If our love is true, it’ll come back to us. If it wasn’t, set it free.
Is Time Even Real? Does Anyone Know?
You could boil it down
And say it was just four nights
Which is hardly anything
And you’d be wrong,
Even though the sadness sometimes tells me otherwise.
Time is irrelevant
In this very instant for me.
Time is hardly real
When it comes to feeling things.
You said you would wait for me even if I didn’t want you to, so why didn’t you?
I opened one of the drawers in my dresser last night looking for something; not even thinking about how it was the drawer I had given to you. To my surprise it had two pairs of underwear and a few of your socks in it. When I collected all of your stuff, and kicked you out, I had figured I had grabbed all of your belongings. But every week that goes by I still manage to find a little piece of you.
How long until you will be done haunting me? How much of you will I have to remember before I can forget?
These are the things that frustrate me. You’re unwillingness to leave my mind is tortuous. I hate you more and more, but the memories are bringing up all of the love. God I wish you hell.
I’ve come to the realization that I can live without you, id just prefer not to.
Can I freeze my heart somehow? I need to freeze it at 0 degrees or below. I don’t want it like this, it’s making me weak. I don’t want to be anymore, fuck
Meg van az az erzes, amikor mar kezdesz jol lenni a szakitas utan, de az exed radir, hogy rajott, hogy hibazott es te vagy neki az igazi, de te visszautasitod mert felsz hogy ujra osszetor, de nagyon sok sebet feltepett es azota is (kb 3 hete) azon ragodsz, hogy szereted e meg, de ha visszamennel hozza nagyesellyel ujra osszetorne teged es te ezzel még a barataidat is elveszitened es osszetornel te valakit aki szinten fontos szamodra es mindennel jobban szereted? Szoval kurva roviden a fasz kivan🙂
i know you will never ever see this but
LEAVE MY HEAD PLEASE
YOU ARE RUINING ME YOU FUCKIN IDIOT
I LOVE YOU BUT I CANNOT STAND IT
YOU DAMAGED EVERY POSITIVE CELL IN MY BODY THAT WAS LEFT
I REALLY WONDER IF IT ALL MEANT SOMETHING TO YOU SINCE YOU GOT OVER IT SOOOOO FUCKIN QUICKLY
I don’t hate you
I just want you to leave my head
How the fuck
Is it that you say you love me
That you like me
But you cannot show me
Even with words
How it is that you do
This was when I’m in my darkest moment. When we were together, but not really together with each other. When I still chose to stay, even though I know he already made his choice. And that choice was not me. ✨
We were just too different…
And I was just, not enough…
Or maybe I was too much…
I loved you, I always will,
and that’s the problem
because the sad reality is
that I’ll love you way more
than I will ever love myself..
You know what hurts me now the most? It’s the thought that I’ve wasted 8 years of my life. I don’t regret being with him– to love and be loved back. I only regret that I didn’t end it sooner.