Desenho finalizado do Ernesto Crucifixo, seu nome foi escolhido por suas mães. É um caçador de Pestes ( não são pragas comuns, e sim de uma raça de monstros que são fortes e resistentes à armas comuns, aberrações que ninguém merece encarar frente a frente).
Ernesto tem 48 anos, tem 1,89 de altura, e desde criança aprendeu a enfrentar e espantar essas aberrações, porém matou poucas.
Matar um Peste é extremamente difícil e cansativo, não impossível, mas, muito exaustante para só um.
Finished drawing of Ernesto Crucifixo, his name was chosen by his mothers. He is a pest hunter (they are not common pests, but a race of monsters that are strong and resistant to common weapons, aberrations that no one deserves to face face to face).
Ernesto is 48 years old, 1.89 m tall, and since he was a child he learned to face and scare away these aberrations, but he killed few.
Killing a Pest is extremely difficult and tiring, not impossible, but very exhausting for just one.
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Self-portrait by Paulo Leodrákon
I've been many things in life
I was once a child;
Adolescent;
Boyfriend;
Friend;
Partner;
Hetero;
Man.
Today I am an animal;
A corpulent beast;
Something visually disgusting/hilarious to look at;
I no longer get attention for my appearance.
I'm a shell of a man,
A husk;
Something close to nothing.
But I don't show it
Even because it takes work
And also despite "it's okay to be vulnerable", the world does not forgive the weak.
Those who talk to me think I'm nice and laugh at the jokes I make (I got good at it);
I seek to be respectful and polite with everyone I met.
It is important to understand this: "I seek"
Because I already told some people to go fuck themselves.
In the present state, I'm only usefull for sex.
Best thing a person does (for him/her) is not to have a relationship with me.
We fuck and the two (or more) of us go home after.
I'm going through a lot of shit and I don't wanna make nobody worried about me.
Have I ever thought about suicide?
Opa, I even tried
How many times?
I don't know,
I lost count.
But don't worry, I won't kill myself.
You can call it laziness or God,
But I don't have the energy for that.
Worst of all,
I don't even have eyes to cry,
This sadness and melancholy stays like this
when I forget to take my medicine.
Although there are days when not even that helps me.
It also doesn't help your family to scold you every single day.
Then when you break out and they call you in front of you: idiot, retard, mentally handicapped.
And after that comes the "Oh I'm sorry I was angry that time."
How long am I going to forgive (or have to put up with "being selfish" for not doing it) this shit?
I've heard every thing, including that "I'm over 18 but I'm not people".
Why don't I get out of here?
Simple, usually something shit happens for me to stay there because I know that my family, which is small, can't handle it by themselves.
Besides the fact that the house is a mess, and I want to tidy it up before I get out.
"How can I help you?"
Some ask.
Reading this far is already a show on your part.
Besides that, there's not much to help.
See the poem in my native language on IG @paulo_leodrakon_
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