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Getting It Your Way | Jung Hoseok

**Minors do not read**

Summery: Your best friend, Hoseok, have just released his new album and you couldn’t be more proud. But with a new album comes a listening party where he for the first time invites you. You being a supportive friend couldn’t say no to him, but did he realize that it would be the first time for you to meet the members?

Paring: Idol!Hoseok x f!Reader | F2L

Genre: Romance, Fanfiction. || Smut, fluff, angst. | SLOW BURN.

Word count: 14.6 k. A long one I know...

Warnings: Alcohol consuming, intimidate dancing, slapping, oral F. rec., no condom F. on the pill tho, face riding, switch! Hoseok, sub! reader, public $3x.

‣ A/N: I was inspired by the Bangtan Bomb showing the listening party for Jhopes new album, Jack in the box. I would say that this story is (maybe?) me trying to honor Jhopes new album cause it is really phenomenal. Hope you like the story. (;

“Y/N you have to come! I can’t do this without you!”

“Yes you can! You’ll be fine! You have your members, you don’t need me there beside what am I supposed to do there? drink while staring at you having fun?”

“You could dance with the rest of us, or try and talk to some people, besides you know I wouldn’t just let you sit and do nothing.” Of course you knew that Hoseok wouldn’t, and if you were honest you were only trying to find excuses to not go with him.

You weren’t normally the shy type, communication skills was a basic knowledge for you making it very easy for you to be around strangers and friends, but there was something in you that felt so terrified, so intimidated when thinking about meeting the rest of Hoseoks friends. The people who would be there were either famous like him or just really talented artists which you could only ever dream about becoming.

Hoseok could see the hesitation in you, he could read you like an open book, but he also knew that you would truly love to be there as the atmosphere would be right up your street. Hoseok was like you, good to be around strangers, but there was a calmness and easiness over you which he never could learn. “Come on Y/N! You have never said no to a little party party before, why now?” It was specially that calmness that Hoseok really adorned and needed, cause he himself was more than nervous.

“Because Hoseok, when you normally ask me if I want to party party as you so finely called it, it’s at a random club where no one is famous or really talented people, or not that I know of at least.” You sighed. You knew that he would get his way whatever you did cause that was just how you two worked.

Hoseok always managed to get his way.

You had known Hoseok for years even before BTS. You used to go in the same Primary school as him. One day you had bumped into the little boy who was crying cause he had been bullied by some guy, you had immediately comforted him telling him that he wasn’t all the things the other guy had said he was, and there you two just clicked – Like puzzle pieces fitting perfectly.

Now thinking of your friendship there were just pieces missing. Both of you were too busy to really give each other time and to be frank Hoseok had really changed throughout the years, to the better or worse? You couldn’t tell, you didn’t spend enough time with him anymore to know who he was.

Hoseok tried to give you as much time as possible after he joined BTS, but there would always be long breaks in between him contacting you as he had to focus on work, and if you contacted him he would never answer on anything before hours had passed and you forgot what you wanted to say.

You didn’t blame him, you knew work was tough but damn, It pained you to think back to the times before everything were you two were inseparable... but oh well! Time changes and you two even though still friends had just grown apart from each other.

Either way though, there was no doubt that for the both of you you still valued each other at a high level, and that was also why Hoseok really wanted you there.

“Pleasee Y/N, you really want me to beg?... For old times sake.”

And that little sentence was maybe the only thing he had to say for you to finally change your mind. A look over at his pouty face and you knew you had already lost the battle. “Finee!! Why do you always make me do stuff like this??”

Hoseok let out a heart filled laugh, a laugh you loved dearly.

“So when is it?”

You and Hoseok were currently located at your apartment. It was a nice size and it was a place Hoseok liked to come as it reminded him about life as a non famous. He loved his own place that he had just moved into, but there was something so homely and real about your place that filled him with joy.

Looking over at you Hoseok answered “It’s tomorrow night already. Yoongi won’t be there, but Jimin, Taehyung, Seokjin, Namjoon and Jungkook will.”

Nice...

You felt your own nervousness rise ten times as he named who would be there. Of course you knew all the members names, but funny enough there had never been a time where you were introduced. Again this was because of work, also your own work.

Cause you couldn’t give Hobi all the credits on working hard. You worked at a high school as a teacher in English. It kept the bills and gave you money, but you had two side jobs, one being a writer another being a music artist, Hobi being your biggest fan.

“Sounds fine, is there a dress code or can I choose freely?”

Hobi placed himself on a chair sitting vise versa meaning his stomach against the backrest and his arms resting on top. You swallowed as you saw his figure sit like that, there was just something about it you couldn’t put words to. His clothes too, the way his baggy tee hugged his shoulders almost made him look smaller than he was.

You and Hobi had much of the same style when it came to clothes, baggy was your favorite as it was both comfortable and stylish - in the right combo. But you did too enjoy dresses and more feminine clothes. You always liked to think of your style as; Changing, new thinking and mood depending.

“No dress code, I know you’ll look fabulous anyway, I mean just look at you now!” Hoseok scanned your frame and nodded to himself. A grin found his lips.

You took a look too already knowing what you were wearing. Baggy ripped jeans with a baggy white tee, then a lot of smaller details such as accessoires, a small scarf tied to your pants, and your shoes which were just some random sneakers. It wasn’t much, but you knew how to style clothes so it would look good.

You gave him a smile. You really appreciated when Hoseok complicated you for either your choice of clothes or your music as it was something that he was really good at and something you often found yourself admiring him for.

Both of you were startled when Hoseoks phone suddenly rang up, him answering it quickly. “Mhm... yes of course... Yea I’ll be there.” When he turned off his phone you could already make out what the conversation meant as he send a pouty look your way.

“I have to go do some final touches on tomorrows listening party, but I’ll see you tomorrow, right??”

“Yea, what time is it?” Hoseok smiled as he had successfully changed your mind and would see you again already tomorrow. He knew he would get it his way.

“Well I’ll be there already at 2 pm, but the other guest will come at 8 pm, so you can come earlier if you want to, the other members will be there at 6 pm so they can get make up done and stuff like that.”

You nodded not really knowing yet what you wanted. It was intimidating to think about coming at the same time as everyone else, but it was even worse to think about being alone with the other members backstage so you would probably come at 8 pm, but you weren’t sure. “I’m not quite sure what I’ll do yet, is it okay if I text you later or maybe tomorrow?”

Hoseok stood up from the chair finding his bag and other stuff before going back to you. “Of course, I’ll probably be a little busy so I’ll maybe not answer, but do whatever you feel most comfortable with, everything’s fine for me.”

You too stood up from your couch as Hoseok went out to your entre to find his shoes.

“I’ll be on my way then, see you tomorrow Y/N!”

“Yea, see you Hobi!” And just like that you closed the door and let a sigh leave your lips. Well, now your plans to do self care with a glass of wine tomorrow night was ruined. You loved Hoseok dearly, he was after all your best friend - At least that’s what you tried telling yourself, but sometimes you wanted to curse him to hell for having such an effect on you, he would always get his way with you no matter what.

But you were thankful that he sometimes had that effect, the effect of making you do everything he asked as you couldn’t say no to him, cause it often had given you some of the best moments in your life that you wouldn’t have experienced if it wasn’t for him.

Extroverts and Introverts normally didn’t go well with each other, but for some reason you two really had a good effect on each other. Him as the extrovert and you as the introvert.

The rest of the day was like a blur, watching dramas and eating the rest of the pizza you had ordered yesterday was the only thing you did.

It was Friday meaning you only had morning classes, that was the reason you had decided to invite Hoseok over so he too could take a small break from all his working. It had taken some convincing, but he finally decided to come over for a short while as he also had to convince you to come tomorrow. He needed you to come as he had already told the rest of his friends that he would bring you, it would have been a little embarrassing if you didn’t show up as he had now told the others that you would.

