Ruined For Good (Part 2 to Ruined)
Pairing: Steve Rogers X Reader
A/N: THIS IS IT! This is what you have all been waiting for!! Prt 2 to ruined is now here ladies and gents. I’m so sorry for taking so long but I guess here’s your early Christmas present ❤️❤️ enjoyyyy
That is all Steve could feel. He had spent his life dedicated to this woman and she cheats on him, and with Tony of all people.
How could she?! Not only was he mad, he was disappointed. This was (y/n), the woman of his dreams. So he just did what he knew others to do. So he took the Asgardian mead from Thor and downed the whole glass in under three seconds. Straight away he could feel his body start to feel light and he can start to feel the alcohol reach his head and move around his body sluggishly.
(Y/N) runs down the stairs after returning from the room that Tony had dragged her inside of. Her face was red from the tears that were falling from her face and the hiccups making her body shake in fear and disgust. All she wanted was her loving boyfriend, to snuggle up in his big, warm and safe feeling arms.
Reaching the bottom, she expected Steve to still be sitting at the table that she left him at but instead found him in the arms of Bucky, crying to himself. What had gone on? What had she missed?
She cautiously approached him, scared that any sudden movements would startle the man, even if they were in a room with hundreds of people and music loud enough for the deaf to hear.
Reaching him, she placed her hand on his shoulder, for him to turn around, look shocked and shrug her hand off as if her touch scorched him. She could see the fire burning in his eyes and she knew right then that he knew.
She could read Steve like an open book because he was so open with his emotions. This is how she knew what he thought.
“Steve, it is not what it looks like.”
“You kissed him!”
That caught the attention of all the party goers, and all their friends. “Steve, not here.” she mumbled so quietly that no one heard her, but she knew he did with the way his eyes lit up with so much anger that she knew he would burst any moment and hoped that it would be in private. But as soon as she saw that fire expand in his eyes, it disappeared just as fast. Just blank and cold was all she could see in his eyes and all of it directed at her.
“Baby, you don’t understand!”
She was desperate to make him understand that she didn’t do it willingly, that she was forced.
“Do not call me that, you… you… cheater! And with Tony of all people!”
At once, she heard all the guests and her team gasp. By now she was sobbing trying hard to get words out but all she could do was run, run away from her problems. She ran away from all the curious and shocked eyes of the party, and the smug eyes of her abuser. When she arrived at her shared room with Steve, she flung herself onto the king bed and just sobbed. She was tired, sad, she felt as if everything and everyone was against her, and that the one man that was supposed to support her was not there because he was against her too. She had no one, she was ending the way she started, alone.
Just like when she was only a child of 4 years old she had everything she loved torn and taken away from her - like when her dad decided to steal her mothers money only to gamble it all away in the next few hours.
She felt broken, just like when she was 14, when she found out that her mother had passed away in the middle of the night surrounded by empty liquor bottles and empty syringes.
And now the cycle of heartbreak starts all over again for her - drink her sorrows away and sleep and hope that she never wakes up.
That night, while everyone was outside having fun, Nat flirting with Bruce, Clint with Thor and Bucky kissing the brunette woman that he just met, and Steve Drinking his sorrows away with Asgardian mead, (y/n) left. She left them all behind because she realized that she was only ever going to be alone because nothing good ever came for her.
All she knew was that she was ruined.
Ruined for good.