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slavicafire · 4 months

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sobbing into my plate after overhearing a conversation between a mom and her tiny daughter in this shopping centre food court

#żmija gada #I will elaborate once I get home but gods. loving conscious and tender parenthood just makes me #break down

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ilaac-art · 1 month

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Decepticon Popsicles!

#tfp #transformers prime #starscream #knock out #break down #soundwave #popsicles #ice cream #blender #3d art #ilaac-art #decepticons

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darkcrowprincess · 5 months

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Snow being haunted by Lucy Gray and Sejanus:

think snow had some moments were he talked to air thinking he's speaking to Lucy and or Senjanus. Or he thinks he's somewhere else back in those moments with them living them over and over again. He's haunted. A man like that getting more paranoid over the years.

#I hope they haunt you for the rest of your life #snowbaird #snowjanus #a ballad of songbirds and snakes #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #coriolanus snow #mental illness #break down #lucy gray baird #sejanus plinth

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snowiiarts · 1 year

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✨ Commission ✨

Commission!!♥️ They are one of my favorite ship in TFP!!♥️♥️

-2021

#Transformers art #transformers #transformers prime #knockout #break down #bdko #commission open #commission art #commission #Fanart #cover art #artwork #artist #art

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childesglove · 1 year

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Did You Cheat On Me? Revenge Taste Bitter (Part 2)

Summary: Childe thought you had cheated on him and he decided he was going to take revenge, even if it hurts both of you. Now that he realised he made a mistake, how can he ever fix this?

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Tags: Angst with comfort, Hurt, Implied Violence, Reader has anxiety attack, not proof read, verbal abuse, a lot of screaming

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You turned and leaned against the door, breathing heavily as you felt the weight of the world crashing on you. You parted your lips and an ugly sob escaped you. You covered your ears in an attempt to block out all the noises but it did nothing to silence your thoughts.

Your heart ached so much it felt almost physical. You haveso many questions but all you could do was curl yourself into a tight ball.

Like a hammer striking a fragile mirror, reality shattered the memory into a thousand sharp fragments. All the lovely images of him smiling sweetly at you, holding you tight and making you feel safe shattered.

It was a painful reminder that he was not the one.

He was just a passerby in your life that left a scar that would take forever to heal.

You stayed in the same position for what felt like hours before you started packing your clothes.

With one last look, you left this place that you once called home.

The same day

Childe was lost in his thoughts, he was growing restless as each moment passed by, he couldn’t forget the look on your face when you left.

He felt sick and twisted for making you cry even when you were the one that betrayed him. He was supposed to feel happy, triumphant even, yet all he felt was emptiness and a sense of dread.

He doesn’t even know where that dread came from.

“ Lord Harbinger, a man that claims to be a friend of Ms y/n is requesting an audience.”

“Let him in.”

“Urm, Hello. I’m Matt.” A nervous-looking man entered, his eyes darted around as he licked his lips nervously.

“You dare..” Childe’s eyes narrowed coldly as he recognised the man, it was that bastard that you cheated with.

“I think we have a misunderstanding here!” Matt widened his eyes as he put his hands up in an attempt to calm the harbinger down. “I am Y/n’s childhood friend, I recently just came back from Sumeru to visit my family.“ The poor man was talking like a machine gun as if a bomb is about to set off.

That feeling of dread is coming back again, Childe stared at Matt, waiting for him to continue.

“Y/n is just like a little sister to me and I am really happy she found someone.” When he mentioned you, Matt’s eyes softened for a second. “I wanted to explain to you yesterday but you looked like you were ready to kill me..” he smiled sheepishly.

“What..what did you just say?”Childe’s mind was a whirlwind of panicked thoughts, his instincts screaming at him to find you and beg for forgiveness but he didn’t even know where to begin.

Everything made sense now.

The way you looked so hurt, confused and offended when he confronted you.

“What have I done?” Childe muttered, his face contorted into a horrified expression.