You couldn’t help but think back to the moment you opened the door for Hoseok to come in. It had been nearly 3 months since you last saw each other, though you texted very much, (When Hoseok actually answered you). When you opened the door you saw Hoseok standing there in all his glory, but it was like something had changed. You had a hard time even beginning to understand what it was that made your heart jump a loop because when you looked it was the same Hoseok, maybe a little more trained cause of his dancing, but that was it. But why was it you felt as if something had changed? And did he feel it too?

Saturday morning you woke up to your alarm. It was 10 am when you stood out of bed to make breakfast.

You hadn’t forgotten the promise you gave to your best friend yesterday that you would come to his party. To be honest as you had gotten time to think more about the party you actually felt very excited. Hoseok was right when he thought you would love to be there - you were honored to be invited and you were extremely proud of Hoseok.

The album which you knew Hoseok had spent years on was so extremely good as there was not one song you didn’t like. It was vibey, it was rhythmic and it had a good beat so you knew you would enjoy listening to it on speakers worth more than your apartment. And then it was true, every little word he sang or rapped was written down with attention and love from the bottom of his heart.

And now that you had said yes you were determined on getting a fantastic night out of it. That was how it always ended up. Hoseok would beg you to either party or come somewhere with him and in the end you would always get so hyped up that you were almost competitive in getting a new best night to remember.

After an easy breakfast consisting of cornflakes you brushed your teeth and took a long refreshing shower.

You still didn’t have anything to do before you would have to make yourself ready. So opening your computer you decided to work on some finishing touches on a book you were writing.

It had always been a comfort for you to write, to live another life that couldn’t help but find it’s way to your head writing the life down was a way to cope with your mind: it took some things out of your mind so there were space for other things.

As an overthinker and introvert it was sometimes hard for you to get space to everything which filled your mind. Luckily you were an extroverted introvert, meaning you didn’t have problems with being together with other people or talking to them, you just had to take time for yourself so you could charge.

You had found a balance that you were happy about, and Hoseok was a part of that balance, if you didn’t have him to drag you to events and stuff you would sit alone in your apartment all day long.

As you were writing you suddenly realized you still had to send Hobi a message telling him when you would show up.

You still couldn’t decide though, you almost saw it as rude if you didn’t show up a little earlier as you knew the rest of the members did and Hoseok would surely tell them that he had invited you as well, but at the same time you were so nervous just thinking about being in a room with 5 strangers who were some of the worlds most known stars. You knew Hoseok would be too busy with the preparations to be together with you if you came earlier, so you would have to be there with them alone, but again wouldn’t it be rude of you to not come a little earlier?

You sighed out as you thought about it.

It was actually ridiculous, they were all humans just like Hoseok why were you so nervous to meet them? Hoseok was just as famous as them but there was no problem being with him, it was only work.

Pulling yourself together you decided you would come an hour before the rest of the guests, that would be something you could manage and it would be nice to maybe try and know a few before everyone else came.

Y/N: - Hi Hobi! Just wanted to inform you I’ll be there at 7 pm. Keep up the good work! and take care until I come there. (;

You knew he probably wouldn’t respond as he told you yesterday, but you still wanted to let him know so he wouldn’t have to think more about it.

Seconds became minutes and minutes became hours and before you knew it the clock was already 6 pm.

As you packed your computer away you thought about what to wear. You had some ideas in mind, but you weren’t sure yet. This was really important to you as style and appearance was always the first impression. You wanted to look both stylish and approachable and at the same time try and find a good balance between mature and childish.

You knew there would be dancing too and even if you weren’t the greatest you weren’t one to say no if you had gotten a glass of champagne, so that was something to think about too.

Sighing you tried on the first outfit.

A baby purple tight-sitting dress, it stopped just above your knees. Putting a soft looking black puffer jacket over you let it rest around your shoulders showing off your collarbone.

Looking in the mirror you knew it would look good, paring it with some bigger accessories and either a pair of high sneakers or pair of heels would defiantly do the job, but just wearing it now you knew you wouldn’t be wearing this. It was uncomfortable to wear as the dress kept riding up your thighs, and you feared it would send a signal that you didn’t want to send.

Sighing you took it off again and tried the second outfit.

Taking out your favorite pair of jeans you knew they would do the job. It was a pair of flare high-waisted black jeans. You knew these were both comfortable and if styled right they were also stylish.

Taking a baggy tee which Hoseok had gifted you to your latest birthday you put it on. It was baby blue color and on it were written ‘A normal person live one life, a writer live hundreds’ then there were other prints on it as well, one of a quill, some roses and small stick men.

You loved the shirt dearly as it was a design Hoseok had costumed himself.

You tucked half of it into your pants and let the rest hang freely. Finally you filled your ears with earrings as you had some piercings there. You took a big golden necklace on and filled your fingers with different rings. Taking a pair of black block heels and a soft blue flannel you knew that it would be this look.

Looking at the clock you saw there were still 20 minutes before you would have to go.

Walking to your kitchen you quickly warmed some leftovers and took them to your room. Laying a soft make up you ate while doing that, putting on eyeliner you tried to really make your eyes noticeable and luckily it worked just as it was meant to.

Running to your bathroom as there wasn’t much time left you quickly brushed your teeth once more and tied your hair up in a low ponytail only to secure it with a hairclip.

Putting a spray of perfume on you decided that you were finally ready.

Taking your bag you checked you had everything, you did, and finally you left the apartment.

When you reached the place Hoseok had explained yesterday you were left with your jaw at the floor. It looked pretty normal from the outside, like a normal entrance to a mall, but what was new was the many cameras and paparazzi which had already found the place.

You weren’t quite sure what to do here. You really did not want to be on some article tomorrow morning making rumors. You weren’t famous for your own stuff and nobody knew you were Hoseoks friend as you both had decided to keep it like that, people were way too quick to make assumptions which you didn’t want to be a part of.

Taking your phone out you called Hoseok. You really hated to disturb him as he probably was busy, but you desperately wanted to know if there maybe were a rear entrance.

To your relief he answered quite fast.

- “Y/N I expected you would call, haha.”

“Yea... I’m outside right now, but the whole entrance is filled with paparazzi, is there a rear entrance or something I can use instead?”

- “Damn those paparazzi... Yea uhm there is an alley at the building beside this one, I’ll come get you so you don’t have to walk alone.” You couldn’t help but smile. Hobi forever the protective friend he was, of course he didn’t want you to walk in the dark alley all alone. His protectiveness for you was something that would never change and you were so grateful for that.

“Yea I’ve spotted the alley, I’ll see you in a bit then.”

- “Yea see you.”

Inside the building Hoseok was in the waiting room together with the members as they got their make-up done. They all watched as he talked on the phone with a smile, and of course they knew who he was talking to. Sharing knowing smiles in between them they couldn’t help but let out small laughs.

“Guys, Y/N’s here I’ll just go get her.” Hoseok said as he hung up and put his phone back in his bag.

“Oh is she?” Namjoon said a teasing smile on his face.

Hoseok rolled his eyes as he saw the expression they were all wearing but he couldn’t help the little smile that covered his lips.

“Seriously y’all need to stop doing that, me and Y/N are friends nothing more.”

He had tried so many times to say that: Nothing were going on between you two, but they just never understood. Ever since they first got to hear about the mysterious ‘Y/N’ they send him looks. Now was his time to prove that you two were only friends and he was determined on doing so.

But even now just him picking you up so you didn’t need to walk in a alley alone they saw it as protectiveness, and that was a key to love - in their world at least.

You were standing at the start of the alley waiting till you could see Hoseok stroll up to you as he did so often. It didn’t take long before you saw him.

You frowned as you observed him walking up to you.

He was wearing a pair of baggy ripped jeans, a black under shirt, a normal shirt and over it a very light denim jacket. Of course he was filled up with different accessories as it was some of your both favorite things to style. He had make-up on like yourself, and his hair was all set and ready to go, the black tone in his hair matching his under shirt.

