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fnaffersblog · 10 months
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Alright,
Spoilers for Original Moon RETURN in VRChat from the Sun and Moon show below the cut
why is my text so fuckin big who did that?
(TW beneath the cut: suicide and suicidal ideations, and swearing because I'm a potty mouth. Ask me to tag anything else, I will)
So, my initial thought when I saw the thumbnail pop up was 'bullshit' so let's seeeeeee
Sun taking a day off, good for him! Good for him!
They have a whole ass theater with a giant cinema screen, they don't need the monitors in the lobby to watch movies. Also can't they just watch it in their heads? Cause their robots?
Oh. OH. We're talking original ORIGINAL Moon.
I know he's bein a dick but the little resting his head in his hands and leaning on the railing was cute
Is he having a nightmare?
Okay he's having a nightmare. He was sleeping on the couch. Yeah that'll do it.
Good on you Sun. Stand up for yourself! FUCK YEAH.
It's cool seeing the actual growth in Sun standing up for himself. I can hear the other version of this conversation in my head where Sun is timidly trying to assure himself that no he's not the stupid one and no this isn't real. But he's much more confident now, most likely thanks to the positive support and assurances he's been receiving from Earth and New Moon. The issues are still present, he still does feel guilty about Moon being reset but he's more capable of handling these feelings now, even just in a dream. More confident. A palpable effect. I like it.
Also the admittance that, no he doesn't believe his own words that this isn't real. I like that too. Admitting and recognizing there is a problem is difficult but also generally the first step in fixing it. As far as I can remember, normally, before this point, Sun refused to admit there WAS any problem. I'm thinking specifically of, like, the Bloodmoon hallucinations (see: later in this episode lolol) and insisting that they weren't real because that's what I can remember off the top of my head, but I'm sure, I KNOW there are other instances of him saying everything is fine and not actually addressing the issue.
Taking ACTION. Removing yourself from the situation. Love it.
"I'm sUn i'M All Ladedah LA DE DOO!" Made me wheeze.
The delivery of the 'I loved you. I did.' line was soooo good. Got my heart hurting, bruh, the voice wavering is RRRRRRRRRRR so Awesome.
Now hold ON a second there nightmare moonie. If we're talking BLAME, then
GOD DAMN IT
He's back ffs
Bloodmoon jumpscare.
"No you." Pfft
This entire.
Like, this entire exchange is SO good.
This entire exchange is happening between Sun and himself. THERE IS NOBODY ELSE. Sun recognizes this and even points it out. However, Sun also admits aloud that he is having trouble recognizing that this isn't real. So while he IS having a conversation with himself, reflecting his own morals and internal struggles, HE BELIEVES he is having a conversation with Bloodmoon at the same time.
So, right off the bat you have multiple layers to this entire conversation happening with Sun. Which is fucking phenomenal. Everything "Bloodmoon" is saying is really just Sun's deeper conscious. Things he feels about himself. But everything Sun, himself, is saying is also true. He feels both ways and it's a really cool representation of an internal struggle.
Everything that Bloodmoon is saying is Sun saying thing's to himself. Anything Bloodmoon says, Sun thinks about himself. Sun thinks he's a murderer. He thinks he didn't do enough to help Bloodmoon. He thinks he's a coward. A fool. A flaw. Insults that "Old Moon" just said to him moments ago, who was also just Sun. He thinks all these things he says to justify why he did what he did to Bloodmoon are just excuses even though some of them are completely reasonable considering the circumstances at the time! He's right! Bloodmoon would have just kept on killing because that's what Bloodmoon was built to do WHICH HE RECOGNIZES because both he and "Bloodmoon" say that!
Sun believes he's talking to Bloodmoon. So when he apologizes to Bloodmoon it's GENUINE. He tells him he really is, truly, sorry that that entire sequence of events happened the way that it did and he's sorry he killed Bloodmoon. And it's true. He really is that sorry and he's taking the time to apologize.
He wishes he could have saved Bloodmoon somehow, given Bloodmoon the opportunity to live a full life with friends and family.
He tells "Bloodmoon" that if they could have helped him, they would have done it without question. And he means that. If Bloodmoon had tried to fight his code like Killcode, or grow as a person, change, they would have helped him. They would have wanted too.
But he didn't. Sun knows that Bloodmoon didn't want to change. And Sun says that aloud. "If there was a way to make you not want to hurt people, I would have done it in a heartbeat but you never wanted that. You only ever wanted to hurt people. To kill things. To do horrible things! And there was nothing that could have fixed that." He KNOWS in his heart that is the truth.
Bloodmoon was not working on getting better. He was working for Killcode, who was antagonistic at the time, learning blood magic. He repeatedly entered the daycare to harass Sun specifically. And he killed regularly, violently, without remorse. Yes, according to his programming, but also because he enjoyed it. If anyone 'felt a rush' from killing, it was Bloodmoon. Every other character in the show has been shown to be capable of and willing to change (except maybe Eclipse in the willingness department).
Killcode was also built for killing, a direct mirror to Bloodmoon's situation! But he put effort in, struggled to change himself (Paarthurnax quote anyone?) and succeeded!
Bloodmoon did not. He didn't need too, want too, or make any attempt to as far as I can remember. Which makes the 'I was built like this.' line "Bloodmoon" says moot. His final action was him literally tormenting Sun. Correct me if I'm wrong though, I know other people are more familiar with him than I am. (The actual 'Bloodmoon sees a bloodmoon' episode maaaay have something but I haven't watched it in a bit)
"How much did you really try?" "How much did you?"
But the things here is, Bloodmoon is dead. He's been dead for months. So this apology can't BE for Bloodmoon.
So. It's for Sun. It's for himself. It is for Sun's benefit alone. He's saying it to "Bloodmoon" but there isn't a Bloodmoon anymore so this? This is Sun hallucinating an apology to Bloodmoon because he wants to apologize for what he did. He feels genuine regret over it, and it's been tearing him apart.
Deep down, Sun knows the truth. All the things he's said are true. Bloodmoon was not going to change, he'd made no real attempt to do so. Bloodmoon was dangerous, to both Sun and his family, as well as anyone else who was around Bloodmoon. He had a trail of victims behind him. It wasn't Bloodmoons fault he was made that way, but it was the way he was made nonetheless.
Sun didn't enjoy killing Bloodmoon. But I don't think he regrets doing it.
I think he regrets that there was no way to undo it.
I think he regrets all the 'could haves' he imagines may have been possible if Bloodmoon was alive. The possibilities, no matter how fantastical in the face of the truth of the situation. (The brother thing, the Bloodmoon getting better thing. Beautiful ideas, but let's be real, do we really think that was going to happen? In the face of everything I'm about to bring up, was it actually a possibility or just a pastel cover stretched across a bad situation? A longing that wasn't based in any truth?)
I think he regrets the way it happened, in a fit of momentary anger. He was in a bad place at the time which made him emotionally irrational. Bloodmoon was just one of many pressures weighing on Sun at the time : Eclipse, Killcode, Moon, Lunar, The Star, Solar Flare, the Creator, I think Earth was also introduced just before everything went down, so Sun had a fuck ton on his plate at that point. And he says that! He was just tired of dealing with it all. So many things were happening, so many people hurting him and his family unendingly over and over and over, everything everything everything for MONTHS, no end in sight, and he snapped! Because everyone has their limits and no one can be a paragon in the face of such horrible things forever!
