mmmm just purged for the first time in sooo long and i feel so good and empty . i didn't get everything bcs i digested some of the food i ate earlier obvs but i got the stuff that was making me feel ICKY out ! (about 400 cals worth :///)
i have emetophobia which is so weird bc i used to be terrified to puke now im only scared when other ppl puke around me irl
there's something kinda therapeutic ab just looking in the toilet and seeing what i pigged out on and being like :) ahhh. goodbye ... yk ?
i'm so fucking unhinged and still pretty sure i'm manic
mmmmmmm baiiii ♡(☆▽☆)
p.s. edit my fingers feel weird from the stomach acid ick ick ick. how do i make that go away.
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So, My toxic trait is that I can take a harmless quote and make it toxic. 😎
I think I just bought the most triggering shaker/water bottle of all time.
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Purg1ng pizza is literal hell
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What’s wrong with me. Nothing even happened that triggered it and here I am falling again. No reason just here and probably gonna fail again.
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I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT OMGGG IM SOO HAPPY
I purged, it wasn’t that much that I was able to get up so far and I’m shaking uncontrollably but still so proud of myself:))))
I have graduated to anamia
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I Don’t know how far i have to go to feel like I’m enough
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i am so happy for you if all you did today was not lapse or relapse. shit’s hard, but you aren’t weak enough for it to be impossible.
love you.
keep at it, pal.
- korzina
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so yester day a coworker told me she were thinking im in my 30s
Im 21 so i asked her why
and she told me cause all the young people in our company are skinny af but your having a body of a 30 year old.
Wow ouch thanks for nothing
After that she told me i should go on diet and do some sports..
And people really ask why im depressed
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