[Image description: a 9 gif stimboard; from left to right.
First line: a gif of someone using a ladle to stir lentil curry and drip it back into the pot, a gif panning around a shallow bowl of green Thai curry, and a gif of fish curry bubbling and steaming in a pan.
Second line: a gif of someone scooping butter chicken curry into a bowl with rice and then jumpcutting to them drizzling on yogurt and adding some naan to the bowl, a gif of someone scooping up rice and Korean curry with a fork, and a gif of someone pressing cut spinach into a pan with their hand and then jumpcutting to the spinach having been cooked down into the pan of chicken coconut curry.
Third line: a gif of someone spinning a metal dish with shahi paneer curry inside, a gif of someone using half a chapati to scoop up some lamb curry from a bowl, and a gif of a red Thai curry being stirred with a ladle.
[Image ID: Far left, first GIF. Water gets poured on top of sugar and corn syrup in a small, silver pot. Then we see the melted mixture bubble boiling. Middle, second GIF. The mixture has foamed up into an off-white or cream color and is being stirred with a spatula to encourage fluffing up. Far right, third GIF. A batch of caramel brown, fully-fluffed honeycomb candy is dumped out onto another surface to bubble, steam, and spread out for cooling. End ID.]
[Image description: a 9 gif stimboard; from left to right.
First line: a gif of a cezve (a small metal coffee pot) over a stovetop with the coffee inside bubbling up and emitting steam, a gif of someone swirling three cezves in hot sand with the coffee bubbling and boiling inside, and a gif of someone tipping spoonfuls of coffee powder into a cezve containing boiling water.
Second line: a gif of someone removing a cezve from hot sand and pouring the coffee inside into porcelain teacups set out in a ring around the sand, a close-up gif of the base of a cezve swirling in sand, and a gif of someone moving two cezves in the sand which then jump cuts to them pouring the coffee into a porcelian teacup.
Third line: a gif of a cezve on a stove top, the coffee inside bubbling up rapidly towards the rim of the pot, a gif of a cevze being swirled back and forth in the sand while the coffee bubbles fast inside, and a gif of someone slowly swirling a cezve in sand to boil the coffee inside.
My therapist who is also part of a system told me today that he didn't know what he looked like in the inner world until a headmate told him about his appearance.
I have been thinking about my inner world appearance for days now. Turns out it's not necessarily something you just know about yourself. I feel relieved.
I will probably attempt to get this information from one of my headmates rather soon.