But I think Sun feels justified in killing Bloodmoon. It was necessary.
Based on all the information we have now, the justifications he set down in front of himself this episode I think Sun thinks what he did was the right choice.
Which is why, given the chance, he'd do it again.
And that's why this is SO
FUCKING
GOOD
Because it was necessary! Even after all this time, Sun believes what he did was the right thing. He knows, HE TELLS HIMSELF his own logical reasoning for it, reasoning that makes sense.
But that doesn't stop him from calling them excuses. Questioning himself.
You can do something and believe it was right and still question it. You can take an action and recognize that it was the only good, or hell, even just the ONLY action you could have taken and Still agonize over it. Lie in bed with it at night and roll over and have to sit with it. Cry over it. Regret it.
Did Sun do everything? Well, yes! He did! He did everything he believed he could have done at that moment with the information he knew. You can't conjure up information you just don't have. Bloodmoon wasn't going to change! He didn't want too! He'd made no attempt too! Sun says that! His repeated actions proved as much!
But... Maybe Bloodmoon could have changed. Did you really give him enough of a chance?
Killing people is bad! Sun knows this! He feels regret for how it happened! He is genuinely sorry Bloodmoon is dead, that it all got to the point where it had to happen! He feels awful for killing Bloodmoon!
But... is he really? Is he really sorry if he'd do it again? Did it really have to happen?
Yes! If Sun had let Bloodmoon go what was the alternative? Bloodmoon could have hurt Sun right then! He most certainly would have continued killing people for blood! If Sun hadn't done anything, would that blood be on his hands too for letting Bloodmoon leave? Would he have felt like it was his fault Bloodmoon kept hurting people when he had the opportunity to stop it? He saved all of Bloodmoon's future victims, people who would have gotten killed for sure because that's what Bloodmoon was! SUN DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE!
But... You don't know that. And you prevented the possibility of it.
And over and over and over.
It's this horrible cycle of 'did you really do enough' when Sun did all he could with what he had. The pros of killing Bloodmoon at the time, the justifications all came together to outweigh the cons of it, and Sun had no idea he'd be haunted by his actions. How could he? He wasn't a murderer before this.
All of it comes together to make him wonder if this apology is really real when he has such conflicting feelings about what happened. When his actions contradict his words and feelings.
He did it because he had too. He did it because it was necessary. But, by GOD it's fucking tearing him apart.
I talk about the trapping episode a lot. It's simultaneously one of my least favorite episode as well as being, in my opinion, one of the better lore episodes on the show. But I think about Moon telling Sun, "He couldn't change! He's DEAD!" all the time. I fucking love that line.
So it's really. I can't help but wonder if that line stuck with Sun all this time too. If that's where all this talk about the possibility of Bloodmoon changing stems from.
"How much did you really try?"
I realized while I was writing this.
Ages ago, I wrote down a thought about how it felt like Sun didn't really see Bloodmoon as a person? After he killed him?
This brought that idea back up, but that Sun did not see Bloodmoon as someone who was in control of himself.
So the whole thing I wrote down, all the way back when the direct consequences of Sun killing Bloodmoon popped up was this.
"I think Sun does not consider Bloodmoon a 'person'. He says 'I haven't killed anyone' and when Moon calls him out for killing Bloodmoon, he has to pause for a moment before he says 'He... was somebody that deserved it' but the slow way he says it feels hesitant. It's weird. There was also an earlier episode where Sun said that he didn't feel anything when he killed Bloodmoon. He has no regrets about it. It feels like they're really hammering that in."
Which was followed by a written exchange from the show
Moon: Who couldn't control it, like I couldn't!
Sun: Do you think that excuses it, still!?
Moon: Then how- I'm just as guilty!
Which makes the entire exchange about Bloodmoon not being able to control himself, as well as Sun beliving he's guilty all the deeper.
It also matches up with thoughts I had above which is cool.
But I have run out of energy to try and formulate cohesive written thoughts about this specifically. Just thought I'd throw it in here.
Just.
Urgh.
Good Episode.
"I would have loved to have another brother." Oh nooooooooooo. Oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
That one hit. Oof that one struck home.
I started legitimately getting emotional when he popped into the room and was holding back tears. ASSURING HIMSELF he didn't enjoy it, didn't enjoy hurting them.
I had to pause the episode for a hot minute when he said he wished he was dead. Kudos to those of you who picked that out before hand. It caught me dead by surprise even thought I had seen people discussing that aspect of Sun's character before.
Interesting to consider that he is in fact possibly jealous of Moon resetting. That Moon doesn't have to live with his mistakes and consequences and Sun does. I'd love to see that particular line of characterization delved into further.
Sun steeling himself to act 'normal' when he's feeling so troubled kinda hit me persona-
AND HERE COMES THE OUTRO WITH A STEEL CHAIR FUCK YOOOOUUUUUU
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readyandnot · 1 year
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I posted 88 times in 2022
That's 88 more posts than 2021!
70 posts created (80%)
18 posts reblogged (20%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@kathsuhki
@themonotonysyndrome
I tagged 81 of my posts in 2022
Only 8% of my posts had no tags
#redacted asmr - 80 posts
#redacted gavin - 7 posts
#redacted audio - 6 posts
#redacted huxley - 5 posts
#readyrambles - 5 posts
#redacted damien - 5 posts
#redacted david - 5 posts
#redacted milo - 4 posts
#redacted lasko - 4 posts
#redacted asher - 4 posts
Longest Tag: 25 characters
#and i have too much power
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
samuel collins is perfection.
and a cowboy.
AND SEXY CAUSE OMG-
first off- the domestic relationship that has formed between these two is amazing. when you first see these two characters together they are seen as people who are not “fit” for that. because of both of their pasts but god they proved each other wrong and i’m so glad they did
darlin and sam’s relationship has really evolved beautifully, you see the walls coming down between the two and showing their true selves to each other, especially when they aren’t used to it. they make each other better and it’s beautiful to see
how they can go from teasing/giving each other shit to flirting and then being so sweet and sentimental. omg.
sam sounds a lot better, i love hearing about his day to day life and about skyside so that was nice :))
THE MENTIONS OF VINCENT AND LOVELY OMG
they are truly a found family. i always hc that lovely and darlin would become close before inversion and especially after. i LOVE the brotherly relationship between vincent and sam, they balance each other out and OMG THE PARALLELS WOW. “you make me ache” “it’s a gift” bruh. sam and lovely too <33 so sweet i’d love to see more interaction with these two!
sam giving thanks and praise to darlin :,)) omg they’re soulmates your honor. all the i love yous and whispers and sweet talk is so adorable.
there’s no more hbs :(( it’s over… i’m scared for july, lore wise, and i think a lot of people are as well. there’s a lot of possibilities so i guess we’ll have to see. i really wanna see an update on elliot and sunshine, they need to be safe.
NOW SPICY TIME-
literally omg SAM THE FUCKING MOANS
HIS MOANS WERE SO LOUD LIKE WHAT
the whispers literally killed me- i’m in my grave as we speak.
all the sayings he did like “fuck darlin” “oh my god almighty”
please- stop but also dont
THE BODY PRAISE OMG
the dirty talk was *chef’s kiss* hes so good at that omg
the stuff he SAYS like “every touch and curve” fuck.
he’s literally so hot, not fair.
