am i being paranoid to think she may find this account an i’ve been speaking my whole damn mind i mean i’ll know if she found it when my text won’t go through lmao but actually ( what is she does?) she probably won’t im just delusional an paranoid… ( she probably already has ) i just started it yesterday ( idk man ) what if she’s just reading everything i post an gaining knowledge on how i think ( i’m fr like joe goldberg ) but like wtf why am i so paranoid i doubt she will but man i’m scared i’m so delusional so maybe she’s not even real an just a figment of my imagination who knows ( i’m probably schizophrenic) i have no idea anyways i hope she doesn’t find this account because this is the only place i can actually talk with out be scared of who may stubble upon it… yk what ima ask if she has tumblr an as her for her username to see if i can follower her ( i actually am going to block her so she will never find my account)