Again your heart flipped with flutter seeing him walk up to you like that. You knew he was effortlessly beautiful and if you didn’t admit that you were stupid, but you couldn’t help but feel bad. As his best friend you shouldn’t feel like this, but you did.

It was clear that both of you had grown since last seeing each other (not counting yesterday).

When Hoseok noticed you standing ever so lovely in your flared jeans and baggy shirt he felt as if all his nervousness was taken from him. It didn’t miss his eye either that it was the shirt he had gifted to you, and seeing you in it made him feel a certain warmth inside that he couldn’t explain.

“Y/N!!!”

“HOBIII!!!”

You both made a little run over to each other with your arms wide open as he embraced you in a tight hug spinning you around.

Both of you laughed as he let you go only to take a hold of your shoulders to look down at you to get a closer look. “You look absolutely gorgeous Y/N.”

You could feel your cheeks heat up and you thanked the galaxy that it was already dark so he couldn’t see that.

“You don’t look too bad yourself Mr. Handsome.” Hoseok let out a laugh as he swang his arm over your shoulder. You were the perfect height for him to do that gesture.

You two then started to make your way down the alley as he took the lead.

“So tell me are you excited?” As always it was you who started the conversation. It was often you who did that as you always had a question or two in your sleve. Normally you used the trick: ask questions so it wont turn awkward, but you knew you truly didn’t need to do that with Hoseok as it would never turn awkward.

In this case you just found yourself curious.

“I guess, I’m mostly nervous though.” He let a little chuckle escape him as he looked down to see your reaction.

You knew it was wrong timing, but seeing him look down at you with those big curious eyes was something you had never appreciated enough, at least before now. You didn’t know why it suddenly was so overwhelming having him look at you like that, but it surely was.

“I understand why you could be nervous, I would too in your shoes, but seriously Hoseok. I know that you will do so well and that’s not just something I’m saying. You have practiced the welcome speech down to perfection, but still in a way that gives everyone a smile on their lips, and the album is so great, seriously it’s my favorite album of all I’ve ever heard! You were born for this: performance and music.”

While you kept babbling on Hoseok heard every word. There was something in him that settled down: the nervousness, but something else fired up, the latter he couldn’t quite put words on, but he was determined to explore what it was.

You noticed the look he was giving you, those eyes, it was like they saw nothing else than you and you couldn’t even begin to explain how that effected you.

At the same time you were somehow afraid. What if you only imagined it as you did with so much else? What if you ruined your friendship? What if Hoseok didn’t even think about you in that way?

And what way was it even you were referring? Attraction? Crushing? Love?

You couldn’t think about it, it was all too much.

“Thank you Y/N. I knew having you here would calm me.” And he meant every single word. Whatever you said there was that calmness to it which was why Hoseok knew he needed you here.

You lips grew into a smile as your heard him say that. You were set on not looking up at him as you could still feel his smiling eyes on you, but who could you trick.

Looking up you smiled just that bit brighter.

“Your welcome Hobi.”

When the two of you walked into the building hand in hand as Hoseok was dragging you around to see how he and the crew had decorated you felt many stares upon the two of you. If it was cause they didn’t often see Hoseok with a girl or it was because you were so pretty to look at no one knew, but it was sure that all of them when seeing the two of you hand in hand had to try and hide their wide smiles. Something they weren’t really good at.

Hoseok of course didn’t notice this so he kept dragging you around being as oblivious to the situation as ever. But he suddenly became very knowing of him holding your hand the moment he took you with him backstage as all the other boys proceeded to walk out and almost collide into the two of you.

Hoseok let go of your hand faster than a mouse sprinting away from an eagle and you were left with a feeling of emptiness in your hand that you eagerly wished to fill again. But you soon forgot it as well when you saw all the gorgeous men all dressed in different style and color look at the two of you with small smiles.

Many things you could be called but innocent and dumb were neither of them. Just looking at the shit-eating smiles on their faces you knew that it was probably already a joke in their group to tease Hoseok for whatever friendship you two shared just because you were from the opposite sex. The worst thing was though you had to hide a smile on your own when you looked over at their knowing smiles and then to Hoseoks red ears.

He knew they had seen what they just saw before almost bumping into you two and there weren’t shit he could do about it.

“Boys, we were just about to go find you. Everyone this is Y/N, my... friend and Y/N this is Seokjin, Jungkook, Taehyung, Namjoon and Jimin.” He proceeded to point to each of them as he called their name them finally getting control over their smiles and giving you a wave.

Did Hoseok just hesitate to call you his friend or were your ears starting to hear things there weren’t real? cause holly god, your heart started beating at the thought of him calling you by another title, something which would obviously not happen.

“It’s very nice to finally meet you Y/N, Hoseok has told us so much about you.” Namjoon proceeded to give you another one of those smiles and this time you couldn’t help but laugh.

You could feel Hoseok getting uncomfortable in this situation, how he rolled his eyes and his hands couldn’t seem to find peace anywhere, it was clear as daylight that he was flustered and that was something which set the butterflies in your stomach into a fit.

Seeing Hoseok in a situation you hadn’t seen him in before you couldn’t help but tease him, just a little.

“Well I hope he’s only said good things about me.” This was enough to send the other members flying to giggels. The conversation could take a turn to every way it was just a matter of who opened their mouth first to speak.

“Well of course, our Hoseokii couldn’t say anything bad about you if he so even tried his hardest.” Seokjin continued and this left not just he’s ears red but also the start of his neck.

Had this conversation happened some weeks ago you would have been just as red if not more as Hoseok, but there was something so bold in you, something blunt and straightforward that maybe wished for all the things they were ‘secretly’ referring to be true. You longed for their hidden meanings to be true, and to play along you hoped to both send a signal to the members that you could easily play along on their silly games, but also to give an eye opener to Hoseok, try and make him see what you couldn’t tell him yourself as you were to afraid.

Hoseok sighed before finally cutting in as they were all laughing.

“Right. Boys uhm could you go and maybe help on setting the final drinks, I just need to find my cards to the speech.” All of them stopped laughing still with those stupid smiles.

“Sure thing boss, see you later Y/N.” Taehyung said and all of them went along.

You couldn’t help but let out a joy filled laugh. You had been so scared to meet the members, to see them in person and what for? Because they were celebreties? Yea, but you finally realized they were just as human as you, as Hoseok and that helped you to feel at ease as you followed behind Hoseok to the dressing room where he had all of his stuff.

When you got into the dressing room you couldn’t help but look around. Three tables with mirrors and light around was placed at the left side of the room, clothes hangers were on the right side and at the end of the room was a black leather couch were Hoseok had placed his bag.

You again started of the conversation.

“Your friends seems nice.” The smile on your face was no less of what it had been in the hallway and Hoseok could hear that just in the way you spoke.

“They are, but they can be a pain in the ass.” Hoseok let out a giggle as he found his cards.

“Well they’re your friends, aren’t friends supposed to be just that sometimes?”

Hoseok looked over at you with a small smile. It amazed him how you always had the right words to say, always had something positive in every situation.

“I guess you’re right.”

“When am I not right?” The both of you let out a cheerful laugh.

Hoseok looked down at his cards fumbling around with them before looking up at you again. He had something to say you could see it, but he wasn’t sure how to. Your heart began beating up, the eye contact you two held was the most powerful connection you had ever felt. You wanted him to do something, anything, take step closer to you, ask if your friendship should end, most of all you wnated him to kiss you. Hoseok looked down at the paper again and up at you one more time, the tension was at it’s peak, why didn’t he do anything? He was looking like a nerve wreck, his foot was tapping the ground his hands were shaking and you could see heat form in his ears once again. The tension had never been so high between you two yet there was too much distance in between you.

If he couldn’t you would... But just before you could go up to him and take it further than friends would he finally opened his mouth.

“Uhm, I’m sorry Y/N, but I really have to practice the speech so...” Hoseok looked around scratching the back of his neck while letting out a small chuckle.