WHILE I AM DISAPPOINTED WITH NO FEEDING HE MADE UP FOR IT FULL TIME
HIS COMPLIMENTS HIS MOANS HIS DIRTY TALK BRUH
his accent makes everything better istg, HIS GRUMBLES TOO WTF
he didn’t growl but he whispered and that ended me.
ugh in conclusion- samuel collins is hot and everyone would like to be fucked by him. that’s not up for discussion or debate.
63 notes - Posted June 29, 2022
#4
this made my night.
ELEMENTALS EARLY ACCESS LETS FUCKING GOOOOO
here’s my readyrambles :))
(spoilers under the cut)
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
I FORGOT ABOUT EA TONIGHT BUT OMG IT WAS A NEEDED SURPRISE
i’ve had two shitty days so this was definitely needed. thank you redacted. NOW- THOUGHT TIME
FIRST OF ALL- NEW ADDITION WITH THE LIGHTS AND WHOSE SPEAKING??? FUCKING BRILLIANT. IT’LL DEF HELP PEOPLE WHO ARE FIRST LISTENING TO THIS SERIES. LOVE IT.
NEXT- THUMBNAIL/TITLE/DESCRIPTION ALL AMAZING. HOIST THE COLORS WOOOO
okay okay- so, DAMS???? AS A NICKNAME??? SO FUCKING CUTE I LOVE IT- HUXLEY YOURE ADORABLE AND THANK YOU FOR THAT PET NAME
oh god he’s nervous- i would be too, it’s totally understandable.
“damien.” “i’m freaking out.” “can i hold your hand?” “yeah.” “talk me through it.” THAT JUST SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. THAT DIALOGUE ALONE.
“they are our friends, i know that. i know that they would just, just want us to be happy. i know they won’t care, i know they won’t judge us i know that. i know, i know all of those things.” DAMN RIGHT
“i don’t know why this is so scary for me, but it is.” that hits different.
DAMIEN HE KNOWS YOUR NOT ASHAMED OF THE RELATIONSHIP. YOURE NOT BROKEN DAMI.
“and anyone who has a problem with it can go fuck themselves for all i care” POP OFF
“i don’t know why it’s making me so nervous to do this.” damien you and i are the exact fucking same. BUT ITS UNDERSTANDABLE TO BE NERVOUS.
“you don’t owe anybody anything. and you don’t need some easy answers for why it makes you nervous to make that nervous feeling be valid, it is. even without an explanation. it’s okay to be scared, even though you don’t know why.” fucking hell i won’t cry i won’t cry i won’t cry-
“i want a reason. i want an explanation that i can give you because i, i don’t want you to think that i’m ashamed of us because i’m not-“ “i know damien. i know that, you don’t need a reason i know.” THERE IT IS- THERE IT FUCKING IS.
“it’s scary to open yourself up, even when you know it’s people you can trust.” TRUTH RIGHT THERE. HUXLEY ILY
IT IS ON YOUR TERMS HUXLEY YES.
“i’m here, no matter what damien. always, i’m right here.” fuck now i’m tearing up-
“i love you.” “i love you too.” AHHHHHHHHHHH GOD DAMMIT I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO MUCH
DAMIENS SIGH OF RELIEF AFTER OMFG
“i’m gonna be scared if we wait an hour or a year, it’s just how i am” ME FUCKING TOO.
“i want to do this today. now. i already know the only thing that really matters, how we feel. and everything else is just background noise. so let’s do this.” YES DAMIENNNNN ILY
“you’re sure?” “kiss me?” GOD DAMMIT THIS IS TOO DAMN GOOD-
CUTE KISSES ENSUE- “i’m sure.” YES YES YES.
“i’ve got you.” “i know.” AND THEIR LAUGHS AFTER MY FUCKING GOD- this has already broken me in the best way possible.
THEIR BANTER ABOUT THE DRIVING LMAO I LOVE THEM-THEY FIT EACH OTHER SO WELL AND SO PERFECTLY. THEY COMPLETE EACH OTHER.
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#3
holy fuck. here we go.
SAM/DARLIN THOUGHTS:
(spoilers under the cut)
first of all- COLOR CHANGE LOVE IT
second of all- THE TITLE MY FUCKING GOD
“vampire MATE” “MAKES YOU A PROMISE” 🥺
okay lowkey disappointed we didn’t have a call with david but no big deal lmao he’s mentioned anyway
“i already know what you’re thinking darlin” NO YOU DONT…
“like hell i don’t” okay fine maybe you do-
well fuck me sam knows darlin too well, love him for that <3
“hey. look at me, please.” GOD DAMMIT ALREADY???
SAAAAAM YOURE SO SOFT FOR NO REASON
I JUST LISTENED TO HIS BA THIS WEEK AND I KNEW HE WAS SOFT BUT FUCK ITS STILL EFFECTIVE
his breath of relief when darlin looks up at him. THATS GOTTA BE ANOTHER LEVEL OF TRUST. ESPECIALLY WITH THE FACT THAT MOST PEOPLE PROB STRUGGLE WITH FOR FEAR OF TRANCING-
and darlin looks up with no hesitation. i love these two omfg
“i know. and i’m not judging you for it. i get it, i feel it too.” and there’s my first hand up to the face.
“my first thought was to run up there and end this fucker too.” HE UNDERSTANDS. OF COURSE HE DOES HES SAM FOR GODS SAKES
“darlin you know that’s not what i’m saying.” HES SO STEADY AND CALM LIKE FUCK IF HE ISNT PERFECT FOR DARLIN-
“give me a second, please” the trust these two have for one another my fucking god
“they can bring him down now there’s enough heat for them to do something about it”
sam i get it and i want to believe that, but when had the department been quick about something besides the fl and vega situation? and he still isn’t caught after the breakout, neither is regulus. if i’m wrong then i’m wrong but it’s also not where i think the story might be heading so i’m having doubts that it’s just gonna end with quinn in custody. that’s too easy.
“when i had to stand in front of them and explain what he did to my progeny”- FRED AND BRIGHT OMFG
“it’s fucked up.”
what i love more about this is that sam truly understands the frustration first hand. he knows the suffering behind waiting and nothing being done. he can truly understand darlin and help them to the best of his abilities and not bullshit them. he literally tells them his thoughts about when he first heard and what he wants to do, but he knows what’s best and to stay calm.
“for once you don’t have to do it alone. so don’t do it alone” sam, you’re gonna fucking break me.
“i’m asking you to promise me something. promise me you will let the department try to handle all this” darlin better not break this promise istg-
DAVID AND ANSEL MENTION LETS GO
SWEETHEART MENTION LETS FUCKING GO SAM KNOWS THEYRE POWERFUL AF AND GREAT AT THEIR JOB
“hey, i’m not asking for this to be one sided though. if you promise me you’ll let them try without running off on your own, then i promise you, if he keeps at it, if he keeps hurting innocent people and they still haven’t gotten him, then you and i will hunt him down. together. and we’ll take that freak to task. no half measures. no holding back. we do whatever we have to, to bring him down. can you promise me that?”
