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buckysballsstuff · 7 months
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“don’t fill your void with me”
“Свою пустоту мною не заполняй”
Pairings: Villain!The Winter Solider!Bucky Barnes x reader
Summary: this takes place in an alternative universe where Hydra took over the world and the winter soldier killed all Avengers and he became the leader of Hydra and he’s controlling the whole world. He saw you one day and he determined you were his and he made sure of that. making you live very comfortably as his “favorite” mistress and he turns very very soft with you.
Warnings: heavy smut, some fluff (if u squint), villain bucky turns sweet, oral (f receiving), jealousy, dark themes, dark!bucky to soft!bucky, dom bucky, lots of praise + lots of praise in Russian.
This was inspired by Яд by Erika Lundmoen
please read my author note it’s very important!
AU/N: this is only part one and still working on part two. thought I’d make this only one part but it was too long I had to cut it into two parts. I need to remind you that English is not my first language so excuse any misspelling or mispronunciation of any words or any grammatical mistakes lol. Hope you enjoy this dark fantasy I had of Bucky as I was wondering how he would be still a villain. Also, this was heavily inspired by ‘Yad’ (Яд) by Erika Lundmoen, I love this song so much and it always reminds me of Bucky in his Winter solider era. Enjoy loves xx
PART 1.
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You sighed before swallowing that last sip of the red wine glass that the air hostess brought you. This was already your 3rd glass. You looked through the window to the dark clouds and the night sky as you kept thinking and wondering how you get here in the first place. It was somewhat a normal Friday late afternoon, you were getting ready for the evening, and your –rich new– friends have prepared for you. They were setting you up with a blind date, they said it’s a very handsome guy who's an heir to a big industrial company. You weren’t amused that much as none of them know your secret or your secret lover.
Then you remembered him, your secret mysterious lover, who’s the reason you’re living this lavish rich lifestyle. You remembered six years ago, on the news, you were watching Captain America getting brutally killed by none other than The Winter Soldier himself. You watched the fall of this new organization of superheroes and agents called “The Avengers” and the new world order seeing light under the hands of The Winter Soldier. Hydra ruled and controlled every country in the world, including the USA. It was three years ago when you saw on the news that every leader and all the rulers of Hydra were killed and it was an inside job. The Winter Solider rebelled and killed every single one of them and he, alone, became the new Hydra leader, recruiting super soldiers and making the biggest army of super soldiers known to man.
A year ago, you were just a normal waitress girl, in a hotel restaurant, minding your own business and working just to make ends meet. You weren’t born with a silver spoon in your mouth and your upbringing was very normal and somewhat poor. Until one day your boss came and told you there will be a very important diplomatic meeting that’s happening in the hotel and he assigned you and two of your coworkers to wait on the leaders and diplomats. On this same very evening, you saw him for the first time. The Winter Solider. Bucky Barnes. Captain America’s best friend who was brainwashed by Hydra and was under control for decades. He was so charismatic, terrifying, very handsome, and absolutely dangerous. Just like a fallen angel, just like Lucifer himself. You were drawn to him at first glance until he noticed you and made eye contact with you. Your heart skipped a beat then, there was a connection between you both, you were certain of this as at first glance, you saw his face change emotion and he was staring at you.
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“барышня, only 5 minutes till landing” You were brought back to reality from that memory train you were on by the sound of the bodyguard on your left. you nodded to him with a smile and fastened your seat belt around your hips.
Looking back at your past now made you wonder if you actually deserve to live this life or not, to go everywhere with a private plane like the one you’re in now. To live in the finest, most luxurious apartment in Brooklyn, to have rich friends and live a rich lifestyle, to attend galas and be the face of many luxury brands, all because of him, all because he liked you the first time he saw you, all because he promised you to make all your wishes and dreams come true only if you became his, all because he wanted his “favorite one” to be separate from the other women and to live like a princess whose all her dreams are granted.
In fact, you didn’t ask for any of this at all, but you loved the idea that he made all of this for you just because he thinks you’re worthy of it. In the end, you were “his favorite”.
The plane landed in the small very private airport near his mansion in Russia. you had your fur coat covering you. At least, you were dressed very fancy for the ball you were going to with your friends to meet your blind date. As you were about to leave your apartment, you were met by Bucky’s super soldiers' bodyguards at the front door of your apartment, telling you that The King wants you now. So you didn’t argue, you nodded and just took your bag and phone and left with them. This was your deal with him, him giving you whatever you want and desire in life, and you being available and there whenever he calls for you or want you. He has the plane ready for you and super soldiers protecting you and going everywhere with you, in case something goes wrong.
The guards guided you into the mansion and into Bucky’s suite which took up the whole second floor of the mansion. You walked with them till you arrived in front of the door of his office then they left you there alone. You knocked slightly.
“входить” his voice was deep and calm, you just felt butterflies in your stomach as you were very anxious and excited to see him, it’s been nearly a month since your last meeting with him and you missed him dearly. You opened the door and entered and as soon as you closed it behind you, he looked up from the pile of papers in front of him, his hair was perfectly combed, and he grew his beard, which was a very new look on him but also a very sexy one. He grinned widely as soon as his eyes met yours. “ahhh моя кукла”. he stood up from behind his desk and you walked closer to him and he moved closer to you too.
He kissed you very deeply and passionately before hugging you tightly, you hugged him back and buried your face in his neck. “Missed you so much, кукла” he whispered in your ear and kissed your neck softly.
“Missed you too, James” you smiled softly and he started to rub your back slightly.
You didn’t actually know how to address him, didn’t know if you should call him sir, king, soldier, Bucky, or James. You never actually asked, but you found James to be just perfect as you felt weirded out to call him sir or king. ‘James’ was good enough based on the relationship you both had, you were not actually lovers or boyfriend and girlfriend to be intimate and call him Bucky and yet you both weren’t platonic or had a strict respectful relationship to call him sir. so ‘James’ did the job perfectly.
At least, he didn’t complain about whatever you call him.
He removed your fur coat slowly and looked at your body and your fancy dress. “You look so beautiful,” he held your hand and spun you around to take a good look at the dress. It was a tall tight dress that hugs your curves perfectly with a very long slit on the left that shows your whole left leg from your upper thigh to your left foot. It was burgundy colored with a black sheer silk attached to it that gives the dress a matte look under lights. “did you get all dolled up for me?” he smirked at you when his eyes left your body and met your eyes.
“Well, umm-,” he leaned back on his office desk and sat on its edge and pulled you to him slowly “you didn’t give me any heads up that we were supposed to meet so I was actually going to a ball party with a bunch of friends” you looked down to your hands playing with his black suit’s blazer, trying to hide the truth that you were going on a blind date.
The thing you didn’t know about Bucky is that he is very good at reading body language and the second you broke eye contact and said that, he knew you were hiding something and that’s not the truth. But he didn’t want to confront you yet about it so he took it slowly. “Oh really?” he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him as your chests now touching and he has a perfect view of your boobs as it’s pushed up from the tight dress. “what kind of a ball party?” he moved his head and start kissing your neck.
“A normal one.” you bit your lower lip as his kisses now moved down to your shoulders and collarbone.
“normal one? what kind of a ball is that exactly?” he chuckled while his right hand moved down slightly and he started rubbing your left butt cheek as his kisses never stopped and his lips moved down to your chest, leaving more kisses.
“Just a normal ball party, James” you sighed, feeling more frustrated as you are getting more turned on by his touching and kisses and you feel yourself getting wetter, you can’t stand wearing your panties anymore, it’s getting more uncomfortable as you are soaked down there.
“A normal ball party where rich people gather around for whatever reason, stuffing their faces with crab cakes and drinking champagne until they’re passed out,” you said with an annoyed tone as you can’t just stand the teasing anymore.
The relationship you had with Bucky was just casual sex every now and then unless that was what you thought it was until 8 months ago, he started to show more feelings, starting saying “I miss you”, “I want you”, “you are beautiful”, “my girl”, “my favorite girl”, “my doll”, “baby girl”, but never the word “love”. He started being more romantic. Taking you on dates, of course, they were secret private dates as he was a known criminal and he shouldn’t be seen in public at all but with his power and money, he can rent or buy any restaurant or place in the world just so you both could enjoy your time and dates together.
He was very gentle with you, protecting you, getting you a big apartment in Brooklyn which was like 3 blocks away from his childhood home, he didn’t mention that at all but you knew it when you went to the Captain America museum and explored the whole room dedicated to Sargent James Buchanan Barnes, Captain America’s best friend.
You learned a lot about him, actually about the old him. Now, he’s just the winter solider, the cold blooded murderer who killed all his superiors and killed the avengers and is now running the Hydra organization and having the biggest super soldiers army in the universe.
