any other edblrs out there that are emetoph0bic (scared of thr0wing up/v0mit/others being s!ck) but are curious about purg!ng?? or maybe who have overcome the emetoph0bia?? it’s tempting bc l@x are tiring to work around, but i freak out and get all panicky…ig that’s why i’m ana and not mia lol
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fat fat fat
fat fat fat
fat fat fat
is all i see in the mirror
fat fat fat
fat fat fat
fat fat fat
i just need to be skinny
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@pszczelus przepraszam cie ale ta diete zrobie za jakis czas nw w wakacje napewno jak bede u taty
Poniewaz poki co chce przejsc na wyzsze limity bo mam dosc tego ze czy tak czy tak czuje sie jak smiec jak zjem wiecej niz 900kcal wiec podwyzsze limity i tyle zwlaszcza ze rodzina i twk mnie nienawidzi bo zygam i biore dulco
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Tried to purg3 (v0mit) but it just wouldn't happen. This always happens, I feel like I'm about to v0mit and nothing ever actually happens, what do I do? (I already purg3 in other ways but I struggle to v0mit)
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I hate myself I just ate a whole pizza and wings. I tried my hardest to get it all out but I know you only throw up half the calories.
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Hi, so... Im suspecting that someone I know irl has found my primary blog so i cant post there anymore and I've been trying to go without posting but only found that I really need the space to vent, so I've decided to make a new one to interact with ppl
About me:
-I'm 18
-Ive had an eating disorder since I was 11 but it's gotten out of control after my 17th birthday
-Ana and Mia ://
-My pronouns are they/them respect that!
-I will follow you back with my main account (can't say it here obviously)
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No transphobes, racists and general assholes
My dms are always open for everyone to talk, share and feel less isolated in this mess
I am looking to rebuild the community i had with my old account as well as just keep track of my ED and just my life in general
I do not need people who'll tell me what I'm doing is bad for me- I am aware, it's a mental illness, pls express your saviour complex in another way
Pls be at least 16 if you want to dm me (I make rare exceptions to that if you want advice on how to get help from parents/ ppl around you )
I do post my own disordered thoughts, reblog thinspo of all kinds, and it will be triggering. If that's not for you, please just block me
Stay safe darlings <33
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✨What I eat in a day ✨
Lunch: salad (lettuce and cucumber) with chicken
Dessert: Greek yogurt, strawberry and Jelly sugar free
Dinner: 1 bread with 1 egg, cheese and hot dog (turkey)
Dessert: Greek yogurt and Jelly sugar free
I love love sugar ☹️
532 calories 🤷🏿♀️
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everybody says to recover to make your younger self proud but little me would be happy that i’m considered ‘skinny’
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20.04.2024
Nie mam sily sie rozpisywac o tym dniu jedynie co wypilam z 200ml jakies nalewki co byla ochydna i myslalam ze sie zezygam po tym + zarlam jak jebany tlucznik bo z 2200kcal zjadlam💀💀💀 ale wyzygalam troche + wzielam tabletki na sraczke
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I rly miss being in my little ed discord server ;A; we would all talk so much but its been dead for about a year. I really hope everyone who was there is doing good but i super miss the interaction and sense of community and support
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Weekly Weigh In Time!
Starting this one in the middle of the week but I’ll fix it later and post at the start of every week
I’m doing all of this by mostly OMAD-ing whatever dinner is and doing whatever exercises I can in my bed IE sit ups and similar stuff
Starting weight - 169.4
Week 1 - 166.4
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It’s the worst when I can’t throw up.
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