#broken body and souls

[katsutacle]

Old habits die hard

#art #kagurabachi #chihiro rokuhira #hakuri sazanami #something about the fact that all he had known about love is pain and broken bones #of dread and the desire to leap off a building rather than go back to that life #but the body remembers and so does the soul

[puppycheesecake]

what's the name of the devil that possessed Simon?

Her?

Lix.

#they're soul-bound but tbh he doesn't really mind #she's got a broken preset somewhere though so her face/body keep resetting when I try to play her... :T #gotta look into that...

[pinrut]

Book Another Life / audio Broken

#my soul is leaving my body #torchwood #ianto jones #jack harkness #janto #Another Life #big finish #broken #why are they like this

[mumuqings]

general xuan zhen of the southwest 🗡️🍒🌸

#his bad attitude and awful personality has bewitched me mind body and soul and also broken me out of a year long art block #mu qing #tgcf #tgcf fanart #mxtx tgcf #mxtx #mxtx fanart #heaven official's blessing #heaven official’s blessing fanart #tgcf mu qing #yams art

[flowercrowngods]

what if who did this to you part 4 is tinged in the pale blue of max klinger’s l‘heure bleu and what if it’s so liminal it doesn’t feel real because the after never does when you don’t even know the before, and what if robin turns into a caspar david friedrich painting and what if steve becomes the blue that depressed robin but she loves him anyway and what if i just lose my mind about them

#seriously just. man the world is ending. and there are monsters. and eddie doesn’t know shit about any of that. but he feels this fear that #is palpable and he sees the way robin looks at steve and he sees the way steve lets himself be held #despite the broken ribs despite the bruises like he’s used to bone crushing hugs when his body is already crushed #he should flinch he should wince and eddie’s witnessing and telling a story he’s not even a part of #so what if it all goes blue but it’s the wrong shade it’s the sad shade it’s the liminal shade that traps eddie in this moment #so what if i go insane about how far removed eddie is from everything and still he sees it all but he has no way to come to the right #conclusions and tell the correct story. so what if the narrator is not part of the story he tells. so what so what so what #who did this to you #who did this to you part 4 #also everyone look at the paintings: l‘heure bleu and wanderer above the sea of fog #these paintings are what my soul looks like (when i dissociate) (which is often)

[tiptapricot]

Thinking ab Liu Kang… thinking about a god who thinks he has lived this new life well, has learned the rises and falls of divine existence and knows what to expect, only to remember he is just a boy given too much power when he reaches a present he cannot control. Faces he used to laugh with, people he has seen grown old, different and changed, but so much the same. Events he thought he had avoided repeating themselves, his timeline slipping from underneath him for the first time possibly in millennia. What is a god meant to do when he cannot escape his own mortality, cannot escape the ghosts yet to come, the blood he must prepare to have spilled at his feet? What is a god meant to do when he cannot fathom his own power? When he is still just a boy so scared to be champion, but must now hold the weight of the universe on his shoulders?

#liu kang #mortal kombat #mortal kombat 1 #mk1 #characters that make me want to shoot myself into space #god…. I cannot fucking imagine what it must be like. to see people that are your friends but also souls you made #a world you shaped but not down to every detail #who you thought you’d grown to expect the shifting nature of only for it to be altered so fully #does he look at Kung Lao and wonder how long he will stay laughing at Raiden’s side #does he look at Raiden and wonder how long he will stay calm before the shadows come for him #does he think of children yet to be conceived #bodies yet to be broken #and mourn them before their time? #does he remember the split memories of the netherrealm and his death at Raiden’s hand? #does he remember all the good from his young self? #the friends banding together across timelines and the friends he saw fall at his side? #can he go through that again? again and again and again? #what do gods fear? #the fruit is talking again

[beepborpdoodledorp]

So I saw this sign as Michael’s a couple days back and I knew what I had to do. I have 97 mental illnesses

#also our printer was broken so yes I did indeed need to print this out in public in a fedex store #yes I did feel my soul leave my body #crk #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #wildberry cookie #crunchy chip cookie #wildchip

[howtokillavampire]

I wish to craddle every author of every fanfic I have ever read gently in my arms. I wish to cook them their favorite foods and shower them with material goods. I wish to comment encouragement on every chapter of every fic they have ever written. I wish to show them they are appreciated and cared for. I wish to give them the world.