But at least, he had a soft spot for you.
He moved his hands to the back of your thighs and lift you up, your legs wrapped quickly around his waist, which was sort of a habit as he loved picking you up like this, like his small girl. he kept looking at you and murmuring I miss yous and you look so beautiful, against your lips while kissing you and walking towards his bedroom, there was only a wall between his office and his bedroom. he opened the door, and his room wasn’t unfamiliar to you but you were just amazed every time by how big and wide it is. The ceiling is so high up and the walls are filled with paintings and mirrors.
He put you on his king-sized bed and you just laid on your back, looking at him. He smirked at you and moved his hands down your dress and took off your panties, freeing your soaked cunt from the now-uncomfortable material. “So, it was just a normal ball party with normal rich friends, huh?” he held your left ankle and pulled it up, and rested it on his shoulder. you nodded and saw him undoing the straps of your heels and taking them off. “Are you sure about that, кукла?” he gave you a very intense look and at that moment you knew that he knows you were hiding something so keeping it hidden won’t do you any good. “You know I hate it when you lie to me.” he rubbed your ankle and calf slowly, giving it a simple soft massage.
“I am not lying to you” Your tone was serious. “My friend, Emma, she set me up on a blind date with this guy,” you saw his facial expression get more tense and his hand tightened on your ankle a bit harder. “I mean, no one knows that I’m- umm, that we-… you know, together” Your tone was shaky as you started to get more anxious as his grip hardened on your ankle. “they just thought I’m single and wanted me to have a date so-..”
“So you decided to dress and doll up for a strange man, didn’t you?” he cut you off suddenly as you can see he started to get angry.
“No, they don’t know about us. No one knows. So I’m just playing the part. acting it. That’s it.” you said with a sad tone, breaking eye contact with him and looking up at the ceiling and huffing. this is truly what you felt like. Playing a part in Bucky’s world. Being nothing more than his sex doll and his mistress. You hate the fact that you wanted him and wanted to be with him forever and you just can’t handle living this lifestyle anymore. Yes, it’s a blessing but you didn’t want all of that, you didn’t ask for any of that. You just wanted him.
“Well, this dress is no good anymore. Can I tear it apart?” he put your left leg back again on the bed and pulled your other leg by the ankle and on his shoulder and removed your heels from this one too.
“Why isn’t it good anymore? I think it’s pretty.” you looked at him confused, not knowing what the dress has to do with anything.
“It is pretty but now, for me, it’s what you wore for another man’s eyes and not mine. I hate it now.” he pulled it up to your upper thighs and your legs are now bared to him.
“But what am I going to wear when I leave? Can’t just be wearing my fur coat. It’s freezing outside.” he chuckled darkly at your words and looked at you with a dark smirk on his face.
“As much as it would be so fucking hot of you to not wear anything except for a fur coat, I can get you any other dress that you want,” he grabbed the dress from its slit on your left thigh with his metal hand and ripped it open until the dress was fully ripped from the left side. “anyways, you’re staying for the whole weekend with me, I don’t want you wearing any clothes at all.” he moved up to meet your eyes and he pepper kissed your jawline. “and if you got cold, you can wear my clothes, my wardrobe is all yours, милая” he ripped and removed the dress from your body, leaving you fully naked underneath him.
you moaned slightly as his hands roamed your body, massaging and rubbing your boobs while his tongue is attacking your lips and mouth, kissing your hungrily. You opened your legs more for him, signaling to him where you wanted him the most. he removed himself from on top of you to get undressed. He removed all of his clothes and got on top of you again, kissing you passionately then starting to kiss you all over. Leaving marks and love bites all over your body, showing you who you truly belong.
“ты моя навсегда, куколка” his voice is raspy and deep, he moved his head down and kissed and sucked on your nipples, of course leaving marks and love bites on your boobs too. You were so needy for him and a part of you was glad that he was as much as needy for you as you are of him.
“James, please. I need you so bad. Please fuck me” you whined and opened your legs more for him. he pulled his head up and looked at you with nothing but pure lust in his now dark blue eyes.
“No, baby doll. No fucking. I missed you too much to just fuck you. I’m going to make love to you ‘cause you deserve this, honey. you’ve earned this.” he kissed your lips passionately but you were just startled, confused, and slightly shocked. You kept wondering why he would say such things and do such things. It’s the first time you ever see him being like this to you or talking like this to you. You were sick of these feelings you have for him and he was just toying around with them.
“You make love to someone you love, James. What we have isn’t love” You looked directly into his eyes with a concerned look on your face.
“Maybe you are right,” these words went straight to your heart and smashed it. You had a little hope he would correct you and tell you he loves you. “But tonight, just pretend that we’re in love. act it like you just said you’re acting it and playing a part.” you wondered if toying with your feelings like this was his way to punish you for what you just said about playing a part in your new life. “make me make love to you. make me show you how you’re supposed to be loved. Or at least humor me, принцесса” his mouth never left your face or your body. He couldn’t stop kissing you and leaving marks everywhere on your neck and body. You weren’t sure what his intentions were by what he just said. A little part of you hoped he meant what he was saying.
You felt his cock twitch against your thigh and felt him leaking. You couldn’t hold it any longer and you lift your hips up to meet his. Signaling to him that you need him. “I’ll give you whatever you want, just let me take my time with you first. I missed you too much” He said between breaths and kisses as he’s now moving down, kissing and leaving love bites all over your belly. “missed this belly,” he kissed your belly button. “missed my little ladies,” he grabbed your boobs with his hands as his mouth kept going down to your lower belly.
“but I missed this pretty girl the most.” you could feel his hot breath against your soaked cunt now, gushing more at the new nickname he gave to your pussy. he groaned when he saw you gushing and your slick is wetting the bed underneath you, making a mess everywhere. he looked up at you and you locked eyes with him while he slowly licked a long stripe between your folds, never breaking eye contact. This sight alone had you crying out and shutting your eyes while throwing your head back on the pillows.
Bucky kept flicking his tongue over your sensitive bud and sucking on it. He was really taking his time, he wasn’t fast or hard. He was simply just eating you out, slowly, gently, like he actually wants to taste you. You were so needy that you wanted more than that. You started pushing your hips more into his face and grinding slowly. “Greedy aren’t we, my little girl?” He got up and wiped his chain from your glistening slick with the back of his hand.
He got on top of you again and pressed his lips against yours, and you can taste yourself on his lips. he licked your bottom lip, asking for entrance and you opened your mouth happily for him, licking his tongue and tasting more of yourself. “Do you know what do you taste like?” he broke the kiss but his lips were right above yours. you shook your head slightly and bit your lips. “Like fucking peaches.” he pushed his tongue into your mouth again, kissing and licking it all over. “You taste like fucking peaches, especially your pussy.” you moaned into his mouth “You’re driving me insane, принцесса. Guess peaches are my new favorite fruit”.
He buried his face in your neck, attacking the sensitive skin again with kisses, especially that sweet spot that gets you all turned on and horny. As if you’re not going to lose your mind already from how horny you are. You could feel his tip pushing slightly on your clit and you were just a moaning mess at this point. “Ready for me, love?” he lifted his head and rested his head on your forehead, locking eyes with you.
“Always, Bucky” you whispered, his whole expression changed. his eyes widened a bit at the sound of his name slipping out of your mouth like honey. He hadn’t heard this name in so long, and you say it like this had his heart beating faster, if he wasn’t in love with you before, he believes now he is.
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PART TWO
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lokiswifeduh · 1 year
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Bad Date
pairings: Bucky x fem!reader
warnings: disrespect for servers, forceful touching, unwanted kissing, John walker, fluff at the end.
summary: You go out on a date set up by Tony, which goes horribly. You come home and tell Bucky all about it in which he comforts you. 
WC: 1,182
A/N: I had a really crappy date like this a couple of months ago so this is the retelling of that and how I wish it had ended, thank you for reading!
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“Hey where are you going?” You looked over to see Bucky peeking his head above the couch, one of the sitcoms Wanda loved playing loudly in the back. 
You walked over, leaning on the back of the sofa. “Going on this date Tony set me up on.” Bucky’s brows went up as he nodded slowly. “Who is he?” Shrugging, you tucked your phone into your back pocket and fished out your keys. “His names John, last name starts with a ‘W’ I think.”  
Bucky pursed his lips, “And where are you going?”
You let out a laugh, “A restaurant. You ask too many questions Buck.”  He tilts his head in agreence, “Call me if you need anything, doll.” You smile down at him, “I will.”  Bucky’s lips curve up in a goofy grin, “And be home by eleven or I’ll hunt him down with a shotgun.” Laughing genuinely, you gesture to the TV, “You’ve been watching too many 50s’ sitcoms...” Walking away you open the door and shout out, “Don’t wait up!”