“i promise” “okay, then that’s what we’ll do”
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68 notes - Posted August 6, 2022
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OMFG I GUESSED IT!!!!! I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD HAPPEN HOLY SHIT LETS GOOOOOOO
OMG ITS CANON TOO HOLY SHIT
i literally said it might be a new type of audio and it is holy shit i’m an actual seer
86 notes - Posted June 14, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
HEAR YE HEAR YE
I THINK DAVIDS PLAYLIST NAME HAS CHANGED-
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LOOK! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT CRAZY-
it literally says updated today wtf
IT USED TO BE TSUNDERE WEREWOLF RIGHT???
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Grad School Q2 - Week 2
Accidentally wrote another long one so...
I have been drawing so many skeletons and hating every minute of it. Bones aren't so bad (compared to muscles) but I really don't love being super conscious of what goes on inside my body. For example the bones of the forearm:
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Now I can't stop thinking about whether my arms are doing the twisty thing or not again. It's a weird thing to be squeamish about but it's also really annoying because then all of a sudden you start noticing how almost every non-medical-context skeleton you see HAS THEIR HANDS ON BACKWARDS! Almost all of them have the skeleton with thumbs inward (palm down) but in a supinated position!
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"It's on the left." "Your left or my left?" "Bruh, I don't even know how to begin answering that question." -Conversation between these two skeletons.
I assume this happens as frequently as it does because just like me everyone else is FLABBERGAUSTED that our forearms seem prefer to be all twisted up! Nasty little bones!
Anyways, I've been forced to start thinking about what I want to do for my thesis. I didn't come to grad school to do a thesis, I came here to learn, so I really have no idea what I'm doing for this. A thesis is made up of:
Visual Component
Written Component
They are supposed to "support each other", allegedly the written component is the theory, and the visual component is it put into practice. I think, from what little I've gathered thus far, most people have something they want to do for their thesis project (their baby!) and they then write something around it. At least a professor of mine has recommended that we start on the visual component NOW, and then when we actually get to the thesis class, we just do all our research/writing then.
It kind of kills me though that the guidelines are so clearly written for creating comics, and us idiots who want to storyboard have to, QUOTE, "propose an acceptable equivalent to the standard published document to the committee chair." So, these guidelines aren't so helpful.
But, nonetheless, for my visual component I'm definitely (most likely) going to board out my pilot episode. Might go ahead and make that into a proper animatic because I, personally, don't want to have to walk people through boards. I'm pressing play on that shit so at least defending my thesis will include about 22 minutes of less talking. (Although the guidelines maybe imply that you have to do both?)
I dunno, maybe I could do an analysis of animated TV pilots. I guess I have time to think on it if the advice was to start on the visual component. That's a problem too though because I'll have to lock down that script soonish but I wanted to take it to a class to work on. But, the class I want to bring it to has pre-reqs! UGH!
Thanks for reading. Here's a thumbnail of a poster idea:
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I don't like how Lloyd is slouching. Remind me to change that.
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herbiwh0re · 3 years
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//hmmmm but SHOULD i do a whole modern au webcomic or am i going to get canceled before i do it. 
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mcyt-transcribed · 3 years
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transcript of “where I've been”
TW for discussion of cancer and Covid-19
 Here’s the Google Doc link or you can click on the read more.
Techno: Yo, Technoblade here with another upload, oh my God I can’t believe it. We’re back, we’re playing Bedwars, uh, I don’t know why I said that in the present tense because I actually recorded these Bedwars games a few days ago. I have- I’ve played like, almost no Bedwars since the win streak, which was like, I dunno, years ago - so, you know, forgive me if I’m a little rusty. These are literally just the first three games of Bedwars I played, recorded them, and then just threw them in this background footage because, you know, I like live commentaries a lot, but I feel like sometimes, when you have a topic to talk about, having to play a video game simultaneously can sorta- it can sorta detract from the commentary, you know?
But before that: a plushie commercial filmed on my iPhone.
We got the first one - it’s Technoblade. He’s in a flying pose. He’s flying to save some civilians or he’s falling flat on his face. Depends on who you ask. Alright. We got the- We got Technoblade. He’s sitting down. He’s- He’s seated. He’s seated. It’s incredibly exciting. Uh, we got- we got Technoblade but he’s- he’s a giant- he’s a gigantic pillow. It’s Technopillow. This is actually- This is actually really- This is really soft. You’re gonna have to take my word for it.
These plushies go on sale on September 3rd at 3 PM EST at youtooz.com. The last ones sold out in around eight hours, so be prepared. I mean, one of them was like, two minutes but ehhh, it’s not happening again.
So where has Technoblade been? I know I’ve been gone since like, June. I was actually being really productive in July, which I know you guys are gonna- You’re not gonna believe me when I say that because I made no content. But I was! I was, you gotta believe me, okay? I was getting so much work done IRL; I was like, filling out paperwork, making business moves, working on merchandise, buying new equipment to make new videos. ‘Cause I really wanted- I really wanted to increase the rate at which I was making videos, ‘cause I kinda spent- You know, I kinda spent like, all this time becoming a famous YouTube and then instantly like, stopped uploading. Which, I mean, to be fair, I guess that started more in like 2018. So, that’s more just a pattern now.
 But I figured, you know, this whole thing where I go two- you know, one or two months without uploading- I don’t want that to be me, man. I wanna be uploading at least once per week. So I spent a lot of time preparing to do that. And the plan was that I would start doing that in August, but I took a- It didn’t- It’s, uh- It’s not going great, I’m not going to lie to you.
So in the last two days of July I noticed that my right arm was starting to hurt a decent amount and I thought- My best guess was that it was some kind of repetitive stress injury, ‘cause you know I’ve been playing video games since the age of like, five. It’s pretty much nonstop. I was gonna get carpal tunnel at some point but, uh, I took a few days to rest my arm and it really didn’t… really didn’t feel any better after that. And so after a few days of that, I looked at myself in the mirror and I noticed that my right shoulder was starting to swell like crazy and I was like, “Oh my God! I must’ve broken a bone, this is-” I mean, this- It looked- it looked crazy.
So, you know, the next day - August 2nd - I, uh, headed over to the doctor to see what was wrong and uh, they ran a couple of scans and then they came back and they told me that, uh, the reason my arm hurts is because I have cancer.
That really couldn’t have gone worse, I don’t think. I feel a bit silly talking about this with, uh, Minecraft in the background; it feels a bit out of place. But I’m a Minecraft YouTuber - I don’t- I don’t do a face cam. Which is I guess how most people would talk about serious things, with a face cam. I also probably, uh- *chuckles* Also probably a bit weird to plug my merchandise in the- in the same video, like, “Hey, guys, I have a- I have a terrible disease, also buy my plushies, bro.” But uh- *laughs* Listen: I’ve been waiting so many months to sell those plushies, bro. And it keeps getting delayed and now cancer thinks it can stop me. No no no no no. I’m trying to make some bank, bro. I wanna get paid, also they look fantastic, I mean just look at them, they look incredible. Alright?
I mean, I guess it would be ideal to like, split up the announcements, but I’m going back into chemotherapy next week; I don’t got time for this, man. We gotta go!
To be fair, I could make this a lot weirder; I could have like, the thumbnail be a giant red arrow pointing to my tumor with the caption “Might die! Not clickbait!” *laughs* Yeah, just the ultimate- the ultimate YouTuber, bro. We’re clickbaiting the whole process.
