogo · 3 months
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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3
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#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists#chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it#i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim#like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations#but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know#like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness#and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty#and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete#and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better#but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard#and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel#one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing#but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping#so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands#but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing#fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht#but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time#SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach#sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)
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theharrowing · 4 months
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Collateral Taehyung??? is this you??
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incendiorum · 5 days
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hmmmm sunday hc list?
accommodations must always be considered for io’s painful shoulder. sometimes it doesn’t support weight. sometimes it starts to really hurt. and it has a limited range of emotion. as much as io liked someone who could pin their hands over their head (or tie them there) it’s no longer possible.
previous point is why spooning is one of their favorite positions – less pressure on the shoulder.
io is a thighs! person! they’ll go crazy for them. they’ll spend all the time in the world down there just to properly enjoy a nice pair of thighs. plush? hell yeah. toned? fantastic. muscular? delicious. intentionally drawing attention to them with clothes, garters, lingerie, etc will make io go wild.
in a similar vein of making io go wild: stealing one of their shirts and wearing it in front of them. 
io will take all the time in the world to appreciate every inch and curve of their partner’s body but trying to turn the same thing back on io is nigh impossible. getting them to lay there and accept someone taking care of them is hard… despite the fact that it’s absolutely one of io’s fantasies. it’s the idea of being gently and thoroughly loved that makes them squirm in the good way and the anxious way.
outdoors, in nature, may just be io’s favorite location – and it tends to make them both a rougher and slightly more selfish lover. that’s their domain. and pursuing intimacy with them out there is just another on the list of ways to drive them up a wall in a good way.
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cas---2y5 · 2 months
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I'm completely normal about Gabriel. When he comes on screen I simply sit there with a passive face. I don't make grabby hands, or strange strangled squeals, or kick my feet and twirl my hair, or hyperventilate. Nope. No way. I am Normal ab him
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the-rogue-mockingjay · 11 months
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Weeping at the soft way Estinien looks at WoL and Alphinaud when he's asking them how they intend to deal with Fandaniel. He respects and values their ability to believe the best in people so much. Their boundless, fervent hope saved his life, gave Ysayle the chance to set things right and prevent bloodshed in Ishgard, and ended the thousand-year war. Not to mention the cure for tempering! (Though most of the credit goes to Alisaie for that.) Over and over they've dared to hope for the impossible, and it's saved so many lives. And WoL specifically gave Emet-Selch and Elidibus some measure of peace in their last moments, despite their ceaseless conflict and resentment- gave them a mercy and gift that many would have denied them.
It would be easy to mock or look down on WoL and Alphinaud for their compassion and empathy, especially for a character like Estinien who has been so cynical and jaded for a lot of his time on-screen. But no, he admires them for it. And when he warns them that there may come a day when their kindness bites them in the ass, when someone weaponizes their hearts against them, he doesn't say it in a "I can't wait to say I told you so" kind of tone, he says it out of concern for them. Maybe I'm just reading into things, but I feel that when he says this, there's also an unspoken promise behind it: "when that day comes, I'll be with you, and I'll help you navigate the aftermath".
They will hope, and they will reach out, and should the worst come to pass, Estinien will be there, lance in hand, to watch their backs and help them salvage the situation.
I love him for that.
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famewolf · 2 months
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apparently there's been multiple car accidents on the hill out of the valley so ... I guess it was a good idea to call it quits when I did
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copper-skulls · 11 months
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turns-out-its-adhd · 1 year
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second-hand-heaven · 2 years
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thinking about the crew all hanging out super late one night and ed has been smoking on his pipe for a good long while. he's all soft and loose, lounging on the deck like it's as soft as clouds, in between stede and izzy - which is of course his favorite place to be. and the high makes him just a little bit too honest, a little bit too thoughtless, so when they both happen to look at him he says, out loud, "you two should fuck. that would be really hot. for me."
conversation halts of course, and there's an awkward pause. then stede says, "I think you've had enough for tonight" and izzy says, "you're faded, boss"
ed laughs it off. "you're prob'ly right," he admits easily. "super didn't mean to say that out loud." then he grins, all besotted like, and says, "you're so cute when you agree."
stede says, "you're cute."
izzy doesn't say anything, out loud, but he's the one ed is looking at when he grins even harder, all besotted like at them agreeing.
I'm literally loving this, A+, no additional notes
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lov-ee-ly · 8 months
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Diebuster x 終点地へ消えて // 桃源郷へ行こう
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m1d-45 · 7 months
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KAEYA IS SOOOO THE GUY EVER. he’s my boy girlfriend. my scrimblo. my eep glorpy. if/when that kaeya ai gets released i WILL be losing my shit. i will simply cease to exist. oh god i need to write ideas for kaeya now. perhaps a princess tutu-esque au with reader as duck. but then again diluc fits a bit more into the fakir role… but that doesn’t matter if i just mash everything together and pick out the bits i like
ANYWAYS. kaeya alberich the world - teddy anon
you’re so real for all of this, and i don’t even know the reference. you 🤝 me : “mash everything together and pick out the bits i like”
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florshedworf · 8 months
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ahaha remember when scott cawthon said he was quitting forever and never coming back and said that people were threatening his life and family and said that he supported politicians that were anti trans and pro life and then proceeded to make a new game like a year or two later. like did i fucking dream that or what
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parkitaco · 1 year
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what is it about ao3 commenters that completely rob me of my ability to speak
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queen-mabs-revenge · 1 month
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literally sitting here staring at the google doc frantic for hours. it's just not gonna happen.
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dustorange · 1 month
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i'm thinking of your post defining the distinctions btwn an UtRH-type of situation happening to dick vs. jason and remembering what winick said (fuckyeahjasontodd(.)tumblr(.)com/post/4453226759/ and comic-commentary(.)tumblr(.)com/post/127896465414/ ) - that if dick had died, then bruce absolutely and definitively would've killed the joker, immediately, no hesitation, etc. and i think this is supported in stories like infinite crisis and even some golden age + silver age batman stories - which is interesting to me because dick would never want bruce to kill, and especially not for his sake!!
JUDD WINICK: But some of that is just Jason fooling himself. The truth is, all of it is based in the fact that Jason is just damaged and tortured and angry with Bruce. And this is a constant revenge upon him.
Jason hates Dick Grayson. He’s the good son; he’s the one that worked out; he’s the one that “Dad” loves best. For me, there’s a philosophy behind Jason and Dick that I haven’t had a chance to play out fully. I don’t think it’s going to play out in this story, because it’s probably not the place for it. But I don’t mind putting the philosophy out there:
One thing that haunts Jason is that he thinks if Dick Grayson who was the one that was about to die, Batman would have saved him.
And worse, if Dick Grayson was murdered, Jason knows that Batman would have killed Joker. He knows that in his heart.
The dark, dark thing for Jason is that he doesn’t feel Bruce’s refusal to take revenge on the Joker is just about Batman’s morals and code that he won’t break. He thinks it’s about him. He thinks that if Dick Grayson was the one who was murdered, Batman would have definitely killed Joker.
JUDD WINICK: Dick, [Jason] also hates, but for entirely different reasons. That’s sort of like [Dick]’s the good son. I think Jason feels superiority to Dick Grayson. It’s behind that Dick’s the goody-two-shoes. That’s an understatement of how he feels. He also understands that Dick Grayson’s never going to be Batman. That’s where the condescension comes in. You’re never going to be Batman, you don’t have that thing, that flaw in your character that makes Batman Batman. He’s like, I know I have that. He thinks he can do better than Batman. I think he looks down at Dick. 
o ur mind is beautiful anon
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