But after 20 minutes of being on the date, you were really hoping Bucky had waited up. The guy was the exact copy of your ex boyfriend. He had the same voice tone and even the same haircut. 
You ordered a water and hot wings, same as he did but when the waiter came he looked at her with a rude expression; as if her doing her job was interrupting. He was only talking about himself anyway. 
Sighing you took a other drink of your water, watching as he only paid attention to the TV behind your head. “So where are you from?” “Hmm?” He hummed, watching the apparently more interesting game behind you. 
You rolled your eyes, taking the last bite of your wing. “Are you guys ready for the check?” Looking at him across from you he was staring at, you a blank expression on his face. You looked back up at the server, smiling. “Yes, please. Thank you.”
Bringing back the check, he instantly grabbed it making your heart soar for at least one thing going right. He threw thirty dollars down, the waitress collecting it hastily. “I had a fun time.” He smiled over at you with a crooked smirk. You chuckled lightly, not knowing what to say. 
You weren't having a good time. Yet you forced the words from your mouth, “Me too.”
“Here’s the change.” The waitress placed the money down on the table, only for John to put all the four dollars of change back into his wallet, not even bothering to tip. She grabbed the empty drinks, not waiting for something she knew he wasn’t leaving. “Oh uhm-” “You ready?” You were about to say something when he abruptly stood, gesturing to the door. You nodded, “Yeah, I’ll catch up with you outside, I just need to use the restroom.” His eyes widened a little bit before he walked away, not even bothering to say anything. You groaned, the server catching your eye from across the room. “Hey!” 
You were able to catch her before she disappeared into the kitchen, making her turn around with a confused look on her face. “Hey, I’m sorry. I didn’t know he was gonna do that, here you go.” You pulled out your wallet, holding out a fifty dollar bill. Her eyes widened as she shook her head, “Are you sure? I don’t want  to be an inconvenience.”
It was your turn to shake your head, “I promise, it’s okay. I’m sorry for his behavior.” She hesitantly took the bill from your hand, holding it tight in her palm. “First date?” She questioned, making you nod. “Yeah, and last.”
“Good,” She scoffed, “I feel sorry for the poor woman who ends up with him.” Giving you a smile she thanked you once more, walking into the kitchen as you made your way out to John. He was standing by his truck, the run down vehicle definitely needed work, and a new paint job. 
Without a word he grabbed you by your waist, pulling you into him forcefully. You grunted, surprised by his actions. Looking down at you, his hands traveled down until he gripped your ass tightly, bruising tight.  
“Ow,” You muttered under your breath before softly pushing yourself out of his arms. “Where you going babe?” He chuckled, dipping his head down and kissing you. Your eyes shot open as he moaned and grunted, trying to stick his tongue down your throat.
You beeped your car alarm, the custom Lamborghini; a gift from Tony, illuminated in the dark parking lot. Pushing off of him, you subtly wiped his saliva from your lips and part of your chin, “I have to get home,” You gestured, finally making it to your car as he waited for a further explanation in the spot beside you. “Early meeting.” You opened your door, about to get in before he shouted. 
“I’ll call you.” You ignored him, getting in your car and shutting the door before he could say anymore. Without even turning on the music you reversed and sped from the parking lot, desperate to get back to the tower. 
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“Hey doll,” Bucky turned his head, smiling when you stepped through the door. But his grin soon died when he saw the exhausted and frankly disgusted look on your face as you slammed your bag and keys onto the kitchen island. 
Bucky watched in confusion as you plopped down on the couch beside him, letting out a big sigh before kicking your heels off. “So, what happened?” He questioned, making you turn your head in his direction. “Men suck.” Bucky nodded, “We do.”
“And they’re disrespectful, arrogant assholes.” 
“Do I need to kick someone’s ass, doll?”
You let your head fall onto Bucky’s shoulder, “Can you just hold me please.” And he did just that, wrapping his arms around you, he pulled your head into his side, tucking you into him. Your tight black mini-dress rode up in the process, Bucky pulling the material back down your thighs the best he could. “Wanna talk about it?”
You looked up at him, seeing the genuine concern written all across his face. “He was rude, ignoring me the entire time, he didn’t even tip-” “Wait, he didn’t tip the server?” You shook your head, a small spark of appreciation fluttering in your chest from the shock of Bucky’s words.  “Plus when I was walking to my car he grabbed me and kissed me without even asking.” You could feel Bucky’s grip tighten on you protectively, making your heart soar at his touch. 
You both sat in comfortable silence as you brought your hands to your lips, “I can’t believe I was stupid enough to think I could find a guy that wasn’t a total pig.” Bucky shook his head, “You deserve so much better, babydoll.”
You could feel Bucky’s shoulders start to loosen as he slowly dipped his head down, apparent of what he wanted. “Buck?” “Yeah?” “Don't stop.” Bucky leaned down, his nose brushing yours, “I wasn’t planning on it.”
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aikaterini-drag · 1 month
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Heyyy guys 🩷 I’ve been off tumblr for so long, I’m sorry. It’s just hard. I feel as if I have zero inspiration and depth at what I write. Do you have any requests to suggest that might spark my imagination and help me out? Steamy, sweetly decadent and captivating? Oh and, the gift below is for you! 🥰🥰
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aaaaaa if you saw the first version of this post no you didn’t
jolly sailor bold: mermaid reader x pirate/mercenary Bucky Barnes. Filled with lore, including Mount Wundagore, The Scarlet Witch, Asgardians, and more. Reader gets like locked out of mermaid kingdom and goes to Wanda for help but Wanda wants the Darkhold so she turns reader human. Reader meets Bucky and chaos ensues. Very cutesy
you’ve caught a stray: not an au but certainly not canon compliant. Reader moves away from DC post SHIELD crash, to a farm in West Virginia owned by a family member who doesn’t live there. Anyway, their only neighbor is Bucky, who’s not quite James Barnes and not quite the Asset either . They fall in love over a series of chaotic events and it’s pretty cool.
Pain Brings Order: How HYDRA Fell: Sambucky series featuring Yelena, Clint, and some more people who had ties with HYDRA/the Red Room. A documentary about HYDRA is being made, the first of its kind to feature people who were directly associated with them. I don’t know but I have the idea and uh yeah.
Whole Worlds Ending (Honey, It Already Did.): Another Bucky Barnes x Reader. There’s been a disturbance in the Multiverse and Dr. Strange (along with America Chavez) are assembling a team to find out what’s happening. Enemies to lovers.
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whoreforsamwilson · 7 months
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Sam Wilson's Masterlist ⍟
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SMUT: MDI. Content is 18+ please read at your own risk. Most of the time there is no plot.
Let It Build
Business Partners
Freak 'em Dress
Beg For It
Jamaica 🇯🇲
Beard Warmer
Runner, Runner
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Oneshots: Oneshots that have smut will have a 🔥on the side.
Next Lifetime
Friend Of Mine
Cater 2 You
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Book {s}:
Brown Sugar {Coming Soon}
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steviethorn · 2 months
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buckybarnesthings · 7 months
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Introductions (first impressions are everything)
Well I never thought I'd be here riding the elevator up the Avengers tower where some of the team waits to meet me. When I say some I mean the ones who were happy to be getting a new team member. It seems that the announcement of my arrival wasn't as warmly welcomed as Fury thought it would have been. I guess a witch who is known for dabbling in dark magic isn't exactly what some people had in mind as a teammate.
At least I have Wanda who's been so warm and forthcoming with me about how excited she was to have another enhanced witch on the team. She's been amazing to train with but I'm a little annoyed that people underestimate my abilities when it comes to magic as Fury thought I was unstable and hadn't used the full range of my powers, which is kinda true, but there's a lot no one knows about me yet. Despite the not so obvious disdain of my teammates I'm excited to move forward and make amends for everything I've done during my time at Hydra. It still haunts me every now and again lingering in the deepest depths of my brain.
"Hey, are you ok? You seem lost in thought there." Wanda asks, breaking my momentary silence and placing a hand on my upper arm as a form of comfort.
"Yeah I'm just really nervous if I'm being completely honest." I say, laughing nervously shaking her hand off me. She gives me a reassuring smile and we both go back to our own thoughts.