#they have done more for me than any therapist could ever do #hundreds of hours in therapy didnt fix me nearly as much as hurt/comfort #even the angsty fics remind me a still have a heart and a soul capable of feeling pain and anguish #the bittersweet taste of the broken feelings piecing back together inside of my tired body #anyways #fanfic #fandom #ao3 #archive of our own #coldflash #superbat #hannigram #mcdanno #drarry #mattimir

[whumpshaped]

It's so funny to me that you can appeal to both your masochism-aligned oomfs and my comfort seeking ass so perfectly. two different ends of the spectrum and we're both reading like this

the secret ingredient is writing all ends of the spectrum bc i just write any and everything ppl send in <3 also if anyone says theres no comfort in masochism theyre a liar theyre deceiving u do NOT listen to them

#what could be more comforting then handing over ur entire body and soul and knowing it will only be broken to a degree u like #mmmmm comf #im somewhat of a comfort fan myself... /j #asks #whumpprentice

[purplecatghostposts]

The potential of combining Marble Hornets and Soulmate AUs drives me up the WALL with thoughts like:

- MH Soulmate AU where you can feel when your Soulmate is near. Tim has a sinking feeling as to why he keeps getting that same feeling around the Hooded Guy but he’s scared to admit it to Jay. He’s not even sure he can believe it himself— surely that’s not Brian?

- MH Soulmate AU where you get symbols on your skin representing your Soulmates. Alex can’t see Brian’s Sunflower, Amy’s Needle And Thread, or any of the other’s Soul Marks anymore. A big circle with an X through it now covers each and every one of them, and he knows in more ways than one, he’s tied to this creature who haunts him.

- MH Soulmate AU where the name of your enemy and your lover are written on each of your wrists, but you don’t know which is which. Brian jokes with Alex about how funny it is that the two most impactful people in his life have the same name. He now knows, years after the fact, that they are one and the same.

- MH Soulmate AU where you get the ability to see color only after you fall in love but it goes back to grayscale when that person dies. Tim, who has been enjoying his life of color ever since he fell in love with Jay while hotel hopping, hears a gunshot from inside Benedict Hall and watches the color bleed away and goes back to being gray.

- MH Soulmate AU where the symbols representing your Soulmates on your skin become scarred over when your Soulmates die. Jay one day wakes up sometime after the Summer of 2006 and realizes that two of his Soulmates marks have been scarred over and desperately tries to get back in contact with everyone because he doesn’t know who to grieve.

- MH Soulmate AU where tattoos of flowers representing your Soulmates bloom on your skin after you meet them and stay forever. Tim gets a compliment on the beautiful tattoos covering his body from an old lady who remarks how lucky he is that he not only has so many Soulmates, but has met them all at such a young age. Tim smiles as earnestly as he can, and doesn’t tell her that none of them are alive anymore.

- MH Soulmate AU where marks appear on your skin only after you meet your Soulmate. The cast gets together one day and shows theirs off, happy that they’ve found Soulmates, whether they be romantic or platonic, in each other. There’s one Tim has that he doesn’t like to talk about however— an O with an X through it. They don’t pry— not all Soulmates are good ones after all, just impactful. But in the coming weeks, one by one, they’ll all wake up with identical marks on their skin but without the slightest idea of who they came into contact with to make it appear.

One day, Alex will see it up close, and shudder at the sight of the Operator’s faceless head and colorless skin with a complete lack of marks. The Operator has no Soul Marks and will never have any, as it only takes and marks others as it’s own.

- MH Soulmate AU where your Soulmate’s scars appear on your own body. Jessica doesn’t know why Tim wears a scarf all the time until she catches a glimpse of a jagged scarred-over cut on his throat. She doesn’t ask of course, but she wonders, and sometimes wishes she could bring it up and finally have someone who understands her. Because there’s a scar over where her heart would be that she instinctively knows it’s Amy’s and knows it’s the reason why she’ll never see her again, and she thinks Tim would understand that better than anyone.