“O- oh... Uhm yea, of course... I’ll- I’ll just go and see if the boys need help.” and just like that you left faster than you had ever left him. You had never felt so humiliated before so embarrassed in your whole life and at the same time never in your life had you felt so hurt.

You had been stupid for thinking that there were tension between you two, that he maybe just maybe wanted to go over and kiss you just as much as you wanted him to. You felt uncomfortable and stupid, as if he ever wanted to kiss you...

You took long strides towards the big party hall trying your hardest to forget what happened and try and find the positive perspective, but still tears breamed in the corners of your eyes.

Why was it suddenly like this? How had it happened that you felt hard for Hoseok in the matter of two days? But then you realized something as you hadn’t ever thought about it before now, this hadn’t just happened, it wasn’t just you suddenly finding Hoseok attractive, charming and captivating. This was a long long process for years now. You had fallen for him slowly and very safely, but instead of falling up you soared higher and higher, now that you were conscious about it you were finally falling and if he didn’t catch you, you weren’t sure what would happen to your heart.

All your thoughts were interrupted when you heard an ever so sweet voice yell your name with some concern. “Y/N?... Anything wrong?”

You looked up seeing Jimin stride over to you with that concerning frown on his face. You managed to give him a smile trying you utter hardest at fooling him.

“No nothings wrong, I was just thinking.”

Jimin had been laughing together with Taehyung when he saw you come out from the door leading to the hallway, a frown on your face that he couldn’t mistake, that frown was one of doubt connected with a certain ache.

He had then proceeded to go over to you as the empathic creature he was and ask if anything was wrong.

Hoseok had always told you that Jimin was a person who always seemed to see through people as he was so understanding of other humans, and you knew just by the look on his face that he could see right through you. A thing Hoseok also had told you about Jimin - a thing you just couldn’t help but to think of.

Jimin was an exceptional flirter, and he could fool anyone without them knowing anything.

“Well if it’s not to much to ask could you help me with some of the snacks?” Jimin asked you with a sweet smile.

“Of course.” And a genuine smile found your face again.

Inside the dressing room Hoseok was not less humiliated than you were.

He was walking in quick circles while holding his head tightly feeling like the stupidest human on earth. Of course he had felt the tension and there was a part of him, a very big and dominate part, which wanted to give in to the tension, and just as he decided to go with the flow he screwed it up.

Was it the fear of losing his friend? Or was it just him not really knowing how to approach you in a situation like that? he couldn’t tell, but just by the look on your face and the stammer in your voice he knew he had fvcked up, fvcked up real badly this time.

He had wanted to grab your arm and pull you into his chest, but still something in him couldn’t do it and he hated it. He hated the feeling he had probably caused to you, he could only imagine how you would overthink as you so often did, and how you would end up putting all the blame on your own shoulders.

When it in fact was all his fault.

Even the excuse was so lame, he had already perfected the speech and you knew that.

He let out a sigh as he stopped walking around and proceeded to sit down on the couch. It would be so awkward to face you now.

*Knock Knock*

“Come in!” Hoseok yelled but his eyes couldn’t look at anything but the ground in utter shame.

“What happened to you? You look like you spilled your last sprite all over the floor.” Even the witty comment from Jin couldn’t make Hoseok smile which gave Jin the notice that something was defiantly wrong.

“Jin I fvcked up so bad.”

Jin sat himself down beside Hoseok already having a feeling of what this was about. Hoseok had tried to fool the members so many times that he and you were nothing, but now that he was also trying to fool himself he did nothing but hurt himself.

“What happened hmm? Y/N confessed and you rejected her, or?”

Hoseok let out a scoff. He was still not looking at anything but the ground and Jin was getting softer just looking at him.

Hoseok wasn’t one to pour his heart out, but with the new album he had released it was like a part of him opened up and he wasn’t about to close it again. Which meant relying more on his members when telling them his feelings. True feelings.

“It might as well have been that...” Jin crooked an eyebrow now seeing the hopeless expression on his face tear even deeper.

“There was this- tension between us, and it was clear as daylight that she wanted me to kiss her... and I wanted to, but I just... couldn’t. I said that I had to practice my speech and she got the hint and left. Hyung, just the expression on her face.” Hoseok sighed and shook his head lightly.

Jin couldn’t help the small scoff which Hoseok didn’t really mind, he knew that it was bad and that he shouldn��t have done something like that.

“Hoseokii... You’ll have to bring the topic out one way or the other. Tell her how you feel, be honest, the most important thing is that you don’t let this stay in the dark. You two clearly like each other as more than friends and if you’re brave enough it could turn to something rather beautiful.”

Hoseok looked up at Jin finally. He knew Jin always had a good advice so maybe that was why he trusted him with this.

“Thanks Hyung. You’re right... it’s just difficult.”

“I know... Well, I’ll leave you so you can practice your speech.” Jin stood up and couldn’t help but tease Hoseok who now was feeling slightly better. But Hoseok didn’t take that lightly.

“Aish.” Swinging a pillow he hit Jin with it and both laughed. The two left the dressing room walking through the hallway and out the door to the big party hall. He immediately spotted you talking alone with Jimin both of you laughed and you hit Jimin slightly.

Why were you two suddenly so close? Did something happen?

He would have to talk to you, but looking at the clock he knew there weren’t enough time, the guests would be showing any minute now and Hoseok realized that with the nervousness crawling up his spine.

“Hoseok do you want us to turn on the music now?” A staff member came up to him immediately when he and Jin walked out of the door leading to the hallway, on the door was a sign showing ‘staff members only’.

“Uhm yea, you got the right playlist right?” Jin smiled before leaving Hoseok to his job.

Everything looked stunning. From the small tables standing so people had somewhere to put their drinks, to the strong lights changing color in a comfortable speed.

The bar was filled, welcome drinks were ready and Jhopes new album logo was shining brightly on the wall at the scene showing what it was all about.

You were now standing at the far end of the room together with the rest of the members. All of you were chatting among smaller groups. You, Namjoon and Jungkook was engaged in a conversation, even though Jungkook didn’t say much to you. Jimin and Taehyung talked about some other stuff.

“Y/N, you know what we all work with why don’t you enlighten us and tell us what you work with?” It was Namjoon who asked and even if some of them were talking among themselves they all seemed to genuinely care about the question.

“Well officially I work as a teacher in a high school.” All of them seemed to get surprised hearing that, you weren’t the teacherly type of person and you knew that, so the amused faces didn’t confuse you.

“Wow, high schoolers are lucky these days, when I went to school we had an angry old male teacher, really boring type of person.” Jimin proceeded to say making your cheeks heat up, luckily no one noticed in the strong light.

“You don’t seem like the teacher type of person though, no offense.” Jungkook said, one of the first things he had said to you in this evening. You knew he had gotten a glass of Champagne, just like yourself, so maybe he was starting to open up.

Not that you couldn’t handle that though.

“Non-taken, well I teach English, but in my free time I both write and make music.”

Now that seemed to catch their interest and your nervousness to rise. You knew it was probably the music part which they noticed as they all worked with music themselves, but you couldn’t help but to feel stupid for saying it, you weren’t nearly as good as any of them.

“Music? Wow Hoseok never mentioned that.” Taehyung said making you chuckle awkwardly. You took a big sip of the champagne you were holding knowing you would need it.

“I kind off told him not to tell anyone that I work with music.” You scratched your nape trying to think of a way to get out of the conversation, but you had intrigued them all to know just why you didn’t want anyone to know.

“Why would you not want him to tell anyone? You have such a good connection in Hoseok, he could introduce you to people who could help you become a star on your own.” Taehyung again said and the others nodded.

You sighed defeated.

“Well I don’t want to abuse Hoseoks position as Jhope, and I’m not really confident in my music, it’s not a dream of mine to become a famous producer I just really enjoy to play around with some beats and then maybe sell them to a company.” You shrugged trying to explain your situation. There were many reasons as to why you had made the decision to stay hidden from fame and you weren’t about to explain them all, but you gave them some of your most valid reasons.