I'm not quite ready for physical contact with others unless we're training or in battle. I've never been one for human contact on any level, I much prefer the company of animals which brings me to my first question about the new living arrangements at the Avengers compound. Can Hades live with me, Hades is my companion he's a black wolf I found during my entrapment at Hydra. He was a pup shivering out in the freezing climates and his mother had abandoned him, so on the odd occasions I got to be outside I'd bring him food and nurture him. Eventually we built a strong bond and he would give anything to protect me, as I would him. I don't tell people he's a wolf as they tend to go ballistic that he's a wild ferocious beast blah blah blah, so if anyone asks he's a husky.
I was fortunate that Fury's wife is a fellow animal lover and was happy to keep him with them even though I couldn't leave SHIELD during my mentoring and rehabilitation as they called it. She was slightly alarmed when I told her he only eats live animals but I told her that he will scavenge for his prey and she wouldn't need to provide for him. He is a solitary animal outside of our connection, hiding away from civilians and wondering eyes.
I'm once again brought out of my thoughts by the elevator coming to a stop, Wanda ushers me out and directs me to a meeting room where I spot Fury and Coulson standing at the other end of the table facing the door way, they seem to be debriefing those who turned up to greet me. As Wanda opens the doors all chairs and heads turn to us. Stopping all conversation.
"There she is, team this is Aspyn Davis she's 22 years old and is your newest recruit, as we've already discussed she's known as The Grey Witch and has abilities similar to Wanda and upon lab results we've found the super soldier serum running through her veils as well." Fury states.
"She's shown amazing progress towards rehabilitation and her training alongside Wanda. She still hasn't disclosed her past with us but we've found files from previous RECON missions that she was taken by Hydra at some point." Coulson adds, looking at me with dismay.
"She's also standing right here. Yes I'm Aspyn and to most of your disbelief I do actually mean well and want to help rid the world of Hydra and other similar organisations. Yes my magic can be dark but it's also light and I don't appreciate being labeled as evil before you take the time to get to know me." I argue, receiving a few looks of kindness and understanding.
"See I told you she was badass, Nat." Wanda exclaims.
"Well I can't speak on behalf of the entire team as some are apprehensive about your arrival to say the least but I think you'll be a wonderful addition. I'm Natasha or black widow but you can call me Nat, it's so good to have another girl on the team." Nat shares, a warm smile gracing her features.
"I'm Ironman, you can call me Tony. Welcome to the team, I'm sorry to rush off but I've got to go to another conference but please introduce yourself to the team and when I get back we can talk and get you settled into the compound." Tony states, hurriedly grabbing his belongings and rushing out of the room before I could say anything.
"I'm Captain America, call me Steve." Steve says, apprehension tainting his smile.
"Hi it's wonderful to finally meet you. I'm Peter Parker, my superhero name is Spider-Man but nobody outside the team or SHIELD know that." Peter said, he seems young and very enthusiastic.
"I'm Bruce." Bruce states, I know who he is out on the battlefield but I also know he isn't fond of his alter ego so I don't press for a comment there.
We go around the table like that for the next few minutes, people just introducing themselves whilst I simply nod and take in the names and faces. In the room is Rhodey, Pietro and Vision, all of which seem nice enough and I've already put an alert in my head to stay clear of Pietro as he seems extremely flirty and I'm not interested in breaking any rules yet.
"This is most of the team, obviously the Wakandans aren't here but you'll meet them soon enough but some of the others may avoid you as they didn't really agree to a new recruit. You're still yet to meet Sam aka Falcon, Bucky aka the winter soldier, Thor, Clint aka Hawkeye, the guardians, Carol Denvers, Doctor Strange, Wong and Scott aka Ant-Man. I may have forgotten a few other but they tend to do missions as per request and don't really hang around much. One of us will always be nearby to introduce you to anyone you don't already know. But I'll leave it to Tony to give you the formal run down and get you settled in when he gets back. Is there anything you want to know before we head off?" The Captain queries.
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"To the compound where most of us live together, some of the others are there at the moment so you may see them but otherwise it's best to assume they don't want to meet you yet." He explains, remorse filling his voice when explaining some people don't want me here.
"I assumed I wouldn't be instantly welcomed and I intend on proving myself to anyone but I won't accomodate their feelings of disdain at my presence." I address.
"That's understandable I've told them they should judge you based on your file or lack of one." He expressed.
"Putting all of that aside I do have a few questions about these living arrangements." I start. "Am I bound to the compound or can I come and go as I please? Are we allowed to have animals?" I continued.
"As per SHIELD's request you can leave the compound as you aren't a prisoner but you will have to be chaperoned by another Avenger for the first few months. About animals you are allowed to keep them on the compound but their your responsibility to take care of and are expected to be kept in your room depending on the animal or reason for having them. Bucky has a white cat named Alpine that you'll see anywhere he is and she's friendly but tends to stick to him. Why what animal do you have?" Steve asked.
"I have Hades he's a black..." I began, hesitant to tell the usual lie as I don't want to get off on the wrong foot so soon. "Admittedly he's a wolf that I raised from pup during my time at Hydra but he's loyal to me and will do as I command. He is a solitary animal and will keep to my room as wherever he is allowed to roam but he hunts live prey, so I may need to introduce him to Alpine so he doesn't hunt her."
"Hold on a minute you told me he was a husky!" Fury exclaimed, rage crossing his face before being replaced with a grimace.
"I'm sorry but I didn't think you'd let me keep him if you knew he was a wild wolf." I said honestly.
"Well thank you for being open and honest with us about his true nature." Nat thanked, a soft smile reassured me I had made the right choice.
"I'll talk to Bucky but he may not agree right away and may be against Hades staying in the compound." Steve admitted.
"Look he's a big part of me and I'd rather keep him close for my benefit and his own, I don't believe he would hurt the cat but it's a risk I'm not willing to take." I shared.
They all shared a look of sadness as they seemingly spoke to each other with their eyes. I'm guessing this Bucky character doesn't like me or want me joining the team but that's ok after reading his file and coming face-to-face with the winter soldier I understand his mistrust and I'm willing to give him the space and leeway he deserves.
The rest of the afternoon went by with the chatter of my arrival spread across the room I had a few individuals happy to get to know me better asking generic questions about my likes and dislikes. Nobody wanted to ask about my past to which I'm more than grateful as it's not something I'm willing to disclose. At about 5:30pm Steve announced he'd received a message from Tony asking us to meet him at the compound as the conference ran over. So they all went their seperate ways into their own vehicles and nobody spared me a glance so I was left in the reception area racking my brain for how I'll get to this compound that I can't locate. Until I felt a presence behind me and spun to find Wanda and Natasha walking out of the elevator.
"Ah they've done their typical male thing." Nat stated as if it were obvious.
"Sorry I'm I supposed to know what that means?" I asked.
"Oh you'll come to learn that the men on the team, minus a couple, tend to over look these things, such as forgetting you're new and probably don't have your own vehicle or directions to the compound." Wanda explains. "Don't worry you either get used to it or you prepare for their forgetfulness."
"Typical males." I scorn, rolling my eyes.
"Don't worry once you get to know the rest of the team you'll find the good ones are always happy to help." Nat adds.
"And who might I categorise as 'the good ones'?" I press, wondering if there's such a thing in a world full of egotistical superheroes.
"Well Scott who was mentioned earlier is nice and he's considerate, Sam is but he tends to come off like the rest, Thor is just a big goofball and then there Bucky and let me tell you his Mama raised him right." Wanda shared, believe me I know one of them is harmless after my history with him.
"Well it seems like one of them may not like me already." I stated.
"Look if you're talking about Bucky he means no harm, he's quiet and keeps to himself unless Steve is around. He may come off as grumpy but he'll warm up-to you after a while. Actually from what I know he's actually your neighbour on level 3, I think it's just you and him on that level as the rest of us that stay there are on level 5." Nat expressed, a soft expression on her face.
"Well thank you for the heads up I have no intention of confronting him or anything but I would like to get to know him as I would with all my other teammates." I said, honestly I really would like to see if he recognises me or not.
"We'll come on the car has just pulled up and we've got a fair drive ahead of us so let's get a move on." Wanda encouraged.
So far I really do like Natasha she's been very kind to me and seems interested in getting to know me not the superhero the world will get to see.
"Oh by the way Tony will probably go through this with you but since the whole accords thing we have had to keep a good social profile and we have team social media platforms that we post stuff on frequently. I don't know if you have have a phone or anything but I just thought I'd tell you that from here on your social media will be strictly monitored by our social manager who gives the approval for anything you post." Nat says.
"Yeah I appreciate that but I don't have a phone or any intention of getting one for personal use." I laughed, I find phones reclusive as it encourages assault in the online domain and lets the wrong people have an opinion.