- MH Soulmate AU where the names of your Soulmates are written on your wrist but are crossed out when they die. Brian, in his shack in the woods, gently traces over the crossed out names of Sarah Reid and Seth Wilson and vows, no more. And yet, it is easier said than done, because the name ‘Alex Kralie’ is written in mocking, looping letters on his skin but it is the reason he hesitates, even when he has a gun pressed against Alex’s head, because thinking about even Alex’s name being crossed off too makes him feel more sick than he’d like to admit.

- MH Soulmate AU where Soulmates feel each others pain, and when Alex brings a block of cement down on the Masked Man’s leg, Jay cries out in agony right alongside him.

There’s just. SO much potential there for tragedy, canon divergence, Hurt/Comfort, fluff, and horror alike. They’re all so inter-connected and having a physical representation of that is so GOOD, y’know?

#marble hornets #mh au #marble hornets au #as you can see the idea of the Operator affecting Soul Marks makes me go NUTS #shit I gotta tag stuff alright we got #gun #death implied #horror #body horror #maybe?? #broken bones #for the last one #I think that’s all of them? #tell me if I missed anything #anyways. Soulmates is a good trope and can be used for SO MUCH #I’m a huge fan of platonic soulmates too like #goddamn. these people are so important to you as buddies that you’re physically bound together by the universe #I just. hfdfgfgchghx #yeah. #I did a variety of combinations so hope y’all enjoy that

[memovia]

If you can continue to love Muyang even though he is a mess and does not think he deserves it

— Then you are his type.

#✧ ooc. | rest your heart. #a simple man #HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA #when you are broken in soul heart and body #but to go through this journey would be tough #not everyone is willing to take it with him

[votaeto]

Im so upset my heart wrecked and Im sobbing because I joined the fandom late now I can’t have those ace figures I wanted ueeeee 😭😭😭

I WANT MEGA CAT PROJECT ACE!! I WANT HIM!!

#struggling so badly #heart broken soul leaving my body #vota struggles #ace talks #I NEED ACE :(

[puppygirlgirldick]

I spent a lot of the last day and a half in agony with migraines and massive nausea from qelbree withdrawal and do you know how pissed off I am having to waste those agonized moans and whimpers on a fucking pill? Evil girls should be making those sounds come out of me! Not bad pharmaceuticals!!

Unless those evil girls are drugging me with bad pharmaceuticals, but like, hot ones. Stuff that makes me feel like I'm gonna die if I don't get fucked, or that makes me hallucinate her as a 12 foot tall demon with spikes on her cock that will rend me asunder but I'm still so needy and don't care if she destroys my body to get off maybe even I'm welcoming that outcome because it means my last moments will be inextricably tied to her orgasmic pleasure and sorry what was I saying

#demon girls with literally murderous girl cock and the ability to tether my soul to a cycle of death and rebirth via blasphemous sex hmu #my body would be a perfect place to incubate a clutch of imps or other minor demons as you reshape the broken viscera of my body #perhaps into some sort of hellhound succubus fuckpet thing #bottomposting #mtf sub #mtf nsft

[lemonhemlock]

Thoughts on rhaencient?

and

Thoughts on rhaencient

and

What are ur thoughts on rhaenyra and alicents relationship?

i hear your grievances and i have come to address them!

what can i say, anons. this was one of the changes i really liked from the books. by making alicent rhaenyra's age, they removed the frankly overdone evil stepmother trope. or, rather, by making them childhood companions, they subverted it in an unexpected way. it's really "shut up or i'll fuck ur dad" only with extra layers of tragedy.

i thought their dynamic was really well done actually? i loved how they were framed. alicent helping rhaenyra dress before her ceremonial investiture. the twin faces of sorrow when viserys announces he will marry alicent in the small council room. the deleted scenes of rhaenyra helping alicent in her wedding dress. the hand-holding after the tapestries farce! the "alicent, your grace, sister"!!!! i was obsessed with THE GIRLS in the first half of the show!