They all seemed to understand what you meant which you were grateful for. Smiling you saw Jin make his way over to your big group and you immediately changed the topic.

“Jin hey! Are you excited to meet the guests?” You practically yelled startling the others you took a quick sip as Jin approached you

Just as he was about to answer music started playing it was comfortable not to loud but also not totally in the background. Jin shrugged giving you a ‘Meh’ expression. You had figured that they all would be good at handeling people, but you could clearly see them all being just as nervous as you if not more.

“I’m not very good at talking with strangers.” He gave a short but truthful answer.

“Well you seem to have no problem talking with me.” Your smile was bright and in the light it almost made the guys hearts flutter. They all knew you were off-limit which was fine for them, but you still were a beautiful women and they were men.

“Oh but darling you’re no stranger, Hoseok has already told us to much about you.” You couldn’t help the loud laughter, all the boys returned your smiles. Now onto this again.

“What a tease you are Jimin.” You said knowing exactly what you said. He played along sending a wink your way which the rest of the boys immediately noticed. They wanted to question it, question Jimin especially what he was doing flirting with Hoseoks friend, but non of them said anything.

You smiled slightly before looking away from Jimins stare, but he kept it going only looking at you and not giving a damn about who saw it. Licking his lips to spice it up he combed his hair back. You saw it all from the corner of your eyes and you weren’t the only one.

On the other side of the room Hoseok noticed the looks you and Jimin were giving each other. But he also knew there wasn’t a damn thing he could do about it, you weren’t his girlfriend, and you had every right to flirt with whoever you wanted to flirt with.

But he soon enough got something else to worry about as the first guests came in. He greeted them with smiles and laughter showing them in and engaging in a conversation with them to try and maybe forget some of the feelings he had stirred up about you. But he found it hard as his eyes insisted in finding you wherever you were.

30 minutes passed and all the guests had by now showed up. There was cheers with champagne glasses, there was loud talking, there were people dancing it was one big vibe all of it, and you loved it.

Though it was very intimidating to be surrounded by all of these people of importance and big identities, to try and talk together with people you had never met before but only seen on interviews and tv, the champagne in your blood had been putting you more at ease. You were anything to nearly being drunk, but the tip of your nervousness had been taken away by the flowing alcohol in your blood. Which you did not complain about.

Right now you were standing together with Jimin and the famous actor and model Kim Young-Kwang, who you were a big fan of as you were a TV lover, everything K-dramas, movies, series you loved it all. You were trying very hard at hiding you fan behavior though, and seeing Youngkwang carelessly laugh at a joke you fired you concluded that you were succeeding.

Jimin too was laughing joyably at your joke. When the laughter died down you quickly took a sip of your champagne as Youngkwang asked you a question that you had expected sooner or later.

“Tell me Y/N, how do you know Jhope?” He seemed to be very interested in the topic as he obviously couldn’t recognize you as a celeb. You smiled before answering.

“He’s my friend, we go back all the way to primary school.” You said with a light smile, but you were confused when you got another of those knowing smiles from Youngkwang, one of those teasing smiles.

“Sure you’re just friends?”

“Yes, why?” You swallowed hard anticipating his reply. Was it really that obvious that you liked him?

“Cause he’s been staring at you for 5 minutes now.” Youngkwang said and as soon as he did you froze. Both him and Jimin got joyful laughs on their faces as they saw your slightly panic stage. Both of them were standing in front of you having a view to behind you and both had noticed that Hoseok hadn’t taken his eyes of you for now 5 minutes. He was standing together with Namjoon and the musician Jinbo, but he wasn’t really engaged in the conversation they were holding as all his focus were on you.

But you were no chicken when it came to Hoseok so turning around you made eye contact with him for a second before he retreated his eyes and fully engaged in the conversation trying to hide himself there.

The laughter died down behind you as both of them saw how he didn’t want to look at you so when you turned around a defeated glint in your eyes they couldn’t help but to both feel empathy for you.

“I guess it’s complicated.”

Youngkwang felt bad for even bringing it up. He didn’t really know you, but just talking to you and also Jimin like this was nice and for once it was easy, no awkward tension or embarrassing moments, just a nice flow. He had been worried to come here like most others had, but finding some easy going people like you and Jimin was what motivated him.

“You know what? Screw him, or not really cause I’m very grateful to be invited and it’s his party, but... you know what I mean. Why don’t we all go meet some people? Then we can get some drinks and we can all partyyy.” You found yourself laughing at how silly Youngkwang sounded in that moment. You had admired him so much from the tv, but seeing him like this not in a character role or in a total formal setting was nice. You weren’t the most formal person either and you always talked comfortable.

It eased you up and it reminded you of Hoseok.

Cause when you looked at him it wasn’t Jhope you saw – it was Hoseok. You had never really thought of him as some famous celebrity even though he was, but more as your friend you relied so much on. Remembering that was also what made you want to come here in the first place, to get to see who all of these famous people was without a spotlight on them.

“That sounds like a great plan actually.” You downed the rest of your champagne after saying that. Jimin couldn’t help but chuckle at your little figure downing that glass.

“Well what are we waiting for then.”

But just as you three were about to go on and find some new friends the music suddenly turned off and all you heard was two ‘ah’ ‘ah’ sounds from the mic.

Turning around to the stage you saw Hoseok standing there in all his glory, mic in hand and light on him, but you immediately noticed his panic as well. Seeing all the signs in his body language, how his hands shook, he couldn’t stand still and his breathing being too fast even for him: It was like he was snapping after air. In that moment of vulnerability you suddenly realized something you hadn’t even given one thought. Hoseok was dripping with anxiety for how this would go.

You felt useless, foolish and most of all selfish in that moment. For the last 50 minutes or so you had only been thinking about your own emotions, your own pride and humiliation, you didn’t spare a thought to Hoseok as he was the one who had caused you the humiliation, but what had you expected from him? That he would jump into a kiss with you when he already had thousands of things on his mind? Were you really that selfish for thinking he would just throw everything he had to be with you? Apparently so...

Looking at him you two got eye contact again, but instead of looking away or with a harsh facial expression you tried your best at giving him an uplifting smile. Hoseok felt his shaking breathe calm down the moment he saw two thumps-up from you and the smile he loved.

And before he even knew it he started his speech. He walked around jumping a little here and there, throwing some jokes and really engaging people. This was what you meant when you said Hoseok was born to perform, he was natural and calming to listen to and not a single soul was not listening.

And when his speech and explanation of what would happen was done everyone clapped and your eyes followed him as he went down from the stage to sit beside Jungkook.

The first track on Jhopes album began and your eyes still lingered on Hoseok as you admired just how much he was focusing on the sound, on everything, the lights analyzing if everything went right.

“I’m really sorry you two, but I have to find Taehyung and talk to him about something, will you be fine Y/N?” Jimin was the one to interrupt your little bewilderment as you turned to him.

Jimin didn’t want to leave you alone with Youngkwang if he saw even the slightest bit of uncertainty in your eyes, but he also knew that you easily could converse with strangers, beside Youngkwang was now an acquaintance who he had an idea could become a good friend to you as both of you seemed to be agreeable people.

So it didn’t surprise him when you shook your head.

“Of course Jimin, you can go look for Taehyung I’ll be fine.”

Jimin then went on and found Taehyung were you saw them start a conversation while the second track started playing. Your eyes shifted for a short while to Hoseok who was still sitting with Jungkook now bobbing their heads in tack to the music.

“So Y/N, you want something to drink?” You looked over at Youngkwang again remembering how much you had admired this man for his acting skills in dramas, how you would sit up to late night and binge-wacth one of his many dramas. It was amazing to see him in person so chill, and he seemed to be even more relaxed in your present as he had someone to talk to. Could you tell him that you were fan of him? Judging from how he seemed right now you could tell him and he would be honored.

“Yea, I could use a drink.” The both of you giggled as you proceeded to walk towards the bar where not many people were as all of them were listening to Jhopes album.