"Well sorry Aspyn but Tony will definitely have a phone ready to go for you with the expectation that you use it to contact us at most occasions. Also on top of what Nat was saying you'll have to maintain a public profile by going to formal events and special occasions or parties." Wanda said.
I simply just nodded at that as I assumed there would be some nonnegotiable conditions for being an Avenger. I wouldn't mind having a phone but I won't use it for anything outside communication with other Avengers, even then I'd rather find them and speak in person.
The rest of the car ride was quiet except the occasional moments a conversation would appear like when they thought of something to share with me. Otherwise I was happy looking at the window gathering my thoughts. I need to remind myself sometimes that I have to speak with people and start the conversation myself otherwise they may mistake my silence for something else entirely.
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A/N- thank you so much for reading this first chapter, I'm hoping to make this into a three part series and I have big plans for where this story will go. In the next one we will get to meet some of the other Avengers Aspyn will be living with and conflict may ensue but something else may begin to blossom as well. I don't have a strict schedule for posting yet but I'm hoping every two-three days if not daily. Let me know what you think so far and tell me what you want to see happen.
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ktficworld · 1 year
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Fighting with you in my dreams part-1
Paring: Steve Rogers x f!reader
Summary: a simple accident leads to a thousand truths
Warnings: angst with a sprinkle of fluff(angst will hit in the second part)
A/n: it was getting too long so I've decided to divide it into two parts.
Part 2
Song recommendations: one or two
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Steve swung his hand hitting the man with his shield in the head. He felt someone approaching from behind and turned around. Before the hydra agent could fire the bullet he shielded himself and kicked him in the stomach, effectively knocking him him out.
He heard a gutteral scream and saw someone coming at him with an axe and something... Golden. He didn't wast his time and covered himself with his shield, prepared for the impact.
But it never came. He peeked over his shield and jumped to his full height, eyes widened and frantically looking around.
He wasn't in a dirty warehouse fighting hydra agents. He was on the street of New York City! How could this happen? How did he get here?
He clearly remembers fighting and he couldn't have fallen asleep in the middle of the street.His mind was short-circuiting, when a loud honk reminded him that he in fact was standing in the middle of the street.
He looked at the fast approaching car and rushed to the sidewalk. Heaving loudly he was still trying to make sense of the situation, he almost jumped when he looked forward and saw a woman staring at him. With surprise and something he couldn't place.
When they made eye contact her face turned unreadable and with small steps she approached him.
"Captain Rogers" She said quietly.
"Miss, I-" He didn't know what to say nor did he knew this woman. "Do you need any help? " He cautiously said.
He didn't know what pleasant words he uttered because a sparkle and smile appeared on her face. And he had to admit her smile was beautiful.
"I thought you needed help." She said tilting her head with a lopsided smile.
"Me, no."
"Then why are you here? "
He didn't know either but she won't believe him so. "I was going to the Avenger's tower."
Her smile widened and she said. "I'm going there as well, come I'll take you."
His eyes narrowed in suspicion. "Why are you going here?"
"You don't know." She pouted.
He shook his head and then she said. "I work there." He was about to say that he had never seen there when she quipped. "Have you ever gone to the IT department? "
He looked at her and sheepishly shook his head. He haven't.
"I work there that's why you never saw me." She explained calmly and told him her name. He was still a little reluctant to go with her and it probably showed on his face because in the next moment she said.
"If you are suspicious then I'll let you drive my car, " She said, took out her key and tossed it at Steve. "That way you'll have the control and I won't be able to kidnap you. "
Steve's eyebrows jumped at that statement but she only winked. "Follow me." She gestured for him to follow and seeing no harm, he followed her.
After reaching the car they sat down on their respected seats. He saw her dial a number and asked.
"Who are you calling?"
"Don't worry captain, it's fury. I'm telling him of your arrival that's it." She said while tightly clutching her phone. And for proof she showed him the number, seeing it was indeed of Nick he nodded in approval and started the engine.
The roar of the engine died down as he stopped the car. He got out of the vehicle, she following suit.
She turned to him when he came beside her. "Come I'll show you the way. " She said and started walking to the building.
He frowned at her back. Lady this is my second home he thought.
But the confidence dessipated as soon as it came because when they entered the tower he was shocked to see it different, completely different.
She took him to a conferencing room. And he saw a face which made him freeze in his tracks. A face he thought he would never see, a face that plagued his nightmares, a face he thought was dead.
"Bucky" He spoke in disbelief.
"What's going on! " He demanded as his brain started short circuiting again.
"Calm down Rogers." Fury said in his nonchalant voice.
"Yes, you need to be calm to understand this, " Bucky added and Steve just looked at him like he was a ghost. "Sit down." Bucky manoeuvred Steve to sit and giave him some water to drink.
After relaxing a little bit he looked at Bucky, a silent plea for explanation. Bucky nodded at Bruce to start and he cleared his throat before explaining.
"Yes, so we have discovered time travel and multiverse, because of some glitch the portal of our reality opened in yours and sucked you in." Bruce drawled out for more clarity.
He did saw flickers of gold and it would explain why he suddenly teleported from kicking asses to almost getting hit by a car. But it was still hard to wrap his head around this concept.
"So you are telling me that I'm in another reality? "
"Yes"
"And it is because of time travel."
"Essentially"Bruce replied.
"Then, what about your Steve? "
"He's in your universe." Y/n chimed in for the first time since this conversation started.
She looked up from her computer screen and continued. "He was on a mission with doctor Strange, " She pointed to the strange guy and he nodded after side eyeing her. "Due to some mistake, the portal between the two realities opened and got connected, that's why you are here. We need to figure out how to get you both back to your respective realities, but we'll do it. " She ended it with a smile.
"I know it's hard to believe but you'll process it soon." Doctor Strange, that was his name right? Said.
"Sam could you give Roger a room." Fury command and he looked at the guy, Sam who offered him a kind smile and said. "Come, Steve." And he went with him.
What he didn't saw was Fury's death glare and her resilient stare.
"I regret nothing." She said calmly with light anger etched in her voice.
"Sunshine" Bucky ran afer her as she stormed out.
And process he did. It took him a few days but he did come to terms with the he in fact was in another reality. It was not a nightmare nor a trap by hydra.
He got to know that these Avengers had to search his universe and send him back as discreetly as possible so to not make any big changes in his world. Though not creating any changes was impossible. He asked for Tony but he was told that he was busy "fixing this mess", their words not his.
But gradually got used to being there. He did some sketching since he, now had a lot of free time in his hand. He rode around the city and also found a nice tulip garden to go and draw.
Most importantly, he got to see, talk and be with Bucky. It felt like a dream. He had asked if Bucky would be alive in his reality, but they would not give him any concrete answer. He really wished, no prayed that Bucky would be alive in his reality.
He would never let him go, ever.
There was also Sam. A goofy and carefree man. He really liked him. But he loved Sam and Bucky's banter even more. They would bicker the whole time, but he knew that they cared for each other even more.
But someone had taken a special place in his heart. You.
You were a ray of sunshine, always ready to help and sweet to everybody. Even though you never approached him, busy with helping Tony. You'd always help him whenever he was having a problem, with a smile on your face. You were reserved but never shyed away from making a gloomy man laugh. He had experienced it first hand. You were like him, but with a good sense of humor.
Yes, you would always disagree whenever he said this to you. These things were making him doubt his return back.
Even now, when he was sitting on a chair in a barely lit room, right across from Bucky. Who was sitting on the bed, panting. From a nightmare.
You were there sitting beside him try to calm him down. He was late to Bucky's room but you were there to comfort him.
You were always there.
"It's okay, your okay." You gently whispered, while rubbing his back. Bucky looked at you with a soft expression and nodded.
"Better now. " He said while still a little out of breath.
"What was it about? " Steve asked softly, as to not disturb the quiet peace of the room.
Instead of Bucky, you were the one who replied." You could guess." Ugh, the ambiguity.
"Yes yes." He said and looked at Bucky. His hair was long, few strands sticking to his neck and he had a beard. He was not the heartthrob Bucky he knew, but a person with ghosts of past. What past? He didn't know.
He gulped at the thought and tried to change the subject." I didn't know you were into long hair."
Bucky opened his mouth but you interrupted. "Yeah, he looks like a caveman. Doesn't he? " You teased Bucky.
Steve chuckled in agreementand Bucky gave a bitch face.
"Okay it's long." He said and threw his arms in the air.
"You should get a hair cut." Steve said.
"Yeah, okay. " Bucky said halfheartedly.
"We should do it tomorrow." He requested.
Bucky looked at him and then at you. Silently communicating. You gave with a cute smile and squeezed his hand.
"Sounds good. " Bucky replied with a nod of his head.