He messed up.

When he went back to their shared home, he was greeted with nothing but emptiness. The house was silent, not a trace of you was left behind. Your matching mugs, the plushies you insisted on keeping, and the photo frames of you and him were all gone.

A letter was left on the table.

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Dear Ajax,

I went against my whole family and friends to be with you, and I really thought it would be you in the end but turns out, my mother was right. You were not and never would be that man.

I wished I’d never met you, you make me feel sick.

Hope we never meet again.

Y/N

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As he read, Childe’s hands began to tremble as he clutched at his chest, trying to hold himself together, but the emotions were too overwhelming, raw.

His face was twisted in agony, tears streaming down his cheeks as he read and re-read the words on the page.

He can’t believe he fucked up so badly.

It felt like yesterday when you pressed yourself against his back, whispering how much you loved him. The way you kiss his ears, giggling as you watch his ears turn red under your touch.

Each time he came back from the battlefield tainted with blood and all worn out, all he wants is to see you, hear you call his name so sweetly.

Yet all of these are gone because of his foolishness.

Part 3?

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queencolondarkwing · 9 months

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AngelicaASMR’s current change

This post only about any info posted as of 7/25/2023 (will update in future if needed).

Ok so I’ve been following the Angelica Asmr shit pretty closely (don’t expect me to comment on gwen gwiz too because that girl is a grifter from the start). And as a mental health worker it REALLY freaks me out for her. I worked in a rehab for awhile. For people quitting drugs, but many of them also had bipolar, ptsd, schizophrenia, and similar diagnosises (some people also had the behavior due to being in crisis as well due to loss, recent homelessness, police brutality, etc.). So I know what psychotic breaks look like. I won’t armchair diagnose anything specific because I am not her medical provider, but while I can’t say she has anything for certain - she has a history of manic episodes in the past.

As someone with ADHD, a history of sexual and religious trauma, and c-ptsd like Angelica, I can honestly see how she fell into this. As someone who is also anti-capitalist, I can see why she thinks finding community would be beneficial (not sure why she would choose the Catholic Church instead of something from less individualistic, Eastern philosophy doesn’t make sense to me personally though...) to finding growth in an online era of isolation following a personal loss in her life. It seems weird how she went from talking about her Jehovahs Witness trauma from her youth...to going full on Orthodox, but I’ll get into details on why mentally this is actually super common in a minute.

I can also see how she would become a SWERF after having done OF, since as a former sex worker myself (camming, porn, fssw) who quit doing it after being raped - I can safely say that I myself am neither pro or anti sex work. I’m pro-decriminalization to keep workers safe, but also do feel a bit sick sometimes that MOST fssw on the streets are marginalized people. It is a complicated issue with nuance that non-sex workers have no business taking a side on. However, she is very hateful recently and anti-sex in general. Which is an issue.

She originally joined OnlyFans during a manic episode. So she HAS a history of mental illness and making major life decisions during mania.

She went from pro-lgbtq to anti-lgbtq. Deleted her old progressive videos. Claimed to be a victim of MKUltra. Started making up delusions around the Catholic Church being anti-capitalist (Catholics individually can 100% be leftists, but the Church itself is VERY Capitalist). She posted homophobic and transphobic tiktoks where she would yell practically incoherently. Lots of staring. Inability to talk without looking away and laughing (she is normally a skilled actress). Posting WAY more frequently than ever(she reposted 3 deleted videos last night and deleted them by this morning). She posted a video and lots of shorts and is way more active on Instagram.

The worst breakdowns I saw working rehab mostly always cycled through 4 topics: fame/self importance, inconsistent political and religious rambling, and sex. Always. Angelica has shown inconsistent spiritual beliefs (she has been mixing up Catholic, Orthodox, politics, and other religions). She has been focusing on sex in the context of trauma and posted a short of her in a bathtub on youtube again. She has been posting and immediately deleting content that has even positive comments on it.

