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yuugen-benni · 8 months
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SFW Alphabet - Ayatsuji Yukito
A/N: I hope this is like an apology to the Anons who requested with him…and warn me if I forgot a letter...the letter D has a personal hc....
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
We can say that Ayatsuji's way of showing affection is indirect: He brags about you. He doesn't do it in front of you, but he does find a smart, understated way to brag about you no matter the situation.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
You can be his friend and just not know it. He acts in a neutral and sometimes irritating way, you will only enter the list of people who have already been ''insulted'' by Ayatsuji (note: the first person on the list is Tsujimura…..), but a simple way to know that you are really a friend to him is to remember if one day he showed you his collection of dolls.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
He isn't clingy....or he is ? When can say 'sometimes'. He would usually cuddle while facing you, with a tight hug around you while he stroke your hair
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Growing up on his own means he knows everything about cleaning and cooking, so he's sure to help with a thousand things.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
It depends on the reason, but in general he would be calm, direct and decided. Unfortunately he would not accept explanation, nor tears, he would just walk away.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He's in no rush, as he believes you'd be gone before you two even thought about it due to his ability and his high-risk job. He is neither ashamed nor afraid of this matter and sincerely believes that getting married would not change their normal relationship much, although calling you wife/husband will be a great satisfaction for him.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Make no mistake: He treats you like a doll, but not like a child. Ayatsuji may appear hostile but he would never hurt anyone other than the targets he is sent to investigate. He tries his best to get you to distance yourself from his work in the Special Division for Unusual Powers, especially if you're sensitive. He is always there to look into his eyes and comfort you in the best possible way.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
The main times he hugs you is when he finally comes home after weeks at the office. He considers hugs a more intimate gesture so only in private will he hug you but his hugs are firm and comfortable, one hand cradles your back while the other strokes the back of your head.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Ayatsuji is someone who has rarely been in relationships due to various circumstances, and for him to trust his partner 100% to say such a sentence will take time. Although if you say it first he will say it back.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Jealous ? Never. He's protective but when jealous ? No, He might get annoyed when ignorant people who know you're his partner flirt with you because they are making you uncomfortable, But nothing more than that.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Whether on the lips or a simple peck, his kisses are slow and sometimes give you goosebumps at how soft they are. He pretends he doesn't care about kisses, but he often takes you by surprise (a VERY good surprise…) and his favorite places are your hands and forehead
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Totally indifferent?…Not that he's bad with kids, but he pretends he definitely doesn't want to be around. it's even funny to see you getting along with the little ones and he just looks on with a neutral expression (even with a little girl grabbing his leg to look at the doll he usually carries with him)
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He wakes up much earlier than you can imagine, so mornings with him are rare but when they do they are still as calm as night but he teases you for no reason at all (Or maybe because of the fact that your raspy voice and mind, still, messed up is fun for him)
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Silent and cozy nights, where you lie on his chest and he strokes your head. He is often the last to sleep, lost in thought though his coronation plays in a quiet, slow rhythm.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He is a mysterious person, like many skill users in Yokohama. There is no day and time, he can suddenly open up to you, and say many and few words, fast and slow information, surprising and normal. It can even look like a puzzle, and you're the only person who has more pieces.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
His eyes are always on you, even when you think he's busy, he just watches everything: what you like to do, eat, wear, what your habits are, what you murmured....
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The first time you cried in front of him. Yes, it's strange but for him it was like the 'first time you showed who you really are', he was serious the whole time but the way his words were firm-calm and without a hint of a flinch, it made your tears stop for a minute.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
When I said he always keeps an eye on you, I also meant protecting you, especially since this guy has enemies that easily kill a civilian; Although you are also under observation by the Special Division secretly…
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He would put a lot of effort into it. Dates, anniversaries and gifts. He value things, even if they are small and he would put all his effort in making you happy.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I would say smoking, but there's also something better to say: Answers. He is the master of responding in a bad way/sarcastically which can, and will, get on your nerves. You'll just start to understand Tsujimura-
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He has more to worry about than that, and the mf know he is hot-
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He's more on the ''logical'' side and not sentimental, but Ayatsuji knows that you've become something else for him. And he can certainly say that longing or the feeling of missing something is something horrible for all beings
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
When you first started living at his house, HE DOESN'T SMOKE, and I mean NEVER, especially if you're allergic or hate the smell. He can even go on the porch, close the door and smoke a pipe, but the last thing he will do is smoke inside the house
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Liars and people with a childish/immature mind. He's not usually a social person but when he become close to someone he want them to be honest with him
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He doesn't usually sleep much given his day-to-day, but he likes to sleep in the early hours of the morning, when everything calms down, usually from 3 am to 6 am
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miyakyo · 4 months
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They are so dear to me....