After Bucky's haircut he didn't see you around for three days. He was starting to get worried but Sam said that because they had found the location of his reality. They were working day and night to try to set up a connection, while trying to creating as little disturbance in his world as possible.
So he was extremely surprised to see you in the kitchen, in the middle of the night, nursing a cup of coffee and humming a tune while looking out of the giant window.
"Hello" He said as quietly as possible.
"God dammit! You scared me." You hissed lowly while clutching your chest.
"Sorry" He said and gave a self-deprecating.
You still glared at him but relaxed a little now.
"Haven't seen you in awhile? " He asked, trudging lightly. He didn't know if you were mad.
You exhaled a long breath but replied. "Been helping Tony. Just... Few more days and you'll be able to go back. "
He didn't wanted to think about his departure so he changed the topic. "You and Tony are really close, huh?"
At that, a smile spread across your lips and your gaze grew distant.
"When there was no one, there was Tony." You said, reminiscent.
He didn't feel like it was his place to ask for reasons, so he left it at that. And proposed what he wanted to for three days.
"Since I'll be gone in a few days," He swallowed at that. "Could you come with me somewhere? "
Your smile stiffened at that and you turned to him with a questioning gaze.
"It's a surprise, please tomorrow." He really wanted you to say yes.
You averted your eyes and after awhile. "Uhm... Okay, but I have some work to do. So, it'll be late and I'll come by myself."
"Okay, I'll send you the location." He had no objections.
"Alright, good night then. " You said as you looked at your empty cup.
"Good night"
Steve bounced around, nervously waiting for you. He sent you the location first thing in the morning and you had said that you'll call him when you got off the work. You just called him, saying you were on your way and he had been a nervous wreck ever since.
He was pulled out of his hysterical misery by the loud roar of a engine .
He turned to his left to see you arriving on a motorcycle. After you reached him, you took off your helmet, revealing your beautiful face.
"It's Bucky's bike, right? " Steve spluttered trying to calm his racing nerves.
You blinked at him and then chuckled slightly. "Yeah, it is," You confirmed and then asked. "Why did you call me," You eye the area suspiciously. "To this abandoned location."
"It's not the actual location. It's a surprise, remember?" He said and gestured for you to climb off the bike.
You did that, hooking the helmet on the handle and jumping of the motorbike. He then gently took your hand in his and lead you to the actual site.
When you both reached there, he let go of your hand to capture your reaction. It was just as he wished, mesmerized as you gazed at the red, yellow and pink tulips spanning as far as the eyes could see.
"How is it? " He asked already knowing the answer.
"It's beautiful." You whispered as you went inside the garden, tulips surrounding you. Making you look ethereal.
And he just kept looking at you, drowning in you deeper and deeper. As you wandered around the garden, inhaling the fragrance of the flowers, surrendering to the scenery.
Suddenly it dawned on him why his heart always fluttered seeing you, why he felt a dull ache whenever he thought about going back, why he wanted to throw away everything and be selfish for once in his life.
Steve slowly moved closer to you. "I need to tell you something." He quietly spoke, making you turn to face him.
You urged him to speak with a hum. He took both of your hands in his and you looked at him with curiosity sparkling in your eyes.
"I... I don't want to leave."
He saw as your expression faltered and you asked in a small yet , doubtful voice. "What do you mean? "
"I don't want to leave Bucky, I don't want to leave you... I like you." He said while looking at you anxiously, trying to cage your reaction. But it only went downhill from there.
"No you don't," You muttered and backed away from him, your face turning pained. "You don't like me, you don't want stay with Bucky."
"I do-"
"NO YOU DON'T STEVEN GRANT ROGERS," He flinched at your outburst. Your whole body shook as you tried to control your emotion, but failed as tears started pouring down your face. "You are a liar. You said these words before, you said you liked me, you said you love me! You said you wanted me but, you left. You left without without a word! Like I meant nothing."
Your voice turned into a whisper at the end. And Steve he was just frozen, what did he do? When did he leave? Why did he leave you? All these questions were making his head hurt, but what hurt him more was your tears. The face that always had a smile, no matter what. Was now sobbing in anguish. And it was because of him.
He tired to come closer to you but you stretched out a hand, prompting him to stop. "Don't come near me. Just go back and forget that I existed... Iike you did before. " With that you turned around ran outside of the garden as fast as you can.
He followed you and saw Bucky at the end of the yard. He watched as you ran into his arms, weeping uncontrollably.
"I can't do this anymore Bucky. I can't pretend anymore, I can't pretend that I don't love and hate him at the same time. I'm sorry, I can't. " You sobbed as Bucky tried to console you.
His eyes met Steve's and he must have seen the questions swimming in his indigo orbs as he spoke. "I'll answer your every single question."
What happened?
Why did Steve leave?
Was he stuck in this timeline because of a mere glitch?
Or is there something more?
Part-2 coming soon
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chaotictasha · 2 years
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Incorrect quotes #76
Sam: What does the doggy say? Bow wow.
Y/n: What does the kitty say? Meow meow.
Bucky: What does the moo cow say? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
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Bestie - part 2 - Bucky X Avenger! fem! reader
summary: The Avengers go away for the weekend at one of Tony's beach houses and reader decides that she's going to hook up with Tony to try and forget about her feelings for her best friend Bucky.
content: Flirty reader with Tony, flirty Tony, alcohol, drunken talk, mad Steve, angry and jealous bucky, clueless reader and honestly I dont know more.
Word count: around 2k
warnings: drunk avengers, flirting, fighting, angry, violent and jealous bucky, mad Steve, drunk kissing and mentions of sex.
A/n: read part 1 if you haven't and tell me if i should add any more warnings.
(part 3 is on the making)
part 1
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The next morning you woke up to the smell of freshly made pancakes and with a small headache.
"Morning sleepy." Bucky said, setting the tray on the empty stop next to you in bed. He reached and opened the blinds a bit, just enough so the room had light but not enough to make you want to hide.
"Morning." You said, pulling your hair into a bun on the top of your head giving bucky a clear look of your bruised neck that he knew it was Tony's doing.
You had yet to see what he did to you. The small memory of him leaving you hanging the past night was very present.
Time skip.
All the avengers were hanging out on the small couches near the fireplace just outside of the house before you hit the sand and the beach.
You and Tony were flirting with each other, more to yourselves than to everyone else but they couldn't help but notice.
The guys except Sam and Tony were starting the barbecue for dinner since it was getting a bit late and they took forever to realise how it worked.
"Hey stark." Bucky's voice called as Tony had his face where your shoulder meets your neck as your legs rested on his lap. "Come and help us out." he continued once you and Tony looked at him.
You gave him an "what the fuck?" look, as he knew this was what you wanted but allowed Tony to get up anyway as Bucky broke eye contact with you.
"You better take your fucking hands off her before I have to break both of them. Understand?" Bucky said, pulling Tony into the wall behind them.
"Ow look Barnes, I didn't know you two had something going on." Tony said. "I would've backed off."
"We don't, but that doesn't matter." Bucky said, getting confused before getting back. "That doesn't mean you get to get your way with her. She deserves better than a guy with daddy issues that is so fucking narcissistic that could never care for her the way she deserves to be cared for." He spit out.
"Bucky!" You screamed, reaching to pull his arm out of Tony's throat that he didn't even realise he had there. "Inside, now!" You pushed him and he did as told. "Tony, are you alright? I'm really sorry." you held the man's shoulders looking at him.
"I'm okay." He gave you a soft smile, clearly hurt.
"Don't listen to a word he said, okay? I don't know what's gotten into him but he doesn't think like that, I promise." You caressed his face. "I'll be right back." You smiled and he nodded.
You moved inside to find Bucky with a whiskey bottle and a cup out, before smashing it on the floor.
"What is wrong with you?!" You screamed moving to him. "You had no right to talk to him like that, are you out of your mind?!"
"Did I lie?" He asked you, screaming right back. "Did I fucking lie in what I said y/n?"
"What does that even have to do with anything?!" You kept the tone. "You have no right telling him to back away from me or any of the things you said to him."
"I'm just trying to look out for you. Like I always fucking do." His voice was smaller now but just with the same intensity.
"You don't need to look out for me when I know what I'm doing. I trust him." You said, reducing your volume as well.
"Maybe you shouldn't." He said, getting louder again. "Because sleeping with him will only make you lose the respect of the people around you. You'll seem desperate to have to fuck the biggest playboy out there." He said in your face and you felt everything around you both shake.
You controlled yourself, tears in your eyes as he was just realising what he truly said.