When you reached the bar he immediately asked you what you wanted to drink.

“I’ll take a... paloma.”

“I see we like it refreshing.” An attractive smile covered his face making you just a little flustered.

“Well yea, I don’t really like if my drink has a too bitter taste of pure alcohol. It just puts me off.” Youngkwang understood your reasoning, he himself wasn’t a too big fan of that bitter taste alcohol had.

You took a moment to look around from where you were standing. The bar was slightly higher up so you had a good view of the screen showcasting Hoseoks music videos.

Speaking off you now observed as Jin too sat himself down joining both Hoseok and Jungkook.

“Here’s your drink miss. I hope it taste.” You couldn’t help but laugh as Youngkwang handed you your drink acting as a server he had even found a dishtowel to put over his arm, he gave you a little bow as you took the glass with a chuckle.

“You know I’m actually a big fan of your work.” You said calmly as ever while Youngkwang placed the dishtowel from where he took it.

When he turned to you it was with a smile. You took a sip of your drink when suddenly a new voice came into the conversation startling you. You defiantly knew that voice, but where you had heard it you couldn’t quite place so when you turned around to see the man who had joined you two you were surprised to the core. You felt your cheeks go hot at the beautiful man before you.

Singer and actor Cha Eunwoo was the one to join you two, he went directly over to Youngkwang and gave him some sort of bro-hug you weren’t familiar with. When Youngkwang saw him he immediately responded with a smile very bright.

The two had to be familiar with one another, maybe cause they both had acted before?

“Are you here too?” Youngkwang questioned whereafter Eunwoo frowned looking at him with a questionable face.

“No, that’s why I’m standing in front of you.” His deep voice did startle you just slightly, but you controlled. It took all your self-control to not just scream right there on your spot as some crazy fan. If Youngkwang where a big person to meet for you don’t even begin to talk about Eunwoo. The heartthrob of all heartthrobs were standing just before you smiling and laughing with one of his friends that you had just befriended. The lights in the room wasn’t making it better as he was lighten up in both purple, green red and blue.

Could life get better?

“And who are you pretty?” Eunwoo turned to you intimidating you more than ever. He had that smile on his face that screamed out to you wanting you to scream as well.

“I’m Y/N, Hoseoks friend.” That you could even keep your voice out of pitch was a relief to you, surely it had been the alcohol keeping you down or you would have been running around screaming. Especially with all the nicknames you had been given tonight.

Eunwoo seemed to be surprised by that, he hadn’t seen you talk to Jhope once this evening, the only people he had seen you with was Youngkwang and Jimin. Eunwoo had noticed you the moment he stepped into this place, not that he had been mesmerized by you, but he had found you attractive cause you were a very beautiful women.

He had tried to find a good time to fall into talk with you so when he saw you and Youngkwang who he was friends with go over to the bar he found an opportunity to go talk with you both.

“Well Jhopes a lucky guy to have such a beautiful friend.” Eunwoo had a smile on his face which you could not penetrate, it seemed to be a very flirty smile, but at the same time it had a touch of something you just couldn’t make out. Non the less it did heat up your cheeks which Eunwoo this time noticed and when he did you couldn’t help but smile.

“Tell us Y/N, what do you work with cause I cannot see to understand what you would work with.” Youngkwang was the one to break the silence after the bomb of score line that Eunwoo dropped, which you were thankful for as you couldn’t think of anything to say.

Youngkwang had noticed the flirty tone in his friends voice, but he couldn’t seem to see what you were thinking about it. If you liked it or if it was too much for you. You displayed both emotions and when Youngkwang noticed that you were a little uncomfortable in your body-language he broke the silence and found another topic.

You had never felt this noted before, two really attractive males were standing in front of you both pair of eyes on you. Youngkwang were leaning back a little using the bar as a rest point, but Eunwoo was standing just before you almost shadowing your view of anything else. If you were honest it was all a bit too much. Not cause they were looking at you or giving you compliments, but because your brain simply couldn’t handle anymore. It was already filled to the brim with Hoseok and the incident which happened between the two of you, it didn’t make it better that you knew non of what Hoseoks thoughts about that was.

So honestly your brain as an overthinker just could not take anymore.

Which was why you replied with some tiredness in your voice, luckily the two didn’t notice that.

“Uhm... I work as a teacher in a high school, but in my free time I’m a writer.” It was on purpose you didn’t say anything about music knowing they would ask tons of questions about that.

You really just wanted to go to the bathroom to take a moment, but you didn’t want to seem rude and leave the two there. So when you suddenly heard a newly familiar voice you almost wanted to scream as your brain was too tired, but what the voice said was the thing that kept you calm.

“Hey guys, I’m sorry could I steal Y/N for a moment?” Jimins arm sneaked around your shoulder pulling you closer to him steading your lost balance.

“Yea sure.” Youngkwang was quick to answer, he did notice your demeanor almost crumbling bit by bit.

Both of the men noticed how Jimin talked and placed himself, he was almost aggressive in his way of attending the situation. He send a clear message that they should back off. Eunwoo didn’t understand the fuss, but he did however back off a little and retreat his flirting.

Youngkwang however understood just perfectly why Jimin did as he did, he was setting you off limit cause of the trouble between you and Hoseok. Even if he didn’t know what had happened between the two of you it was obvious that something had happened.

Eunwoo of course couldn’t know any of this as he hadn’t been there when the conversation between you three took place, but in the way Jimin was standing it was noticeable that you were off-limits.

Jimin then dragged you away from the other two. You weren’t totally sure where you two were going, but you were sure that you were both thankful and secure.

The two of you stopped in a corner where the music wasn’t so loud. Jimins concerned voice filled the air as he started talking. “Are you okay Y/N?”

Jimin who was determined to keep an eye on you had noticed Eunwoos straightforward behavior and even though he couldn’t see your face he noticed your uncomfortable figure.

“Yea, It was just a bit too much, Hoseok is filling all the space in my brain so I can barely function right.”

“Do you want to go and take a rest in the dressing room?”

“No, I really want to get drunk and forget Hoseok.” And Jimin of course couldn’t say no to those begging eyes.

So that was what you were doing now. 3 hours later and you were drunkenly dancing around with Jimin and Taehyung.

Jhope had showed his new album earlier and everyone enjoyed it. Now it was just party for the rest of the night and you sure took that seriously. You had met so many new people too, some of them being Jessi, LIPJ, Peakboy, HyunA and Dawn, Kid Milli and so on...

You wouldn’t say you were the center of attention, but there sure were a lot of people chanting your name as you danced and partied. You were very drunk, but so were everyone else so no one noticed how loud and clumsy you were – lucky you.

You had also had the pleasure to talk to Youngkwang and Eunwoo again now that you’re were more relaxed thanks to the alcohol. Both of them seemed like they delt with alcohol better than you, so they had gotten a good laugh when they saw your clumsy behavior.

Camaras filming Jhope and how it was going had turned off a long time ago making the atmosphere even more crazy as non of you had to worry about reputation.

Hoseok was also dancing together with Jungkook who was chuckling like a little baby at the whole thing. Jungkook and Hoseok were both almost as drunk as you, but they kept it cool moving till the beats of the songs.

But when Hoseok suddenly heard your name getting chanted around the room he abruptly stopped his dancing while Jungkook kept going. He had noticed that you had been making friends around the room getting close to epically Jimin and talking a lot with Youngkwang. Every time he saw you lean onto Jimin cause you were dying of laughter he felt a pang in his heart, he knew he could have been that guy, but he wasn’t and that hurt.

But something in him saw red the moment Jimins hands found you waist among the dancing people and he pulled you into him, dancing very closely with drunk you who accepted without question.

Peoples chanting was long gone when Jimin pulled you into him. Everyone was minding their own business not noticing you two at all, expect one, and that was exactly the reason Jimin pulled you into him. Because you and Jimin had set a goal for the evening which was to make Hoseok so jealous that he would storm over to you and hopefully he would end your friendship and turn it into something more.