So after the scans come in, I get transferred to another hospital which has an oncology award, so it’s a lot more specialized towards what I need. And I’m sorta like sitting there in the bed for a couple of days like, “Hello. Could I please get some healthcare? Could I- Could I just get a- Could I just get a crumb of healthcare? Please! Like, I *stutters* I wanna see people sprinting, you know? I feel like I want to see some urgency, you know? If you guys gotta- *stammers* You know, there’s like, this tumor on my arm - if you guys could just- if you guys could just get rid of it. Just get rid of it right now! Could we just go? If you gotta cut off my arm, cut off my arm, bro - do what you gotta do. I won’t complain, man, I’ve won enough Minecraft tournaments. I’ll just play Minecraft with my feet from here on out, bro. I’ll still be B tier at least, okay? It’s fine. Do what you gotta do.”
But then the doctors are telling me, “Oh, well, we can’t- we can’t do it immediately. We gotta- We gotta find out what it is, we gotta run some tests, do a biopsy.” I’m like, “Okay, do the biopsy.” Like, “Oh, well first we gotta do some scans.” I’m like, “Alright, dude, the scans.” And so it took a couple of days and then they did a biopsy, uh, three days later. And then I was like, “Alright. Let’s go!” And they were like, “Oh, well, the biopsy is gonna take like, a week or more to get back.” And I’m just sitting here like, “Bruh, please. Please, just treat me.”
I mean, it makes sense. It makes a lot of sense and I’m sure they know what they’re doing, but I’m just sitting there in the hospital like, “Please. Please, healthcare.” So they get the biopsy and they send me home and they’re saying like, I’ll come back in like a week or so when they have a treatment plan prepared, and so I- It was a very fun week at home ‘cause I was sitting there still not getting treated and I was just like, looking at my tumor like, “Alright, Mr. Tumor. You know, you need me to survive so it’s in your best interest to just- to just chill out for a little bit, you know? We don’t wanna go too crazy.”
And faintly- Faintly if you strain your ears, underneath my skin you can hear:
[Dream’s speedrun music plays for a few seconds]
Techno: Yeah, it was a really fun week. But I did finally get started on chemotherapy, which is a wonderful process. Let me explain chemotherapy. So basically uh, you know how society has progressed for thousands of years of technological and medical innovation? So basically, one of the top three ways we have to fight cancer is uh, for you to go to the hospital and then they uh, plug you into a machine and then they inject poison directly into your veins for several days. That’s uh, that’s one of the best ways we’ve got of going about this and the poison- it’s supposed to kill the cancer - it uh, also kills things like, you know, blood. But ehhh, does anybody really need blood? I feel like it’s pretty optional, you know? Uh- *small laugh* Blood for the Blood God as it were, alright? Uh, I’ll take what I can get.
I, uh, you know, I used to have a channel meme- ‘cause back in the day- you know how my motivation always goes up and down in, like, cycles? I used to have a meme where whenever I’d get super motivated I’d, ya know, I’d start uploading, like crazy. I’d also do things like get a haircut. And, so, I joked that, uh, the less hair I had, the more I’d upload. ‘Cause that’s- the hair was holding me back. And so, if that’s still true, I gotta say, chemotherapy, that’s gotta be daily uploads or something, bro. *laughs* It’s gonna be- Chemotherapy Arc is gonna be fantastic for content.
Well, ya know, after I got diagnosed, I, uh, I’ve been making a lot of phone calls- ya know, informing all of my distant family members about the situation- and, I gotta say, of all the phone calls I’ve made, nobody took the news worse than my health insurance provider. They’ve been inconsolable for weeks. They were like, “You got what!? No!” 
I mean, I had no idea they cared so much. They’ve just- oh my God. I- I think they’re the real victims of this. I mean, could you imagine? Could you imagine? Like, look at me! I was a healthy twenty-two year old, I, like, barely went to the doctor, even for, like, regular appointments. I- I guess I went to the dentist, that’s the one thing I did. I was the freest paycheck they’ve ever seen in their lives. They could’ve been milking money off of me for decades. And then, bam, cancer, bro. *laughs* Oh, those poor guys. 
Uh, the one- the one favor I- I do wanna ask- If you guys could all do one small favor for Technoblade- uh, you know that coronavirus thing you been hearing in the news for the last couple of years? Uh, I want you guys to get rid of it. Just, uh, I want it gone. Just a couple days should be sufficient for you guys to do that.
No, but, seriously. I’m kind of, uh, immunocompromised right now, which means, uh, if a bacteria touches me or, like, a virus touches me, I will explode. So, yeah, uh, I wanna- get the vaccine, is what I’m saying.
I’m gonna get cancelled by the anti-vaxxers for saying it, but it’s such a good vaccine, bro. Pfizer got full FDA approval, this week, for people aged sixteen and up. I think you- you can also get it if you’re eleven to fifteen if you’ve got emergency approval or whatever. Uh, I mean, if you have any concerns, don’t listen to a Minecraft YouTuber, but, please, at least talk to a doctor. Because it’s- it’s so good bro. It’s so good.
The hospitals are currently getting flooded by unvaccinated people. I’m gonna go ahead and speak on behalf of all cancer patients when I say that it is incredibly annoying when the- when the hospitals are getting overworked by people dying of preventable diseases. I’m just saying- we got dibs on those hospital beds. So, ya know, you- you probably don’t- you don’t even want them really. You don’t even want to need them. So, I think the vaccine… what is it? It, like, reduces the chances of you needing hospitalization from Covid by, like, ninety-six percent? I mean, it’s so effective, bro! Come on! I mean, you might still get, like… I mean, you could still catch coronavirus, but, like, the symptoms are gonna be so much milder, bro, I’m just saying. Think about it. Think about it. Talk to a doctor.
I remember when I first went in for chemotherapy, A: I was thrilled, ‘cause, like, yo! Healthcare! Inject it into my veins, bro! Let’s go! But, also, like, the first couple of days were actually pretty chill. I was like, ‘Dang! This is easy, bro!’. And then it kicked in. And then it kicked in. My energy levels were zero; they were absolutely nothing. It’s hard to describe how tired I was, but I think my one example is- so they let me go back home. And after several days of resting, I had a virtual appointment with a doctor. And, so, they were, like, ‘Alright’. And I was just sitting there, like, ‘Wait a second. You guys want me to sit upright in a chair for an hour? What is this, the Olympics, bro? I’m going back to bed! What? What?’ *laughs* ‘Wha? Let’s calm down here. Sitting in a chair? Am I Superman? Like, come one, bro.’
As you can probably tell, I’m feeling a lot better right now. Which is, uh, I think that’s part of the process, is, uh, you get a little bit of recovery time to, uh, ya know, eat a lot of really good food- get the weight back- and get ready for the next round.
And, uh, before we go back for the next round, I’m gonna be playing a lot of video games, uh, making some content, seeing if I can get some more videos prepared, because, uh- I know people are gonna be like, ‘No! Technoblade! You don’t need to make videos for us! Please rest!’
Nah, this isn’t about you, bro. This is about me. I enjoy this, man. This is, like, one of the safest and most fun things I could be doing right now, bro, I’m gonna do it. I don’t know how much content I could make, ‘cause I’m kinda slow, but we’ll see. We’ll see.