"Get out." You said quickly before he could apologise. "Get the fuck out. Go for a walk, I don't know but calm yourself." A tear fell but you quickly cleaned it. "You're my best friend Bucky, and I hate fighting with you. Especially when you say things that I really hope you don't mean. So get the fuck out, and we'll talk when you're calmer." He tried to approach you but Steve appeared at the door with Nat, telling him to do as you asked.
And he did, he disappeared for hours leaving you and Steve worried out of your mind.
You were in Tony's lap in your room when you heard the door open and close. Everyone else was asleep and you knew it could only be Bucky.
"I'll be right back." You kissed Tony's nipples before giving him a bite and leaving the bed. You pulled the shirt you stole from Bucky from the end of the bed and slid it on before leaving the room.
Bucky was at the kitchen counter, only reflected by the moon light with the same whiskey bottle in front of him that you learned was Asgardian Licor.
"Where the hell were you?!" You asked worried, trying to keep your voice down. "I've been calling you all afternoon, Steve even went out and looked for you."
"You wanted me to leave." He said before you could continue. His voice is small with hurt and clearly a bit of drunken state in him. "So I did."
"Yes, Bucky I wanted you to leave, to calm yourself, to take a deep breath and to think about what you had said." You took a deep breath yourself. "Not for you to disappear for hours and come back half drunk, pretending that no one cares about you."
"I'm here aren't I? You can go back to your fuck toy." He said bitterness all over his words.
"Bucky." You got closer to him. "What is going on with you? Why are you acting like this?"
"Why not me?" He asked. You could see the tears in his eyes. "Why don't you ever pick me, y/n?"
"You don't know what you're saying bucky." You mumbled, cleaning his face.
"Why can't you see? I love you. I have for such a long time." He cried. "I would do anything for you, until the end of time and yet you always pick someone else over me."
"That's not true, Bucky." You hugged him. "I'll always need you."
"But not in the way I need you." He mumbled, hugging you back as if he was scared of letting go.
"You don't love me like that buck. You're confused, and drunk." You laughed dryly. "It's okay."
"I know what I feel, y/n." He said, letting go of you with such hurt in his eyes. "Please, leave me alone."
"No, buck c'mon we need to get you to bed." You tried to hold his arm but he pulled away.
"Please." He wouldn't look at you but you nodded and moved back upstairs.
Once upstairs you face a half dressed Tony, very different from how you left him. He knew this would happen.
"I'm really sorry Tony." You said, small voice, hoping he would know what you meant. You needed a friend right now.
"It's okay, Y/n." He smiled, patting the place next to him in your bed. "C'mon, you look like you could use a hug." And you did, you practically ran to the bed hugging yourself to his side.
"I was so worried." You started. "And Steve! God, I gotta call Steve." You tried to break away from the hug but Tony held you down.
"I already called him. He's on his way back." Tony said.
"Thank you." You allowed yourself to relax into the embrace again. "He told me he loves me."
"Uau, took him long enough uh?" Tony asked, a bit sarcastic. "What? Are you going to tell me you never noticed?" He asked looking at your whined eyes, and you shook your head. "Oh C'mon, y/n, he's been in love with you for years! Anyone could tell you that."
"Do you really think so?" You asked and he nodded immediately. "What if he was just drunk? Or is confused? I can't lose him, Tony."
"I don't think he is, y/n/n." He touched your arm in a caring way. "But I also don't think that something like this would be the reason why you would lose him. Death is most likely." You laughed a bit.
"I just hope Steve can get him to bed so we can talk in the morning." You mumbled.
"You love him too don't you?" Tony asked and you stayed silent, not sure if you wanted to admit it yet. "You can talk to me, y/n."
"I do." You admitted. "I realised for a while but, he's my best friend, it's not right. And I never thought he would like me."
Tony only laughed before you heard noise of glasses breaking downstairs and screaming. Then you could hear the doors to outside opening and closing before the screaming continued.
"She doesn't care about me, Steve!" Bucky screamed outside and you could hear him as clear as the day.
"Buck, she loved you, what are you talking about?" Steve tried to call him and get his voice lower. "y/n is your best friend. She was worried all afternoon about you."
"She doesn't want me, Steve." Bucky cried. "and I fucked it up. The one thing I had right, I fucked it up." He laughed, a dry, sarcastic laugh. "I could've pretend, I could've pretend to be happy for being just her friend, pretend to be happy when she was with someone else but I fucked it up, she's probably going to stop trusting me at all." he kept crying and the tears quickly made their way to your eyes again.
" Don't just sit there." Tony said. "Go talk to him." You nodded and got up, giving Tony a quick kiss on the cheek.
He felt better now. Less guilty if anything. It wouldn't feel like he was doing anything with someone else's girl. He just needed a cold shower and a night well rested.
You got outside quickly to see Bucky sitting on the sand, Asgardian Liquor bottle in one hand as the other pulled at his hair and you could hear his silent cries. Steve was pacing back and forth, not knowing what to do.
He wanted to comfort Bucky and take him to bed but he was seriously losing his temper. This was supposed to be his time to relax to!
"I got it." You mumbled, touching his arm. "Thank you for going out looking for him."
"He's my best friend too, y/n/n." He smiled, touching your shoulder. "Good luck." He finally moved inside and, as Bucky heard the door close, he broke down crying louder, thinking he was alone.
"Can… can I hug you?" You asked, not sure if you were overstepping since he asked you to leave him alone.
He nodded and you pulled him to you, trying to hug the sadness out of him. Hearing him cry made you want to cry but you held it together.
"Why are you crying Buck?" You questioned when you felt he was calm enough.
"I'm gonna lose you." His voice trembled.
"Hey, look at me." You pulled his face from you shoulder, holding him between your hands. "You're not going to lose me. Bucky, nothing in this world would be good enough to make me back away from your life." you tried to smile, maybe bring him some comfort. "You're my best friend Bucky."
"And that's all I'll ever be." He looked away, saying it in a quiet voice.
"I really don't want to talk about this when you:re this drunk." You mumbled too. "Can we please get you to bed?"
"What do you want to talk about?" He asked, a bit confused. And you ignored.
"Let's get you to bed, cyborg, c'mon." You reached your hand, after getting up, to help him up.
"Y/n what is it?" He questioned again, using your help to get up.
"We can talk in the morning Bucky, let's go." You put his arm around your shoulder and pulled him from the sand throuwards the house.
"Tell me." He stopped. "Please, I can't take it anymore." Tears left his eyes again but his voice remained untouched. "If you're just going to stop being…" He started but you stopped him by talking over him.
"I love you." You said. "I'm in love with you too Bucky. I didn't want to talk about this when you're drunk because I want you to remember what you said and what I said and not just pretend it never happened because I can't do that anymore." He walked to you, holding your head in place with his hands.
"Say it again." He asked in a whisper, Blue eyes filled with emotions.
"I love you Bucky." You in a whisper said, y/e/c eyes filled with emotions as well.
"I'm gonna kiss you now. Is that okay?" You nodded before he could even finish and he closed the distance between you two with the most meaningful kiss you ever shared with anyone.
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buckysballsstuff · 7 months
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Jealous Bucky has me in a chokehold
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lanabuckybarnes · 1 month
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Once again I miss a very important date for my page but in my defence I was ill.
In order to celebrate Bucky’s (belated) birthday I will get something put together and hopefully post it tonight.
I’ve also been thinking about branching out into writing for other marvel characters since Bucky is such a small character in a much bigger universe. The only issue is my heart belongs to Buck so I don’t know how good I would be able to encapsulate the characters without making them robot like.
And on the topic of writing for other characters, I may start brining in some other characters played by Seb, although besides 2 movies I haven’t really studied or looked into the characters. They’re played by Sebastian Stan they’re hot right? That’s about as far as I’ve gotten.
Anyways much love x
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saturnwrld444 · 1 year
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Marvel men are a different breed,whose your favorite?
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Sam : I just ended a four year relationship.
Y/N : Oh, I’m so sorry. Are you okay?
Sam : Hm? Oh yeah, I’m fine. It wasn’t my relationship.
*Bucky and Steve fighting from across the room*
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The Happenings In the Art of Starting Over
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Summary:
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James Buchanan Barnes is a broken man who is whisked away to the remote and serene land of Wakanda. His colleagues begin to believe if there is anyone who could try and help him it will be Irene. And try she will. But healing Bucky won't come easy, he is stubborn and scared and wants nothing to do with Irene and her powers. Helping Bucky will be a journey of trials and tribulations, Irene knows that. And yet, she still saunters over to him with a smile.
Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Black!Mutant! OC
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CHAPTER SIX
Irene's first time inside winter wasn't as harrowing as she assumed. Her body floated against the still-warm water, she was in REM. Her eyes moved back and forth in a perfect symphony as she surfed through the waves of Bucky's mind, desperate to find him.