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savasavva · 1 year
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stage play lil studies
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doubleskk · 2 years
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linklethehistorian · 4 months
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verlaine wednesday
I missed last Wednesday, so I had to wait until Wednesday again to post this. Also yes that pic do be accurate as hell to current Paul. 😔💖
I mean, he did kinda bring it upon himself but nevertheless.
What a tragic idiot. Patting him on the head in his wicker chair.
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So i was reading Strombringer right, and when i see Chuuya describing Dazai to Adam and i read the line
"he's the kinda type that would sell water to someone drowning"
I-
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hyperanthropia · 2 years
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I just finished reading The Untold Origins of the Detective Agency and the way teenager odasaku is described here… “The boy’s dark-brown eyes were frighteningly vacant, void of even a fragment of emotion.”, “his lifeless eyes.”, “empty, emotionless eyes”. those quotes reminds me a lot of how he sees dazai during his mafia days. and it gives me goosebumps imagining that he’s haunted by dazai’s uncovered eye, a single hole deep into his soul, where odasaku has found his younger self again. and that’s probably one of the many reasons he became attached to dazai, because now, he understand that he’s just a kid who need love and protection, just like he did.
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noose-lion · 2 years
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Bsd Quick Analysis: No Longer Human
Spoilers: light novels and movie
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Spark notes version: Dazai does not need to be in direct contact with the target, but it's still very complicated.
The most important aspect of Dazai's ability we have seen exhibited so far is touch. In any case in which Dazai has nullified another character's ability he is in contact with the user or the ability itself.
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Scenes such as this really make one question how real abilities truly are. Where did all the force go when the abilities dissipate? Perhaps since the fact it was generated by the abilities themselves, 'No Longer Human' absorbed the force of them too.
Dazai explicitly states, in his and Chuuya's fight with Lovecraft, that his ability is absolute and without exceptions. I believe in the dub he even goes on to say that no ability can affect him. Throughout the series any ability that he nullifies, he's had either contact with the user or contact with the ability's physical form. Various forms of contact, but more or less a direct touch. We see this in his fight with Randou in which the subspace walls cannot be reached by him, so he is unable to nullify it. (As to my limited knowledge of the light novels, this scene plays out a bit differently and may be the pulled thread in my tapestry of a theory/analysis.) Or how when Q's power was activated Dazai needed to touch Q or the doll to disable it and touching an affected individual wouldn't disable it within said person.
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Randou avoids ever trying to activate his ability on Dazai. Even the old mafia boss zombie uses a long-range scythe and never touches Dazai.
This leaves us in a stump when it comes to the newest chapters and the time stopping ability. Why doesn't it work on him?
We have a good handful of abilities that are without physical corporeal forms. 'Flawless', 'All Men Created Equal', the time stopping one, to name a few. And whether these abilities hold effect on Dazai boils down to intent. 'Flawless' would work on Dazai (as long as he's not touching Oda) because 'Flawless' has no direction other than providing its user with 6 seconds of foresight.
But 'All Men Are Created Equal' and the time stopper ability have targets, Agency members and the whole of time respectively. Therefore, they would directly effect Dazai were he not immune, his ability only working because the ability has intent to affect him. I would assume that the abilities would be be nullified if Dazai touched the user.
We've seen Dazai nullify abilities through direct skin to skin touch and through clothing. Such a thing seems to be contradictory. Here is where the theory fully comes to light.