And it looked like it was working, cause out of the corner of your eye you saw Hoseok march up to the two of you and when you felt Jimin get pulled away from your back and your wrist get taken by a firm grip you knew the two of you had succeeded.

It was when Jimin had seen you come out from the dressing room earlier that day that you had opened up to him telling him what had happened and how you felt, it had been in the mere moment your vulnerability had failed you and you couldn’t stop talking even if you wanted to.

Jimin as the cunning and sweet guy he was had plotted the idea together in his head and introduced you to it, you not knowing what else to do had said yes and that was what lead you to here.

You couldn’t help but let a victory smile take over your lips as Hoseok was dragging you between body after body and marching up to the door written ‘staff only’.

When he reached the door and pulled it open you were surrounded by a hallway full of light, your eyes scrunched together.

He took two steps into the hallway before smashing you up against the wall and trapping you there with his two hands placed on either side of your head. His eyes were filled with rage, jealousy and the strongest emotion passion.

Like a dear caught in the headlights you were standing there between the wall and Hoseok, a whimper almost left you at the way he was pressing himself up against you. Your chest were pressed into his toned body and his chest was right in your eyesight, but your head was turned up towards him giving him sight of an innocent stare that drove him crazy.

“Are you doing it on purpose?” His voice almost scared you as it was filled with venom, but somehow you found that extremely hot combined with the way he was eyeing you.

“What?”

“Making me jealous.” A teasing smile found it’s way to your lips making him boil with heat as he already there got his answer. There was no air between you, body against body.

His head was approaching yours in the speed of light stopping just before your lips. You were breathing in Hoseoks air and he was breathing yours, if either of you moved just slightly your lips would touch.

“Maybe, is it working?”

“Fucking yes it’s working.”

Hoseok slammed his lips against yours in a hungry kiss. Lips were molding against one another making sounds that were anything but innocent and you loved it everything inside you were exploding and it only grew when you felt his hot tongue slide over your bottom lip asking for permission. When Hoseoks tongue skillfully snuck into your mouth and tasted every corner he could get to you felt a heat inside you start to grow.

You were so fucking perfect in Hoseoks mind. The way you tasted the way you whimpered for him, every little thing was so teasing almost as if your sensuality were mocking him, making him go for the big prize, but could he really fuck you at his own party? Oh hell yea, he could, he should and he would.

When Hoseok tapped your thighs instructing you to jump you didn’t waste any second. You jumped up Hoseok catching your thighs as you wrapped yourself around his hard abdomen.

While still in a passionate kiss he walked you two into the dressing room.

Your arms had wrapped around his neck and your hands were calmly scratching his back sending chills through his spine. It was a funny connection of your hands being so gentle on his back while your mouth were passionately kissing him, it made him smile into the kiss which you responded to with one of your own.

Hoseok locked the door to the room after seeing no one was in there were he after walked over to the sofa and gently laid you down with him on top.

He raised his head to look at you who were so beautifully sprawled out on the big sofa. Both of your breathings were heavy and quick snapping after the air.

“Do you want this?” The question was so vulnerable gently laid out for you to answer.

“I do, very much.” Your answer gave both of you smiles, you felt Hoseoks hands find your hips squeezing them ever so gently before going up to your waist. Just his touch were making you crazy, letting out a very soft moan Hoseok couldn’t help but groan in response. He wanted to make you loud, to make you scream his name louder than what you had screamed on the dance floor. He wanted to make your hips move faster than they had done in the dance with Jimin and he wanted to make you come undone for him and him only to witness.

Hoseok started giving you light kisses on your jaw which soon turned very wet and hot as his tongue came out to play over your skin. He moved on down to your neck where he quickly found your sweet spot just under your ear.

“You’re so damn beautiful.”

He had moved up to your ear whispering there while softly but with some firm background biting your earlobe.

“Especially when you frown in pleasure- God, yes just like that little peach.”

You just couldn’t keep your moan in when he said things like that to you and specially not when he started rocking his hips against your already more than wet ....

“Gonna make you fucking scream for me, yell my name out so everyone in the building knows who you fucking belong to.”

He dove into your neck again this time with a fire you had never seen in him before, but there was many things you hadn’t seen before which would soon enough be unraveled.

His hands started roaming around your body touching your figure and itching it into his brain, he wanted to remember everything about you.

“I need to give you hickeys so Jimin and Eunwoo fucking knows you’re taken.” He said a growl in his voice, but you couldn’t help the laugh that left you thinking about his jealousy towards Jimin who he didn’t need to fear any bit.

“Why the fvck are you laughing?”

“Cause of your jealousy towards Jimin.” Hoseoks face turned into a frown looking at you with a questionable look, but when he saw the smirk on your face he already knew what had happened.

“You’re so fvcking done Y/N. I’m showing you no mercy you sly little fox. My peach has turned into a manipulator hasn’t she? Gonna punish your little ass.”

Hoseok raised himself from the sofa as you couldn’t stop the smirk. He was standing hovering over you and with a look that could kill he crossed his arms and started giving you orders.

“Take your shirt off.”

And just like that you turned into the submissive little creature you were. You knew Hoseok was strict when it came to things he was passionate about, but never did you consider that he was dominant in bed. He hungered for control over his little peach and you were happy to give it to him, because of one thing – You trusted him. And if it ever became to much you knew he would stop.

Not that you wanted that though as you slowly lifted the tee off your head, the tee which he gave you, and he couldn’t help but to feel some certain rights over you with that on.

When the shirt was off Hoseok couldn’t stop staring at your figure, how your waist disappeared into your high waisted pants, how your chest kept going up and down in rapid moves and how your whole face was smiling so innocently up at him. You were one big fvcking tease.

“Lay down on your stomach.”

Turning around you made sure to let your ass stick up just slightly swinging it in the air for him to see, your face turned around seeing how he was almost loosing his cool.

Hoseok placed himself on the sofa behind you. He was quick to take off his shirts and throw them somewhere before leaning down to your back. His chest was so hot against your back you could fell every muscle every little line of him and he made sure to give it all to you.

His hands automatically found your hips as he slowly started rolling his hips sending electric shocks to your tummy.

“Ahh... yes.”

“Hmm you like that huh?”

Hoseok again nibbled your earlobe before his lips went down to your nape. He started sucking roughly slowly making his way to one side of your neck before he went to the other. His tongue was easing it up a bit, but it still did hurt a little, but that only added to your pleasure.

“mhmm.”

But suddenly Hoseok stopped when he raised to his knees. His hands was still on your hips and slowly he went in under them and the sofa raising them a bit before finding his way to your zipper. Slowly he zipped them down and pulled your pants all the way down to your ankels were you threw them off yourself.

“Get on your knees.” You did making him get a good view of your wet panties. He groaned just seeing the view and taking a look of you just in that position made him even harder than he was. His own pants were getting really uncomfortable but he dismissed it giving you his full attention for now.

His hands grabbed both your cheeks squeezing and pulling them apart to get a better view. You had never been a big fan of ass-playing, but damn... The way Hoseoks hands were so rough in his movements but soft against your skin was paradise and it made your moans go just an octave up. You were startled though when a hard slap found it’s way to your right cheek making you move forward with a loud moan.

Why was that so fvcking good? To get slapped like that from Hoseok was on a whole other level.

“You liked that huh? Want me to do it again?” There was an aggressiveness in his voice and even if he covered it as a question you both knew he would do it again no matter what.

A slap to the left cheek made you moan again even louder this time.

The view of your beautiful figure in front of Hoseok made him want to just fuck you endlessly into the couch, but he wanted to make it last a little, wanted to make you feel and experience new things.

“Little peach can you stand up for me?” You seriously could not keep up with how he switched in his demeanor, one moment he was ordering you around giving you slaps and growling at you, the next he was gentle and asked you. But you couldn't get enough of it either.

You stood up waiting for what he wanted. Hoseok too stood up and placed himself right in front of you. He started kissing you again his tongue already rolling against yours as his hands found the clasp of your bra, but before he took it off he asked.