I already have a video prepared for next week, uh, September third. You guys are gonna love it. It’s, uh, it was actually- it’s kind of, kind of an old video. It was, uh, from a few months ago, but it’s very good. So, yeah! You guys have that to look forward to. 
And, for the record, I know I’ve been complaining a lot in this video, but I just wanna clarify that the doctors I have are, like, insanely good, bro. I’m gonna be getting some of the finest healthcare in the world, so don’t worry about me too much.
I think the treatment has already started to show some results. I- I mean, it’s been so short of a time, so the results aren’t gonna be insane or anything, but, at the very least, the speedrun music has stopped playing. 
So, yeah, that’s where I’ve been and that’s what I’m gonna be doing for the foreseeable future. Wish me luck, and, uh, wear a mask, I guess. Ya know, standard coronavirus procedures. All that coronavirus stuff and like, getting vaccinated - that goes double for Californians, okay? But it helps everywhere.
Uh, that’s all I’ve got for today. See you guys next time!
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Smosh gone downhill
I said it. I prefer the content Smosh made under Defy. I understand that they are now happier and their wellbeing is much better now without a corporate overlord breathing down their neck but I believe their content has gone down in quality and variety. I saw a Smosh video in my subscription feed and realised that I haven't watched their videos in a while or as regularly as I used to do when Smosh was under DEFY.
I’m honestly getting really bored of post-DEFY Smosh and Smosh Games content. It’s the same five shows every time. I getting bored especially with the Games channel. They just play casual games. No competitive games and punishments like before. It's either try not to laugh, eat it or yeat it, unfunny sketcher, ebe and the games channel. I used to love the games channel and the Smosh Pit channel, I wasn't really as much of a fan of the main channel stuff but I still watched the videos that were posted on it. So I want to break down what I think is going wrong.
Cast members I am obviously happy that some of the members are in a much more happy and healthier place. With some of the cast members like Noah, Keith and Olivia being able to be part-time and pursue other things. The personal downside was that they were more of my favourite members of the cast. I like Courtney two but I am not a fan of Shayne or Damien because they're too loud and I don't like Damien's humour or find him funny at all and comes off as trying too hard and cringey weeb. (Bruh that anime quiz he did was full of such mainstream normie anime which are all the same, just personally dunking on his taste in anime) So in the early Mythical days, it was mainly just Ian, Court, Shayne and Damien that we were seeing so for someone like me I was only really here for Ian and Courtney. Since we have had Kimmy and Jackie who I think are refreshing additions to the channel and bring something new. But one of the reasons, why I love the old videos, is that more people means more different dynamics. It gets pretty boring quickly watching the same three people interact so it makes it refreshing when someone is a guest as it changes up the dynamic. We don't get to see Keith and Court goofing off, or Shayne and Olivia killing it. With more people there's a chance you'll like someone. So if you like Shayne for example you may get bored seeing him interact with the same people all the time because of seeing one or a few person take up all the screen time instead of dividing it up more. Things like the old squad vlogs were so much fun because you have five people bouncing off each other and make simple games like the psychic word game so much fun. Now it just feels like Shayne and Damien featuring Courtney third-wheeling and sometimes Ian. We also have the controversial figure of Matt who I was fine with at first and enjoyed him as a ref except for Red Light, Dead Light, but as he had more time on screen the worse part started to creep in. I do like Sarah however. It also made Smosh Summer/Winter games so special because we saw everyone together or when they did TNTL on the SG channel with the SG crew.
Smosh Games channel So when they announced that the Smosh squad would be more involved with the Games channel and that cast wouldn't be confined by a single channel it lit up a red flag immediately for me. Obviously, it was kind of necessary with so many of the SG cast leaving but the Squad members like Court, Shayne and Damien can't handle that channel. They are obviously being overworked having to run three channels with multiple things a week which is one and the jokes and dynamic gets stale. Two: the only 'hardcore, real' gamer there is Damien so if they put on competitive games with no shots spared he would easily dominate. I getting bored especially with the Games channel. So we get more casual games with gimmicks like seeing them play Jackbox for the 100th time and loses the competitive element of the old shows like gamebang had so it's now just 'friends playing games'. We have some dumb shows like the crocs thing which was so anti-climactic. They have a Twitch which I don't use or watch. Board AF which I've heard isn't as good as before.
Lack of fun shows On the Smosh Pit channel we do have some fun shows like Bee-kini wax but it’s so infrequent but because of how limited the contestants are having to lay on the bed it relies on verbal humour which sometimes isn't enough if you are bored of the same 3 people. Eat it or yeet it which feels like a discount put it in my mouth which is also limiting because the cast is sat down and relies on a single gimmick. 2 Truths, 1 Lie and True Confessions which are good fun and challenges the cast members acting skills. I big things like Smosh Live and the energy the sketches had. We then have low-quality content videos like reaction videos to old videos, ‘trying TikTok life hacks’ which are rarely funny like the auditions reaction one. EBE is getting exhausting and doesn't seem to be as funny as before. I miss squad vlogs and field trips of them all playing board games once in a while or spin the bottle. Fun challenges are rare such as the drawing ones and acting out fanfiction. There is Smosh cast but it was mostly fun when they split tea about Defy. I dropped off around episode 8 and there’s too many to catch up. I don't even know which TNTL video they are on and even had a tour centered around it with only Shayne, and Damien with third wheel Court and Ian. I don’t know if the cast members are burnt out but I definitely am. We’ve gotten 40+ damn episodes. If the person doesn't laugh it gets awkward and they just laugh anyway. We had some interesting shows like Day Jobs, Show with no name which is way more fun and faster pace than Smoshcast, the animal show, PIIMM and Courtney's pilot show, Smosh and Order, squad trips and vlogs. It feels like the same five shows every time. I assume that the view count is going down.
Maybe Defy did know a bit of what they were doing. Putting stuff through a filter stopped every below-average video being posted. I honestly don't know if they will realise and try to fix it but I'll probably end up drifting completely if I end up not seeing any people I want in the thumbnail or clickbaity thumbnails I want to see, but it seems to be a trend among fans here from what I've gathered.
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Chapter 2
Chapter 1
👉👈 It’s later than expected but I was lazy
Read chapter 2 of Eleceed before this
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It starts with Jiwoo being tensed and the next panel was...what the hell was that! Mr. Cat passed out!
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That’s rough, buddy. The great Kayden has turned into a fat cat. Jiwoo will be worried while Kayden will be like ‘why am I in this form? I don’t have enough energy to change into another one’. Jiwoo shakes Kayden a lot, saying “Don’t Die” repeatedly. If a cat threatened me, I will be like ‘I am hallucinating too much’ as a talking cat passed out for no reason!
Jiwoo will be pretty surprised while Kayden will just be thinking that he turned into a cat. Seriously? Then Jiwoo asks how can he talk like a human as he is a cat like a normal person. Relatable. While Kayden says that he can talk as a human as he is one and thinks it’s a stupid question! Bruh. Kayden tries not to answer things, if you didn’t blow your cover, you wouldn’t need to answer! Kayden gets annoyed by our cinnamon roll’s questions. It becomes awkward.
