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notturspo · 2 months
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i dream of the day im thin enough to get picked up by my waist or be able to say yes to piggyback-riding.
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izfvx · 10 months
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It’s my brothers bday today and we’re going out to eat at a good ass restaurant so I had to fast for 3 days. That shit was light work, too easy.
I would say I dropped maybe like 5Ibs, but im getting anxious over eating and gaining again.
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vennspo · 2 years
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hey ⲉdblr / sⲏblr , i'm thinking of writing a short series on my experience with an ⲉd and sⲉlf haⲅm .
~ .*☆*. ~
if i decide to go through with the writing i'll post it here and possibly on other platforms ☺︎︎
however , i'd like to include some other people's stories in my writing ! if you'd like to contribute, please reblog, leave a reply, etc. if i get enough replies i'll make a form for some basic questions ! obviously any identifying details would be changed if i were to post this.
( id esp like to include people w mia, ortho, and bed since i don't personally have expierience with these !! also if you have experinces in hospital id like to hear them if youre comfortable <3 )
some questions i'd like to start with ☺︎︎
1 . what type of ⲉd do you have ? || how do you sⲏ ? ( cvtting , bruising , etc , no big details please )
2 . how long have you had it ? || how long have you done it?
3 . general summary of your experince ?
4 . what effects have you noticed most ?
5 . do you want to recover ? have you tried to recover ? if so what was your experience like ?
( in the mean time , ⲙlⲣ diⲉts coming soon!! )
.*☆
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sttarrduust · 1 year
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i will reach my gw by new years
i will reach my gw by new years
i will reach my gw by new years
i will reach my gw by new years
i will reach my gw by new years
i will reach my gw by new years
i will reach my gw by new years
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foggyfr0ggy · 1 year
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sometimes i don’t think my ED is real, and then i remember that most people don’t say “it’s too early to eat rn”
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prolacroix · 8 months
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im back
this happens every several months. where i kind of lurk. but i’ve realized i have been consciously not eating. i’ve switched to night shift and just don’t eat much. smoke a lot of cigarettes. so i’m going to start counting cals and posting on here again. i am using this blog for accountability but i hope you all are doing well of anyone is still here 💔
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angelisntvalid70 · 2 years
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Tumblr when you look up ed memes: 😡 🤬 😤👿😾
Tumblr when you look up tw underweight:  🤔 🤷 👌🥳
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randoontheinternet · 1 year
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My Instagram feed whenever I’m restricting.
EVERYTIME
Every Fucking Time
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jessis-stressed · 1 year
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Cal plan
Mon: 5-600cal
Tues: 5-600cal
Wed: fast
Thurs: 5-600cal
Fri: 5-600cal
Sat: 7-800cal
Sun: fast
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skiiiinys · 2 years
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so i’m bulimic as fuck anyways i’ve been b/p 2-3x a day for over a month and at first i had my usual hand and feet cramps which progressed into chest pains then into heart pains. finally yesterday and today my muscles contracted and would not uncontract and i was in the most pain i’ve been in since i tore my ACL
so i ate without purging and i feel 27383930x better
anyways consider this my resignation letter from bulimia
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notturspo · 2 years
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The feeling of waking up empty after starving>>
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izfvx · 1 year
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Y’all my edtwt acc got banned so I’m back on tumblr
I lost so many followers on here that it feels like every single person that unfollowed me took a part of my heart with them 💔💔
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os1to · 2 years
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~about this blog~
!!dni if: IN RECOVER (most important, please get better and get off of this site!), anti thinspo/anything of the sort, part of the haes movement (or basically if you believe in anything that tess holida, virgie tovar, marissa mathews or anyone else in that community says), maps, zoophiles, xenogender users, dreamsexual/dreamgender, mspec sexuality or anything that completely mocks the lgbtq+ community and trans people.
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..i'm not pro ana or anything of the sort, i'm just here because i've lost any sense of concern or care for my mental and physical health and i need a place to belong to
..i'm a minor and i'd prefer ppl under 18 but idrc
.. this is literally just my log and basically a diary to keep my fatass in line. i'll post tips and how i've been doing, subliminals i use and things like that
..eng/ελλ
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height: 5'1
sw: 116 lbs
cw: 109 lbs
gw: 100 lbs
ugw: 65-70 lbs
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bbygutzzz · 2 years
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meal inspo but it’s foods that i would actually eat as a fussy eater
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sttarrduust · 1 year
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you know what fucking sucks? literally everything about food makes me want to cry now. everything.
my mom brought me veggie tacos yesterday and told me to take them for lunch. I fast until dinner, so I left them and went to work and decided I would burn some extra cals during my workout and have one or two instead of my soup today. when I got home, I figured out my dad had eaten them instead of eating the meat ones my mom brought him.
I didnt even necessarily want them. I was actually kind of dreading it. but its the fact that I planned my whole day around burning enough calories to eat them, the fact that he can eat meat and had his own but instead chose to eat mine knowing that I'm plant based, the fact that I literally can't control certain things no matter how hard I try. thats what gets me. I fucking hate being sick.
I hate having an eating disorder.
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foggyfr0ggy · 1 year
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stop making s*icidal people promise you they’ll “reach out” to you if they need help. they aren’t going to and you know that it’s just extra guilt
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