i've noticed that the gay subtext really flies over a lot of people's heads & i think it's bc it's more socially-acceptable for girls to display physical affection towards each other than it is for men. so it's easier for viewers to resort to the traditional reading that "they're just gal pals". i was v disappointed with some male asoiaf reviewers i've watched since so many elements that had to do with womanhood were completely invisible to them. it was so jarring. but there was this permeating sense of YEARNING and melancholic tension that emanated out of these two, like you could sense they were meant to be soulmates

i think it's fair to say that rhaenyra is probably a bisexual woman (esp if we also take into account her dalliance with laena in the books), as she seems to also be very comfortable within relationships with men. but, for alicent, i don't really think she knows what she is. that exploration of self was denied to her and her feelings for rhaenyra were misdirected the moment she was forced to have children & fear for their lives. there's also this little-discussed facet of alicent as a queer woman shoved inside a very traditional female matronly role from a very early age. coerced into having old man sex with her decaying husband, impregnated against her will, just very generally developing a noxious relationship with sex. whereas rhaenyra is afforded the opportunity of reveling in romantic love and inhabits the role of motherhood from a much calmer, more balanced perspective

i've already spoken about the symbolism of The Page in the final third of this post, but alicent & rhaenyra are such representatives of their houses' respective ideologies: soft power & diplomacy vs conquest & claiming. alicent wants to tame rhaenyra. rhaenyra wants to ravish alicent. they could have MAYBE balanced each other out in a utopic world where they would have just been allowed to BE & it's so jarring to see how they're torn apart by gross old men who barter with women's bodies and convince themselves they are doing what's right for them & their families. but ofc it's also The System TM as a whole at fault here. no one wins, no one is happy, no one is safe under patriarchal feudalism.

the breakdown of their relationship doesn't happen overnight, it's a ruin dismantled brick by brick by them, their fathers, the society that has no place for them to explore their bond, the bankruptcy of empathy, the failure of trust, but still they cling onto each other whenever they are rewarded a moment of respite!

#rhaenicent #alicent/rhaenyra #rhaenyra targaryen #alicent hightower #alicent should be present in the show when sunfyre devours rhaenyra #begging her son to show mercy even now in the 11th hour stepping up to save rhaenyra's arse #but at this point aegon has suffered too much & lost too much #the ONE time he disobeys mother #bc he just #cannot #anymore #and it has to end #they all have to end #aegon as one broken piece of flesh torn apart from alicent's body that will end up destroying his mother's soul mate to save her #*screams into a pillow* #ask #anon #asoiaf ships #rhaenyra/alicent

[spaceytrash]

After years of being unhappy as Bond and seriously hurting his body for stunts several times, I'm just so happy to see Daniel Craig having a grand old time playing Benoit Blanc and doing acting jobs that bring him joy

#daniel craig #benoit blanc #knives out #glass onion #james bond #he's my fav james bond but honestly I'm glad he's finished with the films #since getting obsessed with his stuff and watching tons of interviews and stuff it's just great to see him having fun #because I can totally understand why he hated playing bond so much despite also being grateful for the role and loliking what they did #he got literally so much hate at the beginning and then suddenly got so much fame that he couldn't do shit anymore without paparazzi etc #he put his heart and his soul into these bond films and destoryed his body for it multiple times #like to this day I don't understand how he could do that one rooftop scene in spectre with a broken leg #and the amount of time filming bond must consume #no I fully get why he was so damn drained and was glad when his last bond was over #therefore I'm just so glad he now can do these silly little fun films where he can let loose without having bond in the back of his mind #sorry it's the middle of the night and I'm emotional I guess #mystuff

[ankcoolosaurus]

Update on Fen

It's been a rough few days for my boy

#fen tag #d&d #dungeons and dragons #changeling #druid #so basically his lover got possessed by an evil god's avatar and on our second confrontation he ripped my man's heart out of his chest #and murdered him #and fen's soul shattered and he was brought back against his will by the other characters #which is why he looks so broken now #my dm is actual satan and i love every second of it #anyway i need a fantasy therapist STAT #tw #body horror #slight gore