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Kayden gets hungry and Jiwoo gives him food. He is a human in cat form! Jiwoo convinces Kayden to eat bc.....I don’t have an answer. Jiwoo left to feed the stray cats while Kayden will enjoy the food!?!?!?! He eats the entire thing!
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He does the most logical thing ever. He says that the cat food pushed itself into him instead that he ate it! Jiwoo comes back, he needs more cat food. Wait a minute...didn't he just buy them today! Kayden must have had majority of it. Is this kid living alone? Where does he get the money from? Jiwoo asks Kayden if he wants to come with and again tries to convince him. He literally is trying to say ‘Don’t trust me!’ Jiwoo picks him up while I start chocking bc I am laughing like hell! Kayden doesn’t like that he is being treated like a cat 🙄 Seriously! 
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They finally get a solution......
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Kayden tried to get a grip *cough* he miserably fails *cough*. They reach the animal hospital for getting snacks. Jiwoo tricked Kayden as he actually brought Mr. Cat for a check up. The introduction didn’t go well......let’s just say Kayden wants to kill the doctor. He gets checked by the doctor while being extremely uncomfortable. The doctor explains what happened while Jiwoo will be relieved and Kayden, he is a cat and acts like one. Hooray! Everyone is nice! The doc then suggests for Kayden to go for a diet..........why do I feel like he will die soon by Kayden.
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They leave and Kayden sees a ✨monster cat✨ That’s a cat? You sure? My cat identifying skills must have went down when I saw Garfield in a manhwa. They do the most logical *cough* cliché *cough* thing and run. The cat chases them, sure the cat has nothing better to do than following Garfield and a cinnamon roll. They got cornered *insert thrilling music*. Jiwoo pulls out a....cat toy fishing rod!?!?!?! Why do I think this will actually work? Why does Kayden look amazed by that? 
“Hello, yes, I need a eye check up. Why? Because I am seeing weird things!”
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It actually worked! Then Jiwoo looks at Kayden and he.....
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I am def going to use that. Imagine this happening-
Years Later
Jiwoo: Remember the day we first met that monster cat. Well I checked the cameras and took some pix. Check this out *hands above pic* Kayden: *looks at pic and then screams into a pillow*
So, that’s how the chapter ends. Jiwoo uses ‘Mr. Kayden’ so....even I will!
Chapter 3
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catsvrsdogscatswin · 3 years
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Higurashi Gou Liveblog: Episode 22
Okay so the thumbnail is Takano? Looking evil? Where the heck is his episode gonna go?
Okay so Satoko killed herself and Rika and restarted the arcs. Featherine observing things, as she does, like the bitch she is.
Satoko stonefacing as Rika talks about high society again is great.
SHE'S GONNA DO THE "USODA!" BIT ISN'T SHE.
She did it! She did the iconic bit!
I like how they bring up something that never happened in our eyes to underline this point. I also actually like how Satoko is communicating with Rika and laying out her reasons for why she absolutely does not want to go to that school.
Satoko has adjusted to dying and being reborn…shockingly fast. Like, no hesitation, factoring it into her plans, everything.
"Oh Rika, you're so stubborn. Teaching you won't be as easy as I expected." Bruh you're literally rewinding time to trap her in one spot so she won't leave you. Stubborn is not Rika's MO right now, Satoko.
Can I say with my whole entire chest how much I HATE Satoko being so randomly but persistently yandere. Its groundless and out of nowhere and painful to witness, as far as writing goes. 
Yeah see this is exactly why I didn't want the witches anywhere near Higurashi.
Okay yeah, because this is the first Satoko has heard of Rika being a time looper. As far as she knew, Rika was just being weirdly stubborn about all this.
Oh god, so now Satoko's going to see everything Rika went through.
HEY SATOKO MAYBE AFTER SEEING ALL THIS SHIT YOU SHOULD FEEL MORE SYMPATHETIC FOR YOUR FRIEND INSTEAD OF FEELING MORE DESPERATE TO KEEP HER IMPRISONED. JUST MAYBE.
Wait, is this why we don't see Satoshi or Shion as much? Because Satoko found out about him being beneath the clinic and did something about it?
Yeah I don't like Gou. Full stop. Satoko was best friends with Rika, and after seeing all that shit, she should've been sympathetic to her best friend, not determined to utterly crush her spirit. It doesn't matter how bad things were at St. Lucia's, Satoko and Rika have been much closer friends for much longer. This is such bullshit. They're completely trampling over Satoko's character.
"This is but a contest of endurance." BERNKASTEL SAID SHE WON A CONTEST OF ENDURANCE WITH LAMBDADELTA IN UMINEKO. I SUPER DO NOT LIKE THIS. 
In conclusion, Gou has been skating on thin ice for most of its latter half but this is the episode that made me just give up on ever finding a way to like it. I could forgive and even like it as an independent series, but turning Satoko into a villain and invalidating everything that we achieved, every message that we found, in the original series is a crap idea.
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*HEAVY BREATHING* CYBERVERSE S2 EPISODE 11  AND 12  WATCH
I GOT SPOILED BY THE THUMBNAIL, I THINK MY BOY SKYFIRE IS FINALLY GOING TO SHOW UP!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“This Seeker Seeker” Wheeljack you DORK
Teletron X: We are under attack! :D
IM LOSING IT, OPTIMUS SAID “STARSCREAM” IN THE SAME ANNOYED / HARASSED TONE THAT MEGATRON ALWAYS USES WHEN HE SAYS “STARSCREAM”, THAT”S KILLING ME
LMAO MEGATRON LITERALLY YELLS “STARSCREAM” IN THE NEXT SCENE, MAN I LOVE THIS SHOW
JETFIRE!!!!!!
HES FRICKIN BRITISH
I MEAN HE’S NOT BRITISH-BRITISH, BUT HE”S LIKE A KNIGHT DORK
THE JETFIRE AND SIRFETCH’D REVEAL HAPPENED IN THE SAME WEEK...AND THEY’RE BOTH DORKY KNIGHTS... *illuminati symbols while X-files theme plays*
 SKYBITE?!?
IM GLAD THE INTRO IS PLAYING RN SO I HAVE A MINUTE TO COMPOSE MYSELF
DORKY KNIGHT JETFIRE...I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY SWEET NERDY SCIENTIST BOY
Hot Rod: Oh no, not him! I thought he died in that supernova! I love how casually Hot Rod says “aw man, not this dude, he’s so annoying :( I really thought he was dead :((((” lmao
OH OK SKYBITE IS A FRICKIN SHARKTICON, THAT’S WHY I KNEW HIS NAME
Gosh I really hope Starscream and Jetfire were old friends in the Cyberverse universe now because I want to know how the hell Starscream put up with him Talking Like That
lmao I love Grimlock’s commentary 
Jetfire: Who landed this thing? Hot Rod? Me: *nearly squirts water out of my nose because that unexpectedly made me laugh* ALSO HEARING OPTIMUS LAUGH AT THAT WAS SWEET....I DON’T THINK I’VE HEARD HIM LAUGH BEFORE....:’)
lmao I love that Jetfire reuniting with the Autobots was so casual meanwhile Skybite frickin plowed into Megatron and Megatron’s just like “YO Skybite!!!”
IT’S SO CUTE HEARING MEGATRON LAUGH NON-MALICIOUSLY TOO, THANK YOU CYBERVERSE
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SWEET GENTLE-LOOKING BOY......