“Can I take this off?”

“Yes, you don’t even need to ask Hoseok, you can do anything you want to me I don’t care what it is.” He knew that, but he wanted to be sure that you really wanted this, that it wasn’t only the drunk you who spoke.

Taking it off his hands immediately found your breasts. You groaned into his mouth which he swallowed up right away. His thumps brushed over your nipples which harden by the second he touched them. Hoseok started guiding you both back to the sofa where he sat himself down.

You were looking down at him and he was looking up at you. Hoseok didn’t even need to ask you when you took your panties off stepping out of them, you could see it in his eyes the want to taste you.

He laid himself down on the sofa before asking you something you hadn’t expected.

“Sit on my face.” Your eyes widen making him chuckle looking up at you.

“What?”

“Sit on my face, ride my face.” You felt yourself drip at the thought of having him beneath you like that, just the mere image of it in your head was making you wet so without any further notice you placed yourself over his face. Your thighs were taking most of the weight making sure you didn’t crush him.

“You’re fucking dripping.” Hoseok licked his lips wetting them before he guided your hips down onto his face placing your entrance just before his mouth.

The way your thighs were surrounding his head had him throbbing in his oversized pants which still made him feel uncomfortable with them on. The thought of his tongue being buried into your most sensitive bodypart was a dream for him, that he could feed on your sweetness.

Your sounds turned so unholy that you were sure they could hear it down in hell when Hoseoks tongue took one long stroke in your entrance and ended at your clit which he proceeded to suck gently on. He was almost pulling the moan out of you the way his tongue worked over your entrance.

“Urgh... You’re so wet peach, all for me.” Hoseoks tongue dove into you and he started his pace at an abnormal speed. His tongue was dancing inside of you sending shivers to your whole body. “Shit! Yes Hoseok right there!”

You should have known that he meant it when he said he had control over every muscle in his body, cause his tongue was doing a damn good job. It all reminded you back to the day he had invited you to see him dance, he had been dripping in sweat when he was done, and you had been so attracted to that without even knowing it. He had danced so insanely good there, but this, sh*t that tongue had skills.

Your hips were already rocking against his tongue seeking for some relief from the heavy feelings you were having. He enjoyed it, the way your body moved over him - Pushing him down into the couch, and strong thighs which were locking more and more around his head. Everything about that was satisfactory.

Hoseok was slurping your juices into his mouth which only added to all the new sounds you two were making. Sucking on your clit Hoseok let out a growl as you moaned his name. “Hoseok...” The growl sent a shock of heat up through your body.

You felt something start to grow in your lower stomach and you knew that you were close. Hoseok felt it as well, how your walls clenched around his tongue begging him to keep going just even faster.

You felt a slap on your right cheek again only adding to the incredible things you were feeling right now.

“Hoseok... Urgh, I’m almost there.” You rocked harder seeking that stage of complete spams in your body. Hoseok wanted to say dirty words to let you cum, but he had his mouth filled with you, so instead he used his hands to squeeze your ass, roam your breasts and guide you to your orgasm.

And it hit you like a knockout blow. Letting a riddle of curse words escape your mouth you stiffened as Hoseok kept his tongue going. You arched your back so much that you actually fell back, luckily Hoseok had his legs placed just behind your back so you leaned onto them instead.

The slurps and licking only got faster and longer as your cum spilled into his mouth. He was like a hungry dog swallowing everything he could, and when it finally was over he couldn’t stop his licks devoting your every drop of cum.

Your whole body gave up the moment you came down from your orgasm. If it hadn’t been for Hoseok being under you, you were sure you would have just laid there forever, but Hoseok was under you so you stood up on wombling legs as he got up from the couch.

Cheeks, lips, nose, jaw, everything was covered and glistening with your cum and it drove you crazy.

“My little peach taste fvcking amazing.” Hoseok said as he pulled you over to him and again laid you down on the sofa.

This time it was your turn to watch as he took his pants off. God what a sight. Hoseok was standing ever so beautifully in front of you in only a pair of black boxers. But the sight of him tucking them down as well and seeing his cock jump out standing tall to his lower stomach was even better. You bite into your bottom lip as he hovered over you, on his knees in between your legs.

“Wait I don’t think I have a condom.”

“It’s fine I’m on the pill.” You couldn’t help but chuckle as you saw Hoseok getting panicked for a split second. “God that means I can actually feel you around my fvcking cock.” A groan left his lips by the thought of it, you clenching around him and covering his cock with your juices, that would be something.

Hoseok positioned himself, pumping his cock a few times he gave you a kiss as to distract you before he entered you. Both of you let out hisses as he was big and you were tight, but it felt so good to be stretcthed out like that by him.

One slow stretcth as his cock filled you to the brim.

Hoseoks breath was heavy almost as if he had been dancing for a whole performance when he said “Just tell me when I can move.”

One or two minutes went by with him kissing your lips and neck, telling you sweet words such as ‘God you’re so beautiful’, ‘You’re doing so good’ and ‘My little peach is so sexy’. Every time his lips cam on yours you got a glimpse of the taste of yourself.

You would never get enough of him saying sweet little sentences while he was inside you, but now you really wanted him to move. “You can move.”

“You sure?” A smile filled your lips when he again asked for permission.

“Yes! Hoseok I’m more than sure.”

Giving you a smile he slowly went out only stopping when his tip were inside your entrance and with one slow stroke he again went in. He couldn’t stop kissing you while quickening his pace as if he would only survive with your lips placed on his.

His pace became quicker and quicker for each stroke. You were a moaning mess by now, hair all tangled and legs graduality shaking more and more. Hoseok wasn’t much better himself, growling and moaning together with you.

He loved the way your breasts were bouncing and legs were tangling up in his, there was something so magically about the connection between you two right now that he never wanted to let go of.

He remembered only some hours ago when he came to pick you up from the alley, he just couldn’t stop looking at you, it was the same now looking at your face tormented in pleasure was a gift he would never forget and when your anguished yet supplicated voice told him - “Please Hoseok, I’m so close.” he could feel himself almost spilling all his seeds into you, but he was keen on making you cum first.

Without further notice Hoseok pulled one of your legs up around his shoulder. The new angle was the final point for you as his dick hammered into you in a spot you never thought would be touched. “OMG! HOSEOK!” And of course he got his way once again when he said he would make you scream his name.

Cumming for the second time that night you could feel how you were getting overstimulated, legs were giving up and your stomach was turning.

It only took a few hard strokes for Hoseok to cum after you. He was literally drilling his dick into you as all his seeds swam into you. “God I love you so much.” All your tiredness disappeared the moment those words whispered their way out of Hoseoks mouth, did he mean that? or was it just an innocent line filled with nothing?

When there was no more to give Hoseok collied on you, head resting on your chest. Your fingers automatically found his hair and started playing with them as you felt him slowly start to kiss your skin.

“I love you so much Y/N.” It was not just an innocent line, it was real. Your face seriously could not contain it’s smile as you wrapped yourself around Hoseok. A chuckle left his mouth when he felt your small arms and legs tangle up with him pulling him even closer than he already was. “I love you more. Took you long enough to figure that out.”

Hoseok slowly pulled out of you again both his and your cum spilled out making a mess on the couch, but right now non of you cared enough to do anything about it.

“GUYS!! Are you done in there cause I’m running out of ideas of what to tell the staff members to why they can’t come in here.” And just like that both of you got clothes on faster than a flash and cleaned the couch. Going out of the dressing room a tired Jimin stood there waiting with that stupid smirk on his face.

“Took you long enough to confess to each other.”

“Oh shut up Jimin.” Hoseok said but he didn’t even try and hide the smile displaying on his face.

Guess Hoseok wasn’t the only one who could get his way with certain things – You just managed to make Hoseok so jealous that he had angry sex with you, and you were damn proud about it.

*Do not translate or repost! This is work of trina864*

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