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Clothing does not stop 'No Longer Human', though there does always seem to be a slight delay when clothing is in the way. This is also seen when Dazai nullifies Steinbeck's ability.
'No Longer Human' spreads upon human contact, seeking out other abilities.
If Dazai touches a target with skin to skin touch the ability is automatically nullified, just as it is when he touches an ability itself. (He can nullify an ability by touching the target's hair with a fraction of a second delay.) Clothing acts a barrier (or path in some cases, such as in the light novel 15) between his ability and another person's, and therefore delays the nullification of an ability. It does not stop it. Multiple layers of clothing creates a longer delay, and clothing created from the skins of animals will block the nullification in full (such as leather gloves).
Dazai's ability is always active, it's not as passive as it is often made out to be. When he touches another person it is drawn to consume the other ability, to smother it.
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Dazai touches Chuuya's skin directly on their first meeting because he is aware if the delay in 'No Longer Human' and of Chuuya's prowess and quick reaction time. He does the same when nullifying Corruption. And obviously not because of gay thoughts.
I read somewhere that in 55 seconds, that it is explained that there is a 0.5 second window before his brain dies that Yosano’s ability 'Thou Shall Not Die' can heal him. In Dead Apple his ability is unaffected by the 'Dragon's Breath' mist (another formless ability with intended targets), and only once his heart rate begins dropping to critical levels was his ability able to separate from him and create the singularity. (In my quick analysis of the fog/mist, I talk about this a bit more, alongside the meaning of the ability) It's canon that abilities can continue to exist without or outside of the users, (a topic I'd love to address) and this is what happens in Dead Apple.
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I would argue that 'No Longer Human' is part of Fyodor's plan to rid the world of abilities (using the Book). And is the only reason Dazai is still alive. The events in Dead Apple are good enough proof of this.
Dazai has no control over his ability. He can't turn it off. He can't choose when to use it. In a prior Quick Analysis I made, I mentioned that the abilities are a reflection of the user (I have an excellent and thought out theory on this.) The outlier here would be Dazai. As is known, 'No Longer Human' is the antithesis of all abilities. If an ability is a reflection of a person's self, of their humanity, 'No Longer Human' takes that from them. 'No Longer Human' is a parasite to other abilities and Dazai is it's host.
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cathy-plus-e · 1 year
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Hope this will stay for some months tbh
Come on guys, we can do it!
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dfrnzxx · 2 years
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Here's sm more old art, I love this one sm hope u like it too :))
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snailcakexd · 2 years
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stormbringer was the saddest but also the best thing i've ever read
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yuugen-benni · 8 months
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''Between bows and lace''
Summary: Your doll shop opens in front the library, Ayatsuji's secret office; His interest is piqued…but not only in the store Type: fluff!!!, drabble, requested, a bit ooc ?, may contain spelling mistakes
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Collecting, the act of selecting, gathering and organizing certain things, often based on an emotional attachment or not. There are people who collect coins, books, instruments, cars or even dolls, your passion…or should I say obsession? It really doesn't matter.
With your doll shop you shared your passion with children and adults; Collectors came and went to buy, barter, or offer some kind of partnership. But what you didn't expect was that when the door bell rang, telling you that a customer had entered the store, you would come across… a detective? His expression was serious, almost expressionless.
'Would he be a customer himself?…' You ask yourself mentally, although you know your small shop wasn't a front place for crimes that constantly happened in Yokohama, but did that information matter now? No, because panic swallowed you more and-!
''Do you make these dolls?'' Ayatsuji asks, not taking his eyes off the little ones, and that was enough to bring you back to reality.
''Oh…excuse me, welcome to the Dollhouse. Yes, we manufacture and exchange dolls with collectors…'' You answer, leaving behind the counter and heading towards him, revealing your 'uniform', a dress full of ruffles, ribbons and lace with delicate colors; long sleeves and white thigh-high stockings.
your unique outfit catches Ayatsuji's eye, causing him to momentarily divert his attention from the dolls. He seems intrigued but unimpressed by the way you've incorporated the shop's theme into your attire, perhaps he's already noticed you, at the behest of Special Division? I doubt.