Some medical signs of possible mania and/or psychosis that she is exhibiting:

Paranoia, trouble talking in a clear way/rambling, withdrawing socially (posting more often/online more but also alienating from her former fans), Confused speech, trailing off/lack of focus in videos, Generally disorganized way of thinking, no sign of restraint in expressing self, racing speech, goal-directed activity (seems to have a new anti-sex work goal), distractable/trails off topic, random giggling at nothing at camera like it is a person she is conversing with...etc. Tbh the amount of red flags I’ve seen are alarming.

I hope she gets support and help. And it is one reason I can’t blame her as hard as I would most, because she seems clearly unwell. It isn’t an excuse. At all. And I don’t blame people for not supporting her going forward, but I plan to keep an eye on the situation for now and am hoping that somehow she can pull out of this shit, because I’ve seen this shit happen to a LOT of people with hard lives. Hell, I’ve even lashed out in smaller degrees and been delusional during my own ptsd breakdowns too, but when people are as far gone as Angelica is...I don’t usually see them come back again to the same state they were in previously. I’m hoping for the best, as a former fan and as a social worker, but Idk.

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sadghostgirl14 · 3 months

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#break down #break up #power #ran out of hope #ran out of time #say you'll remember me #remember #fighting for #sadgirl #heartache #heartbreak #relateable #healing #poetry #sad poem #used to love it #missing him

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mischiefesse · 2 months

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— He Xuan & Shi Qingxuan Moodboards!

For @lavendergalactic's event day 1:

❝ your favourite ship (or platonic pairing) ❞

• F2U W/ Credit Interactions appreciated <33

• No Kin Id Me Tags for He Xuan

• No F/O Tags For Shi Qingxuan

I'm trying out a new coloring style!!

I really love how these turned out :3

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hsboo03 · 6 months

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Today more than ever I have felt identified with the Ed's, being in medical school has brought me some of the nicest friendships you can imagine but also a marginalization for being different, for being a year out of step with the rest, for wanting to participate, honestly these days I had felt so overwhelmed that I had ideas of ending it all, I felt I had disappointed my family and my friends (which you are too) because I didn't want to be there, don't get me wrong, I love my subjects, my teachers but the school environment is discouraging at best, I know I shouldn't take this so much importance and I keep working on this there are ups and downs but still what hurts me the most is not being able to draw the three friends that more than ever I admire for never breaking down because of the bullying and belittlement they received from the neighborhood. Thank you for making it to the end to have a precious life. :)

#ed edd n eddy #eene #eene eddy #ed edd and eddy #eene fanart #ed edd eddy #self love #self care #salud mental #help #mental health #break down

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letenebremihannoavvolto · 8 months

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#good place #michael #break down

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polish-femboy · 2 months

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Relatable...

#albert camus #philosophy #breakfast #break down #breakdance #relatable #liturature #absurdism #almost existentialism

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late-for-the-sky · 6 months

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tends to break down once alone with thoughts

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perch-the-cat · 1 month

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Ok, our bus is about to break down for the 4th FUCKING TIME THIS YEAR!

#break down #school bus #4th fucking time

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how-much-for-a-whump · 2 years

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Turkish men crying compilation

Hercai (12. Bölüm) - Kardeşlerim (19. Bölüm) - Söz (25. Bölüm) - Zalim Istanbul (13. Bölüm) - Sen Çal Kapımı (13. Bölüm) - Içerde (31. Bölüm) - Gönül Dağı (52. Bölüm) - Kara Sevda (31. Bölüm)

#turkish #turkish series #whump #emotional whump #male whump #emotional #crying #tears #sad #hug #comfort #heartbreaking #whump compilation #break down

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whumpookies · 1 year

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Waiting for you ... Erol breaks down

#Waiting for you #Whump #Distressed #Break down #Tears #Angst #Hurt #turkish drama #turkish series #turkish whump

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wordsofwisdomandsoul · 11 months

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