"Okay, Irene.' She heard Aamani's voice, though it wasn't clear. "Go find Sergeant Barnes's subconscious self, and try to administer January." She instructed.
"Right." Irene looked around at her surroundings. His mind had shifted, it was different this time.
A row of tumbled burgundy brick apartments lined up perfectly against a narrow cement street had replaced the dark aquatic adventure she assumed she'd return to. The honking of taxi's told her she was in Brooklyn, along with Bucky's files that she had stolen and studied the previous night.
The clicking of pink wedge heels and the wind that caught underneath girls button downed dresses. The language of 'doll' and 'dame'. She had to be submerged into the heart of 1940's New York.
"I think I'm in,' Irene began but was shortly interrupted.
"New York." Aadon injected. "There aren't many buildings with doors."
"I see one at the end of this block, should I try it?" Irene asked, watching the buildings flashing lights dance.
"Go for it." Aadon encouraged Irene.
"What the hell!" Aamani screamed.
"What!" Irene stopped, clutching at her pounding heart.
"Your outfit! Look at your fucking outfit, Irene!" Aamani continued to scream.
Irene looked down at her feet that were once barren, now they dawned white wedged heels, rounded at the tip. Her lashes battered intensely as she twirled towards an abandoned glass display window, wind catching under something she couldn't quite place.
"Oh.' Irene ran her hands along her ruby red polyester sleeves. "Oh!" She gasped.
Irene now sported a ruby red knee length dress. It's sweet heart neckline and belt formed her assets beautifully. Her hair was no longer in its natural state, but instead pined back in buoyant voluminous curls. It all felt so real, like reality had shifted around her.
"I think you're changing to fit with the setting of his mind." Aamani spoke. "So you'll blend in."
"Then why didn't I have a swimsuit last time?" Irene whispered while nodding at the entertainment girls as she walked inside the building.
"That I do not know. But since this is the only building with a door, he must be in there." Aamani said, watching the monitors intently.
Irene smiled at the man with a mustache in front of her, he shoved a black and white flyer into her hand. The with the words "Harry's House' in bold black letters.
"He would be in Harry's House?" Irene asked, watching the flyer disappear in her grasp. "It wasn't real anyways." She sighed to herself.
"Apparently it's a place him and Captain Rogers use to frequent.' Aadon said, sipping on a can of pop.
"Is he still sleeping?" Irene asked.
Aadon turned around, his desk chair creaking, a devilish grin spreading on his face. "Like a baby."
"Okay, well good,' Irene clutched her fictitious purse. "Because I have eyes."
"Holy shit." Aamani leaned into the monitor, stealing a sip of Aadon's pop. "He looks, kind of hot."
"Happiness looks good on the best of us, Aamani." Irene sighed, lifting the hem of her skirt up as she pushed through the crowd. "How do I approach him?"
"How did you approach him last time?" Aadon asked, snatching his drink back from his older sister.
"Slowly."
"Bingo."
Irene swallowed hard, ambling towards him. His white smile was on display as he laughed aloud with a few stunning woman hugged into either side of him. He had a bottle of beer tilted onto his lips, sipping slow. And before she knew it, she was in front of him. Staring in complete suspended animation.
Bucky's eyes titled from the tip of his beer, to Irene. She could have sworn she heard a sigh escape from his lips. He slammed the bottle down, the bottom of it lead a crackling trail up to the the neck of the beer. Irene's eyes went wide, as she watched him wipe his lips off with the sleeve of his tan uniform, tipping his hat onto his head.
"And this,' his voice seemed lighter than last time. "Is my best friends Steve's eavesdropping friend, Irene. Who just can't let it go." He laughed, a hint of anger underneath his tone.
"Sergeant Barnes's, maybe we should go somewhere private." Irene whispered, suddenly becoming self conscious with all eyes on her.
"Or maybe.' Bucky pushed himself off from the bar top. The girls who once surrounded him disappearing into thin air. "You should just leave."
"Why?' Irene backed up as he slowly sauntered towards her. "I'm here to help you." She held her hand out.
"Because I said so." Bucky's voice was deep and intimidating.
"Look." Irene pulled out the canister of purple gas, known as January. "This will help you."
"Irene don't show him that!" Aadon shouted into his microphone.
Bucky laughed, clutching his side. "Do you really think it'll be that easy! Do you know what they've done to me!" He shouted, tossing a chair to the side. Irene gasped watching it break as it collided with the wall. "You need to leave."
"Irene, put it away, we will try again another time." Aamani whispered.
"No!" Irene shouted, not sure who she was speaking to in this moment.
"Fine.' Bucky said, his flesh arm morphing into metal, the red star on his shoulder was bolder than anything she'd ever seen. "I'll just make you."
"Bucky, please stop!" She yelled, turning on her heels and running from him.
On the outside, Irene's body began to convulse. She was no longer in control as she had once thought, the water slouching around her and spilling onto the floor. Aadon and Aamani hopped out of their chairs, rushing to her side.
"Bucky!" Irene rasped, it seemed his favorite way to hurt her was with his hand around her neck.
"Never come back here, it's too dangerous." His eyes misted over with a combination of anger and pain.
Then after he spoke, Bucky slammed Irene's body through the floorboards of Harry's House. Sending her tumbling into a black abyss. Irene screamed as she fell down further and further.
Her body finally stopped, landing in something squishy and sticky. Her dress had disappeared and she was back to wearing her white body suit.
"What the hell! No, not again!" She screamed, lifting her arm that was covered in slime. "Aamani, Aadon!" She gagged at the revolting smell which burned her nostrils.
"They're not here.' A malevolent voice teased Irene as it laughed.
"Who are you?" Irene wept, struggling against the binds she was in. They were stuck onto her skin like suction cups, to her dismay they were tentacles.
"Who I am isn't a matter of your concern, Irene Watson." the voice jabbered on, it's tentacles grabbing Irene by her waist and lifting her up.
"The matter is, why do you feel you can save the winter solider? My creation!" The voice was so close to her she could feel the heat of its breath against the nape of her neck.
Irene squirmed within its grasp. Wheezing for air as it only squeezed her tighter, slithering up to her neck. She clinched her eyes close, rasping out one last remark.
"Because—it's the right thing,' she coughed, scratching at the tentacle wrapped on her neck. "To do!" She hollered, feeling herself being pulled far away from the voice.
In the lab, Irene laid on then floor convulsing like a fish out of water. Her nose bleeding profusely, dripping down her chin. Frantically, Aadon picked up Irene's body placing her onto a lab table trying to steady her body.
"Her vitals are off the chart!" Aamani shouted, running with a syringe in her hand.
"I didn't think it would be like this for her!" Aadon grunted, fighting against Irene's shaking body.
"It's her telepathy, she's very strong.' Aamani explained. "Hold her steady!"
"I'm trying!" Aadon began to sweat, retraining her body as Irene began to cry out.
Aamani climbed on top on the lab table, straddling Irene and hold her legs steady between her thighs. She held the syringe above her head and plunged in into Irene's chest.
Instantly, Irene stopped shaking and her brown eyes shot open as she drew in a series of excruciating breaths. She began to cough up blood and shoved Aamani off her. Irene screamed as she collapsed onto the cold lab floor, snatching the wires off of herself.
Irene limped and pushed passed Aadon and Aamani who shouted after her. Feeling a surge of anger while crying uncontrollably, Irene released a swoosh of purple energy from her fingertips, pushing it against Bucky's chest.
"Wake up!" She shouted, watching him slowly stir awake. But it wasn't fast enough for her, so she did it again. Hitting Bucky with another swoosh of energy, causing him to groan as sweat dripped down his forehead.
"Do you really think it's funny!' Irene cried out, wincing at the pain she felt in her side.
"Do I think what's funny?" He grumbled, barely facing her.
"Trying to kill me!' Irene shouted. "I'm only trying to help you!"
"I told you to stay out of my head, you're psychotic!" He shouted back, trying to move within his restraints.
Irene scoffed, sweat dribbling down her body as her side pulsed in pain. "I'm psy—psychotic!" Irene's breath stirred. "You—you're,' she swallowed hard, stumbling over her words along with her feet.
Irene pressed her fingers into her temples and yelped in pain as she crashed to the floor on her knees. Blood began to pour from the corners of her eyes as she screamed out in uncontrollably pain.
"Irene!" Aamani shouted.
Irene felt her head crash onto the floor, the last thing her bloody eyes saw were those boots. If this was how she was meant to die at least it would be a noble end. Helping a man who couldn't see the worth in being rescued. That ought to count for something in the afterlife.
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