''An interesting fit between the store and your own style,'' Ayatsuji comments, as he turns to the shop windows
''Oh, uh…This is how I connect with customers…especially with children'' You say a little embarrassed, while fidgeting nervously with the hem of your dress ''But then, what exactly would you like? We have a variety of dolls, from all eras and styles-''
''Actually, I'd like to make a doll''
''Wait, do? So you also produce them…But-''
''With your appearance''
You swallowed hard, surprised by the unexpected request. Making a doll of your own appearance wasn't something you would normally hear of, but the idea was intriguing. However, you still had some questions.
"A doll that looks like me?" you repeated, trying to better understand what he had in mind.
Ayatsuji nodded, his eyes still scanning the various dolls on the shelves. "Yes, exactly. With the details of your dress and your unique appearance. It would be… something unique''
''Then-''
''Then I'd like to see it more often…so I'll make a perfect replica''
As you processed his words, a range of emotions mingled within you - surprise, honor and, oddly enough, a certain warmth…? Maybe it's because of how your cheeks suddenly turned red……You were momentarily speechless, taken aback by the sincerity in the detective's words and your only reaction was nod.
And before you knew it, he was out the front door, ready to light his pipe again, ''Hey! By the way, call me [name]!'' You introduce yourself, a little too late, but in a louder tone. You didn't know if he heard you, but then he murmurs
''[name], a good name for a dainty doll''
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A/N: Requested by @dearestsugar - (I preferred to write a drabble instead of a hc, I hope you like it!)
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miyakyo · 2 years
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Sometimes I'm just chillin' then I remember how in The Way I Picked Up Dazai (Side B) we got to see Dazai so desperately trying not to lose his friend that he was willing to give up on his plan cause he was afraid of being lonely since Odasaku was the only real friend he's ever had and even so he made that sacrifice cause his best friend's life was more important than anything... haha
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doubleskk · 2 years
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linklethehistorian · 4 months
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thoughts on verlaine x adam?
Ooooh, this is my first time getting a shipping ask! Very cool. As you may or may not know, I have had asks open on the topic of shipping thoughts and character headcanons for some time, so I am very happy to have actually received one!
Let’s get started!
Ship: Paul Verlaine (BSD) x Adam Frankenstein (BSD)
Fanon ship name: Unknown
Have I ever heard of this ship before this ask?: No, this is my first time hearing of it.
Do I ship this ship?: No, not personally; I have other Verlaine ships I’m more interested in, and I’m mostly a one ship per character type of person (barring any potential past relationships).
My personal rating of this ship: 8/10
More in-depth thoughts:
Even though it’s not really for me personally, I think this ship definitely has a lot more potential than some of the other ships I’ve seen in the fandom, dynamic wise, and I can definitely see why someone would be interested in shipping it:
With Verlaine and Adam both canonically being artificially created beings, there is definitely a common ground they share that I feel could fairly easily bring them together in one way or another in some manner of AU.
Since they both have such different philosophies on what it means to “not be human”, I could easily see one or the other being fascinated by those unique outlooks; Adam is totally fine with what he is and doesn’t mind performing his created duty of protecting humans and bettering the world, even if he has dreams of his own, whereas Paul is completely discontent with what he is, feels he shouldn’t have been born, and wants revenge against humanity for forcing him to exist.
In time, it could be possible for one to convince the other of his own philosophy; Verlaine could convince Adam to despise humanity for creating him only to be used and potentially discarded if needed for their own selfish gain, and we could have a villain Adam Frankenstein AU, or Verlaine could be persuaded to find peace and a purpose in his being and perhaps help Adam create his dream of a non-human detective agency, creating a good detective Paul AU of some manner. There’s definitely room, whatever the case, for someone to play with this dynamic in a cool and interesting way, so yeah! It may not be my specific thing, but I can see it! I hope you have fun with it if it’s your ship, and there aren’t a lot of Adam ships in the world to begin with, so the more the merrier. 💖
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