I love how when I first saw an image of Jetfire I was like “SWEET BOY??? SWEET BOY??? NICE KIND BOY???” but the second he opened his mouth I was like “NO”
Not that I’m saying I don’t like Jetfire, it’s just that I got frickin whiplash from the expectation vs. reality thing, lmao. He’s still a dork, just not the kind of dork I was expecting. Not really my thing, but I’m interested in seeing how they take his character regardless. Who knows! I’ll keep an open mind, even if this character trope isn’t one I’m typically interested in.
OH SHOOT HE JUST BIT JETFIRE’S WING, BRO U GOOD?????
THUNDERCRACKER!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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“Jetfire, my old friend” AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I KNOW THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NO WAY THIS WILL GO HOW I EXPECT IT TO GO BUT THAT STILL GOT ME FEELIN SO TENDER
Jetfire: Our friendship ended long ago, Starscream Starscream, slowly retracting his hand and turning his back: No matter Me, bawling my eyes out: HE WENT DOWN ON ONE KNEE AND OFFERED YOU HIS HAND JETFIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE HE’D DO THAT FOR!!!!!!!!!
JETFIRE YOU’RE SUCH A MORON
Starscream: My old friend! Jetfire: I don’t want to play with you! Starscream: No wait look, I’ve got a cool toy that’ll help you beat up your new boyfri---I mean, enemy Jetfire: OH????
Starscream what are you playing at. I mean obviously it’s nothing good but
OH SHOOT THEY TOOK OUT EACH OTHER’S TEAM LEADERS
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Megatron goes from surprised to concerned in .2 seconds and BOY DOES THAT SURE KILL ME
AND THE WAY HE SAYS “OPTIMUS”, WAILS!!!!!!
Also I can’t believe they can casually call each other up like this, like it’s no big deal. Idiot ex boyfriends who never got around to deleting each other’s numbers, smh
OH MY GOSH IS THAT THE ARENA!!!!!!!!!!!! OK I KNOW THAT’S NOT KAON’S ARENA BUT AHHHHHH
Man the Allspark upgrade is a great narrative way for Cyberverse to get around Hasbro’s “Hey we need a new dorky armor design for this character so we can make new toys of them” requests
OH NO MEGATRON AND OPTIMUS
oh pfft they’re fine, it’s Jetfire and Skybite who fell
OH NO JETFIRE
lmao get rekt Skybite
OPTIMUS NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man for half a second I seriously thought Megatron was going to reach out and grab him, that would’ve been awesome
LMAO JETFIRE DOESN’T EVEN TURN AROUND TO CHECK TO SEE IF OPTIMUS IS OK, THANKS A LOT JETFIRE
JETFIRE GO HELP OPTIMUS YOU BIG LOSER
OK THANK GOODNESS JEEZ, IT’S ABOUT TIME SOMEONE HELPS THIS OLD MAN UP
ok but for real Starscream, did you power these two dudes up just so they’d kill each other or did you have some other motivation
OH SHOOT EPISODE 12 IS UP TOO??? ALRIGHT HERE WE GO: EPISODE 12
Starscream’s up to no good, as usual
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Starscream: *obviously doing something shady, up to no good, grinning that grin of his* Me, fondly: That’s my boy
I love that Acid Storm is the tech person of the group, that’s so fun
also this episode title ‘’I Am The Allspark’’ has me so worried
OHHHH STARSCREAM BUDDY THAT DOESN’T SEEM SMART but dang if that doesn’t look cool
Starscream: Now I have the power to return everyone to the Allspark! Beginning with YOU! Seekers: *act genuinely surprised as though Starscream hasn’t been talking about killing everyone since day one* LIKE, DO YOU GUYS ACTUALLY ONLY SHARE ONE BRAINCELL, HOW COULD THIS POSSIBLY BE A SURPRISE TO YOU
I’m still betting on Slipstream popping up and screwing up his plan since she’s part of the Allspark now too
Aw Jetfire’s part of the team now
BUT WHERE IS ARCEE
MEGATRON!!!!!!!!
“Optimus Prime...always one step ahead. Makes it easier to shoot you in the back!” Gosh I love Megatron, what a dork
YEAH GUYS YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE BIGGER PROBLEMS, PLEASE FOCUS
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THAT’S SUCH A GOOD LOOK!!!!!
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*goes absolutely nuts every time Megatron and Optimus work together / do anything in synch*
KICK HIS BUTT WINDBLADE oh shoot JETFIRE WENT UP THERE TOO LMAO
I’d love to see Jetfire and Windblade become friends just so they can complain about Starscream together
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Case in point
Oh shoot this ain’t looking good gang
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 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS THE MEGATRON AND STARSCREAM INTERACTION I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR ALL SEADSON
That legitimately scared me for half a second HE ZOOMED UP IN HIS FACE SO FAST, I LOVE IT
GOSH I love the expressions in Cyberverse, Starscream went from “blind fury” to “oh you poor pathetic mortal” in 2 seconds and it’s delicious.
“You’re welcome” OH SNAP
I LEGITIMATELY KEEP HAVING TO PAUSE AND REMIND MYSELF TO BREATHE, AHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY’RE BOTH SO AWFUL, THIS IS SUCH GREAT DIALOGUE
“Why should I? You’re Starscream. You always have failed, and you always will” HOLY HECK THAT’S BELOW THE BELT MEGATRON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Meanwhile Shadow Striker’s in the background like “BRO STFU, YOU’RE DUMB MOUTH IS GOING TO GET US ALL KILLED”
COME ON CHEETOR, KEEP IT TOGETHER
Man Starscream’s got such a massive inferiority complex (courtesy of Megatron, among other things) that he had to literally merge with the Allspark to try and feel like he was worth something, o o f....
Bruh we really need Rung in this series, this boy needs therapy
COME ON OPTIMUS DO SOMETHING
NOICE
WAY TO CUT IT CLOSE OPTIMUS
OH NO IS HE OK
CYBERVERSE PLEASE DON’T KILL OPTIMUS AGAIN
Megatron: Who could ask for anything more? Except for your spark Optimus, weakly: Are you proposing?  Bumblebee: THIS REALLY ISN’T THE TIME TO BE FLIRTING
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This is such a good screencap but IM HURTIN SO BAD
LMAO THE SCRAPLETS ARE GOING WILD
DO IT WINDBLADE, GET THE ALLSPARK, REVIVE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!!
Shockwave: I now have 50 more children Grimlock: NO FAIR
SHADOW STRIKER PLS (but boy if I don’t love seeing the gals going at it)
BEE PLS PROTECT OPTIMUS
Wow they really aren’t holding back showing the Scraplet deaths
HECK YEAH, WINDBLADE GOT TO SAY THE THING!!! SHE SAID AUTOBOT ROLL OUT
CHEETOR PLEASE BE CAREFUL LITTLE KITTY CAT
MEGATRON COME ON
OH NO WHERE IS BEE
OH SNAP HE GOT STARSCREAM!?!? lmao and he’s dragging him by the foot, thanks Bee
WAIT THAT’S IT!? NO, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT EPISODE, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
I LOVE CYBERVERSE SO MUCH!!! PLS DONT KILL MY BOY OPTIMUS
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